[Hellblazer]

I have went to see him, Elohanna by our side. It is strange to meet the man that is somewhat responsible for who I am today, one that nearly killed me as a child, but yet.. I do not blame him anymore.

Many words were exchanged.. so many to think about, but somewhere I know he is right.

*Holds the glowing blue amulet in his hand looking at it*

He gave it to me, the family crest, said it is handed to the oldest son from generation to generation. I guess it also goes to the oldest daughter if no son was born. But it feels so foreign. I refused it at first because for me I am like a stranger to this family, but yet, his words,

"To remind you where your blood belongs"

Maybe this is what I was longing for so long? And my blood boils too, for her, can it belongs to two places at once? Family and love.

I saw Yvale again.. but she ran away, then flew away. I don't know what to think anymore. How can a heart fall so quickly and easily? Maybe I wasn't so far from the truth when I told my father that my curse was love. Yet how does one live without it?

I'll give her the time she needs and yet still show her that I care, as it is all that she asked.

"if you want me to be yours, you have to do one thing, care for me"

I do. I truly do.