The World of Layonara

Character Development => Development Journals and Discussion => Topic started by: silverdraco on May 22, 2006, 12:42:01 AM

Title: Diary of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on May 22, 2006, 12:42:01 AM: [SIZE=13]//OOC this book is in Sonya DarkAngel’s backpack at all times. Please do not use the information in here unless you (somehow) have read te book ingame. DM's can use it when needed for some kind of quest or whatever. Thanks for your help with this. [/SIZE]
(http://../photos/get-photo.asp?photoid=6931) [SIZE=13]//ooc this is an image of the diary of sonya DarkAngel.[/SIZE]
[SIZE=13] *The cover seems to be made out of leather. On a closer look one can see that it is made out of green dragon scales. The book looks very old and there is no text on the cover.* *When the book is opened it clearly shows that several pages have been torn out of the book.* *On the page that seems to have become the first page it reads:* [/SIZE]

[SIZE=13][SIZE=24]This Dairy belongs to[/SIZE][/SIZE] [SIZE=13][SIZE=24]Sonya DarkAngel.[/SIZE][/SIZE]
[SIZE=13] *The rest of the page is empty.* * The second page is left blank. The third page has been written on* [SIZE=16]Jular 23, Year 1400. Much has happened to me lately. It started with going to sleep on night and waking up somewhere else the next morning. I can remember something about a dragon between that, but I don’t remember what it was all about. I don’t even care that much, I have my on things to take care off. It was Augra 2nd of the year 1399 I belief. Soon after I woke up I found out the name of the place I was at. The town is called Hlint. It is a new place for me, one I have never known about. Perhaps I can succeed here. I must find them. I have already met a lot of people most witch I have only met once. Some I have seen more than that. I am not going to name them in here. They are not important enough to be in my diary. Not yet anyway. In my time here I have also helped a lot of people get some jobs done. I have received some nice rewards for it. I got a necklace, a pair of boots, a cloak and a helmet. I have also started crafting jewelry. I have been able to make several copper rings with greenstones in them. This is all for now. As soon as there are more things I want to put in this diary, I will write in it again.[/SIZE][/SIZE]

[SIZE=16]Signed Sonya DarkAngel[/SIZE][/i]

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Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on May 23, 2006, 12:53:59 AM: *The fourth page has also been written on* Augra 11, Year 1400. Last night my familiar and I had an argument. I think I’ll start at the beginning to explain it. We went to the inn in Hlint to get some sleep in on of the rooms. I had a great sleep but when I woke up Draconia was gone. When I opened the door I saw him flying towards me from across the room and I saw the door to the inn was left open. I knew Draconia had been flying off again. I was save her at the inn so I didn’t mind it that much, but still I asked why Draconia went away. When I heard he went to look for some lady I got scared. When Draconia said more about it I got so scared I got angry at him. My anger got the better of me and I even threatened him. A little later in Hlint, near the bank, our little fight was for all to see. Draconia even left to be alone. I don’t know when I will be seeing him again. Later that night I went to the local graveyard to be alone. I still miss my mother so much that I cried a lot and ask questions to her. Her grave wasn’t even there so how could she have heard me. Her grave is in my home town in the Anuroch dessert. Before I got to Hlint I heard a roomer that my home town was no longer where it was suppose to be.
I miss my family so much. My sisters, my dad, even my brother Lex’or. Lex’or could always cheer me up when I was sad. I think I miss him the most right now. Don’t worry my family. I will find you no matter what it will cost me. Even if I have to die in order to find you I will do it. I didn’t call my self DarkAngel for nothing. I’ll find you, just like I promised that faithful night when you disappeared. Signed Sonya DarkAngel *A great spot is seen here. Made from tears.*

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Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on May 25, 2006, 01:45:27 AM: *The fifth page has also been written on*
Seplar 19, 1400
I have met some people again. One of them has helped me with collecting copper along with some others. He also has helped me with making decisions on some new clothing. He hasn’t seen the results yet.
In secrecy I have also been busy trying to figure out the spell that would help me raise my mother from the dead. I miss her a lot and I want her back. I know now one would approve of me doing this, not even Draconia. That’s why I’m doing this in complete secrecy. I have been trying to figure out about this before my family’s disappearance. But that is a long time ago. And I haven't done anything about it since then. Until now that is.
I’m also working on some new crafting skills but those are not as important to me as finding out how to raise my mother. The main problem for me now is getting copper for crafting the rings. I always have to find some strong and willing adventurer to get them for me. This is a problem some times.
Draconia and I are talking to each other again by the way. His mind is set on helping me so much that he couldn’t stay away when I needed him the most. When he got back again I said I was sorry that I got angry that day. He was sorry to. But I still haven’t asked him why he wanted to talk to that woman. Could it have been the same woman he has talked to before? I will have to try and find out some time.
Anyway I must go back to work. I’ve got much to do. Signed Sonya DarkAngel.

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Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on May 26, 2006, 04:15:43 AM: *You flip the page to go to the sixth page that has also been written on*
Oclar 7, 1400
I’ve been travelling alone for some time now. I’ve been exploring the Grey Peak Mountains on my own. I used invisibility to stay hidden. I explored the Grey Peak Mountains because Juanita lost her horse there and wants me to find some thing that was in on of the packs on the horse. I haven’t found it thought. I have to ask someone to help me with that.
I’ve also been spending some time at the Hlint graveyard. I’ve been studying the things that haunt that place there, trying to learn from them. It might take a while before I get a breakthrough. But I’m sure it will be worth it.
I’ve also been in the Haven Mines, again on my own and invisible like a ghost would be. I promised the Lord of Haven Castle the head of the chieftain that has taken over that place. I have been unable to kill him. There are too many of them.
I know I need to find some help to finish those jobs. I hope someone is willing to help me with it all. I’ll know soon enough.
Signed Sonya DarkAngel

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Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on May 28, 2006, 03:05:50 PM: *On to the seventh page.*
Novlar 16, 1400
I got a lot of thing to write down. Perhaps it will help clear my head and make up my mind. I’ll start with some small events that happened. Rhynn is the first one I want to mention. She offered me a lesser mage armor. I need to find enough gold to get it, one other way of getting the armor is finding 3 boxes of silk and bring it to Tegan I think. I’ll have to see witch one I’ll do.
I also found a note that asked for people to donate stuff to help the people of Roldem. I’m willing to put away my own goals to help them. But after resent events I have to think it over. No I will have to try to help them. My problems are only small compared to the problems the people of Roldem face.
I have also been into the haven mines with a large group to get the head of the ogre leader. Sh’anda and Zug were among the ones in the group. We were successful and the Lord of haven Castle was pleased to see the job done. I was so glad I could have helped out.
Now the other things I want to write down to help clear my mind. Rhynn has contacted me with a warning. She warned me about some Arcane Alliance members. Rhynn said that if I wanted to join they would make me sign a 10 year contract. There is nothing very weird about that. But she said that there is also one wizard in the high counsel that is a black wizard.
Rhynn warned me about Lia, she said Lia was a sly cunning snake and a dark wizard. She usually wares light blue and white outfits. She is an elf with red hair. Rhynn did say there are also good people in the counsel. One of them is named Connor. He is an affirmed lucindite and a favourite in the spellgaurd temple.
Rhynn did say that her judgment might be clouded because she is wary about enchantresses. She was under an enchantresses dominate person spell for 5 years straight. But still she would not have warned me if there wasn’t some truth to it all. According to Rhynn I can protect myself with some spells. Like See Invisibility and Legend Lore. Someone called Ozymandias seems to use them to. I’ll have to find out about them myself.
After that I have been thinking a lot about my goals in life and how I want to get them done. I talked to my familiar Draconia about it. He said my mother always wanted me to follow her path, even if just a bit. I did like the elemental spells of mother.
I couldn’t get a clear head so I joined some people and there adventure to some place in the grey peak mountains. I’m afraid I was too distracted by my thought and got killed. Later I was brought back by a guy named Voom I think. He resurrected me and I’m still very grateful to him. It did have me thinking. Perhaps I should change my ways of magic and focus on a type of magic other then the ones I have been trying to learn.
I have to give it another thought. Signed Sonya DarkAngel
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Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on June 06, 2006, 03:58:48 AM: *the eighth page has been written on*
I have done some interesting things lately.
I have been in the grey peaks with a group of people to find the valask that Juanita lost. We were with many and we got pretty far. But at one spot it got to dangerous for me because I died there twice. First time I died I got back in Hlint. The second time I was raised there by one of the people who was able to resurrect me. Luckily I had a soul stone. I wouldn’t have wanted him to pay that price they always talk about. After they resurrected me we went back to Llast, to bring the valask back to Juanita. I have to say I also have been able to learn some new spells. The other event that has happened is more interesting to me. I found Rain sitting in Hlint near the bank one night, only to find out he has lost his memory. I think He might have had some blow to his head because he seemed to have some pain there.
A lot of people tried to help but it didn’t help him much. When some of them even started talking that language, Rain seemed to go insane for a minute. When they left he was alright again. I couldn’t leave him like that so I tried to help him. I started with showing him places in Hlint to help his memory. Nothing seemed to help much. The last place we went to was the Crafting Halls. Here we found an ox that seemed to be his. He wanted to go outside of Hlint and said he would be able to defend me. I said that I had help myself and called my little friend Draconia. This seemed to scare him at first but as Draconia started to talk He seemed to remember an image of me. He explained it to me but seemed to stop at “You looked so beautifull.” Or something like that. He said that a couple of times and it did something to me that I have never felt before. It scared me a little but It was nice to. I left after that but not before getting a clover leaf from him. I even gave him a kiss on his cheek. I don’t know why I did that but it seemed right at that time. Why can’t I get that moment out of my head? I’m even getting feelings that I haven’t felt before. It’s all so confusing. What does it mean? Now I wish mother was here. She would have been able to help me.
Signed
Sonya DarkAngel.
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Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on June 08, 2006, 12:07:34 PM: *on to the ninth page*
I have sent a message bird to Rain the other day to let him know of the reason why I left so sudden. I don’t know exactly what it said but it was something in the line of “Sorry I left so sudden. Hope to see you again soon.” I think I’m forgetting something but the best thing is, he had sent a bird with a message back to me. back to me. He is so sweet.
I went for a visit to the Hlint crypts today. When I was done there I went out side. But on my way out I met Rain near the exit. It was nice to see him again. He was completely covered in black. It looked so good on him. Well I was a little tired from the crypt visit so I hired a room and he joined me. We both rested in on and the same room. I had my doubts but we just had a sleep in there. I had a nightmare that night. It was actually more like a memory that had been twisted and turned into a nightmare. It was about that day that my father, Brother and sisters disappeared. In the dream it was much worse than I remember it was. Any way when I woke up I jumped up only to see that Rain was already up. He was a little worried about the dream But I couldn’t find the strength to tell him about that day. Next we went to visit the goblins in the red light cave. *giggles as she writes it down* poor goblin didn’t had a chance. Rain was doing fine and I even met some of his own friends. Arwin and Ehlen I think there called. Both seem nice. Arwin is a wolf of some kind and Ehlen is a little dragon with beautiful butterfly wings. That’s what Draconia said about Ehlen anyway. Not in those words but I know he liked them. Inside the cave Rain warned me about something. He seems to lose control over his anger sometimes He said it changes him but he doesn’t know what happens then. He did heard from Tegan that his eyes turn from blue to gold. He was worried when he talked about it, but I reassured him that he would get control over it one day. After the little visit we went to a camp fire because I was wounded again. Some how I never seem to notice until the battle is over. After a little rest at the campfire I went away but not before giving him a kiss on the cheek again. To my surprise he even hugged me. It felt nice to be hugged by him. I even found myself wanting to kiss him but I cleared my head from that idea. It is all so new to me, I never felt like this around anyone. And then the way I act around him. It is so unlike me. I have to pay some more attention. Am I really in love or is it something else? I wish mother was here she would be able to help me.
Signed Sonya DarkAngel
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Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on June 09, 2006, 07:43:21 AM: *The 10th page*
Mai 23, 1401
I met Rain again today in Hlint. We talked a little. At some point he wanted to show me some place he likes to be. It was a forest not far from Hlint. When we were in there I saw how he gently he could calm the animals. I thought those animals would surely attack us but not with rain.
We went further into the woods and at some point he extended his had towards me. I gave him my hand and we walked trough the woods hand in hand. My heart was pounding faster that normal. After the walk it turned into night and we went to a place with people, I think it might have been a temple but I’m not sure anymore. Its here he gave me this Chomomil flower. He said he could make a drink out of it and wanted to sell it one day, he would name it Tea.
We sat down and talked. He asked me what it was that I was trying to do. Its here I tolled him about my past and How my mother died. Even about how my father, brother and sisters disappeared. It got me crying talking about it. But rain listened to all of it. He even wiped away some tears for me. He is so sweet. Rain even offered me his help in my search for my family. He even said Arwin would gladly help sniff them out. *giggles as she writes it*.
Before we knew it, it was morning again and we went back to Hlint. We even raced back and I won. Well rain let me win, I’m sure of it. We went straight for the in. It was here that I kissed him and to my surprise I didn’t kiss him on the cheek, but on the mouth.
At that moment it felt like a good idea. But now I’m not so sure. I have my doubts because he only kissed me on the cheek. Am I the only one of us having these strange feelings? Oh darn it mother, why did you have to day on me? Speaking of it, I must do some research. I have to do it tomorrow, If I got the time, and without rain. He is to distracting for me right now. I wouldn’t be able to focus with him around.
Signed Sonya DarkAngel

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Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on June 09, 2006, 02:30:22 PM: *On to the 11th page.*
Mai 27, 1401
I spent some time in the Hlint crypts a few nights ago. Not to fight them but to study them. I tried a lot of things. I even took some skeleton knuckles with me. Later that day I was near the bank. And wanted to write down the things I had discovered on a scroll I bought, when Rain interrupted me. We talked a little. Others were also sitting on the benches. On of them was Rhynn, she seemed nervous or bored or something like that. She noticed that Rain was bleeding a lot, and she didn’t like it. She seemed to get to rain as he left. I wanted to follow. But Rhynn stared to talk about some event in the Red light cave, and caught my interest. She made a remark while Rain was away that I didn’t like that much. She looked at me while saying something like: “If your man is bloodied up Sonya.” It bothered me and I wanted to ask what she meant but Rain already got back. What did she mean by “your man” Rain isn’t my man. We are not married. I must try and talk to her about it one day.
Later Rain and I went on our way to work on some infestation near Port Hampshire. We stopped for some food at an inn in Fort hope I think it was. I didn’t have any coins on me but Rain was nice enough to pay everything. I had a great meal. Before we went to sleep Rain walked me to my room. He gave me a hug and some nice flowers before I went into my room. I hugged him back. It felt so great to be in his arms. After that I went to sleep in my room. Rain was in the room beside mine but I’m not sure. What’s happening to me? Am I really in love? Signed Sonya DarkAngel

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Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on June 11, 2006, 01:17:24 AM: *On the 12th page the following is written.*
Junar 21, 1401
I have started my day with studying in the Hlint crypts. I was interrupted by 2 fighters how started to fight the skeletons and destroyed them. The first fighter had a Red Light and the second fighter seemed to have a blue light coming from his sword. As I went on my way out I saw Rain passing me by. I waved but noticed he could not see me because I was invisible. I then followed him. To my surprise Arwin did not spell me ore meaby he did but did not feel like saying anything. Anyway when we were on the second level Rain was starting to fight some of the undead there. As my invisibility wore off, I startled him and he got hit on the head but managed to fight on it seemed. After the fight was over rain felt on the ground. I got worried and wanted to heal him with a spell I just found but noticed I could not use it. Then I realized that I never had learned any spell to heal people. Luckily rain got back up and was able to heal himself. When he had rested a bit, I joined him to find some more coins.
I got some great things about the creatures there that I’m going to write down on a scroll when I got the time for it. I will have to buy 2 more scrolls for that. I think I can write down more about those undead that about those ghostly things that were with them. I need to go back some more to study them some more. As rain and I were going up we came across a guy who called himself Robert Hearth. I was after the skeleton knuckles and since I had more then enough for my studies I gave him some of mine. I got about 3 skeleton knuckles in my wooden study box now, along with some study notes about those skeletons.
A little further we came in to the main room of the crypts and some skeletons ambushed us near the door to that large room. As we were done I noticed Rain breathing heavily again. I tolled him these skeletons were nothing to get worked up over. Rain thought I was not talking about his anger problem and said it was his anger he was trying to control. Then I said that that was what I meant. On our way out we came across some other guy. Rain took out the two skeletons following that guy and he was thanked for it. Rain and Arwin are such a good team. When we were out side I was thinking about the undead we fought in the second level, when I was surprised by a paw and a lick from Arwin before he left. That wolf must like me. I don’t think he would have done it if he didn’t.
We went out of the grave yard and saw a group of people near the bank. One man caught my attention as he said he was selling books. I asked him if he even soled empty books that I could use to write in. He had and got me one Rain got one for himself to. I was first thinking of writing my dairy in it but since this old green book still has plenty of pages I’m thinking of using that new book to write the creatures in that I’m studying. I will be better them having all those lose scrolls in one box. *The writing goes on into the 13th pages.* After that rain and I went to the inn and had some food. It was then that rain showed me how much he liked me. I even believe he was telling me that he loves me. I said that the feeling I had for him we unlike any I felt for anyone before. As I looked him into his eyes I somehow remembered my mother. She was studying to in here wild days and ash she became married with father she settled down and forgot about wandering around and studying interesting creatures. Interesting creatures were dragons for her as the undead are for me. That’s when I realized that her death could have been prevented if she hadn’t forgotten about her wild days. That thought scared me enough to jump up and get to bed. I don’t even remember saying goodnight to rain. What must he be thinking? I hope he doesn’t think I’m rejecting him. I like him a lot and I think I’m in love with him as he is with me. But I don’t want to suffer the same faith as my mother.
The next morning I got out sooner than Rain did and left without him. I just had to clear my head. So I went to the goblin cave and got into a little fight with them. After that I went into Hlint again. But as I was getting closer to the gate I realized I was not ready to face Rain yet. So I got myself invisible and walked trough the gates. I went to buy some new clothing and I found some great priest robes I could use. I even changed the colors a bit from brown to what I call “bone white”. It is some kind of light beige, and I gave it a little Fuchsia color to. I also added some gloves to cover my hands. When I had done this I found a Quite place to write this part of my Dairy.
Signed Sonya DarkAngel
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Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on June 11, 2006, 03:02:21 PM: *on to the 14th page*
Jular 2, 1401
I was studying the undead on the second level of the Hlint crypts tonight. I spent most of the night down there. I believe I have enough information about them right now. I still need to find out some more about that other creature that was with them. Then perhaps I can look further in the crypts. I still remember one other creature some were else in the crypts. After studying I went on to cut some gems and I got some other materials I needed to make some polishing oil. I succeeded in making at least 2 polishing potions I believe. I even met Raknur in the crafting house. He asked me about making molds and I showed him where he could do it. After that I went in to the bank to get some coins stored there. When I got out I was wondering where Rain could be, He wasn’t inside his room anymore. I got a terrible message from a guy. He said Rain was killed in a dessert and he was searching for some help. At that moment something seemed to snap. Was I going to lose the one person who cared for me and did not care about my love for the undead? I was determined to get more help and see if we could get rain back. We went with a group of 3 in total I believe. And we went to the dessert where Rain had fallen. Along the way we got some other people to help us. I was glad to see we got in time. His body hadn’t become victim to some kind of predator. One person who was with us resurrected Rain and I was overjoyed to see him back alive again. I could even jump in his arms but I controlled myself. When we were back in Hlint we even had a little talk about the other night when I had left so suddenly after the meal. We talked about it and after that I staid to think things over a little. It was then that I decided not to be afraid of my memories of the past. I was going to become happy just like mother was. I knew Rain might be the one person I could be happy with. I’m not sure of course. Only time can tell if we are destined to be together.
I met with the group at the camp fire on the other end of Hlint. It was there that Arwin noticed me after being a bit busy with deciding what part to eat of that guy that was bugging him. When he noticed me he jump up to me and started licking me. Arwin is such a nice animal. We decided to go on a little Ants extermination near Port Hampshire. We were with a big group so it went pretty smooth. After the first fight most of us felt like getting some rest. Rain and I went to an inn to get some rest. In there he was his usual graceful self and opened the doors for me. He thinks of me of a lady. I off coarse do not But I let him. After he got us our rooms He walked me to the rooms and we even talked a little. He let me decide which room I wanted. So I choose the one he thought was the best one. He hugged me and kissed me on the cheek. But I wasn’t going to let him get of that easily. So took my arms around his neck and kissed him, and he let me kiss him like that. After that kiss I watched him go into his room. I think I’m really in love, and as I was with my head in the clouds it seemed I walk to my own room. I even thought about joining him in his room. But I didn’t wan to go to fast.
When we woke up we walked back to the rest. And there we met with some others and got on with the ant problem. After the ants we even took on some gnolls but our enthusiasm was short lived as the gnolls made short work of us. I saw many of us die before I felt. It felt that way at least. When I woke up I was in a temple with the others. Out side of the temple we talked for long about how to take on those gnolls. In the end we decided to head back to the ant problem again. After some ant extermination we were talking about going to some dwarfs somewhere. I didn’t feel like going. I still had so many things to do. So I parted ways and asked Rain to be careful. After a kiss I left for Hlint. As I’m writing this I’m sitting in a room I rented in the Wild Surge Inn. Tomorrow I will have to buy some scrolls to write studies on. Singed Sonya DarkAngel
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Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on June 12, 2006, 12:43:39 PM: *The 15th page* Jular 16, 1401 I have been in the Hlint crypts studying the creatures there. I didn’t pay much attention to the skeletons because I already had plenty of notes on them. Instead I focused on the Ghouls and later on I studied the Lesser Dark soul to. Meanwhile I remembered that Rain might be looking for me so I send him a message by bird telling him not to worry about me. I’m not sure but I thought I saw him pas by. But since I was taking notes I didn’t notice anyone. Since I’m always invisible in the crypts he couldn’t have seen me. After a long while I got back up and rested before buying one other scroll to work on. While writing some this on the scrolls I remembered I forgot to take samples from the ghouls and the Lesser Dark soul. So I went back into the crypts again to get the samples. The ghouls didn’t leave anything. I met up with a fighter named Tyr. And as I was getting ready to move on some spiders seem to come out of nowhere. So I asked Tyr to join me and he did. I was unlucky because I didn’t get a sample from the Lesser Dark soul. On our way out we encountered an interesting spider specimen. It was much like the other undead things I the crypt. I found out it was undead because I healed him when I attacked him with a negative energy spell. I must go back some time and see if I can study it some more. It was very interesting. Perhaps I can learn something from it. Back in Hlint again I begun writing in my dairy and made some notes about that Wraith spider I believe it is called.
Singed Sonya DarkAngel
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Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on June 13, 2006, 02:01:19 PM: *The 16th page* Jular 20, 1401 I went back to the Hlint crypts to find that undead spider I saw last time. I looked at the places I met the spiders before, but I had no luck so I went back up again. On my way up I met Sh’anda. She and I talked about the strange things we both had seen. I about the undead spider and she about some creature she hasn’t seen but felt the presence of. She felt like being watched and her armor even changed into ice. She even showed me where she thought the creature came from. And all I could see was a big dark hole. At the time Sh’anda was leaving I noticed Arwin because he was howling and that’s when I noticed Rain to. It was so good to see Rain again. We talked a little and he took me into his arms. I missed him so much. We even kissed between the talks.
After the little chat and hugs I tolled him I had seen an undead spider here in the crypts. When he heard that he wanted to go and check it with me. With Arwin with us I had hope we would be able to succeed. So we went down and started looking and Arwin started smelling. We didn’t find any spiders but I did find a mineral fire agate. We went on further and got to the hallway that leads to the room with the lesser dark soul in it. It was there some were we attacked some ghouls and I got hit by one of them. I didn’t feel well after that so I asked if we could go back up again. He agreed and we went back up. I even went straight to the inn when I got out.
There Rain was his usual gentlemen self and got a room key for me. I gave him some of the gold I found, he didn’t want it at first but I said it wouldn’t feel right if I didn’t give it to him. That’s when he accepted and I went to the room, but not before giving him a kiss goodnight. It is now morning as I’m writing this. And I had a long and good night sleep. I feel much better now.
Signed Sonya DarkAngel. *There is nothing else one the 16th pages.*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on June 15, 2006, 01:49:47 PM: *The 17th page*
Seplar 5, 1401
I was working on some Fire agate minerals I found the other day, when I got a message from Rain by bird. It was a disturbing message to me. He said that he was somewhere in Dragar and that he was al alone. He didn’t know when he might be back again. It stunned me for a bit, I was even afraid I might not see him again. I finished my work with the crafting of the gems and the writing of my study notes. I was about to go and send a bird back to Rain when I thought he might already be on his way home and closer then I thought. Thinking of that I went to a merchant and bought some new clothing. Then I went to the crafting halls to change them. There not really finished yet. But I already like how they look. I can only hope rain does to. I’m not sure when I will show it to him though. After that I went and send him a letter anyway. I tolled him to get back safely and even instructed Arwin and Ehlen to make sure Rain gets back to me safely. I’m starting to miss him so much. I hope I can control myself a little when I see him again. I don’t want to look like a … whatever, by running to him and jump into his arms. That might make him thing I depend on him. I don’t want to give that impression. I hope he is fine. I wander if he is … no I don’t think he will pay attention to that kind off thing. Oh I almost forgot I got to finish working on that Fire agate before he returns. That would be a great gift if I see him again. Just to let him know I love him and to let him think off me when I’m not with him.
I got to get to work.
Signed Sonya DarkAngel. *nothing else is on the 17th page*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on June 17, 2006, 11:46:21 AM: *The 18th page* Oclar 5, 1401
Today I got a message from rain he said that he was training in Hurm and that he would have to stay away from me a while longer. Why does he have to stay away for so long? I’m starting to miss him a lot now. A while later I went to the goblin caves with Treana. She helped me to get some copper. We even went to melt the copper together. After that we parted and I went to the crafting hall to make some rings. I wanted to try and use the fire agate to make some rings, at least one for my darling Rain. When the crafting didn’t work like I wanted to. I got a little agree at myself for ruining the rings I wanted to make, and went down to the crypts to cool myself down. I attacked a lot of the undead there before I got back up again. I even saved someone who was about to die by the hands of some ghouls. When I went back up and came to the first room you get into if you enter the crypt, I met some dwarfs. One of them asked the others if I was the Dark Soul, the nerve of that dwarf. Luckily one of the others said I wasn’t. After a short meeting I went back outside. I went to the crafting hall to get a little crafting done again. I know I went to the merchants to get something but I can’t remember it anymore, and I know exactly why. I saw Rain again in there. My sweet darling Rain was back again. I wanted to jump into his arms but I controlled myself. I do remember us talking about some things but at some point I was to busy holding him in my arms. I even remember that he lifted me up from the ground. He was so sweet. We hugged and kissed a lot. Rain even promised not to stay away for that long ever again. I’m not sure if I promised it to. I was so happy seeing him again I think I might have forgotten some things. I know we talked a lot. Let me think. Oh yes of course. Rain had gotten a proposition. He, Cymeran, Nepp’akyo and some others were going to buy a house on Dregar. Pranzis is the place it would be most likely. Rain didn’t want to say yes yet, because he wanted to talk to me about it first, before saying yes to it. He even said we could start our search for my family from there. At that point I lost my word. Even now I can’t seem to write down how I felt when I heard those words from Rain. He said he never forgets a promise. At that point I think I might have begun loving him even more than before. He also had a small present for me, a mineral amethyst that he had found somewhere on Dregar. He said it made him think of me. I even remember giving him a present at some point. It was a ring I had made. It was a copper ring with a malachite gem in it. Rain loved it and said it was beuatifull. But after I kissed him he said he loved that even more. Oh my, how could I almost forget the new clothing Rain had shown me. He had made a training suite. Well it looked more like a training pants to me because his upper body was exposed. What a nice body he has. It made me shy at first. But when I looked at him a bit longer, I felt the temperature in the room getting up. Must have been me. He looked so sexy in that … suite. We might have talked about some more things but like I said I was so happy to see him again, that I have a hard time remember anything else than hugging and kissing him. After a while Rain tried to hide the fact that he was tired but I noticed. Thought I didn’t wanted to do it I said he should get some sleep. I hated to send him away again but I knew I would see him again soon. I’m thinking of saving some money to get that house, or perhaps even our own home. I must tell him I won’t mind getting a home of our own. I also remember making some small changes to my outfits before going to the inn and get some rest. I must show him those outfits one day. I hope he likes them. Singed Sonya DarkAngel.
*The end of the 18th page*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on June 18, 2006, 02:05:09 AM: *The 19th page*
Oclar 14, 1401 It has only been a few days but what an interesting few days it has been. On the last page I said I was resting at the inn in Hlint. Well when I got up I went out en as soon as I got out I saw Rain walking towards me. The first thing he did was not kiss me or hug me as I expected, but he went down on one knee, and gave me ……..No, no not a ring and no he didn’t ask me to become his wife either. I know, I thought the same thing, but that was before Rain gave me a flower. It was a beautiful flower to it looked like it had some kind off special property. He even gave me a new dress. I nice black dress that kind off fit my hair. It’s so nice of him to give me all that. After that we went mining in the goblin caves. Before we got to the mining area we got kind off ambushed by a goblin group. Rain almost died there, if it wasn’t for me using that flower he gave me earlier. We had even less luck with the mining. Rain broke the pick after a few times. He said it was poor craftsmanship, but I think he just didn’t know his strength. When we got back up, we went back to Hlint and rain used the loot to get himself 2 new pick axes. After that he left. At that point I remembered that I had put my wild girl look on under my robes and that I had forgotten to show it to Rain in the caves like I planed. Oh well, better luck next time. A few days later I was all alone and rain was some were else. I didn’t know where he was, but since I had heard so much about Dregar I went on a boat trip to the continent. When I arrived at Hurm I saw Rain standing there. He seemed surprised to see me. Anyhow he led me to a group he was with. I saw Cymeran there to and one other guy that seemed familiar. Later I found out that man was named Robert. We went on into the dessert and there I saw these 3 very big scorpions. I fought them from a distance because they scared me. They were bigger than a house. I guess I’m just more at ease with the undead then with creatures like that. After we had killed them the others said that these were easy and that they would become bigger. I really didn’t like those words but I tried to hide my fear. A little later we got a rest, after my rest some people including rain got me to forget those creatures for a few minutes, until we got going again. We even saw some snakes along the road. We went to a cave with giants in them. We were pretty good and the giants didn’t have many changes. At on point I saw rain acting a little weird. He seemed to be angry at those giants. Must have been that anger thingy he tolled me about a long time ago. I should have remembered sooner about that and I should have tried to calm him down. After on of the many fights with the giants I couldn’t find rain anymore. I started screaming for him until I saw him lying under on of the giants we had killed. I got so scared seeing him like that. I asked for the other to help me and luckily one was able to bring Rain back thank the gods it worked. I got to ask Rain to be more careful next time. When we got back out of the cave, rain said he was sorry that I had to see that side of him. He didn’t want me to see it. I said that he had warned me about it before, but still he didn’t want me to see that side of him. We went back to a small town some were in the dessert, and there the group started talking about a dark wizard. I wasn’t really with them because I was thinking of what had happened that day. Suddenly out of no were a dark wizard appeared. He warned us that Bloodstone was planning something. He didn’t know what it was but he wanted us to watch and learn of his plan. After that the wizard went away and we agreed quickly that we should spread the word to others. Most of them went away quickly and we soon found ourselves only being with a group of about 4 people. We all decided to head back to Hurm. Along the route we encountered some snakes again and got killed by them. Those snakes caught us by surprise. On the second try it was just rain and me trying to get back. I used invisibility on the both of us to make sure we would get back safely and it worked. We did got lost some were but we managed to find the way again. Back at Hurm we took the first boat to Leilon. There Rain and I parted. He noticed I was tired so he wanted me to get some rest. He even kissed me and wished me sweet dreams. I’m sure I will dream of him. Now that I’m at the inn writing this I think I might want to go back to Dregar again. I felt quite at home there, besides the creatures of course. I have to talk to Rain about it. Oh darn it; I still forgot to show him my outfits. He doesn’t know I made them and I keep forgetting to show them. I got to remember that. Signed Sonya DarkAngel *The end of the 19th page.*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on June 18, 2006, 02:55:19 PM: *The 20th page* Oclar 23, 1401 This might be a small post but I think it might be important. It will be to me. I started today by going down the Hlint crypts hunting the undead and getting some gold. I’m trying to get enough for a home. I believe I might be going into one with a group of other and with my love Rain of course. After that I went to the inn to rest a little I also tried my outfits on again. Just to see if they still fit me. It was then that I started to think of Rain and wanted to be held in his arms. Even know when I’m writing this I think of it. I left the room wearing the black dress Rain gave me when he got back from his training. Outside I met Cymeran and we got talking. He said that the message we had posted wasn’t taken seriously. He even said that the people that claim to be heroes are not really heroes. We also talked about the trip back from the dessert; it seems we both had encountered trouble. He on the other hand survived the first time he tried to get back. Unlike me, Rain and Robert I think was with us to. I asked Cymeran if he had seen Rain lately. He had not but he did say that he hoped Rain and I would be near him when he fights Blood. I said that I would try to be there to help him. Cymeran also tolled of a gathering to oppose bloods forces. I have to try and be there. It might be interesting or important. Cymeran also said that we would be the last line off defence against Bloods and his forces. As I said to him I hope we will be good enough to stop him. Just like Cymeran I now worry about the little people of these lands. If blood wins they might be put to work in mines and soon look like goblins. Right now my own problems don’t seem so important anymore. If bloodstone is realy planing something then a war will come. Wars can not be avoided; it can only be delayed in the advantage of others. Thats what I think anyway. When Cymeran and I parted He said; “May az’atta bless your love and devotion.” The love part made me think of Rain. As I went to the inn to get something to drink, I could help thinking of Rain. As I’m writing this I can’t help thinking of him in his training suite. Signed Sonya DarkAngel *nothing else is on the 20th page*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on June 20, 2006, 06:56:50 AM: *The 21th page* Novlar 11, 1401 It was an interesting day today. I met rain in the smithy of Hlint. He was busy with making copper ingots it seemed and I decided to sneak up on him and scare him a bit. When I got behind him I said “boo”. Rain jumped up but he soon turned around and was holding me with his hands and he pulled me into the air turning on around. I love it when he does that. After that he put me down onto the ground and started tickling me he didn’t do a good job since he dind’t tickle me. To bad I wouldn’t have minded to be tickled by him, In fact I would have loved it if he got me on the ground laughing and begging him to stop. Rain and I started to make copper on after the other. He went first. Soon he got warm from the heat of the furnace that he changed into his training garb. Hmm I love it when he is in that outfit. I could have watched him work that copper for hours. But he wanted me to work on some copper myself. At a time I got hot to from the flames. So I asked rain to wait while I got into something different. I went behind a bookcase and changed into my wild girl look that I wanted to show him for so long. When I got back I could see he loved it. The look on his face was priceless for me. He got closer and started to kiss me in the neck and on my shoulders. I just let him go I loved the attention he gave me. But he soon got to his senses and started working on the copper again. I could see he was getting hot and not just from the furnaces flames. *giggles as she writes it*. But it wasn’t long until he let me do the crafting. I noticed him watching me and touching me while I was trying to make the copper. I guess the wild girl suite worked better then I thought. I got all of his attention and I’m sure I could have gotten more if I allowed him. When we were finished with the copper Rain let me keep the 4 ingots I made. I went to the Crafting house ands started making rings. I made 2 and gave Rain the best one of them. He loved the present. We went to the inn to get some rest and I asked Rain if it was alright if we got one room for the 2 of us. He didn’t mind and got 1 room for us. That night I slept in Rain’s arms. How I loved that night, and I hope there will be many more to come. Signed Sonya DarkAngel. *The end of the 21th page*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on June 20, 2006, 07:44:48 AM: *The 22nd page* Novlar 17th, 1401 Today has been the best day in my life so far. Let me explain it. When I woke up Rain wasn’t there but he had left me a not saying that he left me sleep, and he went out to do some things. I went around town to find him and I saw him in the crafting house. He didn’t notice me and I sneaked up behind him and placed my hands in front of his eyes. I changed my voice as much as I could and asked him who I was. He made some kind off joke about me being a goblin or something. But then he guest it was me. The things that had happened later that day has clouded my mind of what had happened there. But I do remember Him telling about a dream or nightmare I had that night. In that dream Rain and I fought skeletons. After the fight I could not find rain and started looking for him. I met him in a grave yard. And not just any graveyard but the one my father worked at. I didn’t tell rain that part. I that grave yard I saw the graves of my parents, my sisters and my brother, even one of my love rain. Not long after I found the graves they all got out of there graves, All of them being zombies. That wasn’t the worst part the worst part was that I liked it. I know I love the undead and all but I don’t want the ones I love being like that. I need them to be a life and by my side if possible. After I tolled Rain my dream I was a relieved to hear that he was going to be forever. I know nothing is forever but the idea was enough to calm me. We went for a walk after this. Rain and I went to the forest where we went on our second date I believe. It had been about one year since that day, the day where we first shared intimacy. It was where rain promised me he would help me find my family. It was here where at this day Rain said something that would make this day the best day of my life. He started by telling me how much he had been thinking, in the past few moths. I don’t remember what else he said. But at some point he got onto his knees and showed me this beautiful ring. And then he asked me if I wanted to make him the happiest man in the world by marrying him. I had my doubts at first but I knew I could bear to spend an other day without him so I happily said yes. The rest of the day has been a bit clouded as was thinking so much of my love rain and the day that we would be declared husband and wife. I do remember seeing Jin in front of the gates to Hlint. I showed him the ring that rain had given me, and tolled him we were going to get married. He also blessed us. I have to make sure I send him an invitation when we know the date. Oh I remember on idea Rain had for the after party. He wanted it to be a costume party passed on the exotic. He showed me his training garb and I’m sure he also meant my wild girl outfit. I can’t wait for that day to come. I love him so much. We ended the day by getting a room for the two of us. There I fell a sleep into his arms again. Signed Sonya DarkAngel.
*The end of the 22nd page*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on June 25, 2006, 12:40:55 PM: [FONT="]*The 23rd page*[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="] Febra 13, 1402 It has been a long time since I wrote. I have done so many things it is hard to know where to start. I should start with the morning after the day that Rain asked me to marry him. It was a great morning waking up with my future husband next to me. Rain got us some food and we at in the room together. It has been to long for me to remember what we said but it must have been lovely things because I remember being so in love with him that day. Not that is has changed since then. I still love him a lot. We decided to go digging for some clay for me to work into molds for crafting my rings. We got a lot of clay that day. I also remember that I went digging at one spot and Rain went digging some were else. When I was done with my dig I went to look for him. I’m glad I came when I did because he was being attacked by some kobolts I think. Later that day I remember showing the ring that Rain gave to me, to Rhynn and two other ladies. I was so happy showing it to them. I didn’t care that I didn’t know the other girls I just wanted to let them know that Rain and I were going to get married one day. I do remember now that Rhynn and the other woman were … how should I say this? Let’s just say I won’t be surprised if they get married to one day. What else happened that day? Oh yes, I met Dearon that day to, I think I met him before because he seemed to know me. He even asked me if I would still join the Arcane [/FONT][FONT="]Alliance[/FONT][FONT="]. I tolled him I was still thinking about it. He also asked Rain and me I few would like to go training some where I wanted to at first but I wanted to work on crafting the ring molds. Rain wanted to stay with me but I didn’t want him to. I could get him to go with his friends so I pretended to be very tired and rushed away, leaving Rain alone. I hated to do that but I didn’t want him to waist his time just staring at me. I love it sure but I want him to spent time with his friends to.[/FONT][FONT="] So I went to craft the molds for my rings and after that I tried to make some rings to. After that I went for some gold hunting for the wedding. I also talked to Draconia a bit and he said he really wanted to be there at the wedding. I also talked to Jin I met him as he was getting out of the crypts. He tolled me he would make the mage armor for me from the silk I already have and some gold to cover the rest of the expenses. I agreed and he went out to get it for me. But not before doing some things he had to do first. So I waited near the bank in Hlint until he returned. When he returned we made the exchange and I got my lesser mage armor. To bad its power is still a bit too much for me to handle. I’ll have to let Jin know how it fits me as soon as I get to try it on. I really want to show Rain what I got. I hope he likes it. Some time later, I don’t remember when it was. But I met Cymeran in Hlint near the bank. We got talking about things. I don’t remember what it was about thought. I do remember getting hungry and hearing my stomach growling. I place my hands on it and Telling Cymeran I was hungry. He then asked if I was feeding two. I was surprised that he asked this question but then again my hand s on my stomach might have made him wonder. I did say I wasn’t pregnant and was also not married yet. After that I said goodnight to Cymeran and went to the inn to get something to eat. After dinner I went to sit under a tree near the bank. [/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]*The pages is full and the story continues on the 24th page*[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="] I must have fallen a sleep because suddenly I found myself walking to the ill with guest left and right, Rain standing near the ile with a paladin I think., well it was someone who could get us married. And I was dressed in this beautiful wedding dress. [/FONT][FONT="] As I was at the ile holding rains hand we listened to the words of the … Priest!.. That’s what that guy was, A priest. So as we were listening to the priest’s word. We got to the part where Rain and I said, yes to each other. The priest asked if anyone had any objection to us getting married. To our surprise a woman in robes said she objected to the marriage. None of us knew who she was. Next thing I knew she summoned many undead and ordered them to attack us and our guests. it was horrible and I didn’t like it at all I think I even might have started crying and yelling how my perfect day was ruined. Rain even got into his rage thing again. I’m not sure but I think the guests might even have been turned into undead, them selves at one point. Or it was just my imagination as I woke up from that nightmare. When is it going to end all these dreams? Will it ever end or will I be haunted by them forever? I wish Rain or my mother were there when I woke up I wanted to hold on of them and cry it all out. In stead I had to hide it all and keep it to myself. After I got over it I went into the goblin cave just outside Hlint. I went in there in my wild girl look. Some of the goblins were more easily killed that way and some were not. I think it was near the area where you can mine copper that it almost went wrong for me. I got knocked down and almost died because of the wounds. I got back up thought and found that Draconia and the tomb I had summoned took care of the goblins that were there. I made myself invisible and got out as soon as I could. I went into town (Hlint) to get some ride of some stuff I didn’t need. When I noticed my invisibility spell stopped. That’s not so bad but I noticed I was still in my wild girl look. I didn’t give it a second thought and put on some robes. Then I thought it would be a good idea to get some rest. I remember finding a walking stick of Elhopant somewhere some time ago. I changed it to make it look better and to have it fit better with me. It turned out nice. A while after that I went into the Hlint crypts to find some gold for the wedding. I got into some trouble after I ask Draconia to leave. I got a diseased by one of the attacks of a ghoul. I tried to get out as soon as I could with my invisibility spell. I was badly wounded and could make it to a safe resting place. I remember dropping just out side of the gate to the Crypt. When I was resurrected I notice a lot of people standing around me. One of them noticed that Rain wasn’t there anymore. When I heard that he went into the crypt by himself I got worried that Rain might have got into his rage again. So I rounded up some people willing to help me find him in the crypts and went in to find him. We found him in one of the rooms leading to the big room at the end of the crypts. Rhynn had stopped him from going further. I called his name but he didn’t hear me. When I got closer, I saw his eyes were gold in stead of the beautiful blue they normally are. I called his name again and tolled him I was fine. I hoped that might calm him down. I’m not sure how it happened but he calmed down, and as usual he didn’t know what happened and what he was doing there. We explained it and went outside after that to talk some more. There Rain tolled me that he didn’t want to continue with this anymore. When he said that I was afraid he was going to break up our relationship. Luckily hi didn’t. He was talking about his anger taking over control of him so much. Rain doesn’t know how to handle it. But he would like to get control of it. [/FONT][FONT="]*the pages is full and the story continues on the 25th page.*[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]I helped him remember that Rhynn tolled him she might be able to help him.[/FONT][FONT="] We talked some more and went to rest in a room, again together of course. The next morning I woke up sooner then rain and I watched him sleep. He is so cute when he sleeps. I even played a little with his hair before he woke up. We talked a little before Rain got hungry and went to get some food for us. I had to stop him as he almost forgot that he wasn’t wearing any clothing. After we ate the food, we kissed each other. I don’t remember what we talked after that but it was something rain said that gave me the urge to tickle him. And I succeeded and made him laugh. Not long after that he turned the table and got to tickle me. When I finally got loose, he chased me around the room pretending to be a pirate that was after me. I was able to stay away from him for a long time. But when I got a little tired I surrendered. Rain then lift me up and walked around to find a spot to bury his treasure. That would be me, I was his treasure. So when he found the right spot to bury his treasure, he placed me onto the ground. Rain then started to kiss me. I don’t remember where but he didn’t remove any clothing. If the wild girl look of me needs to have any clothing removed for Rain to have some fun with me. Oh I remember he kissed me on my stomach. To bad Rain got to his senses and stopped. I loved the way he kissed me and would have loved to go further, perhaps another time. When we got dressed and got outside. I got Rain to go to the bank with me so I could show him my lesser mage armor I bought. He liked it. Rain even gave me some things he found when he was training with his friends. I think I have written more then enough for now. I got some other things I want to write about but I’ll have to do that another time. Signed Sonya DarkAngel. [/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]*nothing else is on the 25th page*[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT]
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on June 26, 2006, 04:05:53 AM: *The 26th page* Febra 24, 1402 I wanted to write about this the other day but because that was already getting long I felt like writing it some other time. That time has now come so I’m writing about some events that happened not to long ago. It started as any normal day. I met up with Rain and we began talking about his plans to start a guild of his own. He wanted me to be his …equal in the guild. I think I would like it better if he would lead the guild by him self and I would support him when he needs it. But we can think it over for a while. Anyway we went to Leilon to wait for Talen, on of the friends of Rain. While we were at Leilon we started to talk some more. I remember Rain saying he wanted us to have 12 or 14 little angels. 14? Is he nuts? I even tolled him if he new who would have to give birth to those 14 little angels. I got angry at him and I turned my back on him. What was he thinking, 14? It turned out he was just making one of his jokes and never would want me to get more than I could handle. It was something like that anyway. He was standing behind me holding me in his arms as Talen came. Rain introduced us, and we went to Talen’s house I think. He lives there with some others to. We used a portal to go to Dregar. I got trough first and seemed to find myself at a dock on Lorindar I think. I saw a lot of people gathering near the gates. I thought it must have been because of the rumours we heard about Bloodstones attack. I didn’t see Rain or Talen anywhere near me. I don’t know what happened, still don’t actually. Anyway I went to the people gathering near the gates. I turned out to be right and they were gathering there to try and stop Bloodstone. At some point I even found Rain in the group. One of the people there started talking about why we all were there. If there source of information was correct then Bloodstone was going to invade Dregar to try and get it into his hands. He would invade with a lot of men, and there main target might be Pranzis. I got into the scout group and we started to scout the area for any sign of Blood’s forces. At some point we heard that Pranzis was the target all along and we headed their as soon as we could. When we got into Pranzis we soon got the first wave to deal with. Well first wave for us anyway. I did something wrong and got myself killed. When I woke up I got back to Pranzis again and continued to defend the city as good as I could. To bad I soon ran out of Bolts. So I needed to use my magic more that I would normally. Not that I’m complaining it was a good training. A lot of thing happened while we defended Pranzis. At some point I even found my self being over run by some of bloods forces and I had to turn invisible not to get killed. I saw a lot of dead around me. I’m not sure but I even might have seen Rain’s dead body. But I was to busy getting out of that fight as I was the only one left standing. To make a long story short we lost Pranzis to Bloodstone that night. Or was it one of his generals that we were fighting. Doesn’t matter who it was we have to get Pranzis back at some day. I will train myself to be able to help out when that day comes. *the page is full and the sorry continues on the next page*. The next day, or was it some days later? Don’t know for sure. Anyway I was in Hlint and I noticed it was snowing. It was beautiful and I enjoyed it. I felt the snow touch my skin. It was nice and I liked it. Some how the idea of Hlint being covered in snow made me feel peaceful. The image of it I made in my head was very beautiful and peaceful. At that moment Rain said hello and the image was gone. Not that I mind of course just looking at him is nice to. Rain said that he and some others were going to the goblin cave to mine some copper. I agreed to come along. At least I would be with him again. As we were talking I noticed one guy starting to kiss my hand and asking if I would join them to the caves. I didn’t know what to think of it but I said that I would join even without him kissing my hands. After a small run in the caves, we went to the campfire just outside of Hlint. It was here that Rain asked me if had rested all that time from the battle at Pranzis. I said that I was also catching up on some writing in my dairy. Then Rain said was going to read my dairy one day when I wasn’t looking. The nerve of that guy, you don’t peak or read in a girl’s dairy? I was about to get angry at him again when I thought it might be one of his jokes again, so I started to tickle him, I managed to make him laugh, and he said he would read in my dairy. When I let go of him he said something about still wanting to read it and ran away and I started to chase him. At that point Ferit joined in and started to help me tickle him. Ferit was much better at it at that point and when we got him, she started to tickle him with much more success than me. She even got him on the ground laughing. At that point we just tickled him until he gave up and said he would never read my dairy unless I was sitting next to him and approved of it. I wanted to make sure he promised it so I sat on him to make him promise again and to me. When he did I got of and helped him back on his feet. I still had enough adrenaline in me to lift him up on my own without much help form Rain himself. Not long after that we went to mine the copper again in the goblin cave. I’m not sure what happened but at some point Draconia was attacking Rain. It even happened two times I think. It turned out that Rain used his burning hands spell and Draconia got in hit by it. I didn’t know whether I should get mad at Rain or at Draconia. I do remember yelling at Draconia the first time. I thought he was getting a little jealous of Rain. I should try and find out if that is true or not. We went further and Rain mined some more copper. At some point we went on our way out. The goblins took us by surprise and Rain lost his ox. We had to carry all that copper by our selves. When we got outside we noticed that the world had changed, it had become darker than before. That was what it looked like to me anyway. We went back to Hlint. In Hlint we met Kyle and Rain introduced him to me. Talen also joined us. We talked a little and at some point Rain went to finally get himself a new ox, and I was able to get the few nuggets of copper in the ox pack of Rain’s ox. I kissed Rain goodnight and went to the inn to get a room and rest a little. In the inn I met a woman that asked me if I was Rain’s girl. I said yes and she introduced herself to me. Here name was Addison Scarlace, I introduced myself to, after which she asked me if I was a hunter. I said I was a sorceress who was about to get some sleep. She apologized for interrupting me and went away. Not long after that Rain could up with me and gave me a lot of bolts that he wasn’t using anymore. I thanked him and kissed him goodnight a last time before getting into my room. Signed Sonya DarkAngel *the end of the 27th page*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on June 28, 2006, 06:23:48 AM: *the 28th page* Mar 27, 1402 Today I went to look around in Hlint to see if I could find my love, Rain. I found him just outside of Hlint near a campfire. Once I was there He gave me a clover leaf. He also wanted to show me something special. So we went on our way. Along the way we saw Rhynn beside the road, Se was in tears about something. We found out that someone had broken her heart. That’s how it sounded to me anyway. Both Rain and I tried to cheer her up but I guess she didn’t want to be. Se also said she wanted to be trained by a dark mage. I didn’t object to that because I like the dark magic to, but I did try to tell her she should not give up to the goodness in her heart. I hope she understood that. Now that I think of it, she might turn out alright in time. I was like her once to just after I lost my parents, brother and sisters. And at this day I still embrace the goodness in my heart. Rain and I walked a little further and soon Rain asked me to close my eyes. I did what he asked of me and I closed my eyes and held out my hand so he could guide me. It was a bit scary because I had never placed so much trust into one person. But I new I could trust Rain more that anything. After a little walk with my eyes close we stopped and I asked if I could open my eyes. Rain said yes and when I saw the place I had trouble keeping my tears from coming out. But when Rain said he wanted our wedding to take place here, I cried out in happiness, I even took rain in my arms and cried on his shoulder. I think he even thought he did something wrong but I said those tears were happy tears, and that I liked the place very much. It wasn’t completely true of course because at that point I remembered the dream I had of our wedding and the woman turning every one into zombies. It didn’t took Rain long to notice something was wrong and he also remembered me that I had send him a letter to help me remind me of what I wanted to tell him. So there I was standing in front of rain with 2 things to tell him that, I my eyes could turn him away from me. With that thought my legs could not carry me any more and I sat on the ground. Then I tolled him about my last name. That I wasn’t born bearing the name DarkAngel but that I was born with the name Gravedigger, and that I had changed my name to DarkAngel because I was afraid that what ever got my family would soon try to do the same to me. Thank the gods it didn’t bother him. He even tolled me he had shorted his name from In’Darsus to Darsus. He also tolled me the name he had thought op for his guild. What was it again, it was something that meant “Angels of In’Darsus”. Sorry, I have forgotten it. Anyway he asked me to continue and so I did. I took my dairy and looked for the page where I had written my dream. He must have loved the idea that he was about to read something from my dairy. I remember that Ferrit and I almost tickled him to death about it the other day. When I had found the page I got the book closer to Rain and pointed the part where my dream began. After he had read it he asked me if I knew who that woman was. The answer was no of course, I still don’t know who she was. Then Rain tolled me I should not worry about it because we had a lot of powerful friend that were going to attend the wedding. *The story continues on the next page.* What was it he said after that that made me smile again? Oh yes he tolled me that Ferrit and I only had to use our tickling powers to get rid of her. But I said that my tickling powers were not for her but for Rain only. “ Oh joy, Killed by laughter while his wife sits on him laughing manically, tickling him to death.”, he said. That did the trick for me as I laughed because of that. Even now when I’m writing this it makes me laugh. I got up at when Rain got up I took him in my arms and we kissed for what seemed to be like ages to me. But I loved every second of it. After that I said I had plenty of things to do before the wedding, like getting myself a wedding dress and I also should get a ring to punt on Rain’s finger during the ceremony. The ring will cost me the most. So we went back to the inn In Hlint. And I raced him to it. At some point I could not see him again and Thought I had left him behind me, then I thought he might have taken a short cut somewhere and would be there before me. As I entered Hlint I went to the Inn as I got there I saw rain coming up behind me I didn’t think I won but he said I did. When I asked him where he was he tolled me I was not the only one who could go unnoticed when I wanted to. Then I knew he had used an invisibility spell during our race, and I knew that he must have won but made wanted me to think I had won. He’s such a gentlemen. Wait a minute; wasn’t he the guy that said “boo” to me when I ran past him? Yes, that must have been Rain. He did beat me to it. I must ask him if this is true when I see him again, and if I notice he lies about it, he will have to deal with my tickling powers. Then I will not stop until he says the truth. Signed Sonya DarkAngel *The end of the 29th page*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on June 29, 2006, 02:20:48 PM: *The 30th page* Apreal 19, 1402 Well I started the day with collecting some gold for the wedding. Down in the crypt when I was almost done, Rain was standing behind me. We did the usual greeting and we decided to go out en go to the ogres for some better loot. We went to bank our current coins and rested. After the rest Rain raced me to Llast and I won again. I immediately asked him if that was true or that he had let me win just like last time with the invisibility of his. He said that I had beaten him fair and square that day and that this day was no difference. I thought he was just trying to avoid me tickling him, So I said that and when I did he ran away from me saying I could not catch him. I ran after him trying to catch him and at a point I did and started to tickle him. I even tickled him so much he fell on the ground laughing. I just sat on him and continued to tickle him. When we were done playing we went to the ogres for some action. There Draconia was not careful and she died. I got mad at the ogres and went out to fight them. When I was done I went to the bridge again only to find Rain died. I could not handle his death to and started to cry. I found a place to hide from the ogres and cried there for a while. When I stopped crying I went back to Hlint to get some rest. When I got in the inn Rain got in as well right behind me. He said hello to me and I turned around. I could not control myself and I started to cry right in front of him. He made a joke about him and the soul mother and it made me giggle. We did a few other things to. Like rain lifting me up and turning around. While he did that he said: “See the flying sorceress of my heart how she is beautiful.” He is so silly sometimes but that is one of the things I like about him. When he was done he put me down. Then Ferrit came by and we started talking to each other. We started talking about the guild. Rain said that he might have found an enchanter for us. I’m not writing anything down about it yet because he wanted us to keep it a secret for now. We also talked about some other things that I will not write down here yet. Sometime later Treana joined and Ferrit left. Then we started talking about the wedding and the house we want. I noticed that Treana had a very beautiful suite on and I tolled her it looked nice on her. She said it was her courting garb. After the talk rain and I got a room to rest in. Rain also bought some food and some drinks. Tower malt …. something. We drank it in the room and I must have gotten drunk, because when I woke up I found that I had fallen on the ground. And the worse part was that I got to the undressing part but never got to the dressing up part. I got dressed and left rain to sleep. After that I just spent the day getting some coins for the wedding. After one of the travels down the crypts I met up with Treana on my way to the inn. She said that I didn’t have to look for a home in Llast because those we all sold already. Well that is basically all that happened in these last days. I got to get going need to get back to work again. Signed Sonya DarkAngel. *The end of the 30th page*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on July 03, 2006, 12:33:14 AM: *The 31st page* Junar 2, 1402. Were should I start writing about. Oh yes, I went to the craft house in Hlint one day. In there I met Rain. He said he was going to the goblin caves to get mine some greenstones he needed. I offered to help him; it was also an excuse from me to spend some more time with him. We also got help from to other. I forgot there names but I know they were good help in the caves. After mining some greenstones I found myself carrying to much stuff. It didn’t take rain to long to ask me to get my ox. I did and before I left I took his advice and made myself invisible, but not before rain was able to cast a spell on me that made me stronger. I went to get my ox and I put the greenstones in the pack, and hurried back to the cave and the others. I found them nearly finished with the mining and already on there way up. Rain was the one caring to much this time. I took the pack of my ox and let rain put his mined gems in there. After that we got out of the cave. The other two left us not long after that and Rain and I went to the crafting house to grind the gems into dust. After the grinding we went to the inn and got ourselves a room. In the room we ……. No I’m not going to write it down here. Let’s just say we almost did something that should be reserved for our wedding night. Well the next day I woke up without Rain. It’s not the first time and I have become kind off used to it. I started the day by going to the craft house and craft some gems. After I was done I felt like going for a walk I didn’t know exactly were I went to but I met rain at a place that looked familiar. It didn’t take me long to recognize the ant hills, and I knew I was near Port Hampshire. Rain had died again and he said that he thought the soul mother felt lonely again. She hasn’t given me a visit yet, I guess she likes Rain better. Can’t complain there Rain is good looking and sexy in my eyes, and someone else’s eyes to but I’ll get to that later. We spent the rest of the time looking for, and collecting supplies for our wedding dinner. After we were done for with some stuff rain and I found ourselves near the place we had picked for our wedding ceremony. We stood there for a while and I was in Rains arms, just enjoying the moment. I was looking at the place, and Rain was…. well he had more attention for me than anything else. Not that I mind, I enjoyed the attention he gave me. After that we went back to Hlint, but not without a race. It was a tie this time. We went to the craft house so that Rain could get some of the stuff we collected in the pack of his ox. But before he went to put it all in his pack He wanted to give something first. He gave me an amazing amount of mineral gems and cut gems. I was very impressed and surprised by it. Not long after that Jenna came into the crafting house. Rain introduced us it turns out she is the sister of Kyle. Jenna noticed how happy Rain and I are and she hopes we are as happy as Kyle and Ferrit are. She also hoped that she will get married on day. Rain used that opportunity to tell her, that she is the most beautiful woman he knows, Rain correcting himself of coarse saying that she was #2, after me because I am #1 for him. We had a lot more jokes like that between Rain, Jenna and me. I enjoyed it a lot, and I’m sure Jenna and Rain liked it to. Jenna was also teasing rain a lot, I didn’t mind it at all to be honest I joined Jenna and teased Rain sometimes to. *The story continues on the next page* Jenna was in the crafting house to modify her leather outfit. She showed us the dress she made before and while she was changing her outfit, I prevented rain from seeing anything by putting my hands in front of his eyes. When she was changed she showed it to us and I must say I agreed with rain. She looked good in that dress. At that moment Larissa got in the crafting house and she also said she liked the dress of Jenna. What else did we do? …Oh right, I crafted some of the minerals to gems rain gave me. Meanwhile Rain Found out he had no more storage for the supplies of our wedding dinner, and Jenna went to modify her outfit. Well I got the gems finished the only thing I have to do know is make some polishing oil to be able to detail the gems. Jenna also finished modifying her leather outfit. And I must say it looks much better on her without the spiky shoulder pads. Not long after that Rain fell on the ground, saying it was because his pack was so heavy. Jenna thought it was because Rain was surrounded by beauty. Rain didn’t agree because he didn’t want to get tickled by me again. Jenna gave me a compliment that I had found a good man in Rain. She also wished that she had that kind off luck. It was enough for Rain to start thinking of a possible match for her. He came up with Elgon first and then with Nepp. But he thought Elgon might be the best option. I don’t know any of them well enough to make any judgement on that and I really believe Jenna should be the one to judge it. She is the only one who can. Rain was still lying on the floor when Ash and Nepp arrived; they thought there was something wrong with Rain. Not much later Elgon arrived as well and rain introduced him to Jenna and visa versa. Ash asked rain if he needed some storage and said she had a house in Kranberry. They wanted to go there but it took us a while to get Rain back on his feet. Turned out the guy was just fooling around. I think rain got up after Jenna threatened him a little saying I would tickle him. I’m not sure if that was the real reason thought. Elgon left not long after that and when he was gone I took it upon myself to find out what Jenna thought of him. It seems that she thinks he is a nice guy, and I wished her the best of luck. I really hope she finds the same luck as I have with Rain. After that Nepp did a few things that got me a little angry at him. He used the spell darkness a couple of times. It wasn’t just the spell that got me angry at him. But after a couple of times Jenna wanted to leave before Nepp “turned off the lights” again. She was too late and Nepp used the spell darkness again. When it was over I saw Jenna in Rain’s arms. Rain looked surpised as well so I knew he didn’t mean to. It got me occupied in my mind as I walked to the door. I didn’t quite pay attention to the fact that Jenna was teasing Rain again. Perhaps that’s why Jenna thought I was jealous or something as she said: “I’m teasing him Sonya.” I hope that the talk we had after that just outside the craft house, made it clear that I wasn’t jealous or angry at her. I tolled her that I knew Rain only had eyes for me. Jenna and I got going to see if we could catch up with the group. While we past the inn I could myself yawn a bit. When we met up with the group Rain brought me along because he had to do something. I also remember getting some gold for him. The last thing I remember is barely making it into the room I rented in the inn. Signed by Sonya DarkAngel *The end of the 32nd page*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on July 09, 2006, 07:32:42 AM: *The 33rd page* Seplar 25, 1402 A lot has happened lately but where to start….Oh yes. I have been making a lot of invites to send to some people who rain and I want to invite on our wedding. I think I made about 18 in total some were to couples. I also made 2 wedding dresses and had Ferrit look at them and help me decide which one to wear on the wedding day. Ferrit also came up with the idea of making a negligee. I didn’t know what that was at first but she tolled me it was a sexy nighty. I immediately had some ideas for it. And it didn’t take long for me to finish make two of them. These I also had checked by Ferrit and she gave me some advice for some changes I could make. I made those changes but never got Ferrit to look at them and approve them. I also found someone to make the ring for Rain for me. Quilus was kind enough to make a good deal with me and he made the ring. I still have to remember get the coins to him as I already got the ring. But I’m sure I’ll get that done in time. So now that I had everything done for the wedding I went on finding the stuff I need to make polishing oil. I need the oil to be able to detail the many gems I got from Rain the other day. I also met Nyyana and we had a great talk together. She is a really nice lady with a good hart as far as I could tell. At the last minute… well It seemed like that to me but in fact we still had at least a moth before the wedding. Any way I met up with rain and as usual we kissed, hugged and talked a little. It didn’t take soon that he confessed not being able to find a priest for the ceremony. Rain backed off as he said it, probably afraid I would hurt him or some thing. I did got a bit angry at him but that was nothing compared to how worried I was. Was our wedding going to be cancelled? I was so worried I even went to rent a room at the inn. It wasn’t long until Draconia woke me up and tolled me rain wanted to say something to me. When I got to the place rain was at he introduced me to the priest he had found. I don’t remember his name. But I was happy that everything was alright now. The next day I went on with collecting the stuff I need for making the polishing oil. It took me from the sewers of Hlint, to the cave in Sielwood. On time on my trip to the Sielwood cave I forgot to use the invisibility spell. And I was surprised by a spider and his web, were I got stuck in. I was so surprised that I didn’t even have time to call for Draconia, and I got killed. The worst thing was that I even got a visit from the Soul mother. It was the very first time she got interested in me. It also was the start of a day of bad luck. Nothing seemed to work or go right anymore. If I wanted to make the polishing oil from the ingredients I collected it always went wrong. Even making the Bags of sand into empty flasks didn’t go right. Thank fully it was all over the next day. Signed Sonya DarkAngel *The end of the 33rd page.*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on July 10, 2006, 02:41:52 PM: *The 34th page* Oclar 16, 1402 A lot has happened since my last writing in this dairy. I have been trying to make polishing oil so I can finish crafting all those gems I have. It is hard to make polishing oil. At least I’ll be getting plenty of practice. I need to detail about 250 different gems. When I saw Rain again he wanted to surprise me, or should I say spoil me again with some stones. I don’t mind of course. I like the attention he gives me. I should give him something in return though. I got to think off something. Rain lead me to a house in Krandor. I think it was the same house he could store some crates to put the food in for the party after the wedding. He showed me what was inside the crates. It all smelled great. I did not dare to keep it open for to long as the smell might go away before the guest’s could smell it them self’s. I must say that I liked that house a lot and it made me realize that wanted one for myself, oh and rain to of course I can’t forget about him. The idea of Rain and me in our own home is…it’s…it’s hard to describe what I feel when I think of it. But love is most definitely one of the things. Any way… Rain and I Talked about the wedding a bit. He showed me the dresses for the maids of honour. I think it was Ferrit who made them. I have been so busy I almost forgot. The dresses looked absolutely beautiful. I must let Ferrit know what I think of them. After Rain gave me the malachite gems I went on my way to the crafting halls in Hlint. It was a long journey since the many gems were making my pack a bit heavy. In the crafting halls I grinded all of the gems into dust. That way I can use them to make the polishing oil. I don’t know when it was exactly but it must have been a few days before the wedding when I saw rain talking with Nyyana near the temple in Hlint. I joined them of course. Nyyana showed me the dress she made for the wedding of rain and me. She looked very pretty in it. At some point Rain whispered in my ears about asking Nyyana to be one of the Maids of honour at my wedding. I asked her and she seemed to accept. She got the dress she needed for the ceremony, after that I left because I still had some things I wanted to do. At the day of the wedding I was very excited. I went to the west side of Blackfort castle. I noticed some people were already there. I think it was Nyyana who tolled me Rain was still a bit busy at the freelance tavern. I’m not sure if I tolled all the guests though. It must have been because I was nervous and uncertain of what to do at the ceremony. I wasn’t the only one because Treana also did not know what to do. After I had put my dress on I got a lot of complements from… everyone I think. During the ceremony we did make a few mistakes, but besides that everything went well. I must admit that I didn’t that nasty woman from my dreams. After the ceremony I was happy that Rain and I were husband and wife. I also saw some great… I mean beautiful magical fireworks. *the writing goes on to the 35th page* It did take us a while before we went to the Freelance Tavern. But when we got there I was surprised about how beautiful the place looked. Mean while we also got several gifts/presents from the people that were there, al of them were friend of course. Annalee introduced us to the crowed that was there. She introduced rain and me as Mr. and Miss Darsus. I love the sound of that. We also got Xeenite wine to toast with. After the great introduction we went to eat some of the food that was made ready. We also danced after we ate. I think I might have been a bit drunk at this point since I don’t remember everything. I do remember the party ending and Rain and I getting a room in the Freelancers Tavern. Rain and I had a wonderful, loving … what a night it was. Rain and I got… no, I’m not going to write it down. But I can say I was in heaven that night. It has been a about 3 to 4 weeks since the wedding night and I must say I starting to feel more and more sick in the morning’s. I’m not sure what to think of it. I also got a key from Rain to the house in Krandor. I think this is about all I have to write down for now. Signed Sonya DarkAngel – Darsus. *the end of the 35th page*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on July 11, 2006, 03:16:47 PM: [FONT="]*The 36th page*[/FONT][FONT="] Novlar 4, 1402 I was digging some bags of sand today because I still need a lot of it to make the polishing oil. It went well until I was surprised by a group of … kobolds I think. They came from behind me and they seemed to have come from the sea. I, draconia, and the summoned creature fought but we could not prevent my ox from being killed. Might have also been a little bit my own vault. As I used a negative energy spell that might have hit the ox when it was already badly wounded. Oh well it didn’t mater much I got back to Hlint and bought a new one. I went to craft some empty flasks from the bags of sand I collected and after that I noticed someone tailoring in the craft halls. I went to him and asked him about bags that could help me carry more weight. He said that he had some cougar bags on him already. When I asked him the price I knew I had to get the coin as soon as I could. His name is Shamur by the way. I also got in touch with Quilus again. I said I had the coin to pay him for the ring he maid for me. Quilus said he had tried to make it look special and he believed I owed him 1 coin. I was surprised to hear that as I remember I owed him a lot more than that. He said that He could charge me for it, but it must be bought and not given or it would be bad luck. That was so kind of him. I haven’t done much else today, Except for being sick in the morning. I wonder what that is about. Never felt like this before. Oh well guess it will go over in time. Signed Sonya DarkAngel – Darsus [/FONT][FONT="]*The end of the 36th page.*[/FONT]
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on July 12, 2006, 04:54:52 AM: *the 37th page* [FONT="]Novlar 10, 1402[/FONT][FONT="] I making this small post to write down some happy news. Today Rain tolled me he was very worried about me being sick every morning and he convinced me to see a cleric. When we got there the cleric examined me a little and asked me what problems I have. She was done soon and tolled me it was very clear too her, what the problem was. The thing she would say next was something I would never have expected to hear. She said that I’m pregnant. Rain and I are going to have a baby. Just hearing the news made me so very happy. I almost couldn’t stop hugging Rain, I was that happy. When we were back at our room in the wild surge inn, Rain did so many things for me that he made me feel very special, like… a queen. I liked it a lot. Before he went out for supplies he asked me if I knew some names for the baby. I did not at that point but Rain did. [/FONT][FONT="]Esteban for when it would be a boy and Thayana or Laila when it would be a girl. When Rain was gone I thought of a few to. Lex’or if it would be a boy to honour my borther, and Sarah when it would be a girl to honour my mother. Those two meant a lot to me and I miss them a lot right now. I just wish I could tell them the happy news. A while later when Rain was back again, he said he wanted me to take it easy from now on. I understood why he wanted me to, but I wasn’t to happy to hear it as I still have so many polishing oils to make. I’ll just have to try to take it easy, I guess. I also watch Rain as he wrote in his dairy. I wanted to read it and I had the change for it when he got finished. He wrote so many things down. It’s nice to read about it. I feel I know him that much better now. I’m thinking of letting him read my dairy one day to. I’ll let him know when he can do that. [/FONT][/SIZE]
[FONT="]I just wanted to write this small but happy event down. I’ll get back to work again now. I know Rain wants me to take it easy but I don’t feel like it yet.[/FONT][FONT="] Signed Sonya DarkAngel – Darsus.[/FONT] [/SIZE] *the end of the 37th page.*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on July 26, 2006, 02:31:36 PM: *the 38th page* Jular 4, 1403 It has been a very long time since I written in my dairy. In the past few months I have been spending my time home a lot. Rain wanted me to take it easy and take care of our child; witch is growing inside of me. Of coarse Rain wasn’t always there but at those times it was Draconia who watched over me and the child. I have been spending a lot of time reading books about the undead and the magic that comes with it. But for some reason I also found myself starting to read books about dragons. It was as if my child tolled me it liked to hear about something else. I also took my time to read about some other creatures but dragons have become my second favourite creatures next to the undead. A few days ago I grew tired of being inside the house all the time and went outside. Draconia did not like the idea and tolled me it would be better if I staid inside being so close to the happy day. I got angry at him and tolled Draconia he could either follow me and protect me and the baby or fly away. He did the first of course. While we walked to Hlint I apologised for my behaviour. But Draconia did not found it necessary since he knew it were my hormones. He knew about them all to well since he was my mother’s companion before me. And mother had 5 children including me. In Hlint I wanted to try a little crafting but I somehow did not feel like it. So I went out and to the bank. Before I got to the bank, Rain noticed me and so did Ash and Nepp. As before Rain could not resist touching my belly. And Nepp could not resist touching Ash’s belly. When I saw that I knew Ash was going to have a baby as well. I’m not sure if I congratulated her with it. After Ash left, Rain wanted me to see something’s he had in the house. Just as we got outside Hlint we met Jenna. We talked a bit and while we talked I must have looked very worried as Draconia started telling them about the two heartbeats him and I heard. It could mean that Rain and I will be getting twins. Thinking of it gets me worried every time. After the talked we walked home and Jenna joined us. I felt a strange pain while we walked and I had to stop because of it. It’s the first time I felt it. I’m not sure what it could mean. When we got to our home Jenna, rain And I got inside. Jenna rushed through the house looking for Elgon. I did not find the time to ask her why. I’m starting to hate being in this house as I feel that the world around me has gone far ahead of me and I have to catch up to it. There is so much I don’t know about what has been going on. Or I just haven’t been listening to Rain when he talked about it. Anyway, Rain showed me the two new crates he has been using. When I opened them I saw a lot of uncut gems in them, and they sparkled so beautifully. I really must be getting to work some time soon to make them sparkle even more. As I went into bed to get some rest I must have fallen asleep very quickly as I woke up in the morning, and no one was there, except for Draconia. I started my day by taking a bath, and after that I went to sit in front of the fire and choose a book to read. Every book I choose seemed to make the baby kick me except the one that’s about dragons. Perhaps the baby likes them more than the others. Or it could be because of the way I read those books. Draconia said I read them different somehow, as if… my mother is reading those books, wich ever it is it makes the baby happy and that's important for me right now. Singed Sonya Darsus *the end of the 38th page*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on July 27, 2006, 02:49:54 AM: [FONT="]*the 39th page*[/FONT][FONT="] Jular 12, 1403 A small but very happy event has taken place not to long ago. Since Jular 7th 1403, Rain and I are parents. Because on that day:”Tristan Lex’or Darsus” and his twin sister: “Sarah Tamara Darsus” were born. It was a hard day for me as I had to give Birth to them. But luckily I had Sala to help me through it all. And when the pushing had to be done just having Rain sit behind me was support enough. As soon as the twins were born I had a hard time taking my eyes of of them. Even now as [/FONT][FONT="]I’m writing this I’m looking at them sleeping peacefully. [/FONT][FONT="]They are two beautiful babies. After they were born we showed them to our friends, Draconia came closer to Sarah and it was for all to see that she likes the little dragon. I wouldn’t be surprised if she becomes much like my mother. It must be in my family that the women love dragons. Tristan is already a boy with strong grip, according to Rain. Mercas, Kyle and Ferrit have seen the babies after they were born. Not long after we had a toast on the babies, I and the babies went to sleep. Sarah had already beaten me and her brother to it. Tristan and I followed soon after we found a place to rest. I’m not sure about Rain. I wouldn’t be surprised if he went into town to show of our children to every one who wants to see them. And if he didn’t I soon will. Tristan Lex’or Darsus was named after my brother Lex’or and Sarah Tamara Darsus was named after my mother Sarah and my sister Tamara. I hope that wherever they are they feel honoured of having my children named after them. I don’t know if Tristan is a name Rain just liked or that he picked it to honour someone he knew or still knows. I’ll have to ask him some day. Oh, Sarah is waking up now and I think she is hungry. I’ll have to write more an other day. Signed Sonya Darsus. [/FONT][FONT="]*the end of the 39th page*[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT]
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on July 29, 2006, 04:51:22 AM: *the 40th page* Augra 16, 1403. This will be a small entry but I feel I have to write this down. A few days ago I went for a walk to Hlint with my babies Tristan and Sarah in my arms and Draconia following us. The children seemed to love the out doors, but Draconia did not. He was afraid of what might come out of the dark to attack us. When I was in Hlint I sat down on a bench to get the babies to fall a sleep. A nice bard came to play a song and to my surprise both Tristan and Sarah fell a sleep. A few people congratulated me on the birth of the babies. I remember a dwarf and one other man that looked familiar. I think I saw him at the wedding. It didn’t take me long to get back home again. Once home I but the babies in our bed and ask Draconia to watch over them as I wanted to do some thing in Hlint that I could do with the two babies in my arms. I went back to Hlint as fast as I could and got my ox. Then I went out to dig up a few bags of sand and make it into flasks. After I made the flasks I went to the tower to make some polishing oil. After I got the polishing oil finished I remembered I had left Draconia alone with the babies. I felt like a bad mother leaving them alone for so long and raced back to Krandor. When I got there I saw Draconia playing with the babies. But when Tristan and Sarah saw me they started crying, I knew they were only asking for some food. So I fed them one by one and tolled them a story. Now Draconia is playing with them again while I’m writing down this entry. It seems that Sarah likes Draconia a bit more then Tristan does. Enough writing for now, I’m going to play a bit with the babies myself. Signed Sonya Darsus. *the end of the 40th page*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on August 01, 2006, 05:43:56 AM: *The 41st page* [FONT="] Seplar 25, 1403 A few things have happened that made me realize how much I miss the outdoors and adventuring. The Remedy for that came in a note that Rain got from Kyle. It said that he Ferrit and Mercas were going on a trip and they were wondering if we wanted to join them. Off course we both wanted to join but I didn’t want to take the babies with us or leave them alone with Draconia. Rain made a note that we were both coming but that we had to find a babysitter first, and as the message boy ran off he almost bumped into Jenna. She came here to see the babies and Elgon. Elgon wasn’t in the house but the babies were, And it didn’t took us long to ask her if she wanted to baby sit them. I was so happy when she finally said yes. Finally I could get out of the house for a while without having to worry about the children. Rain and I went to Port Hampshire to meet up with Kyle, Ferrit and Mercas. We ran all the way and I was very tired from it when we got to the gates. So I walked the rest of the way to catch my breath. Rain showed me some places in Port Hampshire that I hadn’t seen before. We soon met up with the group in a crafting house. We waited for Elgon to arrive and when he did Kyle and him went to the local bank to get the money Elgon had gotten for the guild. Well that’s what I heard when I got there myself. I got worried as I thought I still had to raise my share of the coins. But it seemed to have been covered already. A lot of the Guild members already seemed to have paid a bit of my share. Kyle said we now had enough coins to get the guild registered, or whatever it’s called. I’m glad we have gotten this far, I have to get going with my skills because I haven’t had much time to get better with ring crafting and everything that goes with it. There are so many gems that I can cut and detail that I should be able to get plenty of practice and get much better at it all. The only problem is that I need a lot of polishing oil and I’m not so good at making that yet. I hope I will find enough time for it, next to taking care of the twins. Its times like these that I wish I never had children. They are taking up so much of my time. They keep me up at night, they prevent me form studying properly, I always need to be careful now about were I keeping my books about undead and the magic involved in that. But… there are also moments were Tristan and Sarah give me the idea that it is all worth it. Moments like seeing them play together or with Draconia is one of them. Thankfully my love for them is much greater than my hate for the lack of time I get for myself. Anyway, the group was now made out of Kyle Ferrit, Mercas, Elgon, Me, Rain and I believe one other man. We all went to the boats to get to [FONT="]Point[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]Harbor[/FONT][FONT="]. As I didn’t know how much more trips we would have to make and Rain didn’t have enough coins to buy his own tickets, I ran back to the bank to get some coins to buy tickets. After I got back I bought 20 tickets and shared them with Rain. As we went on the boats and talked to the captain I was surprised he could understand me because I was still out of breath from the running. I got to [/FONT][FONT="]Point[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]Harbor[/FONT][FONT="] safely and it didn’t take us long to get out of the city and into a little combat. It took me a little while before I got the hang of it again. But when I did I remembered a lot of great moves one by one. My favourite one being an area of affect spell with negative energy. That one works great on large groups of hostile creatures. [/FONT][/SIZE][/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT]*the end of the 41st page*[FONT="] We travelled to a place near a river were we went to picnic with each other. I soon found myself staring over the river thinking of a lot of thinks, but mostly about the children at home. Rain noticed I was staring and he got behind me and hugged me. He asked me what was wrong and at first I didn’t want to tell him. But he got it out of me some how. I really missed the babies. It didn’t feel right to leave them. I missed Sarah the most because she reminds me so much of my mother Sarah and one of my sisters Tamara. Tamara was the oldest besides me. After a while we rejoined the rest of the group. And we started to picnic a little. I was still thinking of the twins. So as every one was going to Dregar I left for home. Mercas was kind enough to make me invisible and I must say it worked for a very long time. [/FONT]
[FONT="]When I finally got home I greeted Jenna and asked her if everything went alright. It did but Tristan seemed to have made a little mess. I thanked Jenna for her help and went to clean the babies and feed them after that. When I got them to sleep I tried to stay up to wait for Rain but I must have fallen a sleep as I woke up the next morning next to the babies. Rain was still not there and I thought he might have spent the night on Dregar. He does that some times. When I woke up a few days later I noticed a few changes had been made near the bed. Some large crates were placed close together. I took a peek in one of them and I noticed a nice blue dress in it. I remembered seeing it before and I thought this crate belonged to some other woman in this house. I went to look around in the house to see if Rain already had returned. As I went to a door to open it Rain already got out of it. I greeted him as usual and asked him when he returned. He returned when I and the babies were already a sleep and he slept on the couch. He didn’t want to wake us up.[/i][/SIZE][/FONT][FONT="] Rain said he had a surprise for me and he guided me to our room. There he showed me the crate I already looked into. Rain said it came from Jin, Jin had asked Rain to give it to me as a gift I think. I was happy to hear it as I now had the means to store some things. I have been walking around with this very heavy back pack for so long. And now I could finally place some things in a crate. I started to rearrange the crate and as I did Rain asked me to try the dress on that was in the crate. I tried but its power was too much for me. It was even more powerful than the Lesser Mage Armor Jin had made for me about a year ago. Rain also said that the other 2 crates near the first one were also for me. I tolled him he was spoiling me, he replied with this: “Why not I love you and you are my completion.” I didn’t know what to say to that so I started to rearrange all the crates so I could fit as much in it as I could. My back pack was finally a lot lighter that before. But I did place a lot of uncut gems in my pack since I wanted to go to the craft hall in Hlint to work on them. The three crates were all full at this point, so rain was thinking of getting a fourth on for me. Before we left to Hlint to get to the crafting hall, we both heard a strange voice asking us to bring some gems. Rain felt like he needed to take them with him just in case. As he went to look for them He found the gems in question and as he was surprised by it he jelled to me about actually finding them. I jelled back at him responding about it. I had already summoned Draconia at this point as I wanted him to accompany me when I went to Hlint. He tried to warn me not to talk so loud because of the babies but he was too late as Sarah already woke up. I picked her up as it looked like she was about to start crying. As I tried to calm Sarah I noticed Tristan was unaffected by the yelling of Rain and me. When Sarah was calmed down I took Tristan in my other arm. It didn’t took Rain long to get back and he almost bumped into me and the babies. [/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT]*the start of the 42nd page*[FONT="] We took the house portal to get to Hlint. When we got there Rain took Tristan from me. It wasn’t long after that, that we saw Kyle. He noticed us with the babies and said hello to all of us. I was in a good mood as I pretended that Sarah could talk and greeted Kyle, and even Elgon who joined us as well. I made a little mistake thought forgetting that Sarah wouldn’t say Elgon but uncle Elgon. A little mistake but it was still a bit of fun. Ferrit also joined us and the group started too talked a lot. I didn’t really follow them as I was a little occupied with Sarah. When Drogo joined us they all soon started to talk in Elven. I hated that as I didn’t understand a word they were saying. They did let me know what A few words meant. ”Iracce” means “Hello” and “Wmeve” seems to be Drogo’s name. My first little lesson in Elven and Rain tolled me he would teach me more so I could one day understand and speak the eleven languages myself. Understanding it would be more than enough for me but talking it would be nice to, and perhaps even writing it. Come to think of it, my mother always wanted to learn the language of the dragons. Perhaps I could try and learn it to. I’ll just have to see about that. The group talked along time in Elven. When Drogo left, they started talking about making a crib for Tristan. I’m not sure as I didn’t pay much attention to it, again. It wasn’t long until Rain and I left for the craft hall. When I got there I noticed I have forgotten to take the tools with me to cut the gems. So I had to go to the local merchant to buy the chisels I needed. Then I started to cut the gems. It took me a few gems to get back into it again, but it got better quickly. I was able to cut 3 Phenalope, 3 Fire Agate, 18 Amethyst and 24 Malachite gems. Not bad after so long not being able to cut a single gem. Kyle found us again and he gave Rain the crib for Tristan. It looked very good and it even had “Tristan Lex’or” carved into the head board. I loved it and I thanked Kyle for it as did Rain. I felt a bit tired and I thought it was close to feeding time for the babies so I took the twins from Rain and went on my way home. There I feed both Tristan and Sarah and read a story to them before putting them to sleep. I’m now sitting on the couch writing in my dairy. I’m so tired that I hope I can finish it. [/FONT]
[FONT="]Signed Sonya Dar.... *her last name is not finished as Sonya has fallen a sleep with her Dairy still open.*[/i][/SIZE][/FONT] *the end of the 43rd page*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on August 04, 2006, 06:47:06 AM: *the 44th page* Novlar 11, 1403 I’ve finally been able to detail some cut gems. I’ve made about 40 or 50 fine gems. Rain is supplying me with polishing oils so I can keep going. I still have about 300 gems to detail, if not more. I like the fact that I can finally get some crafting done. It makes me feel useful again. Rain has also shown me his way of transporting the twins. I like the idea but I’m not sure if it’s something for me. I like to hold them in my arms. I do like to see Rain coming up with idea’s to travel with the twins. The twins, my babies, my children, how I love them so much and yet hate the lake of time I have for myself. I’m even watching where I keep my study books as I don’t want the twins to read them, as if they can read they are still babies. I should stop this, this is nonsense, although I find myself being split in two some times. I want to raise my children the best way I can. But I also want to go with an old dream of mine, to control the undead or even summon them. But I think that last one is still to far away right now. I have found some time to look around Krandor. I found a boy near the graveyard and he seemed to have lost something. I tolled him I would get it for him. I didn’t go into the crypts right away but when I did I found some interesting new creatures. The first that caught my interest was a skeleton with green flames. I have even seen it in combat and I must say it is very inspiring. When I went down the crypt a bit more I saw on other creature much like the first that caught my interest but this one had normal flames on itself. It was much stronger than the first as none of my flying tombs were strong enough to handle it. The other creatures there seemed much like the ghouls in the Hlint crypts, but these were also much stronger and looked a bit different. All of these creatures and a little clumsiness of my own almost caused me to die twice. But each of those times I was lucky enough that the wounds wore not deep enough to have me die instantly. I had many wounds but still managed to escape. Despite these experiences I still want to go back again. But not alone, I need help and I think I know who to ask for that help, my love Rain and his friends. I think they can help me with this task. I just hope they are willing to help me. I’ve not been myself lately. I think I might have even ignored my loved ones too a degree. At least that’s what Rain let me know, not in these words but he did let me know. Even Draconia seems to think I’m ignoring him. I heard him whisper it to Rain when we went for a rest in Fort Hope. It made me feel uncomfortable some how. The next morning Rain and I went for a little ant hunt. When we got to the outskirts of Port Hampshire a big bird of sorts had followed us. It killed Draconia, darn bird, no one kills my loved ones. I’m glad it got killed. The ants were a problem as well. Or was it me that was the problem. I went in before Rain and used a magic spell I thought would work great on them. It didn’t kill them and the ants almost killed me, if Rain didn’t tell me to go invisible. It hasn’t been a good day for me; at least I can still take care of my babies. I just fed them and put them to sleep. I need to think. Signed Sonya Darsus. *the end of the 44th page*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on August 07, 2006, 04:45:17 AM: *the 45th page.* Jenra 8, 1404 Not long ago A little girl ask me to help her to find the ashes of her grandfather in the Hlint crypts. I don’t know why I wrote it was a girl in my last entry. I found the help I needed to get the ashes from the crypts. I first asked Rain if he wanted to help me then Elgon and Ferrit. We also went to Hlint to get some more help. When we were finaly back we went down into the crypts and got the ashes very quickly. When we were back up I gave the ashes to the girl and she was very happy that I was able to find it. After that we went on a little training run as they called it. I was with Rain, Jenna, Elgon and Mercas and I must say it was nice to be in the presence of such good adventurer’s as them. Especially Mercas, he is very strong he can even handle those big birds all by himself. I even gave him a complement for being so strong. We went to a lot of places were we took on different kind off creatures. We even went trough some swamps and took on … what are they called, oh well it doesn’t matter. They were tough to handle but we got them. Well not at a price. The last time we fought against them some of us were wounded. And Rain, my love, He got killed, and we were too late to save him. *Tears seem to have fallen on this part of the page.* Even now it makes me sad and angry. I don’t want to lose him. He takes care of me and the twins. Without him I just would now what to do. When we were out of the swamp, I fell on my knees and cried. It wasn’t long until I heard Rain call my name. And he was there again. I hugged him with more love than I ever fell for him before. He wanted me to give him the potion of bull’s strength and to make him invisible. I did that and he went away to get to his grave. I was so happy to see him again. I felt like I needed a bit of rest and when I was rested I felt so much stronger. I felt almost the same as all those other times after witch I had new magic to use. I even felt strong enough too finaly tell Rain that I’m not sure about what road I have to take in life. It was a long talk and from my part mostly but it felt good to be open to him and tell him how I felt. After I was done talking it even felt so good that I just had to hold his hand and lay my head to rest on his shoulder. We didn’t had long to enjoy it as I suddenly remembered we left the kinds back home, alone with Draconia. I just had to go back and check on them. I’ve never been away from them for this long before. But when we were back at home I noticed that I had nothing to worry about. Draconia had everything under control. It made me feel much better. Tristan seems to grow stronger by the day and Sarah seems to be getting along so great with Draconia. And Draconia just loves being with the kids I can tell. I remembered I had the outfit I got from Jin so long ago and felt like trying it on. As I put it on I knew I could handle its power and it even looked good on me. Rain said he mist the green colour on me and suggested I change the brown to green. I even managed to wear the Bracers of the Scout and the Belt of Cunning. Even those made me feel so much better. I the mean time Rain had taken both kids in his arms and as I wanted to take one of them from him, I heard someone knock on the door. So I went to the door and opened it. It was Mercas and Elgon I almost forgot about those two as I ran back home. I was happy to see they were safe. *the story seems to continue on page 46.* Mercas wanted to talk to me about something and asked if I went outside with him. I did and we talked near a fire he made. Mercas wants me to make fine gems out of the minerals he finds and he would want most of the dust back to. I can do that, it’s no problem. It also gives me some good practice. He asked me what it was I would want in return. I didn’t know any thing then but now that I think of it. I could use the ingredients for polishing oil. I could ask him to give those ingredients to Rain so he can make the polishing oils for me. I’ll have to talk to Mercas about that when I see him again. Oh and ask Rain if it’s alright with him. I have to remember to buy some containers where I can put the gems and dust for Mercas in. I think a white box would be a good idea. I think that’s the same colour as Mercas' hair. After the talk with Mercas I walked back inside and went to sleep. This morning I woke up and noticed Rain had fallen asleep on the couch. I’m not sure how long I have slept. I noticed he had fallen asleep writing his journal. And so I went on writing this one. I must say I’m interested in what he wrote. Should I read it? I will read it, my interest in what he wrote is larger that my will to resist not reading it. *Starts reading the journal entry of Rain, while she reads it tears come in her eyes and fall on this page. The next writing is not as easy to read as before*. What have I done what have I said? What did I do to make him think like that? There is no need for him to be jealous of anything. Every thing that happened today was. It wasn’t a flirt with Mercas just a friendly complement. I don’t hate my live with him, do I? I don’t have much time for myself anymore but that’s no reason to think I hate my life as it is. *she shakes Rain to wake him up, but he doesn’t seem to respond*. He won’t wake up … I …
*she starts to cry and runs off and out of the house dropping her dairy on the ground near the couch, almost hitting Draconia who is sleeping next to the cribs with the twins. She almost forgets to lock the front door on her way out and she even bumps into some people on her way out of Krandor, crying all the way.*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on August 10, 2006, 01:42:36 PM: *The 47th page* [FONT="] [FONT="]Mar 4, 1404[/FONT][FONT="] I have been alone for a long time. I have been wondering around Minstone without Draconia, without Rain, without being seen by anyone, as I walked around being invisible most of the time. I did not want to be found by anyone. I have used this time alone to catch up on crafting and I have become better at making gems. I have also been able to deliver packages to several people. When there were no more packaged to be delivered I looked for other things to do. But every one I asked didn’t have something for me; some of them said I wasn’t good enough. It made me angry, why didn’t any one trust me? First it was Rain and now it seemed to be everyone else. It made me so angry that I went back to Krandor to enter the crypts there. I knew I couldn’t possibly survive the crypts, but I didn’t care. When Draconia tried to talk to me I even tried to ignore him. It worked for my mind, but my heart had heard everything he said, because tears came in my eyes. Draconia tried to talk me out of going in the crypt, and asked me to look for Rain. He even gave me the note that Rain left in the house for me to find. I tore into little pieces and when I tried to enter and Draconia tried to stop me, I got really angry at him. I had to prove I was stronger then everyone thought I was. As I entered the Krandor Crypt, I was overwhelmed by the power of the creatures in there. I managed to kill a few of them and Draconia fought until he was killed. I didn’t even made it past the first hallway. When I got out I finally realized what Draconia tried to say. I knew how Rain must be feeling knowing I might never return again. I remembered from the note that Rain was looking for me on Dregar. I hurried to the house and made a note for Rain, Telling him I was sorry for any pain I’ve caused him and that I went looking for him on Dregar. I left the note in the house, near the portal that I used to get to Dregar. When I got to Dregar I found myself in Pransiz. Because of all the destroyed and burned down buildings it took me a while to be sure. The last time I was here I helped to defend it. I didn’t realize that so much had been destroyed. When I had searched in Pransiz I went too looked for Rain across the rest of the land. I found myself wondering between Pransiz and Twins Watch. I was lost as it started to look like a maze to me. After a while I gave up the search and went back home. It was in Twins Watch that I saw a fairydragon flying around. It seemed to be looking for someone. When it ran into me, I thought I recognized it as Ehlen, one of Rains companions. I was right about that and it was looking for people for a reason. Rain was in trouble and it asked me if I wanted to come along to help him. It didn’t took me long to make up my mind and I followed Ehlen. While we were on our way Ehlen asked me why I had left and I explained it all. Ehlen also tolled me that Rain seemed to scream my name at night when he's asleep, but in the morning he doesn’t seem to remember it. When we finally got to Rain I was terrified that I might be too late. He was terribly wounded. I called Rains name and when he made a noise I gave him one of the potions to drink that I got from someone during our wedding party. I thanked the gods, when Rain got better. [/FONT] [/SIZE][/FONT]*the story goes continues on page 48*. [FONT="]When Rain felt better, we talked a lot about what had happened between us and what we did in the past few month’s. Rain tolled me why he got jealous and I explained to him that the complement to Mercas was only a friendly one. I also tolled Rain that I was sure of one thing in my life, and that was that I wanted to share as much of it with him and our children. Oh and don’t forget our friends. I’m not sure if I said that to Rain but there friendship also means much to me. When we were done talking to each other, we went back home. At a point Rain seemed to feel much stronger as he lifted me up and carried me in his arms. He even kissed me, something we hadn’t done in a while. A bit later on our journey for home, I was snatched from Rains arms by a large creature, and before I knew what had happened I was brutally killed. The worse thing was that Soul Mother paid attention and took a part of my soul. When I found my self back among the living I ran back to the point where I died. While I ran back I remembered that while we talked, Rain tolled me about this dream he had about me being killed and the soul mother taking me away from him. it was the same dream Ehlen talked to me about earlier. I feared that Rain might have been taken over by his rage and was doing something foolish. So I went back as soon as I could. [FONT="] When I got back I noticed no one was there anymore. But Rain was behind me. He had followed me for a while and apparently I hadn’t noticed him. The rest of the journey home went much better, although Rain did got us lost a few times. Back in Hlint we saw Ferrit and we went to her to talk a bit. She was clearly happy to see us back together again as a happy couple. We talked a bit about what had happened. Rain and Ferrit also showed me there idea’s for some formal clothing for the females of our guild. Ferrit showed me the outfit she had made and I must say it looked very good. I wonder if it would look just as good on me as it did on her. We did change the colours a bit, but I forgot to witch ones. I think it was shiny navy and some gold colour. The rest of the events of the past few days are not much to talk about. It’s just me, Rain and the twins being a happy, loving family. Al this has made me think about my own goals in life. Do I want to continue on the path of my passion for the undead, or change my ways and start on a new path with different magic? I’m still not sure but I know that Rain will support me, whatever I will choose. I’m just afraid of what it might do with me or my family. Perhaps I have to find someone who can help me decide. Perhaps someone that knows magic himself. I think I know where I will start looking. Just as I read in the seventh page of my dairy: Rhynn has tolled me some names I might be able to ask for help. One of them is Connor he will be the first point where I start, and after that perhaps Ozymandias. If I can not find any of them, I will have to talk to Rhynn about it. I'll have to make up my mind someday. Signed Sonya Darsus.[/FONT][/SIZE][/FONT] *the end of the 48Th page*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on August 11, 2006, 02:13:50 PM: *the 49th page*. Mar 20, 1404 I have doing a few things in the past few days. Some of it I wrote down in the past entry of my dairy. A few days ago I got back from a little study trip in the Krandor Crypts. I must say that the skeletons down there are really amazing. Some of them have flames one them, but there bones don’t seem to get burned or anything. I have seen the same things with some weapons. Anyway I got back home from the crypts and found Rain sleeping. I must have lost track of time while I was in the crypts, so just in case I didn’t disturb him. I quickly looked in my large crates and took out all of the uncut gems. Then I made a note saying I went to the crafting halls in Hlint and that I took Tristan with me. I paced the note on the bed next to Rain. Then I took the sleeping Tristan gently out of his crib and went to the portal. I summoned Draconia before the portal and going to Hlint. I went to the crafting halls and once I was there I first started to polish some cut amethyst gems. After that I started to cut all the uncut gems I had take from home. Except the malachite gems, those I grinded to dust for use in the creation of polishing oils. After I was done I went outside. I remembered I had a lot of cut gems but I didn’t know how many, so I started to count the all. I counted 434 of them. That would mean I would need 434 polishing oils, but where? Draconia had noticed that Rain was inside so I went back in the crafting halls and started to look around for him. I found Rain with Sa’kura and a man, Barion I think. Rain had Sarah with him and when I arrived with Tristan, Sa’kura came closer to take a good look at the little guy. She even made some funny face that Tristan seemed to like. Somehow Sa’kura and Barion seemed to have agreed to baby-sit the twins once in a while. I’m not sure as I was kind off sleepy, yawning a lot. I tolled Rain I needed a lot of polishing oils and I gave him some of the malachite dust I already made for him to use. I then took Sarah from Rain and I went back home to get some sleep. The twins were more than awake and didn’t need there sleep yet So I asked Draconia to look after them and wake me if anything needed to be done that he could not do. Then I got some sleep. That’s about the most important things for now. I need to remember to go after that mage I wrote about in the previous entry. Oh and I need to ask Rain when he wants to start with my teachings of the language of the elves. I see I have a lot to do. Signed Sonya Darsus. *the end of the 49th page*.
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on August 13, 2006, 08:46:08 AM: *the 50th page* Apreal 19, 1404. I’m finally getting better with crafting jewels. It’s because of the guild. I’m getting many gems to work with that I feel I can become of use to them sooner that I thought. I’ve also been able to make some rings. It’s been awhile but I have been able to make 2 out of 3 rings. Rain has also given me another gem setting tool to work with. It looks much better than the first one. I’ve also been able to polish some gems again. I even got lucky making some fine Fire Opal gems. I’ve also been to the haven mines with Rain, Jenna and Elgon. It was nice to see Jenna again. And finally I could see with my own eyes how in love Jenna and Elgon truly are. It reminded me of Rain and me when we were just in love with each other. Come to think of it wasn’t it Rain and I who introduced them to each other? Well mostly Rain if I remember correctly. I haven’t had much time to look around for a teacher, who could teach me about the undead. But I did hear about one person. I think his name was Mith. I should see if I can get some more information about him. Signed Sonya Darsus. *the end of the 50th page*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on August 14, 2006, 05:50:58 AM: *the 51st page* mai 4, 1404. We had a guild meeting not many things have been discussed there. Barion seems to be working for us as a freelancer. After the guild meeting Dora, Rain and I went to a town to collect some hops that Rain needed. It was a great looking town and on the mountains near it there was a great view. After the trip I went home to be with the kids. It didn’t take me long to play with them. When Rain got home he played with the children to but not until after he had written in his journal. I have also made some gems again and I have been able to make some rings and amulets that I’m going to try and sell. Or I’m just going to give them to Rain and let him sell them. I’ll have to work on a price for them. Perhaps I’ll ask Rain about that. I have also made my very own formal guild uniform and I have changed some other clothing as well. I hope Rain will like them. Signed Sonya Darsus. *the end of the 51st page*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on August 15, 2006, 03:07:13 PM: *the 52nd page* mai 25, 1404. I have been able make my first real amount of jewelry for the guild. I made about 3 necklaces and I think 5 or 6 rings. As soon as I saw Rain again I gave them to him as I didn’t know what to do with them and I don’t see my self as a sales woman. I also showed Rain the clothing I had changed. It was the lesser mage armor, Robes of Sparks, and robes of acid that I changed to look creepier. Rain liked it but He said that the old look of the lesser mage armor looked better. I think it was the green color that he liked about it. I also showed him the Guild uniform I had made, he it liked to. Rain had been busy as he gave me a large amount of polishing oils. He also gave me my first lesson in the language of the elves. The first word was “oceamamla” it means “flowers” and “oceamam” that means “flower”. Now I know what the “La” does behind the words. He also let me guess what “Lailmilir” means. He said it was a name of someone we both knew. I guessed some names but I didn’t get it right. I guessed Tristan but that is “Anmelaanill” and “Anmelaanill Ca''em El'Wilmlayla”is Tristan Lex’or Darsus. Then I guessed Jenna but that is “Quallil”. Rain then said it was Sarah and that “Lailmilir Anilsilmil El'Wilmlayla” means “Sarah Tamara Darsus”. I'm starting to like this elven language . A few minutes later Rain had gotten some malachite gems from Elgon and asked me if I wanted to grind them into dust. I did that of course and gave the dust to Rain as soon as I was done. After that I went home and got some sleep, while Rain must have started on the polishing oils for me. In the days after that I have been busy making some fine gems with the polishing oils Rain had given me. I’m now waiting for Rain’s next supply of polishing oils. While I have been waiting I have bought myself a crate to put gem dust in so the others can take what they need for alchemy or whatever. When I had placed it in the right place I found out it was locked so I could not do a thing with it. I’ll have to ask someone to unlock it for me. I’m also thinking of making a large crate for putting ingredients in for polishing oil so I can put in the ingredients and than Rain can make the polishing oils for me. I wonder what he will think of that idea. I have also changed the color of my lesser mage armor from that bone white color to the green Rain likes so much. I also really need to try and find that Mith guy and see if he can teach me about the undead. The undead, That word always reminds me of my family and what happened to them. It’s a sad story and I don’t feel like writing about it right now, perhaps next time. Signed Sonya Darsus. *the end of the 52nd page*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on August 18, 2006, 01:30:32 PM: *the 53rd page*. Jular 11, 1404. Rain is so sweet, He has been able to bring me so much polishing oils that I am able to polish a lot of gems again. I have also spent some time modifying my clothing so it would look a bit better. I’m not sure how much I have changed as I have done so much crafting lately. Even so much that I felt like getting some fresh air again. So I walked out side for a bit. I found myself in Haven Castle. I looked around a bit when Rain called me from a house. He entered and as the door close on me I noticed number 180, somewhere. As the door opened again I went in and saw Barion and Nyyana. The house was of Barion and Sa´kura I believe he said. When Rain went upstairs with Barion to put the twins somewhere safe, Nyyana and I started talking. Nyyana said she had found her brother but was still looking for her father. I’m afraid I didn’t listen to every thing she said about that as it reminded me of my own brother, sisters, and father. It made me a bit jealous at her, but I also feel happy for her. I hope that on day I will know what has happened to them. Anyway Nyyana also mentioned this Staff of Corath. It seemed to be capable of great destruction and it can corrupt any that the wielder choices. She has gotten my attention with that on. It sounds great to have such a staff. I would be able to protect any of my friends and family from harm. The weapons I have right now seem to be too weak for my taste. Also Ehlen, one of Rain’s companions has changed some how. Rain called it a weird mutation. Ehlen has changed from a fairy dragon to a pseudo dragon. Ehlen is now just like my flying dragon friend “Draconia”. Before we left, Barion showed me where the twins were so I could kiss the goodnight. I also asked Arwin to look after them. Then we all left for the Haven Mines. But not before Rain gave me a robe of fire. It looked nice but I feel like changing a little to fit my view of creepy. When we went into the Haven Mines and got a nice practise and a change to hit some thing. That is Barion got enough fun. I don’t now if it’s me, or the way Barion does things in battle. But I got a bit annoyed when Barion tolled me to NOT do some things. First he tolled me not to summon any creatures anymore, as if I can not control them. The hell with that, Barion just charges into those big groups we try to help him. Then when some of those creatures go after us, I summon some creatures to keep them away from me, Rain and Nyyana who were using ranged weapons. I know I’m not perfect with my strategies and I know Barion has a lot more practise but it doesn’t give him the reason to tell me what to do. I almost felt like I was dealing with Mercas who did the same thing. It makes me feel like I'm better off just being invisible and just watch how they do things. And maybe next time I will do just that. Especially if they start that up again. I understand that they wanna keep people from getting killed but they have to leave room for us to make our own mistakes and learn from it them selves. Don’t get me wrong Barion is a great guy, but in battle he and I just don’t think the same. I liked Kyle and Elgon’s idea of taking the creatures out one at a time much better.
*more on the 54th page*. When we got out, Rain had already left to do some thing. Barion gave me 6 Platinum nuggets to give to Rain as he would need it for something that Ferrit would make. Nyyana also gave me 2760 gold coins, 1380 for me and 1380 for Rain. After that I went to get my children from the house of Barion. I changed my clothing in the room and went down stairs with the kids in the pack that Rain has made. When I was down stairs again talking to Barion was like before we left into the mine. I used the house portal there to get back to Hlint in a safe and fast way. Once there I went home to calm down a bit and spent some time with my children. A few days later I was back in Hlint again and still having the twins with me. I started to change the robe of Fire that Rain had given me. After that I met up with my love Rain who gave me a lot of polishing oil. I gave him the things Barion and Nyyana had given me. After that I went on with polishing some cut gems. When I was done I turned around and saw that a group of people had formed. Most of them were from the guild. I even saw Mercas and I gave him 1 third of the fine gems I had made. I even gave that same amount to Rain. It didn’t take long for rain to start with another lesson in elven. Below I have a list of the words I learned in that lesson and what they mean. First the elven word and then the meaning in common. - iracce -> hello - ilma -> are - lae -> so - Failyaneoyc -> beautiful - aey ilma lae failyaneoyc -> you are so beautiful - veew faa -> good bye - ilw -> and - aey ilma lae failyaneoyc lailmilir -> you are so beautiful Sarah - Milel -> Rain - veew faa milel el'wimlayla -> Good bye Rain In'Darsus - aelama ela -> everyone - veew faa aelama elaa -> good bye everyone - Veew wila ane aey -> Good day to you That was all I learned that day. After that lesson I went on to find my ox and when I did I noticed I still had some polishing oil in it's pack. So I got to polish some more gems. I also made some alexandrite set in bronze rings. I made 2 of those. After that I went on home, to get some time with the kids again. Oh and I think Rain has asked on of the guild members to make me a stronger crossbow. I don’t now who, but I hope it gets done soon. Oh hold on something is wrong with Sarah. *she stops writing and helps Sarah with her little accident, after that she forgets about her dairy. She plays with Sarah and Tristan. Later she falls asleep on the bed together with the babies*. *the end of the 54th page*.
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on August 21, 2006, 04:07:53 AM: [FONT="]*the 55th page*[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="] Augra 23, 1404. Most of my time I have been crafting gems again. I’m getting more gems than polishing oils. But at least it allows me to choice the gems I want to polish. I now need to make some rings so I can make a list of the thinks I can make. It’s needed for the guild. Rain asked me to do it. I also altered the guild uniform and I think it has turned out much better than it was before. I’m going to leave it the way it is now. I like it a lot and so does Rain. He can’t seem to take his eyes of of me. I also made a bathing suite for when I would go swimming. Or for when I want to go in the pool in our room. Oh Rain has played a terrible trick on me. Rain came in our house in his new outfit and pretended to be someone else. He even flirted with me, and since I thought he was someone else I didn’t like it and I got angry. It even got so far that I put my crossbow to his neck and was about to pull the trigger. But Rain showed his face before I could shoot him. It didn’t prevent him from getting hurt as I was so angry at him that I hit his face with the back of my Heavy Crossbow. It will leave a mark there I think, serves him right. I left the room angry and thought Rain said he was sorry; I still haven’t completely forgiven him for it. He should have known I would get mad at it because I already lost a family once and I don’t want it to happen again. It took me a while before I spoke to Rain again but when I did I tolled him why I got so angry at him. I hope he understood it and most of all that He will not do such a thing ever again, unless Rain tells me about it first, than it might be different. I also went into the Hlint Cripts to see the undead there again. They haven’t changed there tactics much. I also walked around in the High Forrest to look for some aloe. Some time later I talked to Mercas. He gave me a key to his house so I am able to put money in the guild chest. The only problem is I don’t know what house is his. Doesn’t matter I’ll ask it some time. It wasn’t long before Rain showed up. I volunteered to help him get some copper and tin so I can get some copper and bronze ingots to work with. We met Kyle while we were on our way to get Rain’s ox. Kyle needed some things from Rains ox so we got them first. After that Rain and I staid while in the craft house, where I met someone new. His name is Drucken I think. Rain also got a message from Kyle saying that Kyle needed some buffering spells, so we went on our way to the smithy to help Kyle. I asked Kyle if he could make me a stronger Heavy crossbow. He said he could and he would make me on. I was about to get the oak he needs, But because I got tired I went home just to be safe. Before I did go home Rain tested the elven words I had learned So far, because I was tired it took me a while to figure out every word. When I got home I paid the town girl for watching our children. Then when she was gone I checked the twins myself and after that I went to bed. The next morning I wrote this dairy entry. Signed Sonya Darsus.[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]*the end of the 55th page*[/FONT]
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on August 24, 2006, 04:53:03 AM: *the 56th page* [FONT="] Oclar 13, 1404. Let’s see, what have I done since the last entry. I have tried to train a bit in the Krandor Crypts. But I haven’t gotten far. I’m just not powerful enough. I’m starting to dislike the fact that I am not so powerful. I must find a teacher. I also have made some gems and jewelry. I have made some trips to collect clay and bags of sand in order to make some ring and amulet mold for myself, and some empty flasks for Rain. I’m getting so much better at making jewels. But I don’t want to be better at it. Not that I mind so much because it does help me to collect gold for my future house, for Rain and myself of course and I should not forget the twins.. I also have been able to make a list with all the copper rings and Amulets I can make. I can make bronze rings and amulets to but I feel I need to be more experienced to do them perfectly. Many other things have happened as well as I heard form Rain the twins seem to be able to stand. I was happy to hear that but my mind was somewhere else as it had been all day. I think that, not being a powerful sorceress is getting to me. I always dreamed of being able to control the undead. But since I’m married, had children and joined the angel’s guild I have little time to get to that dream. And then the fact that I haven’t been able to find a suitable teacher is not helping at all. The one thing I am getting better at is elven. As rain was teaching me some more words and sentences he tolled me that I learned fast. Here is what he thought me: - Amilanam is water - amillan is want - E amillan aey is I want you. - Femw is bird - filfeala is babies - Wmilvel is Dragon - Filfea is baby - Amilcn is walk - amilcnelv is walking - Feen is Book - ils is am - ameanir means with - E ils amilcnelv means I am walking - E ils el ceela ameanir aey is I am in love with you - E amecc laaa aey cilanam means I will see you later - Laeel means soon - laaa aey laeel ceela is see you soon Love. That were the words He thought me today. If I keep this up I will be able to talk like any other person who knows elven. [/SIZE][/FONT]
[FONT="]Signed Sonya Darsus.[FONT="] [/FONT][/SIZE][/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]*the end of the 56th page*[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT]
Title: A new road away from an old dream.
Post by: silverdraco on August 25, 2006, 04:19:57 AM: *the 57th page* Oclar 27, 1404. Childhood dreams are different when you grow up. I found out that becoming a pale master will take a big toll on me. Not on my mind but my body. Well not directly on my mind but my mind will change over time because my body will change greatly into….. I dare not write it down. There are also other things that have made me realize that becoming a pale master might not be something for me. It started with Rain telling me that Mith might be interested in taking me as his student. We went to see him at Morak’s tower but when we got there we soon found that Annalee taking out her anger at Mith. It seems that Mith soled Rhynn and two others were soled to Drow in order to have Mith and others of a group they were in escape. As the fight between Mith and Annalee seem to end I noticed Rhynn. It seemed that she had escaped in some way. After what I had heard about what happened to her it was nice to see her gain. After all of that I needed to take some time to think and so I walked away. It wasn’t long until Rain came after me and tolled me myth wanted to talk to me. So I went back and listened to what Mith had to say to me. It was then that he tolled me what being a pale master was all about. All of this has given me a lot to think about. But one thing is beginning to come clear to me. Pale master might not be the path I’m going to walk on. I never wanted to turn into something or someone evil. I care too much about life for that. Perhaps I need to look a bit closer to all of my friends who use magic and learn from them. It sounds like a good idea. I already have been practicing a bit to, in the blood dessert mostly. The snakes and scorpions there seemed to strong so I left my summons do the most of the work for me. I did help them every now and then when I knew I could survive the encounter. I was wrong a few times but luckily the soul mother did not pay attention to me. There was probably someone doing something more stupid that I was. I also tried to get some oak for Kyle to be able to make me a new crossbow. I went to the High forest to get some but for two reasons I could not get the things I needed. One reason was the there was a sword spider and a beetle killing all of my summons and there for preventing me from cutting some wood. The other thing was that I didn’t have an axe to cut the tree with. I just don’t know how to handle those things. I really wanted to help him but it seems that I’m not good enough for that. At least I can do other things, and one day I will be strong enough to help all of my friend when they need my help.
Rain also learned me a few new words of elven but I feel to tired to write them down.
Signed Sonya Darsus. *the end of the 57th page*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on August 26, 2006, 08:13:59 AM: [FONT="]*the 58th page*[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]Novlar 8, 1404 After I had a minor training in the Hlint crypts, I went to get some food at the Wild Surge inn. When I got there I was ashamed to find out that I didn’t had any coins on me. I went back to the bank to get some coins. I think I did that because the next thing I remember is being waken up by Alleina, Her and Salla started asking me questions, but I wasn’t completely awake so I didn’t understand them very well. When Alleina though some cold water over me I was awake. Alleina and I think Salla to then tolled me I was walking strange and even singing before I fell asleep. I might have been drunk. It felt oke to talk to them about it but when I saw Rain later on I had a hard time telling it to him Because I felt a bit ashamed. Alleina explained to Rain what had happened. According to rain it was becoming a habit of mind. What was he thinking? I’m not a girl that drinks too much. I think I’m going to have to practice my tickle powers on them again. A bit later Mercas and Dora joined us but they and Alleina soon left for Pransiz to do some things there. Rain said I should have joined them But I didn’t felt good enough to go into battle yet. Mercas even said he would miss me, because we are family. That’s so sweet of him. A few days later I met Kyle in Hlint. He had finished making my Heavy Oak Crossbow. He gave it to me and I must say that it looked great. I even thanked him with a little kiss on his cheek. He then asked me if I wanted to test it and of course I said yes. We went to Krandor and On the outskirts we met with Ferrit and Jako. A bit later Elgon and Dora came to, Rain was last. We headed for some woods to fight spirits and bone golems. After that we went to fight some other creatures like Dire Spiders, Giants, and Ogres. When we fought the Ogres we met Treana. She joined us and we finished the ogres together. I had a great time that day, being out fighting creatures, looking for an adventure. It’s like old times, before the marriage and the children. Well at least I know I will have times like these more often, even if I ask everyone. Rain also gave me his share of the gold coins we collected. We have about 12.000 coins now in my bank account and we would need about 300.000 coins just to be sure we will have a great house, just for ourselves. It will take a while before we can get it but with the guild getting more and more sales, we will have the coins in a few months I think. Then we will find ourselves a house on Dregar, or I’ll surprise Rain with one. That sounds great, I think he will like it if I choice it, I hope it anyway. Signed Sonya Darsus.[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]*the end of the 58th page*[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT]
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on August 29, 2006, 07:55:31 AM: [FONT="]*the 59th page*[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]Jenra 5, 1405. What an exciting time it has been. The last weeks have been like some I haven’t had I a long time. It started with me just walking around thinking about how good life is to me, Life with Rain and my children. I was also wondering why Draconia hasn’t spoken to me that much lately. I know that Ehlen and he are getting along nicely but he doesn’t speak about anything like that. All of that thinking of Draconia also made me think of my mother. She always liked dragons a lot and I like them to. My interest of dragons is starting to become much bigger that in undead. Resent events have taken care of that. I feel like getting to know my mother a bit more and find out how she got interested in dragons, and perhaps even find out some things about my foremothers. Who knows what I will find out? I was thinking so much that at some point I found myself at some place with some people talking about a were rat plague that over took some people. I helped them to find out what it was that caused it and stop it. We got to a town first that had been attacked by rats. We found two people that had been killed. Salla raise them and we were able to find out some things. Near the last person we found a ritual circle that seemed to have been used for something. When one of us went in he disappeared. There was a cave nearby that we went to. We got in thanks to a dwarf that cut trough the collapsed entrance. When we were in we found the guy that went into the ritual circle. His name was Karn I think. We went further into the cave or dungeon, as it looked like to me. We soon found a ritual circle that might help us get out again. We found a lord in the circle, also dead. Salla Raised him and meanwhile others went on ahead and found some gems. We were able to use those gems to make the circle work. I and 4 others used then magical powers and concentrated on making it work, and luckily we did it. With that we got us all out of there. When we got out the circle disappeared and with it, the were rat plague also seemed to be gone. Some days later I went to Dregar with Rain, Barion, Nyyana and Serissa. Once in Pranzis we soon found Sh’anda who also joined us. Some of us went to mine silver and gold, other mined gems. I was here for some experience and some time with my love like we did before we married. We had a great time and I learned a lot by watching the other magic users in among the team. Every one of them has a few great spells that look useful to me. After we got done we went to Barion’s house to use a portal back to Hlint on Minstone. He has a great house and I looked around it to. It is a great house. Rain, Barion and I even talked about our own ideas for a house. After that Rain and I went to Hlint and there Rain and I parted as I needed to rest and Rain still wanted to do some things. Well that’s about all of it for now. I hope I can find out some things about my mother and her foremothers. Perhaps the pages I tore from this book can help, If I can find them. Signed Sonya Darsus.[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]*the end of the 59th page*[/FONT]
Title: My love is gone.
Post by: silverdraco on September 01, 2006, 03:29:02 AM: [FONT="]*the 60th page*[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]Febra 20, 1405. My love is gone. In the past month I have been training a lot more then before. It feels like that any way. I think it might not be to long before I finally will be able to get some new skills I have been trying to learn myself. I went into Haven a couple of times. Once with Kyle, Ferrit, Jako and Rain and another time with Kyle, just him and I taking on those ogres in haven and get some iron. I also found the Ozymandias Rain tolled me about. I asked him about my home town in The Anoroch Dessert. Ozymandias tolled me that Saudria is the only standing town left there. The rest were either destroyed, or sank into the sands in the last sixty or so years, either by massive earthquakes or the blue dragons. He tolled me I should start looking for information by asking around in Saudria. The fact that I finally got some information is a good thing, but the bad part is that I can not share it with my love. Let me explain. One day I was walking around in Hlint doing things, I can’t remember what. When I found Rain with Ferrit and Barion and they looked really bad. It turned out they went to some dangerous place and got them selves killed. All of them got killed and except Rain they all got a visit from the soul mother. It scared me to hear about that and see so many of my friends in such a bad shape. I got angry at Rain for going there and do something so irresponsible. I asked him if he knew what might happen to me and the kids if he would be gone forever. Then there was this woman who kissed Rain on the cheek. Rain’s attention suddenly turned to her. That’s when I went away to meet Kyle who made me some bolts. Rain stopped me to explain why they went there. It seems they went there for the first time to see how far they could go. But I didn’t want to hear it. I was angry at him and didn’t want to listen, much. In the days after that I went to Storan’s crypt about two times, the first time with Dora, Ferrit and one other person, the second time with Dora and Mercas. I have also collected some white mushrooms so Rain will be able to make me some polishing oils again. I also have been able to make a lesser special ring thanks to Dora. The ring will be a gift to Barion and Sa’kura at there wedding. I also made a dress just for that wedding. But it doesn’t feel so great without Rain to share it with. I haven’t seen him in days ever since that fight of ours. I wonder where he is. I have carried the twins with me ever since our fight. I wonder if he is with that woman who kissed him that day. If that’s the case he can stay away, forever. I can handle the kids on my own, and Draconia will surely help me with that. Signed Sonya Darsus.[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]*the end of the 60th page* [/FONT]
Title: Good times are here again.
Post by: silverdraco on September 05, 2006, 03:27:38 AM: [FONT="]*the 61st page*[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT] [FONT="]Apreal 15, 1405.[/FONT] It’s almost 2 months since I last wrote anything in my dairy. The first of those 2 months has been a lonely one. I tried to find Rain but I could not so I gave up on him after a few weeks of searching for him. After that I went on with my training and studies. I trained in the blood dessert and studied books about the elven language and book about dragons. It seems harder to learn elven without Rain but I thought that if he wanted to stay away forever I might as well try to learn it myself. Most of the time I spend learning near a pond on a mountain in Haven. One day after I was done learning I was so lost in thoughts of what I had learned that I almost did not hear Barion call me. He tolled me that Rain was looking for me. At first I did not care about that, because he had hurt me by staying away for so long. But Barion said Rain was sorry for leaving and wanted to make up or something like that. Later I found out that Draconia was there when Rain and Barion had a good talked and that Draconia said something that apparently made an impact. Draconia said something about me crying at night when I was asleep and that Draconia did not want that to happen any more. Apparently it got Rain to start looking for me. And after I met Barion I went to look for Rain too, so I went for haven again as Barion tolled me Rain went that way. When I could not find Rain I gave up again and when on home, sad and looking to the ground. I was almost at the gate of Hlint when I heard Rain call me. Rain then tolled me why he had stayed away for so long. He thought I was better off without him since he felt he was hurting me and didn’t want to be hurt himself. I tolled him that by staying away he did hurt me. He also said he didn’t want me to worry about him every time He went away with his friends. He didn’t want me to worry I would lose him like I did with my parent, brother and sisters. I tolled him that my love for him would always make me worry about him, it’s just the way it is and I can’t change it. I also tolled him that, that day I saw them all in such a bad shape because they all had been killed, I got worried about all of them, and scared I would lose all of them. I had found an other family and it seems like they are being torn away from me again, but much slower this time. A lot more things were said about that but in the end we got together again. Rain also tolled me about the memories he has been getting back. They were all filled with a lot of horrible bloodshed from Rain. And Rain was worried I would not love him any more if we found out about Rains past. He thought it would be better if we didn't try to find out about that. I tolled him about something my mother made me read once. “One should know there past in order to know where there future is taking them”. Rain is worried that his past is that of a murderer, a butcher of women and children. But right now those memories of his are not making it clear why he did those things. He could have been forced by some higher power, it could have been his rage taking control of Rain and Rain is now remembering what he has done in his rage. What ever it is, I know Rain doesn’t like it and I think it will help him stay away from that very path, the path of a ruthless killer. I just hope he understands this to, and that he understands that it can help him, by knowing his past. I also took this opportunity to promise Rain I would help him remember it anyway I can, just like he promised to help me. After that day, and in the past month I have been crafting, training and getting some long overdue lessons in elven from Rain. I'm now using some of the words I know in everyday conversations with Rain. It’s still a mix of common and elven but at least Rain understands me. My favourite word to use is Ceela which means love. We also had a wedding of Barion and Sa’kura. I must say that is was a great wedding and Sa’kura looked very beautiful in her wedding dress. She looked like an angel. Barion is a very lucky man to have Sa’kura as his wife. He’d better take good care of her. I’m also surprised at the number of people that came to the wedding. I think that there were about 30 or 40 people there, way more those at the wedding of Rain and myself. Everything was perfect that day. It felt just as perfect as at my own wedding. I also saw Karana and Quilus they were going to get married one day to. I would be happy to attend there wedding as well. People also liked my dress, but I can’t say this enough that Sa’kura looked better than anyone that day. I wonder why I haven’t noticed that before. No need to think of that right now. She is happily married with Barion and I wish them the best of luck and great happiness together. I have been training a lot in the past days together with Rain and Dora, and I feel very close to a breakthrough. I think that what I have been trying to learn will soon be part of me. It is very exciting and I can’t wait till the day comes that I can use my training without thinking of it, like I had to so far. Those books of draconic magic are very interesting, and I hope to learn as much of the magic that’s in it as I can. [FONT="]Signed Sonya Darsus.[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]*the end of the 61st page*[/FONT]
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on September 06, 2006, 06:47:37 AM: [FONT="]*the 62th page*[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]Mai 10, 1405.[/FONT][FONT="] New spells and better with the crossbow. I’m finally reached a point in my training where I no longer have to think of the things I wanted to learn. It happened a few days ago. I was on Dregar to look around for some information on my old home town when I ran into Rain, Barion, Serissa, Dora, Nyyana and Sh’anda. I was invisible when I saw them and when I appeared they were surprised to see me, especially Rain. I still laugh when I think of the face he made when I saw me. I went with them on what seemed to be a mining trip. It was during our trip in one of the mines in the drift lands I found out I got better with the crossbow and could keep up with some of the long bow users. I also tried a spell I wanted to learn. When I tried the spell polymorph self and I finally turned into an Umber Hulk successfully. Rain I didn’t pay attention to the rest much but I bet they were surprised to see me in that form. Rain was to and he said he would hug or kiss me while I was in that form. Later on I even tried some of the other forms of which the undead form was the ugliest and the fey form what the prettiest. I was also able to do the fire ball spell that some of the other can do to. In the next few day I plan on trying the new spell out to see what they can do. I must be careful when to use the polymorph self spell. A few days after I got it perfected I was tying it out just out side of Hlint when I almost got attacked by someone. I’m not sure what his name was but He seemed to know Serissa who passed by a bit later. We got talking about the spell I learned and how it scared Rain yesterday. When I tried the undead form of the spell I could see that Serissa did not like it. She thinks it is too ugly and I must agree with her. Signed Sonya Darsus.[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]*the end of the 62th page*[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT]
Title: New things to do.
Post by: silverdraco on September 11, 2006, 04:52:16 AM: [FONT="]*the 63rd page*[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]Augra 1, 1405[/FONT][FONT="] I have been doing some things lately. I to get stronger and for that I have been taking on new jobs to do. The first one was from Warrent Officer Kit Ironfist. She needed weapons and I got them for her. I’m also trying to get scrolls for someone on Rhilara and I have been able to get the head of a warlord. I have also been studying book about dragons a lot lately. I want to understand there power and perhaps there language to if I can find someone willing to teach me. I also have been taking some trips to Dregar with some guild members. We went there to get supplies needed for the making of all kinds of items. On one of those trips I someone started teaching elven to someone else of the group, and I must say I understood everything they said. I am getting closer to knowing the elven language like Rain knows it. And perhaps I’m even already good enough. I have also been to Berhagen Mountains a couple of times and also with a group, on one of those trips I was there with Jin, Karana and many others, I have also been there with Dora and Rain. It is with trips like these that I can really let go of my powers. And it makes me feel good to be able to defeat my foes. We also had some guild meetings. We made some arrangements there. I’m not going in it here to much. But we are starting too safe coins for our guild hall since the last meeting. Even rain And I had our share of the guilds starting funds returned. That together with our pervious amount of coins for our own house, it means we have nearly half of what I think we might need for a house, or we will need twice as much depending on what house we want. Not to long a go I went with Ferrit, Elgon, Mercas and Daniel to do some things on Rhilara. When we encountered some ogres I had the pleasure of striking them with my fireballs I killed most of them in one blow. It was great to see them fall so easily. It got my being a little careless to because when we got to the Bugbears Lair on Rhilara near point harbor. I got killed when we got to the lowest part and attacked the warlord and his remaining warriors. The soul mother wasn’t paying attention thank the gods. The other defeated the warlord and got his head. When we were together out side we went to the lair of some bandits I think. After that Mercas left to do some things. The rest and I went back to point harbor to give the warlords head to the officer there. Kyle and I gave it to her together. Her reward was great and I thanked her greatly for it. After that I parted ways with them. They went back home and I stayed here on Minstone. I hope Kyle or Elgon have tolled Rain about me staying here for a while. I want to see if I can do some more things on this continent. Right now I’m too sleepy to do anything. I have rented a room in an [/FONT][FONT="]Inn[/FONT][FONT="] here and I will go to sleep soon. Signed Sonya Darsus.[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]*the end of the 63rd page*[/FONT]
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on September 13, 2006, 06:49:11 AM: [FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]*the 64th page*.[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]Seplar 1, 1405 [/FONT][FONT="][/FONT][FONT="] A long time on Rhilara. My time alone on Rhilara gave me some time to think. I had sent a message bird to my love Rain to let him and the others know that I will be staying on Rhilara for a while. After that I have been doing some small jobs for the locals here. One of them wanted me to scribe some scroll. While doing the jobs I have been thinking about my growing interest in dragons. I feel like I don’t quite understand them by reading books alone. I might need to do what my mother did in her days, go to the dragons and study them or perhaps even learn things from them. I already took some time to make 3 notes and place them in the 3 important taverns or inn’s in the world, namely the wild Surge inn, Leilon Arms Inn and Tavern and the Freelancers Tavern. I wrote the following on the notes. [/FONT][FONT="]”[/FONT][FONT="]Due to my increasing love for dragons and everything surrounding them I am looking for a teacher of the draconic language. Please let me know if you can teach me the language of the dragons, or that you know someone who might be able to teach me. You can send me a bird message, tell me in person or use any other way to let me know.[/FONT][FONT="]”[/FONT][FONT="] I will have to wait for people to reply on those notes. After a few weeks I met Rain on Rhilara. He was not happy at all with me staying on Rhilara by myself. He was clearly angry at me for doing that, I was not being careful and …bla bla bla. I tolled him I did stuff like this for 3 years before I became on of the dragon called. Back then I was even weaker than today. Rain was worried I would get myself killed by being here by myself. I can’t blame him but he clearly did not understand that I use invisibility to move around in dangerous parts. I tolled him some other things that got him to understand that I am being very careful when I am out alone. That night we staid in an inn and shared a room. I felt sorry about the fight earlier that day. So I gave him a massage as good as I could. What happened after that I will not right down here. Lets just say it was much like the our wedding night, the same room, the same inn almost everything was the same. Now that I think of that night I am getting worried. What if I am pregnant again? What will happen to me? Will I be …? No… I won’t think of it. We were careful and I don’t think I will get pregnant. The night wasn’t that much the same. I will refuge to become pregnant. I got too much to do with my life. I want to learn as much about dragons as I can. Signed Sonya Darsus.[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]*the end of the 64th page*.[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT]
Title: Many things happened.
Post by: silverdraco on September 19, 2006, 01:57:05 AM: *the 65h page*. Decilar 10, 1405 Many things happened. I’ve been getting white mushrooms for Rain to use in making polishing oils. I have been getting them from the Hlint sewers and from Ravens Watch on Barbarian Island. I also have been doing some gem crafting again. I also got 4 boxes so I can separate the gems everyone needs, one box for Mercas, one for Dora, one for Ferrit, one for Rain and one for me. It should help me give everyone the gems they deserve. After the last guild meeting I also got a big load of gems from Rain, and I have been cutting gem up to the form in which someone uses them. What else happened? Oh right I lost my ox a while ago while trying my fireballs on some assassin vines just outside Krandor. I lost my own live to. Luckily the soul mother didn’t pay attention to me. I got a new ox a few days later. I also got a message from Ozymandias about the language of the dragons. He read the note I placed in the inns. Ozy tolled me a lot about the dragons in there and that he also would be able to teach me more if I would want to. I’m happy to learn everything I can from him. Hopefully he can also introduce me to the person who knows and possibly can teach me the language of the dragons. I’m getting so excited just thinking of it. Now for something a bit sadder. Jenna approached me a few days ago. She tolled me something was wrong with Rain. She led me to him and I found him in the middle of a lot of deer and kobald copses. I’ve never seen such thing before. I knew Rain tolled me about it but words are different then when you see with your own eyes. When Rain got up again he wanted me to tell Elgon and Jenna about his problem. But I couldn’t remember a thing, must have been from the shock of seeing those bodies. After Rain had tolled us the stories of what he remembered from his past I started to cry. His stories along with the very real bodies that surrounded us made it to much for me to bear. I cried so much that the next thing I heard was Jenna asking me to go to Hlint with her. Elgon and Rain were already gone at that point. I cried a bit more in Hlint on the benches near the bank. It was then that Ozymandias came and cheered me up a bit. There was also a black cat that came up between my legs at some point. Just seeing it made me feel like petting it and so I did. The cat loved the attention I gave it and I love it to. The cat loved the attention so much that at some point it even almost lost it’s balance. After a while I went to the guild meeting I tolled about earlier on this page. A few days later Rain and I went on a trip to get some fire bellies for Ferrit. We both got killed there. Although I didn’t notice Rain was already killed just before I got killed. And then to think I was about to get angry at Rain for not helping me. After this I took my time to get some meditating done. Since several months I have been meditating to get more control of my powers. I must say that most of the time I have been thinking of Lucinda while meditating. This is all I have to tell for now. Signed Sonya Darsus. *the end of the 65th page*.
Title: A long time on Dregar.
Post by: silverdraco on September 23, 2006, 02:27:50 AM: *the 66th page*. Febra 10, 1406. I have been on Dregar for a long time now, to meditate and train. I want to get stronger and more powerful. But it’s not going quickly enough. I also have been fighting along side my love a few times and we both have been looking for houses to. Dregar is a very dangerous place and have been killed a few times. Once I even died before I got to my grave. I lost a lot more than I wanted that day. I believe it is time for me to go back home. I miss my family so much and the kids much miss me a lot to. I hope they are not too angry at me for staying away this long. I’m going to be on my way home soon. I just need to meditate a bit more to calm myself down from all of this fighting. And I feel like praying to Lucinda mistress of the weave, to help me on my way home and see my children again. I miss them so much. Signed Sonya Darsus. *the end of the 66th page*.
Title: Back home again.
Post by: silverdraco on September 24, 2006, 09:36:13 AM: *the 67th page*. Mar 1, 1406. My travel home was an interesting one although I got lost on Rhilara, while traveling from Karthy to Point Harbor. When I finally got there, I took the boat to Port Hampshire. Once there I took a rest on a bench and after that I looked around in the city. At a certain time I found myself looking at a statue of a woman when I heard Rain call my name. When I turned around I saw him, ran to him and hugged him tight. I missed him so much. I think I even kissed him but I’m not really sure. I did many things that day and the long travel had made me a bit tired to. After I was reunited with Rain and some other friend ….. Oh how can I forget? Kyle and Ferrit have a child and I have seen it. Cole is such a cute little child. I even got to hold him in my arms. I wiggled a bit from left to right and I must have smiled to looking at Cole, the little guy responded by giggling. He must have liked it. Later on I went with Elgon, Rain, Daniel and Kyle to the blood dessert, to get some stuff. After that I went home to finally see my children again. I went alone so I could spend as much attention to Sarah and Tristan as I could. You should have seen them when I walked in the door and called there names. They came crawling towards me as quickly as they could and calling me. I got tears in my eyes and I hugged them both. I tolled them I was very sorry for staying away for so long. Sarah and Tristan didn’t want to let go of me so I held them in my arms for what looked like a very, very long time. After that Tristan had enough of the hugs and let me go. But Sarah didn’t let me go. She wanted me to stay with her forever it seemed. I can’t blame her. She must have been wondering why I left, if it was because of her or not. I made sure both Tristan and Sarah knew it wasn’t because of them that I left. I’m not sure if they understood it but it seemed to calm Sarah. Or the fact that I was finally home again was enough for her. Anyway I spend the rest of the night with the twins. Even when Rain got home I didn’t spent too much attention to him. All of my attention was for Tristan and Sarah. As I felt that they deserved it since I had been gone for almost 3 months. Even Draconia and Ehlen didn’t bother to come between me and the twins. The twins and I fell a sleep on the bed that night. I remember Sarah holding me tight as I fell a sleep, and I was holding her to. I even was holding Tristan but when I woke up in the morning he was in his bed, and only Sarah was still in my arms. What ever it was I was so happy to be home again that I prayed to Lucinda this morning and thanked her for letting me get home safely. I’m not sure if Rain saw me pray but I don’t care. I know how he feels towards the gods. I like magic and Lucinda is the mistress of the weave, it just feels right, I can’t explain it. Oh, I need to leave Sarah is waking up and she is already starting to ask for me. I love my children so much. Signed Sonya Darsus. *the end of the 67th page*.
Title: Things to do.
Post by: silverdraco on September 27, 2006, 05:22:30 AM: *the 68th page*.[FONT="] [/FONT] [FONT="]Apreal 20, 1406. [/i][FONT="] Right lets see, what to write down. I have been practicing my craft and my magic. My gem crafting is getting better with every ring I make. What else to right.[/FONT][/SIZE][/FONT]
[FONT="]I guess I’ll right down the things I want to do. [/i][/SIZE][/FONT]
[FONT="]1.[FONT="] [/FONT][/i][FONT="]I want to get in contact with Ozymandias. He has sent me a note saying he would be able to help me with my desire to learn about dragons and there language. [/FONT][/SIZE][/FONT]
[FONT="]2.[FONT="] [/FONT][/i][FONT="]I want to get in touch with a follower of Lucinda. To learn more about the goddess and perhaps become a follower myself.[/FONT][/SIZE][/FONT]
[FONT="]3.[FONT="] [/FONT][/i][FONT="]I want to find my family and find out what happened to them it has been to long since I last saw them. It has been almost 10 years since I last saw them.[/FONT][/SIZE][/FONT]
[FONT="]All of that has to be done besides the guild things I have to do and the twins, they need me to. Tristan is already acting as normal, he is strong becoming a string boy, just like his father. Sarah is still asking for my attention, she is becoming as beautiful as my mother and sister were. Sarah also enjoys it when I practice my magic. She giggles every time when I show her some harmless magic. I’m a little worried about Rain thought. He has been acting strange every time when I pray to Lucinda. I think he still has trouble with the gods and their ways. He also does a good massage; a few days ago he massaged me before I went to bed. But while he was massaging me I fell asleep. Oh I have to go Sarah wants to show me something. [/i][/SIZE][/FONT]
[FONT="]Signed Sonya Darsus.[/i] [/SIZE][/FONT] *the end of the 68h page*.
Title: Goodtimes and bad times.
Post by: silverdraco on October 02, 2006, 10:44:26 AM: [FONT="]*Sonya opens her dairy and starts to write down many separate words to remember the things that happened the last weeks. When that’s done she takes out the page to start her dairy on a fresh page*[/i][/SIZE][/FONT]

*the 69th page*.
[FONT="]Jular 12, 1406.[/i][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="] Many things have happened and I had to make notes to remember everything. It will be a lot to write but it will all be worth it. First I want to write about rain who has taught me about enchanting. I have practiced on a lot of greenstone. Rain was happy about it because now he could finally continue with making wands. I’m glad I could make him happy. But the only reason I began to start with enchanting is to be able to make rings of sorcerery, since I am the only sorceress in the guild. I have found Ozy and I have asked him questions about dragons. I have also asked him about who could teach me the dragon language. He named 3 people, the first was Quintayne Rosewyn, and the second and third where Aurrenous and Jasera who are Quintaynes children. I have to go and contact them after I have written this dairy. Perhaps I’ll be better of trying to walk around the world and finding dragons to study. I believe mother did this to. Although I haven’t found anything she has written about it. Oh before I forget, I have gotten a strange package today. I’m not sure who send it to me but the note that was attached to it daid this: “Dear Sonya, I gave your mother and your grand mother this book to. It had helped them a lot. Study it carefully and learn all of it. I have taken many risks to get this to you. Please don’t lose it, because you won’t get an other book. Signed a friend of your females in your family” The book is al about the language of the dragons. The weirdest thing is, it was completely blank when I opened the book. But when I touched a page words started to appear. The book seems to be a study book to learn the language of the dragons. The book only seems to show it’s writings when I or Sarah touches its pages. I said enough about this. When Rain and I got home a while ago, we found Draco tied up just like Ehlen was weeks before. We first thought that Tristan was the one who did it. But he cried and shaked his head no. telling us that he was not the one who did it. With a bit of help from Draco Rain started to look for Sarah. He found her hiding in a crate in Elgon’s room. After a while we found out that Sarah was the one who tied up our pseudo dragons. We punished her for it. I hope she has learned her lesson. When we came back it seemed like she did, but only time will tell. [/FONT][/SIZE][/FONT]*the 70th page* [FONT="] I have also gotten a new staff one that is made out of oak. I had Kyle made it for me. After he gave it to me I started to change it. I added some materials to it. At the center I took away some wood and placed some black cloth to make the grip feel a bit better. I also added some metal rings to it. A few days later I showed Kyle and he seemed to like the result. He also said I did a good job keeping the balance and all. I also have been traveling across Dregar and been to the [/i][FONT="]Firesteep[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]Mountains[/FONT][FONT="]. I had been there but nothing noticed me since I was invisible all the way. It was very tough traveling there. I nearly got across all the jumps I had to make and barely made all the climes but the last jump was fatal. Luckily the soul mother didn’t pay attention there. Now for some sad news, Elgon seems to have left us for good. I found out when I got home and Rain was very drunk. He tolled me that Elgon died, He even blamed Dora for it but I’m not so sure if he really blamed her for it. Next thing I knew he took a portal and left for what I found out was Dregar and the Forrest of Mist. I went to Hlint to see if I could find someone to help me but then I somehow remembered Barion, and so I went to find Barion and ask him for his help. When I got to his house Serrisa was there to. The both of them agreed to help me find Rain and stop him. After a bit of Running we found him and he was about to attack the Giants in the Forrest of Mist. Which is already a stupid thing to do when you sober but when your drunk like Rain was… well you get the idea. Barion got him lifted up and brought him a bit more into safety but Rain wanted Barion to let him go, Rain wanted revenge. Barion didn’t let him go. He then got to talk to Rain to get it out of his head. Barion and Serrisa even started to use magic and bandages to see if they could get the poison out of him. At that moment I thought that if it wouldn’t work I would use my fireballs to burn the poison out of him, but it wasn’t needed. Rain got sober and remembered everything. Even Elgon’s death and he fell on the ground crying. Or was it that Barion tolled him what he would have left behind if he would die. I don’t remember correctly because everything got to me Elgon’s death, Rain’s stupid drunken way of getting revenge, it all reminded me of my mother who died, and my father, brother and sisters who disappeared without a trace. It got to me and I cried and fell to the ground. Next thing I remember clearly is Rain talking about his past. He tolled me that his fathers name was Elyam,[/FONT][FONT="] Elyam In'Darsus of the house of the n'Darsus house of the northern Elves of the druidic house of Nehdenstral. His family was a powerful family but his father left everything for Rain’s mother, a bard. Her name was Eloana. Rain said he has her red hair and blue eyes. He remembered everything from the death of his father to his friend Gafeld who taught Rain magic. He also said that he was drunk when the Dragon called him to Hlint, when he was torned up by Kendal and the twins. He knew he didn’t kill them. He also said that his son Elyam was named after his father. But his son was kidnapped by northern barbarians but they were not from the village he burned down. He never found those barbarians. He said that his son might still be alive because he never found his body. After that he stopped saying things it was as if he was not there anymore. When I looked into his eyes it was as if he was hollow inside.[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][/SIZE][/FONT]*the 71th page*[FONT="] Meanwhile Sa’kura had joined us and she and Barion were happy to see each other again. She was also shocked to hear of Elgon’s death. Sa’kura gave me her hands and helped me up while Barion took Rain up; they both guided us to [/i][FONT="]Corax[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]Lake[/FONT][FONT="] nearby. There Barion did what he could to get Rain out of his … de state he was in. Barion hit Rain a couple of times and also picked Rain up and put him in the lake. Barion put rain under water a few times before Rain woke up. When Rain fell into the water the last time he got up and was awake again. I’m just sorry to say that he didn’t remember anything. The last thing he remembered was that he was at the meeting and Elgon said his final goodbye, Kyle giving him the leadership of the guild and then Rain remembered going home and staying there alone drinking. I must have found him somewhere after he got drunk. That’s why I am writing this all down. I hope I remembered everything correctly. I did everything I could to remember, I took a room of my own and locked myself in, I used a pages from my dairy to write the first things down and help me remember more. I hope it was enough. I have now spent almost 3 pages on what happened the last few weeks. I hope it is enough. [/FONT][/SIZE][/FONT]
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[FONT="]Now for a happier event. After Rain got out of the water and we had a little talk we went on our way home. Sa’kura and Barion had there own little talk not far from where Rain and I were standing. We talked a bit together just the four of us. When I tolled him I wanted to go home and rest. Then Rain asked Barion if he could tell it to me. Sa’kura and I didn’t know what they were talking about. At first even Barion didn’t know but he soon remembered. Then Rain tolled me that Barion and Sa’kura were going to help us get our house. It was great news and when Barion confirmed it I hugged him and thanked him. Then the four of us went to Prantz. Rain went to see if the house he had in mind was still free. While me, Barion and Sa’kura went to the bank in Prantz to get the money so Rain could buy the house. Minutes later Rain bought the house. When we got to the house, Rain carried me in the house but as soon as I got in I just got out of his arms and rain across the house to see how it looked. When I was done I thanked Barion and Sa’kura for there help. After I got my first sleep in our new house I staid in my room to right these pages. Now that I’m almost finished I will finally get out and look at what Rain has been doing while I had locked myself in here. Perhaps he even got the twins over her. I’m so excited. [/i][FONT="][/FONT][/SIZE][/FONT]
[FONT="]Signed Sonya Darsus.[/i] [/SIZE][/FONT] *the end of the 71th page*.
Title: What’s happening to me?
Post by: silverdraco on October 05, 2006, 03:17:50 AM: *the 72nd page*
Augra 27, 1406 It has been about 2 months now since Rain bought the new house In Halflake. The kids seem to love it as they can play tag in the house and out side they love the pond; it’s hard to keep them out of there. As I’m writing this I’m watching Sarah and Tristan play hide and go seek. Sarah seems to love that game. Tristan is more into playing tag. He also seems to like to imitate me when I pray to Lucinda. I like it when I see him like that. If he keeps on doing it, I might even help him with it. These days when I pray to Lucinda I pray for the safety of my family and my friend. In secret I have also been hunting on some ants and giants in the Drift lands. I know how Rain would feel about me going out alone so that’s why I sometimes leave without telling him the truth about where I go. I don’t want him to worry about me to much. He has enough on his mind accepting the death of our friend Elgon. In the past couple of weeks I have started to feel sick. I don’t know what is wrong with me but I try to hide it from Rain and the kids. I don’t know if I can hide it because Sarah seems to start sneaking up on people. I have already sent a bird to Sala asking for her help. I just hope she gets it in time. I don’t know what’s wrong with me. I don’t think I felt like this before. Then again I don’t think of the past much these day’s. I’m busier studying that book I got from that “friend of the family”. The language of the dragons that’s explained inside of it is hard to learn. But I read it every day al least once.
Signed Sonya Darsus. *the end of the 72nd page*.
Title: I should be more careful.
Post by: silverdraco on October 13, 2006, 12:51:36 PM: *the 73rd page*
[FONT="]Jenra 12, 1407[/i][FONT="] It has been has been a long time since I wrote, but I haven’t felt like writing. I might have even lest time from now on. First I’d like to write about me getting lost in the Fire steep Mountains. The country alone almost got me killed. When I tolled Rain about it he wasn’t happy. I hope he understood that I didn’t mean to end up there. The second thing I want to write down is a lot happier, although I have been ignoring it for quite a while. It was at the last angel guild meeting that I tolled everyone. They might have suspected but a druid gave me some news that they and even I did not expect. I’m having twins, again. I’m pregnant of two babies and they might be born in about 2 months I think, could be two and a half months I’m not sure. Alright enough about that, I don’t really feel like cheering to have 2 more children. Not with since rain had a visit of the soul mother again. It’s the 8th time the soul mother did her job again. I saw it happen myself and there was nothing I could do. 2 more of the soul mothers visits and I’ll be taking care of my four children alone. Well not entirely alone. Elohanna has started to life with us at our home. She is good with the children. I have seen her have Tristan on her back while she had changed herself into a spider. Sometimes she also takes Sarah on her back along with Tristan. How I love my children. Tristan is imitating me when I pray to Lucinda and he is also learning how to use a sword. I’m not to happy about that since all the fighters I know have many visits from the soul mother. Front liners as they are called lead a live filled with risks. Sarah on the other had seems to be more interested in hiding. We can still find here when we want to but. I think we might have more difficulty as she grows older and better. When she is old enough I might ask Rain if he knows someone to teach Sarah how to use a bow. And I might teach her some magical trick to help her survive. And if Tristan one day asks about it, I will teach it to him to. I have also had some help of Sarah and Tristan when creating a new outfit to wear while my belly keeps growing. They helped me colour it and it turned out nice. They wanted me to wear it before doing anything else. Well enough of this writing, I’m going to spent some more time with my kids. [/FONT][/SIZE][/FONT]
[FONT="]Signed Sonya Darsus.[/i][FONT="] [/FONT][/SIZE][/FONT] *the end of the 73rd page*.
Title: not an other one.
Post by: silverdraco on October 13, 2006, 04:39:32 PM: *the 74th page*
[FONT="]Jenra 15, 1407[/i][FONT="] What is this world I brought my kids into? First Elgon died, and now words have reached my ears that Mercas is gone to. I heard it from Serissa and Ferrit. Serissa said that Dora was there and saw it herself. When Ferrit left she seemed to take it a bit hard. I can’t blame her. Serissa and I had a talk after that. During that she tolled me to take it easy from now on since I have only about 2 months left. I also remembered I haven’t had time to think of any names. I thought of the following ones: Silva, Serissa and Silvia, for when it is a girl and Silver, Draco and Drake when it’s a boy. I know that Rain wants to name one boy after Elgon and the first one will be named after him. That much I can promise right now. I have to think of some better names for when we have two boys. Later I met Barion in the Hlint craft hall. From what he tolled me Sa’kura might be pregnant. That’s happy news to hear. He didn’t seem to confident that he would be a good father but I just tolled him that the more he would miss his children when he is away from home, the easier it will become to put down his tools and go home. It works for me. Not much later I met Dora; she confirmed it when I talked about it with Barion. I got emotional at that stage and had a hard time not to burst out into tears. First Elgon, now Mercas, who’s next? Sa’kura seems to be close, Rain is to, and I wouldn’t be surprised if Barion is close to. All of my friends seem to be dying while I only had 2 visits of the soul mother. It’s like a bad dream. I had to do some work after that so I got to a tinkering furnace and got the bags of sand I dug up a bit earlier. I started to work with them, when Serissa saw me she tolled me that I wasn’t taking it easy. I know she is Right but at that time I didn’t want to take it easy. Because it only makes me think of how my friends are slowly dying out there. And I don’t like that one bit. It is making me doubt about the gods and such. I do pray to Lucinda to give them the wisdom and power they need to survive. I don’t want to abandon Lucinda as in might brake Tristan’s heart if he no longer sees me pray. It doesn’t sound right to leave her. Not after praying to her for so long. I just got back home and the twins are sleeping, and so are our pseudo dragons Ehlen and Draco. I must say this is the first time I have seen them together like that. They are sleeping so close together. I’m too tired to think of a reason why. I’m going to bed. [/FONT][/SIZE][/FONT]
[FONT="]Signed Sonya Darsus.[/i][FONT="] [/FONT][/SIZE][/FONT] *the end of the 74th page*.
Title: A surprise from nature.
Post by: silverdraco on October 15, 2006, 03:26:22 PM: *the 75th page*
Ferbra 15, 1407 A good day with an even better surprise. Today I was at Hlint talking to Serissa a bit. When I felt that the twins wanted to be born. Thanks to Serissa Rain got to Hlint as fast as he could. Kyle also got there and Barion was already there. Barion carried me to 148 Krandor where Serissa and Rain helped me deliver the babies. The first to be born was a girl, Anaya Eloana Darsus, after that her Sister Sil’via Serissa Darsus was born. We thought it was over after that but I felt that one other wanted to get out into the world. Moments later the boy Elgon Darsus was born. Yes we named the boy Elgon after our departed friend. Elgon was the surprise. No wonder it all felt so heavy and busy in there. We had a party after that where our friend got to meet the new born. I must say that when I got Sa’kura to carry one of the baby girls, she seemed to be a natural. She was so good with it. She will be a great mother when her child is born. I just know it. Rain also asked 3 of our friends if they wanted to be the godfathers of our children. I believe he choose Barion, Kyle and Daniel. After that I had to decide. I choose Sa’kura, Ferrit and Serissa to be the triplet’s god mothers. Such a great day it was. Kyle got me a room to rest after the little party. When I got back I was just in time for the Angel Guild meeting. The important part of this meeting was that Omer became a part of the guild, or as some of us call it, our family. After the meeting Rain and I went home to Prantz. Along the way in Prantz we met Lance. He was very happy when he heard we called the boy Elgon. He said that it was an honour to him and his family to have the name live on. When we got home I first showed Lance the portal so he could get back to Hlint. After that me and Rain showed Sarah and Tristan there new brother and sisters. They were so exited about it. Sarah couldn’t believe they were real but she liked them none the less. And Tristan asked us where they came from. I explained it of course but I’m not sure if he will understand it just yet. It was very exiting for Tristan and Sarah to meet there new brother and sisters. One day they will have to look after them and help teach them some of the things that Elgon, Anaya and Sil’via can not do, like tying up the pseudo dragons. Enough for now, Sarah wants to look at the babies again. And I think I should spend some time with Tristan and Sarah to. I don’t want them to become jealous of there new brother and sisters.
Signed Sonya Darsus. *the end of the 75th page*.
Title: I’ve been very busy.
Post by: silverdraco on November 09, 2006, 11:49:13 AM: *the 76th page*
[FONT="]Mar 25, 1408[/i][FONT="].[/FONT][FONT="] Having 5 children is hard work. They ask a lot of my time. But there are times that it is worth it. Because the give me so much love in return. Tristan and Sarah are both 5 and half years old now. Tristan has become a big boy and he shows great skills with the sword, and his dedication with praying to Lucinda is admiring for a child his age. Sarah has improved her skills with the bow. Although she still misses the targets some times. Her hiding is improving to; it’s getting harder and harder to find her. Then again I’m not even trying some times. I’m thinking of starting with teaching them how to read and write common. I’ve already started to make some scrolls with the alphabet on it, and with pictures to show what the sounds of the letters are. I’m almost finished with it. Sarah has already send interest in it. When they know how to read and write common I will start to teach them the elven language. The triplets Anaya, Sil’via and Elgon are growing up fast. They like to be have there big sister Sarah with them. It must be because she cares so much for them. Even now while practising with her bow, she looks at them from time to time. I have been drunk a few days ago. That’s what I believe anyway. I was worried about Rain, Kyle, Ferrit and some other of my friends. I heard that they had gotten the plague. I remember Dalan giving me two bottles of xeenite wine. The next thing I remembered is waking up in a room in the wild surge inn, with a headache. I’m now near a pond with the children trying to recover from it. I got not much else to tell so I’m going to play with the kids.[/FONT][/SIZE][/FONT]
[FONT="]Signed Sonya Darsus.[/i][FONT="] [/FONT][/SIZE][/FONT] *the end of the 76th page*.
Title: An other dairy page.
Post by: silverdraco on November 20, 2006, 01:17:41 PM: *the 77th page*
[FONT="]Seplar 22, 1408.[/i] [FONT="]I had some great training. The first was in the haven mines. It looked like an easy trip but it got most of us killed. I and two others barely survived. When we got back together Barion was angry. He even said that the soul mother should have taken him for good. I didn’t like the sound of that. I lost too many friends already and I tolled him that he should not embrace death like that but to choose life and then live. I don’t know if it was me or the things the others said but Barion left after not long after that. A few days later I met Barion along with Serissa in the Hlint craft hall. There I apologized to Barion. He didn’t think it was necessary for me to apologize, but I still did. I said I lost a lot of friends and family already and that I had seen enough death to last me a long time. I tolled them I grew up at a grave yard, about the death of my mother and the disappearance of my father, Brother and sisters. They didn’t know about these things and started to ask questions I answered as them the best I could. I even tolled them about the note and the bone dagger. After that we went to Dregar to get some stuff Barion needed. I had a great time there with Barion and Serissa. Barion even gave me some complements. With one of them he said I looked beautiful and that he meant it from the bottom of his heart. I know it’s mostly because I look like Sa’kura a bit. I like him to but no matter how my feelings are for him he will always be third, right after Rain and my kids. The kids are doing fine to. Sarah and Tristan’s Reading skills are getting better with each lesson I give them. If they keep going I might even give them a few lessons of elven and see how it goes. The triplets Anaya, Sil’via and Elgon are growing up fast to. They are kind off starting to walk and they have even spoken some words. Sarah and Sil’via seem to have a lot of my family. Tristan and Elgon more form Rain and Anaya seem to have a bit of both of us. Sil’via seems to develop an interest in my magic. Anaya and Elgon just seem to like everything at the moment. But there is one thing all 5 kids have in common. They all like Draconia, Ehlen and Arwin. I’m starting to think that Sarah, Ehlen and Draconia are hiding something from us. I wouldn’t be surprised if Tristan is in it to. I’m sure I will find out in time. Oh one more thing. I made a change in one of my dresses and I must say that Rain liked it a lot when he saw me in it. It made him go wild when he saw it. I think I might play with him a bit before I let him have his way. And even then I will go slow just to spice up our lives a bit. Signed Sonya Darsus.[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][/SIZE][/FONT] *the end of the 77th page*.[FONT="][/FONT]
Title: An other dairy page.
Post by: silverdraco on November 28, 2006, 11:56:20 AM: *the 78th page*
[FONT="]Febra 3, 1409.[/SIZE][/FONT] [FONT="] A had a great time the past few weeks. Someone has been treating me as a princess and a beautifull woman. He even almost succeeded in making me forget my family back home and the troubles of my past, but not completely. There were times where he did just the right things to make me remember… my husband for example or my long lost brother. I don’t think he would try to take me away from Rain. I would allow him anyway. I still love Rain more then him. I’m not even sure I love him the way I love Rain, its different somehow. There were moments in our last time together where he reminded me of my big borther. It was also during this time that a little trip and some carelessness from my part got me killed. When I found him again, he was devastated that he failed to protect me. I tried to comfort him as much as I could. It was here that we spent a short time in each others arms. This whole thing is confusing me. I must make up my mind quickly before it ends in a disaster. Signed Sonya Darsus. [/FONT][FONT="] [/SIZE][/FONT] *the end of the 78th page*.
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on December 03, 2006, 07:16:19 AM: *the 79th page*
[FONT="]Apreal 18, 1409. Rain is Crazy. [FONT="] I saw rain again and I must say I was surprised a bit. Apparently he thought I was going to leave him again. Some of the reasons why he thought that were completely off. After a little trip in a cave near Haven, where I died but got raised by Dora. Two others died to one of wich was Dalan, oh and the other was Ferrit. After this we went home along with Elohanna. Before we got to Halflake he blindfolded me. When the blindfolds were taken off I saw our room had been changed. The kids had there own beds. Sarah had gotten her own big girl bed and our bed was separated from the rest of the room. Then Rain showed me the living room here he had place a big table for all of us to sit together when we have our dinner. He had also placed some other things. It was great. After this we also had a good talk together. Rain also showed me some other things in the house and at some point we heard someone came in and we were surprised to see that Elohanna got home without the kids. Elohanna got ambushed by some mushrooms and she asked if the kids got home. But they didn’t. We wasted no more time and went to search for them. We found them hiding in a tree. Sarah helped her brothers and sisters to hide from the bad creatures. Bless Sarah child for being so good at it. A few days later I went on a trip with some people and Rain. It ended in a disaster. Most of us got killed Ferrit, Kyle, me And rain to. Rain even got a visit from the soul mother, his 9th time. I cried when I heard that from him. I can’t believe he is so close now. *the paper seems to have had tear drops fell on it.* Signed Sonya Darsus.[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][/SIZE][/i][/FONT] *the end of the 79th page*.[FONT="][/FONT][/SIZE]
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on December 16, 2006, 06:40:46 AM: *the 80th page*
Novlar 17, 1409. Much has happened lately. The most important Thing that happened since my last notes starts when I met Kyle at Point Harbor. After the usual hello’s he asked me if I knew of an other woman by the name of Sonya. He said that a man was looking for his sister. He also asked me if my name had always been DarkAngel before I married Rain, because the man’s name was Lex’or Gravedigger. I got mixed feelings then, happiness, sadness anger, but most of all fear, I got scared. The name of the man was indeed the same of my brother who I thought was gone along with father and sisters. But what if in reality he was the man that made them disappear and now he was looking for me. Kyle saw there was something wrong and he asked me so many questions it seemed. But I could only answer the one about my name. I tolled him I was born and raised under the name Sonya Gravedigger and that certain events had me change it out of fear. That’s when I tolled him everything from the sudden death of my mother to the night I got home and found the house to be empty. It starts with the sudden death of my mother and teacher in magic when I was 16 years. After her death I spent almost a year near her grave trying to find a way to get her back. Almost a year later I thought I found a way and I rushed back home. When I got home I found nobody to be there. Not my father, not my brother and not my 3 sisters. I even looked everywhere in town without any luck. When I got back again I saw something on the table. It was a dagger completely made from bones along with a note. The note Said: “now they are all mine to control”. I cried myself to sleep that night. The next morning at the break of dawn I remember leaving without anyone seeing me. Ever since that day I told people my name was Sonya DarkAngel. I left the name Gravedigger behind me out of fear. As I told Kyle my story I could see he understood my fears. When I was done, He offered to help me find out if this man was really who he said he was. And so we went back to Hlint. Before I left on the boat I put on my dragon head helmet to make sure he would not recognize me when he saw me. During our travel to Hlint Kyle tolled me that Elohanna might be with this man and I got worried for her safety but I did not no what to write to her. We found them both in Hlint talking to each other. I kept quite and thanks to my helmet they both did not recognize me. Kyle started o ask questions to the man who claimed to be my brother. At first he mentioned the wrong things but soon he started to say things only my real brother would know. But I was absolutely sure when he showed me a part of a bone and claimed it to be from one of his youngest sisters. When he showed us the bone I saw what it really was. As I removed my helmet I said the following: “I must say that those might not be from our sisters. But from something more terrible, my brother.” Lex’or and Elohanna seemed shocked and happy at the same time to see it was me under the helmet, and that I was Lex’or’s sister. Kyle said something after that but I did not hear it. In my head I was hugging my long lost brother and at the same time I was haunted by the terrible memories of my past.
*the 81st page*
After the reintroductions I made a fire for my brother and me to sit around and talk about what had happened to our lives in these past 10 years that we have been apart. It seemed that he was away on a mission for the local temple the day of the event. When he got back the next day however he found the house to be burned down to the ground. Something I did not remember happening. He also heard strange things about me from the villagers, that I had fangs, and breathed fire. I know I got red eyes but nothing like that. I wonder what made them all say this. It sounds like they think of me as a dragon.
The villagers even almost lapidated him out of our village. It was from that day that he spent a lot of time looking for me. It was then that he showed me the bones again and I took a closer look at them. He saw that there was something wrong and that’s when I tolled him my part of the story. I tolled him everything I remembered. Lex’or got angrier with every part I tolled. When I was done he was determined to go home and tell everyone what really happened. I tolled him there was one problem however. I never found our village again. It is gone like snow for the sun. He did not understand it at first. There was a lot more things said that day But I don’t feel like going into it much more. The most important thing is that I got my brother back again. I have been travelling with my brother a lot ever since that day. Just to catch up on lost time. I also made my first two Sales for the Angel guild. The first was to a woman by the name of Christine. The second was to my own brother. I also travelled with Christine a few times and I must say she is a lot of fun to be with. She even started to call me hotlegs and my brother cutie. I guess she likes to flirt with people. She won’t have a change with me thought. I’m already married and a happy woman. Talking about Rain I am a bit worried about him. He seems not himself lately. I’m worried that he is killing himself inside by stopping with the travels he used to love so much. I have asked the kids to pay more attention to there father when he is around and to ask him questions rather than me. Perhaps that will cheer him up.
And now that I’m thinking of the kids there are a few things I’d like to tell about them also. Tristan seems to have gotten his first real weapon from his teacher “Uncle Kyle”. He does a lot more damage with it than with his older weapon. Sarah is getting better with the bow and like her twin brother Tristan she is now almost fluent in elven. And there writing and reading skills are improving to. Sil’via is sometimes studding with me. At those times I read to here from my study books about dragons. Anaya sometimes joins us to but Like Elgon she also spends time with her big brother and sister. Which is watching Tristan and Sarah practise with there weapons. I have also started to teach the triplets how the read and write common. I wonder if I’m not too early with this.
Signed Sonya Darsus. *the end of the 81st page*.
Title: An other diary page written
Post by: silverdraco on December 25, 2006, 04:01:46 PM: *the 82nd page* [FONT="]Apreal 18, 1410[/SIZE][/FONT]
[FONT="] I have been on a meeting about the 4 seeds that Drogo talked about a while back. After the meeting we went to look for some answers. We went to a dungeon which led us from one portal to an other portal. All of them had a puzzle to solve in order to activate the portal. On the last one before we found the seed. I helped with finding the answer. I noticed that a stone was activated my touching it. After the last portal we found a river to cross. This was very hard because creatures appeared the moment you crossed it. We found the 3rd seed, the autumn seed none the less. And it is now in the hands of Drogo I believe. Although I think He might have brought it to a save place to hide it, not sure thought. During this trip I felt like my powers have gotten stronger somehow. After words I even found out I could do some magic I haven’t done before. One of those is summoning a clay golem, a strong ally that has saved me a few times already. I also have been able to enter the advanced crafting halls. Although the first time I tried this was with Rain around. I was happy and I saw he was stunned and happy at the same time. It was a happy day for me. I even shared it with the kids at home. I even mentioned my brother to them again. I also mentioned him before but this time I tolled them much more about there uncle. Tristan was interested to hear I named him after his uncle and I think he wants to meet Lex’or sooner that later, all in good time. I have also been drunk again. I don’t remember much of it. Besides waking up from a nightmare and falling to the ground. I heard some things from Christine that scared me but I don’t believe they are true. Barion was there to but I don’t believe he would want to tell me. I don’t think I even want to know. I think it is better if I don’t know. My brother Lex’or is worried about Elohanna. She appears to be leaving to clear her mind and he is worried he will lose her love. I, along with some other have been telling him that if it’s true love she will come back to him. He will just have to wait and see. I hope it is true love between those two. I’d love to see them happy. What else can I write down? Oh yes, Rain has said he will be joining the guild again on trips. Mainly as a backup to heal people and he will remain invisible during combat. I don’t mind at least He will be with me a lot more again. I have mainly seen him in and around the house or at guild meetings. He does take good care of the kids so I don’t mind the road he has taken. But I think he can do with a little bit of excitement. Perhaps I can help him a bit. I’m getting an idea right now. I’ll have to talk to Lex’or about a few things first thought. I’ll let you know how things turned out. [/SIZE][/FONT]
[FONT="] Signed Sonya Darsus. [/SIZE][/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT] *the end of the 82nd page*.[FONT="][/FONT]
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on January 10, 2007, 12:04:07 PM: *the 83rd page* Jenra 4, 1411
There are only a few pages left in this book so I will keep these pages only for important events that happened in my live. First off Lex’or has seen my children. They need to get used to him but he seems to like them and I think it’s the same in return. My powers are increasing to. I feel like I’m about to become better again. It won’t be long now. My trainings are paying off. My trainings were mostly with my husband Rain and Ranéwin. I must say Ranéwin is very good. I’m also happy to say that she is being considered to become a member of our guild: The Angels guild. The following is also important. I have asked Kyle to give Sarah some training with a melee weapon. I asked this because I have seen my daughter Sarah looking with a certain interest at her twin brother Tristan. When I asked Kyle if he would mind training her he said that he might train Sarah along with his own child Cole. It sounds like a good idea and I hope I can attend the training sessions a few times. The rest of my children are doing well. I am however noticing that Anaya is taking more interest in nature and its flora and fauna. Perhaps one day I will have rain or perhaps Drogo teach her some things about it. Drogo might be the best idea as he is basically part of nature, in my eyes anyway. I have been studying my books about dragons a lot lately. Mostly because my kids, especially Sil’via seem to be interested in it to. I hope that one day I will be able to fight along side with a dragon. I’m also still praying to Lucinda. At first I prayed because I felt that by praying to her I could become closer to my magic. Later I only prayed to keep my son Tristan happy. But since a year I have been praying to Lucinda only out of my love for magic. With every time my magic powers grow inside of me, my love for magic grows with it. Also now that I am using magic a lot more than I use to I seem to like it a lot more that using melee or ranged weapons. I still imagine Lucinda to be my mother. Because of that my love and faithfulness to Lucinda will be there for many years to come. Now I think I can find that woman who is called the love of Lucinda or something. And ask her how I can become a follower of Lucinda. Hopefully I am ready for it. I know that what ever happens in my life. My love for magic will be eternal. Magic, Only so many times I can say I long for you You were my first love The earth moving under me Bedroom scent, beauty ardent Distant shiver, heaven sent Signed Sonya Darsus. *the end of the 83rd page*.

//OOC Parts of the last lines I took from a song from a group I like. just so you knwo i didn't make it up myself. I did however change it a bit to reflec what i wanted to achieve.
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on January 24, 2007, 11:00:56 AM: *the 84th page* Augra 17, 1411
A few more events I wan to place in this book, before it will run out of pages. Rain and I had a hard talk with each other. I tolled him about the event with Chrissy, the one where I got drunk and she kissed me. I still don’t remember anything about this so as far as I know it never happened yet I felt like telling Rain about it. He took it a lot better then I thought. Rain also tolled me about something he had done. During the days he thought I was seeing Barion. He had become so mad again that he attacked the town Llast. He must have been pretty angry because he had almost attacked Kyle to, since Kyle at some point got between Rain and the guild hall of us. I guess if it wasn’t for Kyle Llast might not be there anymore today. Well that’s how Rain puts it and considering his past I believe he could have done it and more. That night we spend together in one of the Wild Surge Inn rooms. Some people say that it’s better after a fight or a good hard talk. All I can do now is agree with them. At the start of that night I was being careful not to get pregnant again. But as things got more and more exciting so to speak I was no longer busy with that thought. I was only busy with what we were doing. I wonder if this night will have any effect over 9 months. There was also a wedding, the one of Quantum and Serissa. It was a great wedding and I took Sarah and Tristan along with me. Those two behaved perfectly during the ceremony. Even Dora complemented them with it, which made Sarah a bit shy and she hid behind me. Not long after that I allowed those two too play a bit since they had been such good kids. Serissa also liked my presents I gave her several books I never used. What else to write down. Oh yes, I have been with a woman named Kali. No, no don’t worry I wasn’t cheating on Rain. This woman showed me some things with cards. She showed me the past the present and with it my future. With the 3 cards she picked from her deck she tolled me that I had a happy event in my past but that in my present I was living in some kind of dream or illusion. The 3rd card tolled me I needed to change that in the future but it didn’t say for what reason. Then she took a 4th card but even with that card she tolled me it was to remain a mystery. That event got me thinking a lot. About where I had been, where I was now and what my future was to be. I could remember the first two. But I have been unable to be sure about the future. Al I know for sure is that my kids and Rain will have to be in it. Well one other page written and that much closer to ending this book and starting with a new one. If I got time I might start with writing some things for the next book to start with. But I might send it to the “Dragon Whisperer” first. Who knows they might use it for one of there news letters. Signed Sonya Darsus. *the end of the 84th page*.
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on February 04, 2007, 10:52:32 AM: *the 85th page* Febra 14, 1412
The first thing I feel like writing down here is one that has made me very scared and sad. My husband Rain is going to be on trail one of these days. The reason for this is nothing more then the law’s way of letting people know they should not help the innocent. The law does not want us to go out there and protect someone when there up against overwhelming odds. In Rain’s case he bought a slave after which he said him free. This is something Garent saw and did not like. I’m not sure anymore if it was the buying the slave part or setting him free part that almost got Rain in jail there and then to await his trail. Thank to all those around him who saw Rain’s good intentions he was spared from that faith. I don’t think I could have bared the thought of not walking up with Rain in the mornings. 4 month without Rain and then the possibility of him having to be away for many more. The thought alone is unbearable for me. I don’t want to think what would happen if it would happen for real. Many of my friends have already said they would help me if anything were to happen. I already know that Barion and Serissa will be there to help Rain on his trial. Christine, My brother Lex’or and even Elohanna I believe have all said they would be there for us if Rain is to go to jail. *she looks around in the bedroom and notices that the kids and Rain are all a sleep in there beds. She wipes away a few tears before writing further.*

I have been on many trips lately to train my skills. I have become much stronger now. On one of those trips I asked Ranéwin if I could talk to her alone. When we were alone I tolled her if she could check something I was a bit unsure about. She couldn’t tell me as much as I wanted to hear but the things she said confirmed what I thought, and what my body was telling me. I will need to go back to her in a few months to see if she can tell me more. If I am correct the lives of me, my husband and my kids will be a bit happier, that much busier, and with any bad luck that much sadder. I will write more of this an other time. *she closes the book and puts it in her back pack. Then she gets to bed and puts her head to rest on her husband’s chest. And slowly she falls a sleep* Signed Sonya Darsus. *the end of the 85th page*.
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on February 12, 2007, 11:16:12 AM: *the 86th page* Jular 6, 1412
I have some good news to write down. My 6th child has been born on Mai 22 of the year 1412, during a toga Party at the Leilon Arms Inn. It is a boy and we named him Elyam Nedru Darsus, after our fathers. Soon after Rain suggested we would honour a tradition form his family. So we went on to a place where we could just see the moon. There Rain took the baby, unwrapped it so he would be naked and raised him up in to the moon, so the moonlight would be shinning on him and he spoke the following words.
Elven Language: seaniram seel Common: mother moon Elven Language: Lairelelv cilwa eo anira leviran Common: Shining lady of the night Elven Language: Illa sa oilaniram illw irela oilaniram wela laelnya anira wilaml eo eym anesa Common: As my father and his father done since the dawn of our time Elven Language: E fmelv ane aey el anira oemlaan leviran eo irela ceoa, Acails Lawmy Wilmlayla Common: I bring to you on the first night of his life, Elyam Nedru Darsus Elven Language: Lael eo Milel El'Wilmlayla, Lael eo Acails El'Wilmlayla, Lael eo Laacseill El'Wilmlayla *it goes on for 15 names* Common: Son of Rain In'Darsus, Son of Elyam In'Darsus, Son of Sylmian In'Darsus *it goes on for 15 names* Elven Language: Sila aey ceviran fcalala ires ameanir il vyewelv ceviran anirmeyvir irela wilmnlalala leviran. Common: May you light bless him with a guiding light through his darkness night.. Elven Language: Sila aey fcalala irela irailman ameanir anira anmilweaneella eo sa oilaniram illw oem oilaniramla oem ilcc irela ceoa. Common: May you bless his heart with the traditions of my father and for fathers for all his life Elven Language: Seaniram seel, Lairelelv cilwa eo anira leviran Common: Mother moon, Shining lady of the night
Rain then brought Elyam down and covered him with his own cloak. Ferrit and Daniel were both there to witness it. *she hears Elyam cry a bit and puts her dairy down to go to him to care for him. She gently takes him in her arms and starts to tend to his needs.*
*the end of the 86th page*.
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on February 16, 2007, 03:33:56 AM: *the following has been writen in shaky handwriting, as if her hands has been shaking while she wrote it.* He is close, He is near, I'm not save. what does he want? I need sleep, Can't sleep. not while he is near. He know's where i am. I'm scared. I've seen me. was it his? I need to hide. Can't hide. can't sleep. Not alone, never alone.
*nothing else is written*
Title: RE: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on March 10, 2007, 07:47:59 AM: *the 87th page* [FONT="]Augra 18, 1413. [/FONT] [FONT="]My last entry was a strange one now that I read it back. But considering what happened it’s not that strange. Before I wrote my last entry I received a note written in blood. It was the start of something awful and yet very pleasant. The awful part is about the notes and finding out that the one behind the notes kidnapped my children and eventually killed my husband. The notes in it self were always written in some code and were written by someone very intelligent. I will keep the notes for now, as a reminder. In the notes this person tolled me and my brother many things. Hidden in the writing was a guide to where the writer was. But it wasn’t until me and one other mage started to do some magic on the notes that we found out where the person was. Celgar helped us with this. Ever since that moment the person started to use the same magic against us. We were attacked a lot during our travel to find the place we thought they were. During our travels we got more notes. Some of us started to think my mother was behind it. A thought I quickly threw away, I couldn’t believe the mother that raised Lex’or my brother and me who is dead could have done these things. To make a long story short, it turned out to be our mother after all. She was changed however. She looked almost like a succubus. She had big wings and claws. And she turned out to have saved my… our twin sisters her daughters Flora and Fauna. All 3 of them turned out to be crazier then I remember them. But then again, what would you expect after more then 10 years of being searching for the one who summoned you back from the dead and then ran away after it. It is my entire fault. No matter what people say I will always blame myself for this. But then again I am glad I could convince my mother I did not mean to hurt her like this. I just wanted to get her back. It felt so good having her back. Back in her arms, with claws and her wings this time. Despite her looks she is still my mother to me. It all ended well, she said she would send me a note in time to come and visit her. I hope it happens soon. I so wanted to be with her again. I miss her already. I remember she said she was willing to help me become the most powerful sorceress there is. I can only hope she will. I am willing to follow her teachings, just like I did so long ago. [/FONT][/SIZE]
[FONT="] Signed Sonya Darsus. [/FONT][/SIZE][FONT="] [/FONT] *the end of the 87th page*. [FONT="][/FONT]
Title: Re: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on April 09, 2007, 01:57:38 PM: *the 88th page*

Decilar 18, 1414.

it has been 15 months to the day since my last time I wrote anything in here. In the entry before this one I forgot to write an especial thing. The fact that although my husband Rain survived the encounter with my mother. The both of them apparently got into an argument and it got out of hand, forcing my mother to kill Rain. The good thing is that after I talked with my mother she and I agreed on a few things, one of them being the return of Rain from where ever she had sent him to. The second I remember was the following, that I would see her again when the time was right. But I only agreed on that if Rain, My children and my friends remained unharmed. My mother and I both agreed to the terms we each lay down and when we were done my mother made a motion towards my sisters. The then showed there own wings which were much like my mothers. They left into the sky and not long after that my mother followed them.

I wished I could be up there with them. Even now I wish it. Sometimes at night I imagine flying with them trough the skies. It must be amazing to be free like that. Not hindered by anything. Not bothered by others. Having wings like my mother would be great, that’s what I think anyway. With all the troubles I have to face these days I cannot think of a better way of escaping and being alone for a while.

What troubles am I talking about?
Well my children for one. They had to see how there father was killed in front of them. Elyam was too small to remember it. The triplets had bad dreams which are almost gone now. Tristan still remembers and it might have helped him become more dedicated to his ideas of protecting the innocent from pain and suffering. He also seems to pray a lot more although I do not know to who he prays these day’s.
Sarah has a lot of trouble with the evens surrounding my mother. I can’t blame her. She has the same name as my mother. It must be a horrible idea to her.

There is more to tell about Sarah but more about that later. First I want to tell about the day Rain woke up again. On our return to the house my friends and I had placed him on the bed nice and centred so that when he would wake up he could have his family and friends surrounding him on the bed. He slept for a few days. One morning I felt like opening the windows to of our house. The sun was nice and bright the birds and animals could be heard far into the house, and a nice breeze filled the house with clean fresh air. Me and the children went on the table as usual eating talking about the things we had planned for the day. After that I went to the bed room, Sarah and Tristan cleaned the table and the others just went and have fun around the house. As I entered the bed room I noticed Rain starting to wake up so I got close to him and held him tight.

As he woke opened his eyes and started to focus I spoke in eleven to him. I don’t remember what I said but it brought a bright smile to his face. The moment was perfect and got even better as the children noticed there father was awake and they rushed in the room to great and hug him as tight and as long as they could. All but Sarah greeted, she stood at the entrance to the bed room. But not for that long, when she and Rain made eye contact she ran to ran and hugged him faster than she could say “ Welcome back, daddy”. It was a great moment and we enjoyed it for as long as we all could. I don’t know why it took me so long to write this down. It has been one of the better moments in our lives.

Now to tell you about Sarah and her problem. We all know she loves to play hid and seek and that she sneaks around the house. I tolled her it would get her into trouble one day and apparently it did, sort off. In the weeks after the events around my mother I noticed she started to ….how do I put it. I don’t know she was different some how. So one day I decided to cheer her up and talk to her a bit. So to cheer her up I decided to show her what I do for the guild. I showed her everything I needed to do to make a ring. First of I showed her how to make the ring mold out of clay. She wasn’t interested in that. So I went on to cutting a gem. And it wasn’t until it was cut that the gem got Sarah’s attention. After I had polished the gem she was ready to take it. I tolled her I was willing to give her a gem but only if she would talk to me about why she is shutting herself out. That’s when she went out of the craft hall and went on home without saying anything. I followed her but it wasn’t until the lake near our house that she stopped. We sat down on one of the benches and she started to ask be a question that stunned me.

She asked if I would go evil to like my mother and Rain. It shocked me to hear it from her. I was about to ask her how she got that idea in her head but then I noticed she was about to cry. And that’s when I help her and tolled her we all loved her and would never hurt her. I even tolled her that I would rather do an act of evil to protect her and her brothers and sisters then to see them get hurt. I’m not sure if it helped but it was all I could get think of at that time.

This is all I feel like writing for now.

Signed Sonya Darsus.

*the end of the 88th page*.
Title: Re: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on April 14, 2007, 10:49:01 AM: *the 89th page*

Mar 10, 1415.

I have been doing some things for a strange wizard named Zoraje. He is getting on my nerves.
At first he showed us a very realistic illusion an after math of a battle. It was something that almost got to Rain. Apparently it was as realistic to him as that day he attacked that village.
Anyhow a month later we went on a little trip for him to get some lost artifact of a warrior and to find out some tings of his long lost love. We followed a story tolled by Zoraje’s servant Catherine or what ever you would call someone like her. She makes good pie I must say. The story got us into a cave with big ants. They did not attack us. Thank Lucinda for that. There where hundreds of them in there.

We eventually found the queen with an egg that appeared to be holding the next Queen.
Behind the Queen some of us saw a body with a sword in it. Rain tried to get it out and succeeded but then it made him attack the queen’s egg. Not a good idea because it got the attention of all the other ants. When we were able to stop Rain, The dwarf Grohin or something got the sword and it did the same to him. Not long after that Zoraje started to talk to us. His voice came from everywhere. He said things some of us did not like. And to boot he attacked us too. What’s with this guy, first he sends us out on a mission and then he attack’s us.

But wait it doesn’t stop there. When we got him trapped somewhere he tolled us to go to Catherine. When he left us we went for his house to find Catharine. She was stabbed and bleeding badly. And to top it off she was poisoned with something. We got to save her in the end but the fact remained that Zoraje seemed to have used her for some kind of ritual to find the truth he desires so much. Catherine was saved by Storald and some others how got a cure for the poison. I think Grohin and Barion were among the few who got the cure. Catherine asked us to return within a week so she could get some notes to help us find Zoraje and in our words … stop him. Well those are becoming my words anyway.

Alright so a week later we got to the place Catherine tolled us to meet her. She read the notes she got to us and some of made notes. After that we went on our way 3 by there own route which turned out to be a bit longer. Then the direct boat route me, Rain, Sala and some others took. I enjoyed the boat ride and thankfully Mist didn’t plan on making things unpleasant for us. We got to saudria I think it’s called and made our way thought the dessert I grew up in. We found some rock formations we had to climb I was about to do the same when I remember I could change into a pixy or fey. It’s a much easier way of doing things, just grow wings and fly over.

Anyway we got to the tower from that story Catherine tolled us, and after some of us tried really hard we made our way in. Some by climbing onto the second floor and others like me by the route Barion and Grohin cleared by chopping away a rock that was blocking an entrance on the firsts floor.
We followed a stair down and found ourselves in a cave like area. Kinai scouted a head and reported back with news of what was waiting for us. Metal minautor’s, or minogoons or something, I forgot there name. and later on on our travel in the cave we encountered two iron golems I believe. There are an awesome site to behold and I admire there strength. But I do not ever want to go up against them again, ever.

Well to make a story shorter. We eventually found our way to an altar. And what an altar it was. I know enchantments on weapons but this was to perfect. Well according to Storald it was. He wanted to have the enchantment to. Zoraje was there to and Rain focused on him and the weave in Zoraje. But there was no weave and no live. Is he a ghost or perhaps an illusion like some others thought.

I must admit I admire Zoraje’s powers but that’s all I admire. His way of doing things to find that truth of his is getting on my nerves like he can’t do it himself. It’s starting to get frustrating.

Alright let’s write about something else for now. Something I have been working on.I have asked some of my friends if they were able to make some things for me that I needed.
To my dwarven friend Dalan I asked if he could make me some oak pages.
To Ferrit I asked if she could make me some white and red leather covers to go around the pages made by Dalan. And to Kyle I asked to make the metal I need to make it all into a good strong book.
Thanks to them I now got it finished and ready to give to my two oldest children, Sarah and Tristan. Sarah will get a white book with silver metal and Tristan a red book with golden metal parts. I Hope they will like it and that they will not look at the different colours of the books. I still have to write a little something in them on the first pages. I already got an idea. I hope they will like it.

Alright sorry dairy of mine I got to go to work. I’ll write in you again some other time.

Signed Sonya Darsus.

*the end of the 89th page*.
Title: Re: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on April 15, 2007, 03:29:10 AM: *the 90th page*

Mar 21, 1415.

Where should I start with, the good or the bad things that happened?
I’ll start with the good and happy news first. Today I have given Sarah and Tristan there own dairies. They seem to like having one. Sarah is already sitting next to me writing her first pages. She likes her book. She keeps saying how the white of the book’s cover fits her hair. And Tristan? Well I haven’t seen him writing his yet, but I’m sure he will take his time to do so. I think Sarah could become more of the writing type like me. Tristan might become more like my brother Lex’or, that’s where Tristan seems to be going anyway. I can only hope he will be careful if he gets to be a lot like my brother the “undead hunter”, or was it “slayer”.

*she looks up and thinks for a moment. She notices Sarah Coming to sit next to her with her own book and she starts writing too. Sonya goes back to her own dairy and continues*

It doesn’t matter anyway. At least I am happy to say Sarah is more at ease near her father now, although she still tends to be more with me then with Rain. Rain and I have both tried our best to explain Rain’s problem to Tristan and Sarah. The children had some good questions and some where hard to answer for us. I was surprised with one thing thought. Sarah seemed to have read everything about Rain’s problem and what he did because of it. Poor girl, no wander she has been having a few nightmares lately. I can only hope that now they have there own book to write in they will use it to write about things to have a hard time talking about with others.

Now let’s write about the fact that our guild has been robbed. It is a long story as to how it came to be but in the end it turned out that Kinai was sort of forced into robbing us. She changed her mind and wanted to buy everything. We got some trouble while she and this “Thomas the archer” were with us. Rats we thought at first, after Kinai and Thomas left it turned out to be something very different. The things that were taken can be replaced but I think everyone there would approve when I say that it is a wake up call and we need to be more careful in the future. I’m just glad that Serissa and Barion are handling this. I trust those two to do what ever they can to get to the bottom of this. If they ever would need my help they will get it, along with that of everybody else from the “Illvacla eo El'Wilmlayla” Guild. I just hope we can find out who is responsible for this and why. And I also hope we find out BEFORE some of us kill him/her.

*she looks up as Sarah asks her some things. She answers them and then goes back to writing*

Sarah wants me to help her with one of her ideas for her book. She said she wants one of the first pages to be a good one to enter the book. After that page she has written some things already. She is happy with it and it shows. Sarah can’t wait for me to help her. I have to write something in the most beautiful writing I have ever done. It will be a challenge. I have to go before she starts pulling me to much.

*Sonya Smiles and puts her quill to rest and lets the book dry. She goes to help he daughter Sarah with her book, after that Sarah and Sonya put there books both in a save place together.*

Signed Sonya Darsus.

*the end of the 90th page*.
Title: Re: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on April 28, 2007, 10:01:19 AM: *the 91th page*

Oclar 24, 1415.

Rain and Sarah seem to get along again. I was getting worried that those two might never get along again. But I’m glad I was wrong.

One problem is now over and the next one is already knocking on our door. It happened after My long over due visit to get a quest done and over with. After I had done that I got out side and rain asked me a question. He didn’t finish it. He stopped in the middle of his question and walked away. I asked him what was wrong but he didn’t answer. He kept on walking towards Folian’s vale or something like that. He prayed there in front of s tree. All this time he kept on ignoring me. No mater what I tried he did not respond. Not even Arwin. After his little prayer he got back to where he was before he started walking like that. I was already quite angry at him. He never ignored me like that before and if it was a joke made by him he would have something coming to him.
When we got back to where it started he finished his question as if nothing ever happened. That’s when I asked him what he was doing. He thought I was making a joke. That ed me off really good. I decided to do the same to him as he did to me. I walked away without answering him. I ignored him for a while until we got to the road to Fort Llast. There he park him self in front of me while he was riding his horse. I could see he was getting angry himself for what I did. I tolled him that this was how I was feeling to.
In the conversation that followed I found out that he was apparently some how affected by something. In my eyes it sounded like his hatred towards folian was getting a different form. I tolled him that it might be a good idea to come to terms with folian before this got worse. Rain also tolled me that a while back he was wondering around aimlessly in the forest with Arwin, when they both heard something coming from all around them. He could not understand what it was but not long after that he found himself on the bed with Arwin lying at his feet and leafs and dirt over the floor.

It sounded like this was a problem that has been busy for a while now. We also met our dwarven friend Dalan who we tolled the problem to. Rain tolled him the whole story since Dalan did not know it. After the story Dalan tolled Rain something similar to what I said. That rain was to try and get his faith in folian back. Rain how ever was not pleased to hear it. he said he had hated folian for so long and he did not want to follow him again.

I tolled him he could do with this information about his problem as he wished. But if it would get worse I would MAKE him do something to solve this problem. That guy can be so stubborn some times. But I know of ways to make him do what is best for him. I just hope I don’t need to use those methods. Some of them could turn out the wrong way.

Signed Sonya Darsus.

*the end of the 91th page*.
Title: Re: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on May 06, 2007, 05:08:02 AM: *the 92nd page*

Sunra Mar 1, 1416.

I got some things to write about again. First of is an idea I got when talking with Barion the other day. We started talking about our little girls Sarah and Abigail and how they were becoming good friends now. Barion was still worried thought since Abigail seemed to have seen how a friend of her got cooked and eaten. This friend was squirrel and the people who ate him were hungry people. I almost forgot that some people still have to survive on a day to day basis. Poor Abigail must have had a hard time with this. That’s when Barion said he hoped to have a bigger room for Abigail soon. A room big enough for two girls to sleep in. it sounded like a great idea and it reminded me of my plans for the house. Well mine and rain’s planes.
I hope that when we get done the girls can spend more time together. They seem to like playing together and having fun. Sometimes I hear them giggling after the lessons with Rain. When I hear them like that I just know they had been up to something. He I was a little girl once too. My sisters and I used to have fun with Lex’or. Since he was the only brother we had he was always the target. *giggles thinking of those times* Poor Lexy, it must have made him mad sometimes having to endure four girls having fun. *giggles again* those were the good old days.
I must be getting old starting to talk about the good old days. Well nothing to do about it. It’s not like I’m strong enough to beat death. We all die sometime.

I must say thinking back of my younger years I remember my mother again. One of the many days I think of her again since I saw her again. I can’t help but wonder why she hasn’t sent me any letters yet. I miss her a lot. I miss her hugging me. Even now she has wings and claws I still love to hold her and be help by her. Even when she put her wings around me that day was……well it felt like heaven to me. I knew back then that she would do anything to protect me. That’s how it felt anyway. I just wish she would show her face again some time so I can hug her again. I miss her so much.

If your scrying on me mother, please know I hope you contact me soon. I miss you so much. I just want to hold you again and be held by you, by your new hands and those wonderful wings of yours covering me almost completely.
I also have a question I need answering. I seem to be stuck on a imaginary road, ready to move on but having a problem. The road splits in three directions, the one straight forward is much like the path I have been following lately. The path on the left seems to be an old path I remember from when I was younger, it has ghost, graveyards and undead on it. The path and the far right is different. It has a lot of fire on it along with red dragons statues one it along with small red dragons flying around. I need your help to know which road would be best.

Signed Sonya Darsus.

*the end of the 92nd page*.
Title: Re: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on May 22, 2007, 03:49:57 PM: *the 93rd page*

I’ve become scared of the safety of my daughter Sarah.
One day Dalan brought her home and tolled us he and his companion had chased some boys away. We laid Sarah on her bed and when she woke up she tolled us her story about a bully at school and how he has been making Sarah’s life and school a hard one. She fended him of pretty well but I now fear he might be planning more terrible things she won’t be able to get out of so easily. The time that Dalan brought her home she was saved by one of her egg’s she hide from us. The egg hatched and a little pseudo dragon saved her by scaring the boys long enough for Sarah to get out.
A few days later I ran into Kyle who was talking with Omer in the guild. I felt bad to send Omer away but I only wanted to talk to Kyle. I asked him if he would teach Sarah to handle a weapon so she would be able to handle her self next time those boys do something.
I have yet to tell Rain about Sarah’s new training. I hope he won’t get to angry at me.

Signed Sonya Darsus.

*the end of the 93rd page*.
Title: Re: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on May 27, 2007, 04:15:27 AM: *the 94th page*

I talked to rain about Kyle Training our daughter Sarah in using weapons.
Rain agreed but he wasn’t too happy about me going around his back in this. I just hope He understands that I could not wait any longer to find the right time to tell him and Kyle. And I found Kyle that day sooner than Rain.
Not that Rain is very upset about the deal. A few days’ later he already made a joke together with a woman named ……Eliza I think. I helped her a few times with some things. She and rain started talking about her becoming our daughter. At first I thought she was joking but the more she used the word “serious” I became that as well. When they said it was a joke, I wasn’t too happy about it. When I left Rain made an other joke ….I think. He was talking about a….. Why am I even going to write it here. It better be a joke and I better not find him with her doing something I don’t like the look of because me and the kids will be gone before he can say: “Get up and smell a brand new day”. He says that sometimes when all need to wake up in time for something. Like the other day with Sarah’s school event. She was great there. She actually one a price and made me so proud to be her mother. This happened before any of the events above thought.

I hope my mother will contact be again soon. I Still got many things to ask her. the most important one is about a dream I’m starting to have. I’m standing on a road which splits up in three different directions. And I don’t know which one to take. On each road I can see a shadow of a person, female I believe. I haven’t seen them clearly yet. Please mom, if you’re scrying on me again. Please contact me soon. I miss you a lot.

Signed Sonya Darsus.

*the end of the 94th page*.
Title: Re: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on June 25, 2007, 05:20:32 PM: I don't have much time top write. My daughter Sarah is missing. it has been over a week now, if not more. I think she might even be away for almost a month. Sarah seems to be gone to. I wonder if that is linked to Sarah being gone. what has gone into the mind of my daughter? have I done something wrong to her. did I offend her somehow? why does she do this? why did I deserve to be treated this way.

I need to ask around some more. Looking isn't helping much anymore, sarah is to good at hidding it seems. Even Rain can't find her.
I am going to ask Barion and Dalan if they know anything. I will see Dalan soon in the guild hall I hope, Barion I am not so sure. The last time I spoke to him his looked troubled. I guess Dalan is one only hope for now.

Well I need to go. the children are in bed and Draco en Ehlen are watching over them.

*sonya rushes out the door and leaves her dairy open for the first time in many years*
Title: Re: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on July 01, 2007, 03:37:20 AM: *Sonya opens her dairy and starts writing.*

No more leads. Everything I found ended in a dead end.
Yesterday I attended Hanna's Wedding. It was great. But sometimes small things reminded me of Sarah being gone. I can't take it any more, where is she,? Why isn't she contacting us? Does anyone really has her like some seems to claim now? Or is she relay afraid of her own Dad like rain suspects?

WHy is she doing this to me....us.... why.....

*sonya curses and trough's her dairy against a wall of the house. She curses some more and then starts tor cry, moments later she falls a sleep. meantime her dairy has landed a bit to close to the fire place, and the fire is still burning.*
Title: Re: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on October 23, 2007, 02:06:00 PM: Rain has been worried about me and the way I reacted lately. I have been bussy in my mind with our daughter and the path she has taken.

One day Rain send me a letter to me to meet him where one of our sons was shown to lady moon. As I got there I knew why he had send me there. I aske him to wait where he was a little longer. I went behind a rocks to put on my best dress and to suprise rain. I felt like he needed something pretty to look at. and wich my best dress I would have been that much better to look at for him.

We had a great talk that night and I tolled him everything that was on my mind. I thought it was about time for me to get it out of me. and he listend to me ever so kindly. at some point I even fel asleep and when i woke up I had rains cape over me and I was laying on his lap. Rain was gently carring my hair and humming songs for me. I liked it so much I even pretended to be asleep for some time. enjoying the way he showed his love for me.

Never ever can my love for him die out. no matter what happens it will alsways be there. and I know it is the same for him.

and besides we will need eachother in the next couple of month with both our little dragons having egs of there own. and there close to hatch. 200 eggs and probably more.
What a world we live in.
Title: Re: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on November 14, 2007, 02:14:46 PM: rain has gone and done something stupit.
He has gotten the idea in his head that it should be HE who has to hunt down the guy that sold our daughter.
When I heard it from sarah I got angry. I went straight after him. I found him along with others. Barion, tegan and some more. Rain and I talked a hard talk and he could tell I was angry.
The reason why he was going after the boy was to make sure he was braught to court. a good reason but the others where not. He said he wanted to make sure our daughter woudln't do anything she might regret. Thatwas like a knife trought my heart. he made it sound as if everything we taught her over the years was for nothing. that we didn't raise her good enought to have her make her own choices. as if she was still ababy that needs to hold the hands of her parent to cross the paths she walks on.

I got realy angry and I made him understand what he was doing. Rain kept on saying that he wasn;t going to let sarah make the same mistake as he did. and at some point I kept on saying to let sarah make her own choices. That we can only hope we have tought her enough.

in the end he gave me my way but it wasn't fun to see. at some point I could tell he was crying, sort of.
Title: Re: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on November 26, 2007, 01:56:17 PM: *sonya gets into the house and gets her dairy and starts to write in it.*

It's been an awfull day. Sarah tolled me about what she heared from my brother lex. when I heared what she had to say I could only think of one thing.

That rain was planing on leaving me. I ran as quickly as I could to hempstead and the guild to find him but he wasn't in the guild. I then looked all around hempstead but still no sign of him.
finaly I met some people who had seen him go to the guild hall. I went there but he was not there. By that time I was defistated and I thought I was to late. I thought that he had left me and would never return to me again. it broke my heart more then I could ever knew it would. I cried so much that I didn't even hear Rain come into the room I ended up in.

when i saw him I couldn't help it but run into him and hug him as tighly as I could I didn't let him go. I didn't want him to leave me again. to make a long story short he didn;t plan on leaving me he was just still fed up about not being able to get that boy before our daughter had a change to. We had a long hard talk and now I hope I gave him an other way of helping our daughter.

like I said to him we can not life the lifes of our children for them. we can only show them the doors of life. they are the ones that will have to go trought them. and how they choice to life there lifes is there choice. not ours, no matter how much we would want to prefent them from making the same mistake we did. We can not stop them if they choice to. I now it's hard for my love to accept. But i will be there to help him as much as I can.
Title: Re: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on December 09, 2007, 08:05:23 AM: I have some great things to write down.

It's with great joy I write down that my brother has a relationship with a beautifully woman named Amilia. She is pretty as well as strong. strong both in body and mind. I say strong in mind because I heard she has been in love with him for a very long time. even before Lex went away for several years. and now her patients has payed of. I admire her for that. She is the woman I always hoped my brother would marry and spend the rest of his life with.
Title: Re: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on December 24, 2007, 05:06:29 AM: *she takes out her dairy from the place it has been at for several months and takes of a bit of dust, She opens it and then starts to write*

I have made several trips in the past months. some more exciting then others.
ON one trip I found out that someone made a potion that can turn people into half dragons of the green kind. Verry exciting to me but other of the group thouhgt it was an abomination of nature.

I also had to find out about a problem one of my daughters had. Sarah said sil'via had a problem. it got worse first but now it seems to be a bit better.

A few days ago a rare event happend. The whole angels guild was together in the guild hall. It was such a great sight that it gave me tears of happiness.
We talked a bit and found time to do a trip for supplies as well. I will pray for more of these days. it was a great day to see everyone again.

*she puts her dairy back after the ink got to dry. then she walks out of the house to do stuff out side.*
Title: Re: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on December 28, 2007, 07:13:43 AM: *she takes out her her dairy and walks to the couch, there she starts to right in it*

I've made several more training trips on dregar.some better and more exciting then others. on one of them I went to firesteep io believe it's called. an exciting trip I must say.

I also found out taht Rain had a hart talk wiht our daughter sarah again. from what i heared from those too, sarah sems to become friends with someone that rain does not like. Rain is concered for sarah but to sarah it seems like he is forcin her to see things his way and do stuff the way he would like them to be done. I think she know's it's not true but it can get to her. I guess she realy has Rain's temper.

Anyway I'm going back too bed. Rain and i had a long night. I did my usual fun in bed again. but at some point I aperantly made rain a bit wild because he took over. the things he did then where awsome. I he made me feel so much younger again.

*she puts her dairy down and walks to the bed room. along the way she puts her youngest son in bed again who woke up hearing her. when she gets into bed she puts her head to rest on rains chest, falling into a deep sleep*
Title: Re: Dairy of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on January 10, 2008, 04:49:16 PM: Rain helped me make some rings of sorcery 2 for an order the guild had. he is so sweet.

Many things are hapepning to my daughters but I haven't talked to any of them about it. I wonder why sarah hasn't talked with me yet. Normaly we talke at least once a week. but I haven't seen her in such a long time. I hope she is alright.
Title: Re: Diary of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on January 28, 2008, 02:47:32 PM: *she sits down and writes in her journal having nthing more but a candle to light her view on the pages*

I have some good news to write down. My borther Lex'or is actualy becomming a father. and if that wasnlt enought he also asked his girlfriend if she wanted to marry him. she said yes. It was an increadibly joyfull day.

a few days later how ever I saw the triplets again. but not in the way I would have wanted to see thema again. Sil'via and elgon where fighthing with each other because of some event concerning sil'via's hard choice bewteen two men she seemed to love.

It brought back some memories wich I'm not sure are my own. But I am in them. it's from my dark years right after I left my home town. In the shifting desserts of Dregar. I don't knwo what to think of those memories. they seem so not me, yet I am in them.

Anyway I will go to bed now tomoroww I feel like waking up a bit more early to give rain some food on bed.
I think that will be the best time for me to warn him that my dark years might slowly be starting to reviel a secret that they kept from me all those years. I just don't know what.
Title: Re: Diary of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on February 21, 2008, 05:03:17 PM: *the pages has some tear stains on it.*

Poor Tariana, Poor Ben, Rain will not like hearing about this. I will go on my first Horse "Wilmna" which is elven for "Darky". to find Rain and tell him about what happened to Tariana Poetr today. Rain might even want to talk to our daughter Sil'via who witnessed it all.
Title: Re: Diary of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on October 06, 2009, 08:41:21 AM: Dear diary,

After so many years I open you again to write in you. And this might be my last time I write. I've become old and I know that one of these days will be my last.
However the Angels Guild members have been asking me if I will be returning to them. I've made up my mind about it and I will be talking to them as soon as they have there meeting I will be there too and talk to them.
I don't mind picking up my jewellery making again. But I wonder if it's a good idea to give me a lot of responsibilities. Also If I am to die. I will ask them to consider my daughter Sarah, as my replacement.

This writing is taking more time then it used too. I will write more tomorrow. then I will see what I will write about what I want in my Last Will.

Signed Sonya Darsus.
Title: Re: Diary of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on October 09, 2009, 09:08:02 AM: My last will

Because I have become an old woman. I know death is closer then ever and that the soul mother will one day take me with her, forever. There for I will write my will and send it to some people I know I can trust. Hoping they will see to it that it will be done as much as possible.
Below I will write down what I'd like to see done surrounding my funeral an Dividing of my possessions.

My funeral

I have no idea what I'd want for the funeral it self. However I do prefer to be Burned to ashes. I hope it can be done by magical flames created by my friends and family using there own spells. My ashes can then be collected and hopefully used in the creation of a statue of myself for the guild hall of The Angels Guild. Since I'm a founder of the Angels Guild I'm sure they would want to have a statue of me there. If during the arrangement of the funeral things become unclear because some people want one thing and others something else. Then I give my best friend and adopted sister Elohanna Dawnstar the final word on it.

Dividing my possessions

During the dividing of my possessions I hope Elohanna Dawnstar will oversee everything to prevent any problems from happening. If problems do happen then she will have the last word. I trust her judgement.

- All of the stuff I have are in 3 chests in my house in Half Lake District 235.
The items can be divided among my family and friends so that they can have something to remember me by if they choice to. Everything that's left after this will be divided among my children. if there is anything that they don;t want The Angels Guild can use it in anyway they see fit.
- My house in Half Lake District 235 is in my name. If my husband Rain In'Darsus allows it, and the proper authorities allow it too. I want the House to become the property of my oldest daughter known as Huntemara In'darsus. But any of my children can have a room in there if they want to.
- As for the money in my bank account. I want it to be divided among my children Tristan, Sarah (also known as Huntemara), Sil'via, Ayana, Elgon and Elyam. if any of them don't want there share. the money can go to a good cause choicen by the members of The Angels Guild.
Title: Re: Diary of Sonya DarkAngel
Post by: silverdraco on February 09, 2010, 08:02:00 AM: Sonya Talks to Ferrit about what the guild might need next ans she finds out that the Angel's guild will need Spider silk and spotted mushrooms for something they are planning. With that information Sonya sets out to collect the silk and spotted mushrooms.

After having taken several trips to collect both spider silk and spotted mushroom she deposits what she has at the guild hall in Port Hempstead.
Then she decides to go after spotted mushroom one more time.

So she travels to Stort by boat. When she arrives she goes out of the town to collect the spotted mushrooms. She starts to Calles her familiar and friend Draco as well as summoning an Iron gollem which using the 7th circle spell Summon creature. she protects the 3 of them as best she can and she makes herself invisible to make sure she is not going to be spotted easily.

She sets out to collect the spotted mushrooms but at the first batch she finds out that not only her familiar and gollem are attacked but she is as well.
despite her being invisible. She doesn't think long and starts to cast her most powerfull magic spells to attack her attackers. Sonya casts several spells and when she starts casting a fireball she noticed some flashes of light and everything fading. Next thing she knows she is standing in front of what she believes to be the soul mother and she realises that she just died and lost the last piece of her soul. She realizes she can never return back again.