[Hellblazer]

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Oh love, I feel so alone
Now that I am on my own
The years before me unknown
Incertitude's set in my bones

Emotions ran through me like a cyclone
My blinding fears, over thy love, outshone
All that I ever believed, overthrown
Dismayed like my teacher, that ugly crone

Is it what I am to become
Old, ugly, hateful and irksome
A shadow of what was, a phantom
My fears as ever, my own thralldom

I wish I had never left your bosom
Where love, like the flowers blossom
to your heart I completely succumb
Subtle and intoxicating venom

But in my distress, I grew tiresome
Burdened by my anxiety I thrum
And so I left your beautiful Kingdom
For ever far from your grace, lonesome