[Hellblazer]

It has been four years now, four years of painfull memories, remorces and nightmare. I dream every day of my darling kandall and my baby girl Eloana. Even if I know that they are no more I still feels guilty for not being there to protect them. I never did find what had happened to my baby boy Elyam, did the barbarians killed him? I have no answer. All I know is the lost they have bestowed on me and the pain goes on.

Since my arrival in Hlint I have met good people. They helped me a lot to get used to the changes that I have faced since my arrival. Althought I do not know them well, I can honestly call some friends. I do not know where or what will happen to me but this I am sure, it will prove to be interesting. Well this is all that my mind can think as of now. My last trip has gotten me tired and I must rest. Hopefully tonight I will have a restfull night and not dream so much of my past.