Transformations

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Dad's not happy with me.
He wanted me to stay home but I had to see my sisters. Ever since they left I feel empty. Ayana has been gone longer and now when I go for walks with Khala without her it feels like something is out of balance.
Sil told our parents she was going to see her boyfriend. She should have told them the truth. We are of age now and can go as we wish but she just can't bring herself to talk to dad.

When I got to Port Hempstead I went to dad's guild and waited outside. Uncle Kyle came by and got me some equipment and i went in search of Sil and Ayana. Sil was easy to find. It had only been a few weeks since I had seen her but it seemed like longer. She took me around a little as we looked for Ayana but we couldnt find her. It seems she was deep in the woods somewhere.

It was unpleasant being in the city. I don't know how anyone can stand it. I felt cut off and only khala being with me kept me from running back to the woods. The rats in the sewers were not right. All the polution in the water seems to have driven some of them mad. I tried to calm them but they just didn't listen. So sad but mabey putting some of them out will allow the healthy ones to breed the madness out.

Sil finally took me out and we explored the silkwood and out past mariners hold. Beautiful. I'll have to go back when I have more time.

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Ayana finally came in from her retreat. Seeing her again was like finding a missing part of myself. We got to travel around a while and it was like being back home.

Sil hasen't changed. She flirts with every boy the walks by. I cant keep them away. She bats her eyes and flips her hair and they start drooling all over themselves.

Sarah showed up in Hempstead too. It was great to see her. Traveling with all my sisters was better than I could have ever thought. I was like being in the woods back home playing. If only Tristan was there.....

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My life has a new path. I finally reached the point in my training where I can transform myself and I never knew a bond with nature like now. I take the form of a wolf and my senses go crazy. I can smell, hear taste and see things I never would have imagined before. I smell the sickness in an anamal to take only the unhealthy in a herd. I can hear the differance between the wind blowing and the snake crawling through the grass. I can taste the scent  creatures of the woods on the breeze. When I am in the form of an anamal I feel like I was never meant to be human and I dont want to go back.

I must find more forms.