Hello Journal,
It has been quite a time since my quill graced these pages, much past overdue for an update. So much has changed, including myself.
I just had a very interesting night with Drew at his tavern. What a tavern it is! Rooms upon rooms, a glorious kitchen, even an infirmary. I don't spend much time indoors these days but I enjoyed myself. He had me play the Piano and I wasn't completely terrible at it! There was a little halfling there, Charm was her name and it suited her. She was admiring my dress, which is odd because I don't generally wear a full dress these days. The properties woven in its fabric seemed better fit for her talents than mine so I flopped the dress off and handed it to her. She seemed taken aback... maybe she hadn't ever seen a naked druid before... people seem taken aback by my lack of modesty. I should probably consider that more often but it just doesn't seem to matter. I put my dire tiger leathers on and felt like myself again. Not sure what I was thinking wearing that dress anyhow. Charm gave me a lucky little clover, it was quite nice. I wove it into my hair and there I shall preserve it to give me luck.
At some point the conversation turned to Plenarius. Im not really sure how it turned to him but Drew was suprised to find that we had been married for a time. It filled me with a feeling of nostalgia. I had gotten quite bitter toward the end of our marriage and it led me to do some pretty unpleasant things. I was a very unhappy person during that time. They say time heals all wounds and I suppose that is true but truth be told there is still an emptiness in me, a space in my heart that will always be reserved for him. Andrew asked if he should say hello for me next time he see's Plen. I'm not sure he would want to hear from me but I told him to send my regards. I know that things could never be the way they were again, but I desperately miss our friendship most of all. I hope he has found happiness.
** the page here is dotted with the tell tale sign of a few dried tears **