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Alatriel · 11-06-08, 10:33 PM

Curse you Ilsare! Curse you to the worst possible Hell and may you never come back to torment me again!

I can't do this much longer. I can't push him away, yet having him near me is agony. The more I fight against my love for him the more it keeps coming back. A look, a smile... If only he would choose to follow the Great Leader instead of the Great Protector. If he could just see that the law is not there simply for the sake of the law, but for the people, and that as people change, sometimes we must look to the heart of people so as to change the heart of the law.

But my heart.. he said that his soul belongs to Rofirein, but his heart belongs to me, forever. Oh why does he say things like that? I don't want to say things like that. I don't want there to be conflict in my heart over who to love more, my god, or a mortal that my heart pulls me to.

Thank Toran for Victory. At least while I am with him, riding with the wind in my hair I can forget at least for a little while the aching in my heart.

Why is it that Lance can marry Ell, and yet my heart tells me that being with Aeronn is wrong? And yet I am still pulled towards him? I offered him to try the longsword instead of the bastard sword. But he is intent on staying with Rofirein. That dragon with the golden scales I am starting to loathe to see. A constant reminder of the rift between our gods, and the rift in my heart. How am I to remain impartial to someone that I can't help but love?

Toran... please... I need answers. I need help and guidance. I can't do this on my own.

11-06-08, 10:33 PM	#18
Alatriel Mind Flayer Characters Join Date: Mar 2008 Posts: 1,068 Thanks: 487 Thanked 498 Times in 279 Posts	Re: Daniella Abigail Stormhaven- a journal Curse you Ilsare! Curse you to the worst possible Hell and may you never come back to torment me again! I can't do this much longer. I can't push him away, yet having him near me is agony. The more I fight against my love for him the more it keeps coming back. A look, a smile... If only he would choose to follow the Great Leader instead of the Great Protector. If he could just see that the law is not there simply for the sake of the law, but for the people, and that as people change, sometimes we must look to the heart of people so as to change the heart of the law. But my heart.. he said that his soul belongs to Rofirein, but his heart belongs to me, forever. Oh why does he say things like that? I don't want to say things like that. I don't want there to be conflict in my heart over who to love more, my god, or a mortal that my heart pulls me to. Thank Toran for Victory. At least while I am with him, riding with the wind in my hair I can forget at least for a little while the aching in my heart. Why is it that Lance can marry Ell, and yet my heart tells me that being with Aeronn is wrong? And yet I am still pulled towards him? I offered him to try the longsword instead of the bastard sword. But he is intent on staying with Rofirein. That dragon with the golden scales I am starting to loathe to see. A constant reminder of the rift between our gods, and the rift in my heart. How am I to remain impartial to someone that I can't help but love? Toran... please... I need answers. I need help and guidance. I can't do this on my own. __________________ Walking past you is like walking past a fire elemental. ~Steel (to Alatriel) That ain't right Pink ~Trax (to Zarianna) Yes, my sister fights, but she is always properly attired for battle. ~Samuel Stormhaven You [tick] me off more often then is normally healthy for a person... ~Tyra Dragonheart (to Bella) Last edited by Alatriel : 11-06-08 at 10:35 PM.