Re: Drexia's Journal-excerpts The time I spent away from battle has been very productive. After years of meditating, strengthening my mind, I am so close I can taste it, to achieving the perfect purity of mind my master spoke of... I have built the foundation through meditation of holding my mind apart from all that wishes to harm it, and when I sit alone and focus, I am able to do it correctly. Now I just need to practice enough to be able to slip into that frame of mind in the middle of combat, and maintain it. It is a tricky thing, embracing many things at once: letting hostility wash over me like water, keeping my focus with the purity of a burning flame, and simultaneously letting my mind evade attacks like the wind, but holding firm against them as a mountain... and above all, trusting in myself, being aware of my own consciousness.
Little by little I'm gaining mastery of the technique. A few times, I've reflexively slipped into the mode during battle, I just can't do it consistently. Perhaps if I practice against something that uses mind attacks, I'll be able to perfect the technique.
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~In the night, my love, tie your heart with mine, and together in dreams they shall defeat the darkness like drums fighting in the forest, against a thick wall of dark leaves.
~Go, ye heroes, go to glory, Though you die in combat go-ory, Ye shall live in song and story. Go to immortality! . . . Go and do your best endeavour, And before all links we sever, We will say farewell for-ever. Go ye heroes go and die, go ye heroes go and diiiiieee!!
Last edited by ycleption : 09-14-09 at 10:50 AM.
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