I stayed in this land far far from my home in Hlint which I packed up, sold, and with all the positions on my back I began my long journey into myself. The journey leading here, to this place that I must admit has something mystical about it. It helped clear my mind and reduce my angers and fears... I began from the beginning as it is natural to do so rethinking the major points in my life so far. Starting only a lowly priestess of Aeridin, hardly noticed, yet still am hardly noticed indeed. Fame is not what this job is about though, it is the desire to see life blossom in all its forms. That I found out and have unclouded first. Then, Fisterion... Killing my only link to my past. Destroying my father and laughing at me as he flew off, I thought my life was in existance to destroy him. Indeed it is not, anger and revenge is not the correct path of my life and this I know now. Fisterion thought he could destroy me by killing my father. Instead I an renewed, I am free to risk everything because I have nothing to hold me back. this was my second lesson that I learned in my peace. Aeridin, blessed be he who protects life and gives light to the darkness... My third lesson was to appreciate every moment I am alive because Aeridin wills it so. Sometimes I feel lost, sometimes I feel the beast inside me lurking still underneath my skin but I remember whom leads me through the darkness of the never ending night. Aeridin, he who gives me hope and gives me another chance to live my life as I should. I have devoted myself fully to him, in my services I hope one day I may be remembered not as Amanda, not as Kat, but as a Hero of Aeridin. I wish to be remembered as a Light of Aeridin shining the path for others in the darkened world where Blood lurks, where evil is around every corner, where shadows dance where the light should be. My name is Amanda Spellsword, and everyone calls me Kat, but I hope one day I can be the one whom guides the lost as Aeridin has guided me.