This has been a difficult could of weeks. During a mission with some goodly souls, I came into conflict with a wizardress of conciderable power, Maddison I believe her name was. I then realized, that I was completely alien to them. I was arguing my points of view, that good and evil matter not, that they are trivial matters not worthy of intellectual debate, and that the ends do justify the means...I was shocked that the others found this so....offending! I have followed the ways of Air, the ways of balance for so long, that I feel that I am no longer like everyone else. This scares me in the fact that I, might alienate my dearest friends, the Orc Basher Clan in a way that might cost me my life.
Perhaps I feel this way because of who I follow...Aeridin might not be the best choice for me, because I feel so different when I am around others who follow his lead. Maybe someone more in line with what I believe is necessary...like Mist perhaps.....
Sargon Blackdagger
Wizard of Air
Lord Mage of the Orc Basher Clan