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Title: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on April 15, 2007, 01:42:11 PM
[SIZE=32]Thoughts written down [/SIZE]


[SIZE=24]by a Snow Angel[/SIZE]





This is my own little book. I got it from mom. She made it along with Uncle Dalan, Uncle Kyle and his wife Aunt Ferrit. This book looks great thanks to them. It has nice oak pages to write on and a great looking white cover with silver metal stuff on the corners.

I’m so happy with this book. I’ll write in it as much as I can.


Sarah Tamara Darsus.
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on April 15, 2007, 02:10:37 PM
Mar  21, 1415.

This is one of my first pages. I’m not good at writing a dairy yet. Mom helped with making the first page. I wanted to have a good page to open the book with, One that would let people know who it is from, which is me of course.
I like this book. It has a white cover from some sort of leather. It’s almost as white as my hair. Tristan better not make fun of it like he does with my hair, because if he does I will call him “Tris” in stead of Tristan. That would teach him. I’m glad he hasn’t made fun of my eyes yet.

My hand is feeling strange from all of this writing. I’ll go do something else.

Sarah Tamara Darsus.


*she puts her book away together with her mother who was writing hers at the same time.*
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on April 17, 2007, 09:40:56 AM
Apreal 23, 1415

Oh boy do I have stuff to tell.
I have asked Dad if he would teach me stuff about magic. Thankfully he did. He said he would do it together with Abi. Which sounded great:D . Finally meeting this Abi girl, I hope we can be friends. I hoped I would make a a good impression.

Ok so first lesson arrived and no abi. :(  
So it was a boring lesson for me alone. Well except for the magic’s those were great to see. Dad is really good at them. Dad even gave me tons of books to study. Also boring books, besides the pictures that is. I don’t really get any of it yet. :\\
 
When the time came for the second lesson arrived. Finally I got to meat abi. :D She really is a nice girl. The lessons dad gave us were different from last time. But still a bit boring. I’m not sure what abi thought of it but I felt like sneaking out. So I asked her if she would like to come with me. I hope she didn’t felt forced or anything, but she did came with me. We had fun outside and she even showed me some things in Port Hempstead I didn’t know yet.  
We had fun until she mentioned that my dad might get angry with us for leaving like this. I got really scared when I heard that. And to make it even worse dad showed up at that exact time being a bit angry. It was all enough to make me run out on both of them. I guess I’m still scared of dads little problem.  :(
 
I ran so fast that I didn’t look where I was going and I bumped into someone. I thought it was dad and I screamed to him to let me go. But it wasn’t dad but mom. For some reason she understood what happened and we had a little talk again. She said I had to think of the good things of daddy instead of the bad things, and that I had to go back and apologize to both dad and abi.  

I went back and did just that. It turned out dad went on with the lessons with abi without me. Abi was finished when I got back and she was about to leave. I tolled her I was sorry and that I hoped she and I could still be friends.
After that I turned to dad and apologized to him to. He said he was a bit disappointed that I took Abi along in this. He said more but I didn’t hear it as I started to cry. I felt bad for doing this and I didn’t want dad to be mad at me. :( I hope abi is going to forgive me. I'll ask her next time I see her.

Some first impresion I made. Abi must think i'm some kind off nutty kid or something. :(

 
This is all I feel like writing down for now. The rest will come later.
 
Sarah Tamara Darsus.
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on April 19, 2007, 04:31:24 PM
Junar 5, 1415

Today mom took me for what she called some mother daughter quality time.  We went shopping in Port Hempstead, and I must say I like it a lot. Mom bought me a great dress there. :)  It’s almost the same as she has. It’s from a violet coloured cloth like my eyes and it has a big white sleeves and collar. The only difference between mom and me is that mom has gold lines on her dress. On mine they are white. I can only wear it on special occasions thought. :(   It’s a very pretty dress so I will try not to get it dirty.

I also showed mom where to by ice cream. She never tried it before so she bought a small one for herself and for me she bought a big one. :D You should have seen her face with the first took a bite she thought she could eat it like any other food. It was so much fun to watch. I almost couldn’t stop laughing. :D  

After a long day of shopping we both went home and took a bath. Mom said she wanted to was my hair and make it all shiny again. She did a great job and she even brushed it. She did a great job, better than i can do it. While she was doing that I asked her why she is not afraid of dad, knowing his problem. She tolled me that she can handle it because she always thinks of the good times she has with him. She tolled me that if I would make a list, it might help me over come my fear of dad’s problem with his anger. I said mom that I will try to apologize again to dad for reading his journal. I still feel bad about it. :(

Since mom said it would be a good idea to remember the good times with dad I will make a small list right here.

The things I love to remember about dad are:
How he taught me to use the bow.
How he makes me believe I can sneak up to him but turns around and tickles me at the last moment.
The best moment so far happened after dad was killed by mom’s mother, grandma. He woke up in his bed and I just remember us hugging for what looked like ages. That was the best moment.

Like I thought it’s a small list but it might grow bigger with time, if mom is right that is.
Next time I see dad I will ask him a few questions.
First question will be: How I can become as good with the bow as he is.
Second would be:  If he can tell me more about his family and parents since I never met them.

I will write some more later. My hands are getting tired again.

Sarah Tamara Darsus.
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on April 24, 2007, 04:28:13 PM
Augra 24, 1415


Alright so not to long ago my dad walked up to me while I was trying to write in my journal. I looked at him for any sign’s he might get angry on me or something. I didn’t see any thought.

He asked me if I wanted to walk with him for a bit. :o  I was a bit scared about it but I said yes anyway.  He took me to the lake of glass where we sat for hours watching Arwin run after a rabbit. I guess Arwin was hungry. The rabbit gave Arwin a really hard time, it was fun to watch. :D  Dad and I didn’t speak for a long time. It gave me time to think of my past.  

I thought of the times that mom and dad taught me and my brother Tristan how to read and write for the first time, up until learning us the language of the elves. At the age of about 7 or 8 Tristan and I could talk with mom and dad in elven pretty good, we sometimes talked for hours on end. Well I did with Dad. I guess that is one other moment for my list. I also remembered how dad taught me how to use a bow. And the first time I actually hit the centre of the target. A great moment and I guess one other for my list. I have many great moments in my past with my parents and siblings. :rolleyes:

I guess the place where it went wrong was when I saw dad’s eyes glow for the first time. Back when grandma held us hostage to get back on mom for something that happened in there past. :(
I got curios and started to sneak around the house to find information on what might be wrong with dad. I found mothers dairy pretty easily, but it didn’t help me that much. Then I went to look for dad’s dairy. It took me a while but I found it anyway. I won’t say where because I don’t want to give away those secrets. The things I read in there were to terrible to describe here. Even now when I think of them my hands start to shake along with my body, purely out of fear for what dad could become. The evil inside of him is so big it’s, it’s like a totally new person gets out when dad’s rage take over.:\\  

An other person. :o  When I thought of this at the lake of glass it became easier to lose my fear of my own father and to drop my guard a little. I noticed a leaf dropping between dad and me. As it fell I saw the two sides it had. Just like dad, it flipped as it went to the ground. Just like dad this leaf also has two sides to look at. One nice side and one side that’s not so nice. As the leaf hit the ground I reached for it I wanted to take a better look at it. But I guess dad thought the same thing. Because when I got the leaf he got my hand. I looked at him and I got lost in thoughts again.

I thought of all the good times we had together. And then he said the words I haven’t heard for so long. “I love you Sarah and I will always love you, my sweet sweet snow angel.”.
These words were enough for me to reach out and hug him.  Just like that time after the event with grandma this seemed to take forever, and I enjoyed every moment of it.:)

We went home a few hours later. I got to be on dad’s shoulders the whole time and I talked to him about school, about mom’s gem crafting and about Abi. I asked dad if I could have Abi sleep over at our house some time. If she want to that is. Dad tolled me it might be wiser to become friends with Abi first.  I guess he is right I only saw her once and I think I made bad impression then. After our next lessons from dad I will ask her if she wants to show me some things she likes. And I’ll do the same. I’ll show her my favourite game “hide and go seek”. Along with the gem mom gave me some time ago. I keep it stored really well. I have one other small secret but I will have to see if Abi can be trusted with that before I show her. :\
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on April 28, 2007, 08:44:02 AM
Common: Mulnari, Oclar 23, 1415
Elven: Bright Eye, Autumn Twilight 23, 1415

*the following entry has been completely written in elven*

I went to the Friday magic lessons again with dad and I saw Abigail again. She was a bit sad compared to last time I saw her. I don’t know why and I didn’t ask. I thought it was because of my behavior last time.
Dad’s lessons went well and he was pleased to see Abi and I took our home work seriously. I have been spending much of my spare time studying lately, because I felt saver at my special place. I still go there but now it’s more to be able to be alone, and not to escape from my father.

After the lessons I asked dad if it was alright for me to take Abi out and by some ice cream. He agreed and he gave me enough true to get us both some ice cream. While Abi and I went to get ice cream I tolled her I was sorry for my behavior last time and that my father and I were now friends again. Well as much as a father and daughter can be any way. ;)

After the ice I tolled her bit of myself and what I like to do at home. Like playing hide and seek, reading mom’s books about all kinds of creatures. I was talking so much my ice cream started to melt and Abi tolled me it would a waist to let it melt. I was about to eat it while that boy from school appeared out of nowhere and pushed my ice cream in my face. :(
I hate him. :mad:  his name is “Xanril Wyvernjack” and he is always pestering me about my hair. And he is even worse when I’m alone. :mad:  He ran away faster then I could realize what happened and go after him. But he doesn’t need to worry I will get back at him after school. I shouted that before he was gone from my sight. When I looked to Abi I saw that her ice cream had been hit to. She however had been able to enjoy more of it then me. Since I was talking a lot more then she did. I still felt bad thought that she got involved in this. :(  I told her I knew exactly how to get back at him for ruining a good ice cream.

We got back to the guild hall of my dad’s guild and I saw he was busy with some costumers. So I went to that corner dad made for the meetings they have. There Abi and I sat down and I started searching my pockets. When I found I took it out and showed Abi the Gem my mother gave me a while back. It is a Greenstone and I know it isn’t worth much but since mom gave it to me it is worth more then anything and I will always keep it with me, or try to anyway. ;)
I also said I got one other little secret that I might tell her next time we meet.

Abi tolled me some things about her two but I don’t feel like writing it down.

After a while my dad and Abby’s father found us and it was time for us to go home.

This writing in elven is still a bit hard for me. I will write some more next time.

Sarah.
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on April 30, 2007, 04:01:04 PM
Common: Mulnari, Decilar 2, 1415
Elven: Bright Eye, Winter Snow 2, 1415

*the following entry has been completely written in elven*

I went to school today and mom made me ware warmer clothing this time. :(  I didn’t like it that much. It made me look like a ...... well I looked kind a fat in it. I didn’t like that but when I got outside and felt the wind blow hard I didn’t complain anymore. :p
On school some of the boys were making fun of me, even that brat Xanril. As usual he was the worse. Man I hate him and the moment I saw him I started planning stuff to get back at him for ruining the ice creams of Abi and me. I knew just the thing to do when I saw his clothing. ;)

During class I ask the teacher if I could go to the ladies room. Once I was done in there I sneaked thought school back to class so no one would see me. Once back to class I made sure everyone was looking to the teacher and that the teacher was not looking to the back of the class where I was suppose to enter. When they were all doing what I was waiting for I sneaked in the class like dad taught me. I was really quite since nobody heard me. Xanril was in the back of the class as always and I got down close to the ground and slowly got closer to his feet. Then I took his shoelaces to tie his shoes together. Then I got out of class the way I came quietly and I got out just in time. If I was any slower the teacher would have caught me. :o

I waited outside for a short while before going in normally. Class continued like normally until the teacher said we could go home again. As always Xanril was the first to get up and walk away, or should I say fall away.:)  He fell on the ground real good and every one laughed at him.:D  Boy was he mad, and I just couldn't help but ask: “How Icy is it there on the ground Xanny?” He got so angry, that he tried to attack me, but the teacher stopped him. As if he could have attacked me with his feet still tied together.:p  That’s when I out of the class waving good bye at him as I got out.

I can’t wait to tell Abi of this. I hope I will see her soon. I just can’t wait to tell her how much fun I had.:D
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on May 06, 2007, 05:27:01 AM
Common: Sunra, Mar 1, 1416
Elven: Gateway, Spring Dawning 1, 1416

There are 4 months left until I get my birthday again. Mom and dad tolled me I was born on Jular 7th 1403. They even tolled me everything surrounding by birth when I asked, booooriiinnngg stuff.:(  And it sounds painful too. :( I hope I never get children. Hell I'm not even interested in boys. They hate me, they all say things about my hair all the time or my eyes. :mad:  They say things like, undead lady, because of my hair being so white. Or that I should get the snow out of my hair. Now a day the boys even through snow at me when they have a change and some hit me and some don’t.O.o

I’m glad I have a friend like Abi.:) At least when I’m with her I can have some fun. Last time we had fun with both Dalan and his wolf. We made them all pretty looking.:)  I’m surprised that Dalan’s wolf didn’t like it. :\\ He looked great with all the bow in his hair and everything.

I just hope Dalan isn’t too angry about it all. I’d hate to see him angry at me like when we made his wolf look better. Well got to go. Tristan says he is going to see if he can play with Sonya the girl from across the street. Perhaps I can join them.:p :)

Sarah Tamara Darsus.
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on May 10, 2007, 04:09:16 PM
Common: Wedlar, Mai 11, 1416
Elven:  Dead Eye, Spring Blossom 11, 1416

Abi is getting all excited about this dance she is going to have. Someone actually asked her to it. She was so excited we didn’t got to do our normal lessons from dad. In stead he managed to find Elohanna and got to teach us how to dance. :D
They even got some other people along as well. Dalan is more of a dancer then he lets go. If he ever gets himself a girl or a date with one, Abi and I will have to make him pretty all. ;)
Abi got to dance with Tristan. And I got to dance with Cole. I could see Abi was a bit jealous at me but she didn’t have to worry. I think that Tristan was a better dancer then Cole. He was all shake and shy and everything. He made lots of mistakes like stepping on my feet and stuff. :(  After the lessons I tolled him to talk to my brother some times and to try and relax next time he’s with a girl. We don’t bite.;)  He laughed a little at that one.:D  The first time he did that around me. I complimented him on that.  Since we weren’t talking much I decided to go out and get some fresh air. :rolleyes:
After a while I was ready to go back in but I remembered about something I had hidden somewhere and that I needed to check on it again. So I went to it without telling the others where I was going. I kind a forgot about that. :(

Anyway I got going and didn’t pay much attention to what happened behind me. I went trough portal to Prantz and went to home Half Lake District and from there I took a road to some woods nearby. There I started to hide as best I could so none of the creatures would see me. When I got past them I went inside a cave. But not before making sure there was nothing in there but what I knew would be in there.

As I went in I thought I heard something behind me and so I hide inside the cave. That’s when I saw it was Abi. She had been following me all this time.:o  I heard something else behind her so when she got past my hiding spot I grabbed her and got her where I was. And I made sure she wouldn’t make a noise. ;) We both saw that there were giants entering the cave. It took them a while before they left and when they did I let go of Abi and quickly got to the place wanted to go to. And there they were, but there were only 2 of them left. Only 2 more eggs, the rest of them were gone. It saddened me to see so many of the eggs were gone. I felled like taking both eggs but they were too heavy to take and successfully get out of the cave. So I asked if Abi wanted to carry one too. I didn’t wan to leave any of them there. Abi accepted as I knew she would since she likes nature and all. We got out without trouble and we got back to my home. I quickly got a place to hide the eggs from everyone. And we took the house portal back home. When we arrived we got back to my dad’s guild hall as quick as we could.  While we ran I made Abi promise not to tell anyone about the eggs, as I didn’t want them to be taken away from me. And now that she knew where I lived she could see them when ever she wanted. :D
We bumped into Abi’s father as we entered Hempstead. He was looking for us like some of the people form the dancing lessons. I said that Abi and I just took a walk to get some fresh air and talk about boys. I’m not sure if he bought it though.

Anyway it was quite a day. The eggs are save now and I will take care of them as best I can. Tomorrow I will look into mom’s books to see if I can find out what kind off eggs they are and how best to take care of them.  


Sarah Tamara Darsus.
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on May 13, 2007, 03:36:17 PM
Common: Satari, Junar 28, 1416
Elven: World Tree, Summer Home, 28, 1416.

It’s more fun now since school is over.:)  I might have lots more time to spend with Abi. That is if her father allows her to sleep with us some time. It would be so much fun if she could sleep with us. :p

I’m also glad to be ride of that brat “Xanril Wyvernjack”.  I am starting to hate him. >:/  Glad to be ride of him for a while. In the last year every time I was alone somewhere he and his gang started to …>:/ .. I’m not going to write it down. There brats all of them. Well not all boys are. One of the boys here in half lake is actually being nice to me. :o  It’s really strange. The only boys that have been nice to me are my own brothers. I’m not sure what to think of it. I think he is doing the same things as Abi’s “boy friend” does. Could this be he is in love with me. :o  Or does he have a crush on me. He wouldn’t be the only one. I’m getting so much more strange looks from the boys here in half lake it’s starting to be a bit scary. :\\  It’s like I swallowed a boy magnet or something. I hope they won’t bother me when Abi sleeping with us. I wouldn’t want her to be jealous of me. :(

I have been letting my hair grow for a long time now. Every time mom or dad or someone else wanted to cut my hair I just screamed as loud as I could. I want it to be as long as it can be. :) I’m brushing my hair to. Mom has put my hair in braids so I won’t have to brush it so much. It actually looks good.:D  I love the way mom took 3 strands of hair and crossed them into each other. It looks so cool much better than the ponytails.  I’m not a horse you know. :rolleyes:

Oh almost forgot, I looked in books about those eggs. I think they might be some kind of dragon eggs.:D  Although I’m not sure if there wyrmling or something that can grow into a big dragon.:\\  Or more like those smaller pseudo dragons like mom and dad’s familiars Draco and Ehlen. I haven’t had time to look into it more. It’s hard keeping a secret in a house with 7 other people.

Well time to go. I’ll write again some other time again.

Sarah Tamara Darsus.
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on May 14, 2007, 04:13:40 PM
Common: Sunra, Jular 8, 1416,
Elven: Gateway, Summer Run, 8, 1416,

I had a great day yesterday and Tristan too. :)  It was our 13th birthday.:D  The day started with mom, Anaya, Sil’via and Elgon waking us up with dinner on our beds and singing a song about having a fun and happy birthday, next was our presents. The triplets gave me a self made jewellery set. The girls made me a necklace and Elgon made me a bracelet to match. They both looked great and matched my hair and eyes. :o   It what purple as they called it along with a few white self made flowers on it. They even showed that it is  more than just something to wear. They placed it on the ground in the sun the necklace first in a perfect circle and then the bracelet on the inside. They way they placed it I could actually tell time with it. :o  They said they learned how to tell time at school this year, so that’s where they got the idea from. It was a great present and I was really happy about it. :D They were honest by saying mom helped a lot, but I could tell it was there own idea. Mom had a present to, but I had to wait until later that day, so I did patiently.  Tristan got some good present too.

Dad was on that trip of his with uncle Dalan, Cole and Abi. I was kind off hoping they would have been home in time to share my birthday with me. :(  I waited all day and then all of a sudden I saw some people walking to the house. :o  I opened the door for them and to my surprise it wasn’t Dad, Abi, Cole or Dalan, but some kids from the neighbourhood. They all had presents and some of them were with there parents. :D

Behind them some of mom’s friend from the guild arrived with plates of food. It turned out they organized a party for me and Tristan. :)  It was great one. Everyone got me and Tristan great presents. Even Sonya the girl from across the street came to give us a present. It was great but I still missed dad, Abi, Cole and Dalan. I was beginning to think they forgotten all about me. :(

Then all of a sudden they stood behind me. I didn’t even hear them with all the noise in the house. Almost gave me a hart attack. :o  But I was happy to see them and I kind of jumped Abi since I was so happy to see her again, :D  I didn’t even ask why they were so late. Cole congratulated me with my birthday too. He had changed big time. He wasn’t so shy anymore. It was great to see him like that. He looked cute to. ;)   I hugged Dalan too when he congratulated me, not sure if he liked it but I had to I love that big old dwarf. Abi and Cole held a pretty big present. They wanted me to unwrap it. I was so exited; it was the biggest present yet. When I opened it I saw a short bow in it. :o  It was very pretty and very well made. It turned out Abi and Cole made it for me, with help from Dalen and Dad. It took them the last days of there trip to make it. if I heard them correctly. O.o When I was done admiring the short bow, they showed me that they each had one too. So the three of us could now practice together from time to time. It was a great idea.

The rest of the evening was great. When everyone but Abi and Cole was gone, I sat down on the couch to rest a little and listened to the stories that Abi and Cole had to tell about there trip with Dad and Dalan. :p  I heard a lot and I could tell they had a great time.
Next thing I knew is I woke up this morning on the same couch with a blanket over me. :o  Only mom was up she just kissed me good morning and said she was going to make breakfast in the kitchen. I rested a little more but I was wide awake already so I started to write in my dairy, which is what I’m doing now.

Well that’s it for now. I’m going to see if mom needs some help setting up the table.

Sarah Tamara Darsus.
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on May 17, 2007, 04:38:24 PM
Common: Threas, Seplar 5, 1416
Elven: Dream Dance, Autumn Harvest 5, 1416.

Tristan, Sonya and I surprised Abi with a picnic not to long ago. :)  We had a great time and much fun. Abi even got some of her animal friends to play with us in the water. :D
After our water fun, Abi, Sonya and I got some girl time for our selves without my brother. She tolled us some things she heard from Miss Jenna.:o  It was interesting to hear and fun at the same time. I wished we could have more of those days.:(

The worse part of vacation time is that it will end and we got to go to school again soon.:(
I’m starting to hate school. Not because of the things we learn there, but because of the brats at school. That Xanril is the worse of them. :mad:

Yesterday I tolled mom if it was alright if I went to buy something at a merchant. She agreed so I went out. I didn’t go to a merchant though. I went to Abi’s house, hoping to find her there. Thanks fully she was there and she opened the door to. I asked if I could talk to her about something that bothered me. She agreed and we went to a place not far from her house.

I was going to tell her about “Xanril Wyvernjack” and all of the things he keeps doing to me and how I now hate going to back to school because of it.
But instead I made up something else. I tolled her I liked a boy and I wasn’t sure what to do. Well I said I knew a girl who liked a boy and that it wasn’t her.
It didn’t work thought she saw thought the question and somehow knew something else was up. I could see it in her eyes. She asked me what was really bothering me and then I started thinking of what to say. I was about to say it when my dad showed up out of no where. He was angry at me for what I did, and he dragged me home. I didn’t even got to say goodbye to Abi.

Now I’m grounded until school begins for lying to mom and walking off that far without an adult. 11 days of being bored here. I haven’t talked to dad since I got home and got grounded, I haven’t talked to anyone for that matter. :(

Sarah.
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on May 18, 2007, 05:59:32 AM
I had a talk with dad today. He tolled me a story about responsibility. :\\
When he was done I kind of promised not to lie to mom anymore, or anyone else of this family for that matter. :(

I guess he is right. Well at least about the not telling mom the truth part. He said mom got really worried when I was away for so long. :(

So now my punishment is over.
I went to school the next day. I got really scared to go again. It wasn't so bad since Xanril wasn't there. The teachers say he had to work for his father now. :\\
I thought it was a joke at first. But when I saw the teachers were serious I just couldn't resist screaming... "Huraaayyyy", :) it was kind of embarrassing to have everyone looking at me at that point. I think I might have blushed a bit to.:\\

There is a new guy at school thought. he is a bit older then me, he looks very strong and a bit taller then me. Not much just about a clenched fist. He even got these great looking eyes. There an orange/red kind of colour.  He looked at me allot during class. The best part of today was when he talked to me after school. He was so kind that he walked me home. Well I talked allot. :D
He is so cute. ;) When he got me home I just couldn't resist looking in his eyes. it was right in front of my house and I regret it already.
Sil'via, Anaya, Elgon and even Tristan are now constantly teasing me and saying I'm in love and stuff like that. :\\

I could be I don't know yet. I think Dad will not like it when he hears it.

Sarah.
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on May 18, 2007, 03:42:46 PM
I got a letter today from Abi, apparently Cole ruined her dress and she now wants to get even. I know all about getting even with someone. So I wrote her a letter back and tolled her about how I got even with Xanril every time he did something to me.
I also tolled her I wouldn’t mind helping her to prepare some things, but she would have to do it herself in the end. I don’t hate Cole like she does right now and I don’t want him to get angry with me. Well not yet anyway. Also if she would prepare it all by her self, it would be so much more satisfying in the end.

I thought I’d try my luck so I sneaked out of the house and went to her house again. I know I will get into trouble again but I don’t mind. I just want to help Abi. Just to be on the safe side I got the 2 eggs I found with me since they have been making noise lately and I don’t want the others to find them. I put the eggs into one of mom’s bags and I started to travel to the house of Abi.
First by using a portal we got in the house, then the rest by foot and sneaking. When I got there no one was there so I left the note where I knew Abi would find it. I even saw some animals near the house of Abi and I decided to give them some food I found along the way over. I tried to do it the way Abi does but it didn’t seem to work for some reason.

I went back home the way I came. When I got on a road to fort Llast I think it was I thought I heard someone following me. I tried to lose him in Fort Last by going the other way as I came. I think that road lead to a castle called Black Fort. I could be wrong thought.

I went of the road to see if I could find out who was following me. But before I could do that, several boys from school jumped out of no where and surrounded me.  They said all these main things that they were going to have fun with me and...... I won’t repeat what they said. I acted tough as always and I tried to bluff my way out of it. it didn’t work they were with to many and came closer and closer. I looked for a way out and I thought I found it. But instead of actually getting out of the group I ran into the arms of one of them. I hit him and screamed as hard I could to let me go. One of the other boys silenced me by putting a hand on my mouth. I could feel he was about to drag me onto the floor when all of a sudden he let me go and all of them backed off.

I just ran as fast I could back to fort Llast and back home the way I came. I could hear they followed me and they said those awful things again, calling me names and stuff. One of the voices I now recognised, it was Xanril. That son of a daemon arranged it. He screamed he only wanted to see what made me tic. I forgot to look where I was going and I didn’t even listen. I must have fallen over something. But I don’t remember what it was. As I hit my head on a rock, I think. When I woke up I was under the assumption that Xanril and his gang hat gotten me so I started hitting everything and everyone close to me before opening my eyes.

BIIIIIGGGG mistake that was, I knew I should have opened my eyes first. When I opened my eyes I saw Uncle Dalan holding his head where I hit him apparently. There was also a dire wolf close who was growling at me. I said I was sorry right way. Dalan had a little wound on his head and I tried to take care of it. But apparently his dwarves pride didn’t want me to. I couldn’t help it but cry at that point. A lot of people had been mad at me lately and now this thing with Xanril was a bit too much for me. Dalan was really nice from that moment on. He tolled me how he and his friend “Swift through the forest” scared most of those boys away. Except for one but that one was scared way by Swift who chased him away. Dalan then said something in wolf I think because his friend Swift came a bit close and looked much friendlier. I did what dad thought me about wolfs to let them know I’m a friend. Swift came even closer and I gave him time to check me out, or what ever wolves do. Swift said something I guess as Dalen tolled me Swift recognised a sent from me. I said it must have been Arwin. I just love hugging that wolf of dad.

Without thinking I hugged Swifty just like I hug Arwin. Swifty backed of from me; apparently he wasn’t used to being hugged by someone like me. It would have been alright and I laughed when I lost .... Well I fell down again. And it hurt a lot.

When I woke up I was home and Dalan was sitting near my bed along with mom, and Uncle Lex’or. Lex had taken care of my head wound and tolled me to take it easy for the next few days. Abi was there to. She and her dad had met up with Uncle Dalan when he was taking me home. Abi said she had a surprise for me, two actually. The eggs I saved had hatched and produced two healthy little dragons. Dalan said he saw one of them with his head out of my pack as I ran towards him. Apparently that one got me out of trouble with those boys by showing his head and scaring them. That one came to me rather quickly. Dalan said that he was sure this one thought I was his mother, so I have to take real good care of him. There not sure about the other one yet as he could have seen either Abi or me when I first got out of his egg. Time would tell who he would see as his mommy.
After that mom asked me If I could tell them what happened, and so I did. I tolled them about Xanril and his pranks and about how I got back at him all those times with minor things but always good enough to have fun with and show him I wasn’t to be messed with. I finished with that I left to see Abi again to tell her some things and that on the way back those boys just jumped up out of nowhere and how I ran into Dalan. That’s where Dalen took over and said how he had scared the boy’s ways and took me home. Uncle Lex could see I was getting tired and said it would be better if I had some rest to let my wounds heal. I rested my eyes at that point.

I must have fallen asleep as I woke up not to long ago. Mom gave me my dairy only if she could read it her self since I apparently wasn’t going to tell her what she wanted to know. I wasn’t wake much so I agreed. Now that I’m finishing I think I’d better answer what ever question she has. I just hope she can tell it to dad since she knows how to calm him down more then me.
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on May 20, 2007, 08:04:03 AM
Common: Tunar, Oclar 17, 1416
Elven: Night’s Eye, Autumn Twilight, 17, 1416.

Today at school was a great day. I saw that handsome boy again and he saw me. :)  I’m sure of it. He looked at me for more then moment. :p
The teachers also tolled us they were going to organize a group of games. :o
There will be several different games we can compete in: Running, lifting heavy stuff, archery and combat. The last one is only accessible for those with master who train them in certain types of combat. :o  This will also be closely watched as people can get hurt with this one. :o

I’m going to do archery and perhaps combat to. :D  I am going to train hard and make dad proud of me. :)  These games will be in a few months. So I can spend lots of time training. I got to ask Tristan to do a good word for me with his master and perhaps Kyle can train me in using some weapons. :\\  A short sword sounds fine with me. I also hope dad will teach me how to aim from large distances, larger than our house anyway. :\\  Perhaps I can get him to take me into the woods and have him teach me there. :D

Oh before I forget I gave the little dragons names: Safire and Ruby. :)
Safire is the one that sees me as his mommy:D . Ruby is near me to from time to time. But he seems to spend more time with mom and dad’s dragons.
Mom said that when I am at school Safire also spends time with Draconia and Ehlen. Safire and Ruby are learning a lot from them. There all so cute. Always when I get home the first thing Safire does is go to me and great me. :D  He’s so cute. I love him a lot. :)   Mom is also teaching me how to take care of them when needed.  Safire is a Female Pseudo dragon and Ruby is a Male. Mom showed me that I can see it by looking at there arrow shaped tail points they got.

Sarah Tamara Darsus.
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on May 27, 2007, 05:12:11 AM
Common: Sunra, Febra 8, 1417
Elven: Gateway, Winter Deep 8, 1417


Well the school’s event I talked about has happened. I did Running and archery there.
Running was really making me tired. I came in about 8th I think, 8th out of 10 people in my group. I was running in the only women’s running group there.  

Next up was archery they had several levels in there. First of they would select the rookies from the better students. I made it in to the next level so to speak.
while I was waiting for the half finals of archery I noticed mom, dad, Tristan and the rest arriving. Hell they even brought Aby and Cole along to see me. It was great and I thanked them all for coming. I hugged everyone…. Yes even Cole. It am ….felt a bit different hugging him. Not sure why. For some reason I even gave him a kiss on his cheek to thank him for coming. I’m doing strange things these days.

When I was done with meeting them I heard that they were about to start with the heavy lifting group. I knew that hansom boy was in there. I just had to look so I ran over there and found a good spot along with the rest. It took them a while before the hansom boy was there. But luckily there were only 5 people contending in this. My favourite was last and he had to lift a lot in order to become first. He started with two third of winning weight and he lifted it no problem. He then waited until the weights were made heavier. Now they were right on the spot if he lifted this he would be sharing his first place with the other one. And he succeeded to. it was barely thought and he said he couldn’t handle any more. But he got a shared first place with what seemed to be a friend of his. He actually spotted me when he got up and was about to leave. He came to me and gave me a kiss on the cheek. He said that thinking of me made him lift that much. He is sooo cute; I think I’m in love with him. I know dad wasn’t too happy about it because when I turned around I could see mom having to calm him down. Not sure why he would be angry about it, the guy just thanked me.

I wanted to say to dad there was nothing to worry but then I heard I was up again. So I ran as fast as I could to where I was needed. There were 10 of us left and we had to go in groups of two. We all had two shots and the best shot counted. The 5 with the highest score would make it to the finals. I was up first along with 4 others. I was too nervous and could only hit a 1 pointer score the first time. Then we had to switch to allow the second group to shoot. Mom and dad came to me and mom said I needed to clear my mind before I would shoot. Dad reminded me of his lessons.
Then the last shot of the half finals arrived for me. I focused hard on the bull’s-eye. I waited for the right moment to let go of the arrow, compensating for wind, and distance to the target.
I let go of the arrow and it was like everything went slow from that moment on. I could clearly see how the arrow moved trough the air and hit…..just out side the bull’s-eye. My best shot yet, and the second most best shot of the day by anyone. I was in the finals.

In the finals we had only one shot and the best shot of all 5 contenders would be the winner. This time we had to go one by one. The first 3 where pretty equally matched, then the fourth came he was the one that had a better shot in the half finals then me. He hit the bull’s eye or so it seemed. For good measure the judges left his arrow in for my shot. It was my turn now. I took the bow I used all day which was the short bow Aby and Cole gave me. I took the arrow and placed it in the bow. Then I started aiming on the target, the bull’s eye. I compensated for the distance and the wind. I waited for the right moment to let go of the arrow.
I let go of the arrow and it went to it’s target….it hit…. It was so close to the other arrow that the judges had to take a closer look. I was so excited and scared at the same time. It seemed to take a lot longer then they should. But they came back and said they would announce the winner when the archery trophy would arrive. I went to mom, dad, Tristan Aby, Cole and the others. They already congratulated me on a job well done.
Finally the trophy arrived and they announced the winner. They said it was by the closed victory they had ever seen. And that the winner was very skilled and perhaps the trainer of the winner could be very proud of his or her student. Then they said the following: “ and the winner of the archery match is……. Sarah Tamara Darsus.!!”

I just couldn’t believe it, I actually won. I was stunned and dad and Aby and al of them hugged and congratulated me. I walked over to the judges and they congratulated on a job well done to. They also gave me the trophy: a statue of a archer made from gold it seemed. That hansom boy also congratulated me and tolled me his name: “Kevril Waveharp”.

I will remember this day forever. Not only did I do my family and friends proud by winning. I also honoured my dad’s teaching along with it. and then that boy actually showing interest in me… it’s almost like ….like….. I don’t know. This is just the best day of my life.

Sarah Tamara Darsus
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on May 29, 2007, 04:28:59 PM
I saw Abi again today during magic class. I even brought Safira and Ruby along my two baby dragons. I changed the name of Safire into Safira since it seems that one is a female. That’s what mom said anyway.
Ruby was shy towards Abi but after Abi gave him a treat it went a lot better. :) Who knows perhaps one day Abi and ruby might like each other enough that Abi takes Ruby as her pet or animal companion. :D   I'd like to see that. ;)

Abi also said she is worried about her father and so she asked me to keep my ears open about some stuff :o . I guess I got some sneaking around to do and asking around to people. :)  I love doing that. But now I got a goal. ;) I will not fail her. I made a joke and saluted her to. ;) that was funny and we laughed at it. :D

Well got to go to work, I got info to gather for general Abi. ;) :D
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on May 30, 2007, 04:21:46 PM
I have had my first training from “Master Kyle” in using Blades. :)   It was a surprise from mom; she wanted me to know how to handle myself if I ever got into trouble again. :\\  Even dad approved. :o
Cole was there too and got the lessons together with me. Kyle first showed us how to stand properly and how to keep a sword in your hand. We got to hold wooden blades so we couldn’t harm ourselves. :\\  I didn’t like that at first because I thought I was as good as Tristan is. :mad:  But I’m glad Master Kyle gave me a wooden sword. They actually hurt you pretty much. :(  I hurt myself while I tried out that whirlwind thing Master Kyle did. I thought I had it but Master Kyle said I did it wrong and if someone would do a real whirlwind that one wasn’t going to stay on the ground with both feet like I did. I just swigged my sword around myself and it was dangerous enough. :\\ :o
Stupid as I was I actually tried to jump and turn next. :(  Bad idea, really bad idea, I think I still got some blue spots on my body from the fall. :(  The rest of the training went pretty good if you ask me. I feel like I learned a lot already.

I have also done the thing that “General Abi” asked me to do. ;)  I found out that there is something between the Rofi….something church and that dwarf that rules Prantz, broegar I think his name is, or was it LookLair, I don’t know. Anyway, I think it’s some kind of arrangement they have or a deal but I’m not sure. :\\  I’ll let Abi know what I found out next time I see her and ask if she wants to know more. This getting information is hard but I will do my best to get what she needs to know. ;)


Sarah Tamara Darsus.
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on May 31, 2007, 04:21:41 AM
Abi was happy with the info I got her.:)
althought it's still not clear to me whats going on. :\\
So I thought I'd get up early this morning and ask dad if he knew anything about prantz and the rofi... church there. He said he had guild business and he might talk to me tonight. I haven't seen him or mom yet. I hope they can give me the info I need. :\\  
I'll get to work with making a great dinner. :D  I hope that will help with mom and or dad telling me something about prantz, that broegar guy, and the rofi church.

I better get to work on making dinner.

Sarah Tamara Darsus
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on June 04, 2007, 04:45:19 PM
Common: Mulnari, Junar 23, 1417

That dinner idea worked. :)  I worked real hard to get something good on the table And after dinner I even cleaned everything myself. Mom and dad offered there help but I didn’t accept any help. ;)
After that I pulled dad outside to the lake and I asked him about Prantz, Broegar and the Rofi church. It was nice to listen to him telling a story again. :D He used to do that when I was younger. I loved listening to him then and I still do now. Dad was great and after he was done I went inside and got to write everything he said down on paper. One for Abi and the second one I will write down below. I hope this will help Abi as well. :\\  I’ll give it to her when I see her again.

Here’s the story almost word for word what daddy said:

The story of Prantz.

“There was a time, before you were born, Prantz was known as Pranzis. Many people considered that city as the jewel of Layonara. The people were happy, the economy was thriving, People were not suffering from lack of food. It was also before the sun got blocked by the clouds, it was magnificent. But even if the people were happy there was still some fear. You see there was this evil man, very powerful and dangerous. He wanted to conquer the world, to take revenge on the people he had once helped to be freed from the dragons.
Big, poweful Dragons. Strong like nothing you could ever imagine, their wings wide and so powerful that when the flapped them, it could make people lift from the ground and drop them way off of where they stood. Some of those Dragons were bad, others were good. Like the one that brought Daddy and Mommy to this place.

Daddy and Mommy both saw at least one Dragon. Your uncle Kyle, Dalan and aunty Ferrit saw it too. We were all brought by that dragon that we called the big gold. It's true name to long to remember. For big gold, we and many other people, good and bad, were the last hope to win the war that was brewing with this evil man called Sinthar Bloodstone.
It was a terrible thing. I was only brought in by big gold, close to the end of the war, but things were not looking great. The cities were falling, a lot of people got hurt, and even more were left without food or proper care. It's during that time that I decided to found the Angel, you know, the business Daddy runs.

Well one day, there was this call from the officers of Pranzis. Bloodstone and his troops were advancing against this beautiful city and there was almost no more hope. A lot of the villagers fled when there was still time, but a lot of them did not want to leave what they had worked their whole life to build, so they stood with us. It was a hard and very long fight, brave men were fighitn swigning their swords through the enemies one after the other, swing and swing parry duck and swing again. Others like Daddy were shooting arrows or bolts, voleys of them flying by the one fighting in front hitting the enemy as good as we could.

Or others, like Daddy and Mommy were using magic to protect and attack the bad people. But many people fell to the waves of attackers. They were out numbering us in strength and in numbers and they kept coming weave after weave when we were bravely defeating one. A few of us, with me were tired of being pinned down and believed we needed to take the fight to them but unfortunately the so called generals, were to coward to leave the safety of the walls and decided we would not go out. That decision was the bad one and it is because of it that we failed and that many more people and houses were destroyed in Pranzis.

Those of us who choose the life of the adventure and have special skills can use the big stones that I showed you the other day. In a sense that gives us the chance to stay on this plane for longer. Well to continue, we failed to protect this beautiful city and their villagers, but to our surprise the man that was leading the army against us was not bloodstone, but a dwarf that no one had heard of his name or deeds before. He was a total stranger to all of us. But our failure was only in part, while we were defending Pranzis, a few brave men and woman decided to go and attack Bloodstone himself in his mountain and succeeded in defeating him. But you have heard the saying, no good deed goes unpunished?
Well when the defeated Bloodstone there was a big explosion that completely annihilated the mountain that he was in. As it went up in a big rumble and a big "BOOM"

Thats when all the dust from the mountain went up in the air and blocked he sky for all those years and a very long time still to come. Now back to Pranzis. We were all assemble near the citadel, pushed back by the enemies when an emissary came to us, telling us that if we surrendered none of us would be hurt and we would be freed to go. We knew we could not do anything more for the city and if we continued to fight they would completely destroy it. So after some talk we all decided that we would lay down our weapons and we did. We were able to leave the city in peace and those that were hurt were even tended to. A few days later, Broegar made his first public appearance and stated that from now one he would be the ruler of this land and would rebuilt the city to be even better than it was. If you ask me, I preferred the one we tried to save. But he did, it took only a few months and the city was rebuilt and it was now named Prantz. For some people this is good because Broegar succeeded in fooling them, while he was promising new prosperity and protection, he was taking a lot of the freedom that the people had before. Some of those freedom were religious rights, commerce was a lot more restricted and no one could use magic anymore in any public places. Now all the temples that were in the city were closed and all religion was banned all but one... Rofirein.

Barion was one of those who defeated Bloodstone. Well Since Broegar said he was going to be fair and just, but apply the law firmly and the Rofireinites are all about applying the law, they sided with him. Not all of them, but the church it self did. He used them to act like judges in the small matters, but the biggest one he kept for himself. His law, unlike what he said, is not just. It is oppressive, many people disappeared because they were disagreeing with him. And many more were harshly punished for minor things that, if it was in the time of the Princess and her parents, they would not have been so badly treated.

People of the city didn’t act because they are afraid, afraid to be hurt, afraid to be killed or that their families would be hurt if they rose against him. But until recently even the Rofireinites did not have a temple, and now he has given them the permission to establish their new temple and court on the Island of Corsain. That I think is scaring even more the town people into submission because now what was their hope to protection if Broegar did something that was to cruel and went against the laws or even morals, the Rofireinites would not be in a position to help them right away if at all.”
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on June 17, 2007, 05:00:27 PM
Sunra, Jenra 22, 1418

Something’s up with Abi.
I am worried about here. I think she has done something stupid. There is something wrong between her and her father. No, no, something was wrong with her father and his work. And now Abi is leaving her home. She has packed lots of stuff and she has left after our lessons with my dad. She had food stashed somewhere but the rats got to it. So I went to get her some new food. I had to be careful since I got it from my dad’s guild. I’ll get into trouble for that one. I’m sure of it.
On the way back I met up with that cute boy from school, whose name I keep forgetting. He actually invited me to a small picnic somewhere. I was about to say yes to him but then I remembered I had to go to Abi. I said I would love it but it would have to be an other time. I gave him a kiss on his cheek and left him … speechless I think. Because when I waved goodbye he didn’t move.

When I got to Abi I gave her the food. She was happy with it, after saying our goodbyes and I having showed some tears for her leaving. I waited until she was out of the gate. That’s when went to an other corner of the city and took of my clothing. Underneath it I had a special outfit to help me hide in the dark. Well it’s basically a black outfit that covers everything but my eyes and hides all my weapons from sigh. When I was done I went to follow Abi. I couldn’t just let her go out alone. She might hate me for this but I want to make sure she stays save.

Oh I got to go, she is leaving again. Where is she going?
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on June 21, 2007, 04:45:06 AM
Abi is alright now. I lost sight of her while I tried to follow her several days ago.
I was about to find out where she went to when someone jumped me from behind. I grabbed my Dagger when i felt it but when I was about to strike I saw it was just Abi. Boy was she mad at it at first for following me :( but then she was happy I was with her now. :D  

We talked a bit that night over a nice meal and the next day we went back to some city I forgot. I'll tell you about why I forgot later.

Anyway in that city Abi had to go into some place and wanted me to wait outside. The hell I did. I didn't trust that place enough to let her go in alone so I decided to go in to but stay hidden.

Abi did some mean things to one of the men in there. she was mad and said many things to him. When she went to go outside she was caught by a woman I recognised. I forgot her name. Must me someone I saw with Abi's dad some times. even with my mom and dad if i am correct.

Abi got into trouble with her. she had to do some jail time. I was glad I could follow them but it was still day time when Abi was jailed and i knew I didn't stand a change during the day to get her out.
so that night I broke into jail to get Abi out. I use several spells I had taken from my dad's guild chests. to make a long story short we got out almost in the nick of time, and we where nearly stepped on by some guards since we where invisible.

When we got out Abi thanked me for saving her. We went to stay the night ion some corner of that city. The next day she and I went to a portal in a place called the freelancers ...something. I used the portal but for some reason I didn't end up in Prantz. :\\  I looked around and around but I didn't recognize the place.

Then I saw him. that cute boy from school. he saw me to and for some reason the first thing we both did was kiss each other. Boy was it a great kiss, Seemed to last forever. I finally know his name now. He is called..... "Hansom" oh now that’s my nick name for him. his real name is..... Something with snake....."Firesnake" I think. No that’s his last name. "Warry Firesnake" that’s it.
We were about to get on the boat to take me home when I got a letter form Abi. Don't knwo how it got here. She's alright now she still needs to do stuff by her self but she's alright. she also wanted me to say that she was alright to everyone back home. I'll do just that.

Now I am on this great ship with the most hansom guy I know. Life can't get any better then this.

Well of to enjoy the sunset with Mr Hansom. ;)
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on September 27, 2007, 03:05:27 PM
Many things have happend to me in the past ..... year, or is it years already? I'm not sure.
Anyway,... I have had to deal with alot of things and basicly grow up much faster than I would have normaly.
first I was betrayed by someone I thought loved me. He solled me to some slavers. The slavers did things to me that have scared both my body and my mind. At some point I manage to escape them. It's been so long ago it seems.

I escaped while I and other slaves where forced to do labor to repair the ship after a heavy storm. Big mistake giving us tools. we used them to fight back Only I escaped however. I was followed by the slavers deep into the woods.

I thought I would be dead soon but then an elf helped me. she was verry good with the bow. She asked me in elven if I was alright and she was about to change the way she spoke from elven to commen thinking I did not understand her. But before she could I replied in elven saying I was alright for now.

From that day on she was my new teacher and she tough me everything she knew. She showed me a big group of other female elves well mostly female. only a select few men where there. one of them was a yerk but I soon tought him some manners. just like back home with the bullies at school.

Several month later the woods where once again entered by a group of people. some of the elves amoung us where send to investigate. Me and my teacher went on a different trip she wanted to test me.

once the test was done We went back to the camp. onces where where close I saw that the group of elves that where send out had some poeple serounded. The poeple where my friends, My father and my best friend Abi.

it was strange seeing them again. and the events that followed sorta forced me to go back home with dad again.

now that I have been home for several month I am afraid I don't feel at home anymore. It was good to see mom, Tristan, Anaya, elgon, silvia, our pets again. My two little dragons have grow to. they where both happy to see me again and haven't left my side since I came back home.

Even now when I'm writing there both close by. I have had alot of fights with mom and dad in the last couple of months and I have been grounded a lot too. Not that it's working thought. I just don't feel like I belong here anymore.

I think The sarah that grew up in this house. was killed by the slavers and will never return agian.

Enought writing for now. I'm getting some sleep for now. torrow I will go to the guild hall of mom and dad and see if I can get some things to work with. I got something planed but I need stuff to work with.  I haven;t tolled anyone yetBut I am thinking of going back to the elves that helped me out. I wanna go back there. I thinkn that has become my new home now.
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on September 30, 2007, 03:06:17 PM
I got up early today to go to the Angels Guild hall and like always my two little dragons followed me. When I got there I met uncle Dalan who was there to do some things. I asked him if I could use the big hall to train a little by myself. He didn't seem to mind as long as I didn't bother anyone else.

I started by training with my bow but there wasn't enough room to train properly. So I got my two short swords and two daggers and started to train with them. The Daggers first to warm up and by the time I was done with doing my dagger kata's As tough by my elven teacher, I switched to the 2 short swords.

By that time I Heard Uncle Kyle come in. I didn't bother to greet him and I started with my kata's using my two short swords. I quickly noticed he was watching me and by the time I was about to begin the kata's a second time; I noticed Abi was there as well. As usual I picked up the speed at the second kata run and as always I made a few mistakes.

When I was done with my second kata run, I flipped my short swords around by hand and into there holsters. I did some breathing exercises to calm down before doing anything else.

I didn't get much time for that thought because Abi did her "hungy-squirle-found-a-nut" thing again. :D  with that I mean she ran to me and greeted my like she always does when we haven't seen each other in a long time. ;)

She had a lot of questions for me but I Kyle reminded Abi of her training. Apparently she is going to learn how to use a katana. It’s a powerful weapon, but a bit to long for me. I need the room for my bow and arrows.

While Abi was training I worked on cleaning my weapons. It was interesting seeing Abi being trained by Kyle. It reminded me so much of my mistress and close friend Sarah Helyanwë who taught and improved my skills.

When Abi was done with her training for today I was almost done with my preparations. I only needed to do a few more things before I could leave. one of them was to inform my friend Abi. so when we where alone I tolled her how I no longer feel at home here and how I feel that the old Sarah was tortured to death on that ship. I also tolled her I was going to leave for that elven village they found me at to see if I could resume my training again.
I gave Abi a note with directions, and tolled her to keep it save. I made her promise only to use it if there was a big emergency.

Just like I thought I had to promise her that I would go visit her from time to time, and not to become a stranger. Of course I promised I would do that.  ;)   When our talk was over I left and I quickly noticed one of my little dragons didn't want to leave. That one wanted to cheer Abi up and I let it.

I left quietly and only with my second little dragon. I left one last note in the hallway for Abi. In it I wrote that if she wanted too, she could keep that one little dragon and even name it anyway she wants to. After leaving that note I left as quietly as I could.

The next few things I did was leave notes at some other places letting people know I was going away for some training and that there is no need to go look for me.

Right now I'm on a ship. Where nearing the woods that have become my new home. By boat to shore will leave soon. It won’t be long until I am at my new home again.
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on October 04, 2007, 02:43:30 AM
My trip to the elven village went pretty smoothly.

Once I got there it was good seeing everyone again. Especialy my teacher, she thought I was gone forever. That night we all had a meal fit for a queen.
The next day I quickly resumed my training again and by that after noon I was given my final test. it was a test that would make me use all my skilles in order to be completed. It was hard and barely got it done. I actualy thought I failed untill I got back to the village. There everyone tolled me I succeeded. I was actualy given new weapons to show I was now finished with my training. there was nothing more they could teach me there so they said I could leave when ever I wished.

For now I will stay there and focus a bit more on my skills. I will write a small note to aby telling her of this event today. she'll love to hear it.
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on October 07, 2007, 03:11:55 AM
I'm done with training here with the elves. I think I'll be trying to go back to see how abi is doing.

I'll miss the elves on my way back home but I promissed I'd be back soon.
Title: Re: Thoughts written down by a Snow Angel
Post by: silverdraco on October 12, 2007, 06:33:15 AM
My travel is going a bit slow. Most ships I got on the men tried to court me or something.:\\ O.o  It always caused trouble, meaning I had to get off before the ship left. :mad:
I had to travel a lot by foot.:(  I just barely arrived at hempstead. I'll be taking a nap in a tavern, if I can find a good one.

I hope I will see abi again soon. :)
Title: Writings of Huntemara Indarsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 12, 2007, 05:19:58 PM
Today I met someone that reminded me of Abi and my father. Her name was Pallena and she had a panther as a friend. Oh and lets not forget that big bear.;)

We talked a bit first and then she wanted to help me with getting a stick from a group of kobolds. But before that she wanted to see how I could handle myself in combat.

She showed me a lady named Martha who had a sewer problem. We took care of that. and when we got that problem fixed we got out. But during my last battle in there with that lizard thing I got bitten in my ankle by a rat. :(  Because of that I forgot to bring proof of my deed and we had to do it all over again. Martha didn't take my word that I killed it, can't blame her. The second time went a lot better. ;)  

After that sewer adventure Pallena was convinced I could handle myself with my swords. so we went to the kobolds and got the stick from them. one of the kobolds used a magic on me which got me running like a scared headless chicken. O.o  I hated it. :mad:  

After the visited with the kobolds Pallena went to find a stream to clean her self, which is what I will have to do to. well of to find a place to clean myself.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 13, 2007, 05:06:39 AM
Today i went to train in the sewers on my own. Those darn rats almost got me a few times but I got lucky. I guess being on my onw in these parts isn't as easy as the place where I trained, with the elves.

I haven't seen Abi either. :(  I hope she is alright. I hope she hasn't goten herself into trouble.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 14, 2007, 07:08:17 AM
I met some more popel today. one of them is a sneaker and he's pretty good. his name is brain. He's verry good at sneaking around.

I also met Wren who seemed to know me from when I was just a baby. and a dwarf, I forgot his name. :\\

I'm not sure if I can trust this brain, He seems to know more about me that i know about him and i don't like that.>:/  I'll have to watch out being around him.

I got news about Abi.:)  Seems she has been seen around Hempstead. This gives me joy knowing there is a change I can see her again. It's been far to long. :(

I need to go train some more. I also need to look for uncle Kyle. he might be able to help me get better with my two swords.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 16, 2007, 02:29:07 PM
I've been training with my dad a little. He was actually testing me out to see what the elves had taught me. It was annoying I couldn't land a good blow on him. :\\  Before the training we met this friend of him. Her name is Kinai. She showed me the this awesome trick by just disappearing right in front of me.
I might ask her to teach me that. it's called shadowdancing if I got it right.

Some time later I was in Hempstead and a woman came to me. she said she had a message for me IF my name was Huntemara. I got on my guard but i played along. The message was..... my name in a loud cheer of happiness from my best friend Abi. :)  My ears still go deaf when I think about it. ;)  

We had a great talk together. like old times almost. I say almost because Brain came along. Abi seems to know him. He talked about some things and one thing was haven beaten me at hide and seek. I tolled him I'd beat him on day with the skill I saw earlier. He busted my bubble not long after that thought saying to Abi that his teacher was kinai. :o I almost gave away that I was thinking of becoming her student myself. I bluffed myself out pretty good I think. ;)  I just hated doing it in front of Abi like that. :(

When Brain was gone I explained it to Abi. And thats when she started talking about this Brain. She tolled me some interesting things. Lets say she gave me more reasons not to trust him. But then again showed me some ways in which him and I are a like. I won't write it down here. I might trust Brain but for now I trust Abi's judgment. She seems to trust him more then I do.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 17, 2007, 04:28:45 PM
I finaly met mom again. at first it was a sold times but later on as I we talked I noticed she started to become more distant. I hope she's alright.

I have also been thinking about brain and what Abi tolled me about him. I hope he comes forward with the rest of the story himself. not saying his real name, hiding from a terrible past? Sounds like me. :(

I just cam back from following my mom. he reaction the other day got me worried. Her and dad are now at some pretty place. I think she will be alright. I didn't stay long because I know dad can spot me if he wants to. ;)

When I meet one of those two again I will ask them how it turned out.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 19, 2007, 06:30:21 AM
I met Abi again and she was busy with jobs her dad gave her. I went with her just in case I could help her. while we walked to the place she had to get clay we talked about stuff. we also ended up talking about Brain. I was honest and tolled her I didn't trust him yet. She said something like it but it sounded to me more like she trusts him anyway. :o

While we went on the road to Hlint Brain caught up to us. he joined us for the rest of the trip and he seemed different then last time I met him. :\\ I don't know what it was. When we got to the digging place Abi and I started to talk while Brain went digging. By the time Abi and I where done talking Brain was ready with digging clay and sand.

For some reason Abi had to leave at that point and she left me with Brain. I'm not sure if she did it on purpose but I hated it. I watched Brain from the moment Abi was gone and I made sure he wasn't going to play tricks on me. he had to do some things and wanted me to help him. But both times he send me away when he would realy have needed my help. >:/

the last time was in a swamp near Fort Vehl. I got so angry I left the swamp and out side I started hitting a tree with my blades. by the time My arms where getting sore Brain got back. In the conversation that followed our tempers got high, well mine anyway. >:/

we walked to fort Vehl and once there the conversation had turned into a sort of moment where we trusted each other enough to tell our past. He was first and I must say it sounded worse then what I heard from Abi. When i was ready for my story we went to a place he knew. there I tolled him my story and we found out we had more in common then we thought. He has scares just like I have. He showed me his which where whip lasses on his back.
And showed him mine and for some reason I showed him every scare I have. but mine are covered by tattoos so there harder to see.

To make a long story short we ended up as what I would call a starting friendship. I'm not sure if it's friendship thought. My heart tells me different but I don't understand what it's telling me. :\\

Anyway I will be teaching Brain my favorite language which is elven and he will be showing me what he knows of dancing with the shadows. ;)  a thought deal but I know I will like it. and besides I get to spend more time with him.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 19, 2007, 09:13:15 AM
I forgot something to write that Brian  said during our last meeting so to speak.
He said that the shadows are alive, not just a phenomena due to the light being stopped by an object.That it was rumored that a whole plane existed where the shadows live lives almost like we do.
I can't wait until I learn more. :)
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 20, 2007, 09:29:01 AM
I got an other lesson in shadow dancing from Brian. He tolled me that in order to become one with the shadows you have to have clear mind. If you succeed at that, you are not just covered with shadows but you will become like them. A strange thought but nothing I can worry about.  
Brian mentioned there was a catch. I would need to remember to come back from the shadows. Either by thinking of someone you love or something else worth coming back for. If you don't you could get lost in the shadows forever. :o

I knew there was a catch but I can't stop now. I have plenty things to come back for. Pinky is one. She is my best friend and I would never leave her alone in this world. She can always count on me to help her, with anything.
Second are my parents and siblings. They are a part of my life no matter what I would do, and I owe a lot to them.

So after I write this dairy section I will start by training myself to clear my mind and with it try to remember the people that love me and who I love back.

An other note, I have given Brain some more lessons in elven. I know he doesn't want to admit it yet but he is getting pretty good and I think his elven side is starting to come forth. ;)

I have also seen Abi again. She got to us during my teaching Brian Elven.
it wasn't long until she reminded me of a note I send her, and so she and I went away together to talk about it. I still haven't been able to make up my mind but it is good knowing she is there for me. :p

After a long talk we headed out to do some things. Along the way Abi stopped to get some things she needed. Near one of the sugar she needed I noticed some ogres walking, and it wasn't long until one of them noticed Abi and attacked her. :mad:  I rushed to her aid and attacked it as best I could to help Abi escape. But it wasn't good enough. Although we had hit it allot he still managed to take us both down. :mad:
When we came back to that spot we noticed a guy had taken care of our problem. :o  Abi knew this guy as Marcus. We talked a bit and decided to help him on some stuff in Vehl.

Along the way Abi left us to go do some small things. :o I didn't like that idea; the little Pink devil sure knows how to pick her time to leave. :rolleyes:  But I soon found out that this Marcus is actually a nice guy. We talked about several things and the talks ended up in me telling the basic of my time as a slave on a boat. He actually got angry hearing it. :o  I found out this Marcus is a cleric so I guess it's in his nature to care for people.


In Vehl Brain took of his mask he always wears. And I must admit he look cute. I think it’s one more thing pinky and I could add to our list of things we like about him.

Marcus showed us some medical student that could need our help. The job this guy gave us is surely going to test my stomach. I hope I can keep everything inside. O.o

*she puts her dairy down and gives the ink time to dry, Meanwhile she starts to train herself to clear her mind in preparation of her next lessons. After several hours she stops and buts her book back in her pack. she puts her stuff close to the bed of the room she rented and gets in bed to get some sleep.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 20, 2007, 07:22:49 PM
Plenty has happened. But I will write only the most important event.

I had an other lesson from Brian. He tolled me to focus on the shadows and becoming one with them.  I did, but at first nothing happened. When I focused a bit more I actually saw a shadow move towards me. It was only a little bit but it got me excited enough to try again. It also gave me hope that i might be able to get this one day.  Practice makes perfect.

A while later Brian showed me he could get the shadows to almost touch him. and now he is looking for some people that might be able to help him with the last bits of his training. I said I would help him anyway I can. Because I know I will have to do it myself to one day.

*she puts her dairy away and focuses on the shadows moving with the fire that is burning in front of her. she clears her mind and focuses on becoming one with them. just like earlier that day they only move a small bit towards her. She practices a bit more. After awhile she gets some sleep.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 23, 2007, 01:48:19 PM
*she sits down and makes a fire. She grabs her diary and starts to write.*

Lets see what to write about.

well first of I wne tot a place some called gnoll land. it's a hard place to be and the first time I went there I was there with Abi, Brian and Marcus. Marcus was the only one smart enought to survive our encounter. On our way back to our graves we met with two men and uncle Omer who helped us. I know I call him uncle even when omer is not blood related but I can't help it.

anyway with there help we got to opur graves and we where able to finaly kick some gnoll . whell the others did I did not since OMer had put an invisibility spell on me and I liked it. Before I got the spell of me I was able to kick Brians cute but. ;)  That was fun. I didn't kick him hard, thought.

I also got several small jobs done one of wich was delivering letters and such but that ended after a few deliveries. I have also baught some stuff to start try and start making stuff like mom and dad do. one of the things I got was this ox. The ox merchant first wanted to charge me 100 true. :o  I thought that was redicules. so i put up some of my seductive moves and asked him if he would be so kind as to lower the price for poor little me. :rolleyes: it worked and I got it down to 80 true. :D

I have also done some other traingin trips to an frozen island somewhere. My uncle Omer invited me to that trip along with Brian and some others. it was a good trip and I learned to sneak around better. I wanted to see more of the island but the cold got to me so I went to warmer places.

I hope I can get to that place again there is so much I still want to see there. and it is so pretty. everything is covered in white snow. Everything below it is hidden. I hope Omer will invite me again if he goes there, or on any of his other trips. Even if just to see more of the world.

*she puts her book down to dry. she then looks to the shadows moving around the fire and she start to focus on becomming one with them. Like all the nights of training before they come closer but not close enought. she practices untill the sun comes up. when she sees the sun she goes to the nearest in and rents a room to sleep in.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 24, 2007, 02:03:42 AM
A few days ago I went to those frozen islands again. Once there I had a few moments in which I could train controlling the shadows. Because of the cold I could not do what I could do in Hempstead. So now I have decided that in order to become better I need several days of training in the arts of shadow dancing in those cold climates. I have packed all the things I will need for my training in the frozen islands. I will go there as quickly as I can.

I hope it will benefit my training.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 24, 2007, 02:08:07 AM
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Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 24, 2007, 11:40:03 AM
My training is hard here. The cold is still bothering me while I focus. I've been at this training for some days now and I mis my friend. but I got to get trought this. I have to controle the shadows in this cold climate.

First some sleep then some more training.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 24, 2007, 04:57:06 PM
I came back from my two weeks of training in the cold climates. I have been able to focus successfully on the shadows there. But I nearly got myself killed of lack of food and water, not to mention the cold.

After some small gathering trips to get some things I found my father talking to some guy. I sneaked up behind him and was successfully able to surprise him.
Soon after My father introduced me to his new pupil. His name is eander and he is a half elf.

My father also gave me my first bow. It was well made and it had markings on it. it was written in elven.

*The following in written in elven.*
Father, grand father, fathers or my fathers before them. I call upon you to guide my arrows, keep them straight, keep them swift and may they not miss their marks. I am standing on the battle field, my enemies are numerous before me.

Father, grand father, fathers of my fathers before them. I call upon your strength now that I am in the mist of the battle. Make me strong, make me steady. Course through me the force of the bloodline. Father, grand father, fathers of my fathers before them. I call upon you.


It's a great prayer that I might use before battle from now on.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 26, 2007, 02:05:57 AM
Abi seems to have gone after Quantum to look for him. Thats what I heared from Brian. He hates the fact that he couldn't come with here. I'm afraid that his love for her might make him do something stupit. like going after her and getting himself killed. I'll try to watch over him as much as posible. I'd hate to see abi sad.

I also baught some stuf from the angels guild. My father helped me. I need to gather a lot of true and glass ingots in order to repay them.

I'd better get to work quickly. The sooner I'm done the better.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 26, 2007, 04:12:32 AM
I'm of to go training again. As before I will be in the cold place to train myself in order to hopefully one day become one with the shadows. I'm unsure how long I will stay this time.
I must know this trick I saw kinai do. At any cost. ....... Well almost anycost.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 26, 2007, 05:14:21 PM
*She gets in a rented room with bath. She gets ready to go in bath and before she goes in she gets her diary near the bath. Once she is in the bath she takes her dairy and writes in it*

Today I got a bit tired of the many heavy loads of materials I needed for my crafting. So I decided to make an early start on my shadow training today.
I went to a place I have been before and once I got there I found someone I had not seen in a long, long time.

My uncle Lex'or. He had finally returned after not sending any word out for about 5 years I think. I was happy :) to see him but I hated :mad: him at the same time for being away for so long. To make a long story short he also had a problem with someone he loved. :(  This problem of his eventually send him to a far away place to battle undead. Lots of stuff happened in between but I'm not writing it here.
He has changed and throughout our talks I did not see any emotion on his face. Even a rock shows more emotion then Uncle Lex's face did. >:/

During our talks I was able to do a bit of shadow training. It wasn't as much as I had hoped for but..... Well better luck tomorrow night.

Oh one more thing. I did that thing that the medical student wanted of me today. it involves getting 5 fresh corpses. It was a heavy job and I can feel my muscles ache already. 4 more to go and then it's all over then that guy will be happy for now. I always thought I'd feel emotion when doing something like this. But today I did not. I'm not sure if it is my heart who's closing up on me because of my behaviour or if it is my shadow training. :\\  

Perhaps Uncle Lex is right. I need to give my mind a change to heal it self. :(
According to him it can only be healed by the most powerful force in the universe. A power called true love. I'm not ready for that thought. :(

There seems to be an other power able to heal the wounds I still have from my time as a slave on that ship. It would require the help of several powerful clerics. Uncle Lex said that he knows a woman whose limb was torn off by a daemon once. Now years later and with the help of powerful clerics it has healed, her limb is as it was before. :o Impressive story I must say.

Perhaps if my body is healed my mind can forget it's time on the ship. Everyday these wounds remind me of what happened. If those would be gone I would be able to forget that terrible time.

*she puts her diary aside and remains in the bath for some time. While in it she does her shadow training several times. After a while she gets out the bath and gets herself ready for bed.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 29, 2007, 02:32:03 PM
//first comes the elven tekst. Second part further down below is the commen version.

*she gets out of a bath in a rented room and cleans herself. She then gets dressed before picking up her diary and writing in it. The whole page is written in elven.*


[I]E irilw ill elanamalaanelv anesa cilanaca. Oemlaan eo E irilw il ceananca anmilelelv ameanir wilw el ameew nymiloanelv. Ira laireamaw sa amirama illw iream ane nyirety ameew. Sa wilw wewl’an laila fyan E's layma ira ameycw amillan sa ane cailela anira aeylv anmaala ilcela ane vmeam illw nyirety elca anira ecwalaan anmaala. Ireamaelam ama elca vean ane nyiretytyelv ameew. E'cc fa amileanelv oem sa la'an calalael.

E irilela ilclae faal el il anmety ameanir ylnyca Ca' illw Selala Lailccil. Lailccil ela silmmeaw ane Quilne amire ela ela eo anira vyecw sasfamla eo sa oilaniram’la vyecw. E nelw eo oemvean amirama eym anmety amalan ane fyan E we masasfam ean faelv il veew ela. Ean amilla elama ellatyemelv laaaelv anirelaa aname oeviran. E cailmlaw il cean quylaan fa amilannyirelv.

E irilela ilclae anilcnaw ane Fmeill ilvilel. Ira amilla il fean illvma ane naaty ean nelwca. Ean laaasla Ilfe irilw maanymlaw ane Irastylaanailw laesa anesa ilve amireca. Oem laesa maillael iream aelam laira wewl'an laalw amemw ane Fmeill illw ira wewl’an cena anirilan. E anmeaw ane nyilcs ires fyan laesaamirama el anira nyelelamlailaneel ira illanaw sa iream E ameycw mailnyan eo sa feaomealw ameycw we anira lailsa illa Ilfe. E vean illvma ilan anirilan. Illw leam E anireln filnyn eo ean E vean ane illvma oem laynyir il laestyca hyalaaneel.

E amecc irilela ane ammeana il caananam ane ylnyca Ca' ane oelw eyan eo ira irilla faal ilfca ane vaan illa eloemsilaneel ilfeyan tyeamamoyc irailcamla. Eo lean E amecc anma ane oelw laesa salaaco fa illanelv ilmeylw.

Lae anirilan ameycw veela sa aname anirelvla el sa celv anams ane we celaan.
Oemlaan ela anmilelelv el anira ilmanla eo lairilweam willnyelv.
Laanyelw ela oelwelv tyeamamoyc irailcamla ane iracty sa vaan mewa eo aniralaa ilamoyc lanyilmla.
[/I]

*she puts her dairy down and starts her shadow training. After several hours of training she falls a sleep while trying one last time to get a shadow to come to here. Because of this she didn't see the result of her last attempt.*


//below is what was written above but then in common.

*she gets out of a bath in a rented room and cleans herself. She then gets dressed before picking up her diary and writing in it. The whole page is written in elven.*

I had an interesting time lately. First of I had a little training with dad in wood crafting. He showed me where and how to chop wood. My dad didn’t say but I'm sure he would want me to leave the young trees alone to grow and chop only the oldest trees. However we only got to chopping wood. I'll be waiting for my next lesson.

I have also been on a trip with uncle Lex and Miss Salla. Salla is married to Jako who is one of the guild members of my father’s guild. I kind of forgot where our trip went to but I do remember it being a good one. It was very inspiring seeing those two fight. I learned a lot just by watching.

I have also talked to Brian again. He was a bit angry to keep it kindly. It seems Abi had returned to Hempstead some time ago while. For some reason how ever she didn't send word to Brian and he didn’t like that. I tried to calm him but somewhere in the conversation he asked me how I would react if my boyfriend would do the same as Abi. I got angry at that. And now I think back of it I got to angry for such a simple question.

I will have to write a letter to uncle Lex to find out if he has been able to get any information about powerful healers. If not I will try to find some myself by asking around.

So that would give me two things on my long term to do list.
First is training in the arts of shadow dancing.
Second is finding powerful healers to help me get ride of these awful scars.


*she puts her dairy down and starts her shadow training. After several hours of training she falls a sleep while trying one last time to get a shadow to come to here. Because of this she didn't see the result of her last attempt.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 30, 2007, 04:15:15 PM
*She sits down and quickly makes some notes written in elven*

E irilela faal ane anira nymatyanla eo Nmillwem ameanir sa ylnyca Ca' illw laesa eaniramla. Anirama amilla ilclae anirela amesill amire seviran fa ilfca ane fmelv filnyn sa ylnyca illa E nlaam ires vmeamelv yty. E cena iram ilcmailwa; E anireln iram lilsa amilla Ilseceil.

E ilclae vean laesa laanyoo ane sa wilw’la vyecw anewila illw E ylaaw anirelaa ane tyila sa watyan ane aniras.


*she puts her book away and starts her shadow training. Again she continues until she fall’s a sleep.*

//below is the commen version of the text


*She sits down and quickly makes some notes written in elven*

I have been to the crypts of Krandor with my uncle Lex and some others. There was also this woman who might be able to bring back my uncle as I knew him growing up. I like her already; I think her name was Amilia.

I also got some stuff to my dad’s guild today and I used those to pay my dept to them.

*she puts her book away and starts her shadow training. Again she continues until she fall’s a sleep.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on November 02, 2007, 04:35:00 AM
*she gets into her room and sits down looking worried at her wound on her arm. then she gets her dairy and starts writing in it*

Some quick notes of the events before today.
Uncle Lex has asked 2 powerful healers if they are willing to help me get rid of those awful scars I got. One of them was mister Quantum. It was good to see he was alright.
Lex, Quantum and I talked about it in the Orc Bashers guild hall. Lex explained why he needed Quantum and what he was going to do. Uncle Lex wants to find a ritual to help me heal my scars. He knows it has been used before to restore a limp on a woman’s body. Quantum agreed to help us anyway he could.
But that wasn’t until after I showed him my scars and tolled him how I got it. I could see the anger at his face but again my uncle was showing no emotion.

During our talks some terrible news came up. Quantum said that his daughter and my friend had died. She became a vampire and he had to put her to rest. I couldn’t keep myself together. Even now I feel tears coming out.

So right now I will have to help my uncle to find this ritual he mentioned.
Besides that I got my shadow training to worry about and the fact that I have my dept with the angels’ guild. Repaying those debts will be a bit harder now as I lost my ox Berta while attempting to help this medical student. Both my ox and everything I had on it is gone.

I'll have to get myself a new one soon.

I have seen my dad today teaching Eander some things about arcane archers.
After my dad had to leave me and Eander where alone at the fields outside of Hempstead. We talked a bit and I heard the oxen and horses scream coming from a barn near by. I went there to find out what it was. As we came close Eander heard it to.
As we entered the barn we saw this werewolf feasting on the oxen and horses. When it saw us it attacked us and Eander shot his arrows at him while I got up close and tried to kill it with my two short swords. This werewolf and I had a though battle and it even managed to bite me in my arm. But I managed to kill it after that. Once I killed it I expected it to change back into a human or something but it didn't.

I was wounded badly with claw marks and such from the werewolf’s attacks. Eander started to heal me but I felt this burning sensation in the bite mark from that werewolf. I must have fainted from the pain of the bite because I woke up being very dizzy and having a hard time to stay standing. Eander said later that the bite mark turned black and as I woke up the black in the bite wound disappeared.

We went to Hempstead and I sat there with Eander on the benches and we had some fun. He wanted me to stop but I could tell he was just joking.
But then he did something that was stupid but he didn't know. He started joking about being tortured by a small punch I gave him. I got angry and at him and before I got to angry and did something stupid I left.

Later when he and I met again I apologized several times. I have accepted it but I was still a bit angry so I thought it best not to have anyone around for now. Just to calm down a bit.

This bite wound of that werewolf has got me worried. I survived for now not being turned into a werewolf but how long will it last. How long until I find myself biting my friends, family or other innocent people.

*she puts her book down and gets some rest thinking about today’s events. Slowly she fall’s a sleep. The next morning she starts the day by doing her shadow training.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on November 04, 2007, 04:36:28 PM
*she enters a room of an inn and puts her stuff down next to the bed. She gets out her diary and before she writes in it she scratches her werewolf bite mark*

I have been doing my training again in solitude. Trying to focus on the shadows and have them become one with me, to help me hide. However I have also been thinking. Brian said that the shadows have a world of there own, or something like that. If thats true then the shadows might have feelings like us. They might be able to communicate with us in some way. If I find out if any of this is true or not, it might help my training.

I fear however that only a true shadow dancer might be able to help me further. I only know of a few people: Kinai, the guild of Thiefs and this woman nathalia I believe her name is. I have to find either of them and I will try my best. Perhaps Brian has had some luck. I need to find him again.

Also note that I still need to repay the angels guild for equipment I bought from them.
And my uncle lex'or will probably likie some help with finding that ritual to help me get ride fo my scars forever.

I better write a few letters. one too brian to ask him to find me some time and one too abigail to ask if she has time to meet again. It has been to long since she and I talked. knowing abi a bit there is probably much that has happend in her life.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on November 06, 2007, 04:19:34 AM
*she enters a room in the house 180 haven. as she sits on the bed she gets her book out.*

I have finaly seen abi again. We talked alot but mostly about what she went trough. In short she took care of quantum who was sort of a wreck after his daughter sonya died. There's more to this story but I don;t feel liek writing it right now. Abi also had a fight with brian wich resulted in them breaking up.
I kind off expected that last one. But I hoped I was wrong.

there's more to write about what abi and I talked about but I will do that after I got some rest. Abi showed me her home and also said I could rest in her fathers bed. I just hope I won't wake up seeing him lying next to me. Or in the same room for that matter.

Time for some sleep. I haven't been this tired before. I hope I won't sleep to long.

*she puts her book away and gets into the bed and gets some rest. she quickly falls into a deep sleep.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on November 07, 2007, 03:21:40 PM
*Tears cover alot of areas on this page*

our friend ship has been put to the test.
Abi and I went to a crypt with sala and brian and along the way we met uncle Dalan too. He didn't recognize me at first thought, but thats not important right now.

When we went into the cript we got pretty far. well to the end actualy. there in the last big room we encountered alot of shadow creatures. by that time I was iritated but the fact i could not hit those guys enought to do any dammage that I got angry. and the fact that the one of those creatures attacked me with spells pushed me over the edge. I got angry and forgot about my own safety. I went after that creature and there was a flash.

next thing I remember was waking up and sala yelling me to run and get out.
i did but then in the hall way she wanted me to rest and get over what just had happened to me. when I was about to rest I heared someone get into that hallway. I later found out it was a vampire. it did the worse thing I can think of right now. That thing killed Abi. I saw abi fall and I froze. I just kept yelling for her. it feels as if the other draged me out of there away from...........

*the ink dwells of the page as if she was crying to much to continue writing*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on November 10, 2007, 04:42:43 PM
*she sits down in a rented room and starts to write*

I thought of continuing where I left off, But there's nothing much to say. I had a hard time accepting Abi's death. Even after Sala brought her back I was still hard for me. Seeing my best friend die like that is something I never wish to see again.
Not long after Abi was safe again I left without saying anything. Uncle Dalan and Brain followed me but nothing they said could calm me.
Even when Abi finally found me and she and I had a long talk. I still wasn't the same again. I went to the temple uncle Lex is at some times and along the way Brian wanted to talk to me. During that talk he tolled me that he was poisoned somehow. I forgot what because I was only thinking of what happened to Abi.

That night I slept under the stars like uncle Lex does a lot. It was peaceful and it helped me calm down. That night I had a dream. It was about my time as a slave on that ship. Everything was the same except for one thing. Abi found a way to rescue me even before all the horrible things happened that I went trough. I wonder why I dreamed that?

*She buts down her book and start to train with the shadows again for the rest of the night*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on November 11, 2007, 02:30:07 AM
*she gets up in the morning after a long night of training her shadow dancing skills*

I almost forgot. Uncle lex is changing for the better. he is starting to show more emotion and he's also in training to learn how to wield a new weapon. he is already pretty goot at it. I've learned that first hand in the arena in vehl.
I was there with Abi and Eander the 3 of us couldn't handle him.

after our little friendly fight we had a rest and after that we went on our way back. before we went away thought I had to change my outfit. My uncle had cut it up a bit to much for my tast. so whilke the boys where gone I changed. abi was still there and she saw my scars. I guess I never showed her before since she was suprised by how many it where. and she also asked some things to. one of them was if the scars still hurt. like I said to Abi they don;t hurt me any more as in pain, but they still do remind me of what happend.

We went to catch up with the boys and during the rest of the time she was not realy her self. I guess the scars on my body had cought her full atention.


*she stops writing and puts her stuff in her bags. she gets out the inn and starts her day.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on November 11, 2007, 05:44:28 AM
*she goes inside an inn and rents a room. she goes inside the room and takes her diary out and starts to write in it.*

A few days a go I saw my uncle lex again. he and I started to talk and at some point I tried to get some information out of him by pretending to know it already. it backfired at me and Uncle lex started to tickle me. I was barly able to stop him. Then Lex said he wasn't going to say something he had on his mind and Now I was determend to get it out of him. so i started to tickle him. didn;t work on him thought. real bummer but I thought of something else.

I did a move on him I had learned. I quickly place one of my feet behind one of his feet and I pushed him away from me. Like I planned he fell into the pond in hemstead near that statue.':)  What i didnt plane on happening is that Lex bumbed his head on the bottem of the pond and got a nasty wound because of it. Worse thing was he went out cold and didn't move. :(  So i had to drag him out of the pound and get him on dry ground.

He was out cold for a while but thanks to me and amilia he has recovered. He did gave me quite a scare thought. But I guess it was the same for him.


Several days later I saw abi again and she was realy bussy with crafting but she did find time to talk to me. during her crafting I met eghaas. We talked a bit and when I was ready to leave for my training with the shadows when Eghaas wanted to tell me some things about being a shadow dancer. But he didn't say. He did mention a name of someone I could try to find. "La'laith Valash" or something like that. This lady seems to know a lot about shadow dancing and might be able to inform me more about the possible dangers eghaas didn't want to mention.

I think I will post something in the taverns. That might help my search.

*she starts to write a note and then copies it several times. She gets some sleep and the next morning she gets out early to post the notes in several taverns across minstone*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on November 11, 2007, 05:54:17 AM
*she sits down at a tavern and copies a message from the inn's message board into her diary.*

Quote from: Dezza
The people of the city of Western Gate on Corsain have been rocked to their core in the last week as the Mayor, Antony Vipsanius upon orders of the Dominus has issued Marshall Law in the city. Citizens have been confined to their homes for three days as local Militia backed by the Rofireinite Knights and Guardians have swept across the city making widespread arrests.

Buildings, ships, cargoes, businesses and warehouses have all been confiscated or claimed by the City Council for investigation.

The widespread arrests have occurred from the docks district right up to and including at least three members of the City Council. The biggest organisation hit was the Ishnar Mercantile Consortium and sources claim that the arrests have been linked to an assault carried out by individuals led by a powerful illusionist called Saebhel by some and Rhynn by others, against the estates of the Merchantile Lord Ishnar in the mountains north of Western Gate.

Apparently the Dominus has ordered other city councils and Mayors across the nation to do the same.

What has affected the people in Western gate the most is the rumour that Ishnar was the head of a major slaving organisation linked to the Silver Crescent. His power and influence for many years has been felt right through the Dragonsong dominion and indeed across Corsain and beyond. But most importantly his donations to city building projects have been most generous over the years.

The economic impact of what has occurred has economists madly calculating but in terms of future stability and against the war on chaos and corruption this truly has been a great boon for the Dominus, the mayor of Western gate and indeed for the Rofireinites who will be earning their keep in the years that come sifting through the investigations that will arise from this.

Some people worry about reprisals but for the most part there is a new faith by the people in the workings of law and order.


*she writes something below it that’s not from the copied message.*

Could it be that this "Ishnar" is the one ultimately responsible for my 6 month enslavement? Perhaps I could learn something by attending some of the trails. I have to find out when and where trails will take place, I got to know.

*she closes her dairy after the ink has dried and then continues to post her own messages.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on November 14, 2007, 01:55:25 PM
*she makes a fire from wood she gathered. as the fire is burning brightly she gets her dairy and starts to write in it.*

No news yet of this lady Lalaith Va'lesh. I did find out that more people know of her so she is a real person. I just hope I can find her.

I also got some troubling news from uncle dalan. It seems my best friend is beein hunted down and has a price on her head. All for being a whitness in court. there is more to it. But I don't feel like writing it down here. Me, barion, Dalan and Brian went to look for abi and found her. We went trough a lot of forest to get to her. and once we did I was so glad to see she was alright. I also gave her some things that I thought might help her incase she needed to hide again.

On an other note. I have talked to mom about what I heard from uncle Lex. Mom hid it but I could tell she was angry from the get go. when I was done talking to her she was gone faster than I'm used from her. Dad might have a hard time up ahead. I will have a hard talk with him too.

Nothing else to write down for now.

*she puts her dairy away and starts to train with the shadows.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on November 20, 2007, 01:53:06 PM
well lets see what important things do I have to write about.

First of I took part in small tournament. It was more for me to see how I could handle against others. Wasn't much to do thought.

After The tournament I got to talk to Lex. He tolled me things about my father that I could have read in his dairy but shurly forgot for some reason. He tolled me alot and now I know that I do not only have a half brother walking around somewhere but that he might be more like me then I realize.

I also heared about a note that My sister Sil'via Wrote to My uncle. It got me angry. Dad was going to far this time, acting all helpless. So I went back home. it wasn't the way I intended to go home but He left me no choice.

When I got home I could tell My brothers and sister wanted to hug me BUt I let them no Imidiatly to leave me alone with our father. Father and I had a hard talk most of wich I forgoten now. Most of wich because Sil'via peaked past the door and saw me talking to dad. at first I thought she got scared of dad since she over heared dad talk about him being a murderer.

I got dad to go help me find sil'via and when I found her I tried to comvered her. But instead of accepting me she turned her anger on me. She was angry at me the whole time just because she didn't understand why I was gone for so long. in her anger she pained me. Not by hitting me with her fists. but with the words and the clear fact that she,... my sister hatted me so much. I think that for the first time in a long time I let go of my emotions. I cried like I haven't done in years.

to make a long story short. I ended up explaining to Sil'via what had happend and when she did she sort of understood why i was gone for so long.

IN the 2 weeks that followed I spend all the time with my brothers and sisters. it was the best time I had in years.

Now for something else. I met this elf that is realy nice. His name is ..... oh darn I forgot. Well anyway I'd like to know more of him. I hope I get to meet him again soon.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on November 25, 2007, 07:45:21 AM
Several things happened to me lately but only a few I will write about.

first of all I'm happy to say that uncle Lex and Amilia seem to be very happy together. I know because Lex was making a new outfit especially for Amilia. And he wanted it to be something she would love to see him in. I actually saw some image there that I'd rather not saw.  O.o  

But I'm glad to see there happy together and that’s all that matters to me.

Now for something a bit more sad,
I was on one of my trips to gather spider silk when it happened. I was sneaking around staying unnoticed as always and I had almost succeeded again to get the silk without being spotted. I must have did something wrong thought because all of a sudden. They attacked me. I did the best I could to take them out but they where with to many, and they surprised me good. :o

What happened next made me more emotional then usual for a couple of days.
I met the soul mother for the first time. :(

When I met my uncle Lex, some time later he helped me for a while. He even dragged me to the dragon islands for some real training along with a group of others.
It's there that I found out I was more emotional then ever before. I think I fell in love with Marcus he was also in our group.

After that trip I went back to fort Vehl and there I talked to my uncle and explained my behaviour. He said: "he is a good man."

I wish he hadn't said that. It made me think about Marcus more. And when I went back to the boats I even met Marcus. He and I had a talk because even he got worried about my behaviour. I tolled him I had met the soul mother for the first time, and he converted me by hugging me. By that point I was already shaking really badly and I could not speak much.
By the time I had gathered enough courage to hug him back and kiss him. He stopped hugging me and challenged me to a race back to Hempstead. ;)

i think it became a close call but unless I'm mistaking I won that one. ;)

I'm think I’m, in love with Marcus but I know it is not mend to be. From what I heard later one and saw, he already has a woman. Her name is Jaelle and she is an elf. I can't compete with the beauty of an elf. :(

I had send Marcus a letter letting him know why I reacted the way I did and that I wished him the best with Jaelle.  

An other guy who called himself “Sall” cheered me up. He gave me a note which he said would help me every time I am sad or down.
it said. "I am Huntemara Darsus.”. When I got it I changed it into "I am Huntemara In'Darsus" but the idea was great. I put the note under my shirt close to my heart. I must say Sall acted a bit weird after that? :\\

I don’t know why all I did was put the note under ...... *she hits herself on the head and calls her self stupid as she remembers something*
Stupid girl that I am, I wasn't wearing anything under my shirt that day. That’s why he reacted so awkward when he left.

I got to find him and apologize for it. My dad would have a heart attack if he found out. And what would my uncle say.

OH now that I think of it, Sall did give me a good idea. Something I can do with Abi. One day I am going to surprise Abi with a trip around the world. We will go and see as much cities as we can.
Sounds great, I can't wait until the time comes. It’ll be perfect, just Abi and me. :D :) two best friends travelling the world.

I got to go train hard and prepare things for when the day comes.

One side note though.

I had a dream last night. I was walking in a dark hallway towards some light. When I got to that light I saw a woman, followed by an other woman.
As I got closer I saw this big church like room with a lot of women in it.
As I got into the centre of the room I saw mom and her mother, together with my mom's sisters. They al made on big circle around me and when that was done the attacked me. All of them even my mother. They attacked me with magic. All kinds of magic hit me at once.

I woke up sitting straight up in my bed sweating like someone had emptied a bucked of water on top of me. All the candles in my room were light up. Strangest thing about that is that before I got to bed..... I put them all out. :o

what does this mean?
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on November 26, 2007, 01:42:15 PM
*she gets into a library and collects several books about magical spells. she puts them down on a table to read but before she does that she takes her dairy and writes in it.*

Dear dairy,

I have had to endure alot lately.
First off I was able to watch how a slaver got exacuted in hempstead. it was stacfying to see, but not in the way I excpected it to be.

Several others where ment to be exacuted as well but it got out of hand when a shady figure apeared. and before I knew it many where slain. then out of nowhere a liche apeared. Facinating being I must say. It floated above the ground. and it even fanished into thin ear. I think some of the people there said he used a spell called "Time Stop" just like the words say it's a spell that can stop time.

I'm in a labrary now and I going to look it up in some books I found. It's positive for me now. I'm going back to my wizard studies. it was my first love and It feel better already getting back to studying magic again.  and with everything that went on lately I feel it is time I go back to who I was.

*she puts her dairy away and she takes a book about magic and starts to studie it carfully. after several hours she finishes it. she drinks and eats something before taking the next magic book to studie. this goes on for 10 hours straight before she falls a sleep on the last book she studies.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on November 27, 2007, 01:33:22 PM
*after several weeks of intens studie in the library she puts down the books she has read and gets her dairy so she can write in it again*

this studying is starting to get to me. and my suply of water and food is running out too. I got enough for a few more days but then I woul realy have to go back again, to gather suplies. for an other few weeks.
I might even try to go to the great library I heared about. I have seen the portal during my last travel with uncle lex and Luna. Luna and I would have gone trought if Uncle Lex didn't run off without us. I might try to go trouhg it some time. If that portal realy leads to the great library I might be able to studie magic there alot better then where I am now. But then again i could get into trouble if I go there.

well we will see. A few more books to read and studie and then I will go back to hempstead.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on November 29, 2007, 03:56:03 PM
Dear dairy,

I'm back in the library again to study as much of magic as I can.
IN the past few days I went outside and I met up with abi again. We talked alot and she finaly got to show me those outfits I made her some time ago.
they look great on her. Althought one might be a bit to sexy for her father I think she looks great in all of them.

I also tolled abi how I thought I was getting in love with someone. Though she kinda helped me get out of it. it seems that guy is a ladies man. Not the man for me that I'm sure. To bad he looked cute. oh well can't have them all.

I also payed my dept to the angels guild quite a bit. only 1675 true left to go.  It won't take me to long now.
I also got to ask dad for a little favor. Since I am planning on one day hunting down that guy that solled me I figured I could use soem help. It would be my first real hunt and I know dad has got alot more experiance then me. I aksed him if he would be willing to help me, and he said yes.

not that I excpected anything else from him but still. he could have said no. I'm glad he wants to help me when the time comes. I just hope I won't forget about it.

Well back to studying books again. I'm going to re-read most of the books I read last time. To try and see if i can get it into my head that way and to see how much I remembered.

*she puts her dairy away and starts so study books about magic like she has done for many weeks before.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on November 30, 2007, 04:28:02 AM
Studiying magic is going pretty good. I'm beginning to get cantrips into my head. I'm not going to use them here in the library but I hopfully will be able to use magic pretty soon.
I just need to study some more. I want to be able to use magic again to help me in combat and rogue skilles I have. I am a huntress and magic would help me greatly with it. not just protection but to make me stronger faster and more agile.

It is also a part of my bloodline to use magic. both sides of my family use magic in some way. With dad's family it is to use there bow's better. With mom it's magic all the way. To use it when ever it's usefull. It's because of my mom's bloodline that I am now so focused on learning magic. I already honoured my dad's bloodline by useing there full name: "In'Darsus".

Well back to studying.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on November 30, 2007, 01:13:44 PM
I am done studying for now. In stead I am going to make a list of all the spells of each cirlce and in wich order I'd want to learn them.

that will help me later one with my studies and this way I will have a goal. something to work to.

I'll be starting right away as I have already found alot of books about spells I can learn in this library.

*she dries the ink on the pages and then she goes to the last page of her journal. She takes out an ink made of a collour wich almost has the same colour as the page she writes on.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on November 30, 2007, 06:11:12 PM
making that list was getting to me so I thought a change of place was in order. I went to hempstead and there I found my uncle lex. Him and I wrestled a bit. But none of us realy won. I was to quick for him and he was to strong for me.

After a while we stopped and started to look what else there was to do. and we found a group of people talking. well it soon became a group. It was more fun when Luna joined up. She and I got to sit on the shoulders of my uncle lex. Both of us at the same time. that was so much fun.

Later on I went to get some silk along with Luna and her student. I forgot the dwarf ladies name. it didn;t go to well. and now I am back to studying again. I want to get this magic and learn it well enought so I can use it in battle.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on December 01, 2007, 11:02:55 AM
I finaly got my list of spells I want to learn done. Well i got the cantrips, first circle and second circle spells all written down in the order I want to learn them.

The other spells will have to wait. They are to difficult for me right now anyway.
I will take the first few spells that i think I can learn and master out right now. and then I will studie them more closely and see if I can cast them.

I will first start by trying to cast a light. it's an old favorite of mine. it has helped me many times before. A shame i have to re learn it again. oh well. here goes nothing.

*she puts down her dairy and takes a bunch of scrolles out and starts to work on them. to see if she can cast them.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on December 09, 2007, 08:21:51 AM
So much studying but I finaly got it. I can cast magic again. :)
I feel like a little girl visting a merchant who has all kind of tasty jummy jummy stuff to eat. :p

I got alot of spells to learns till but I know this is the life I want to life. Magic should have been a party of me alot sooner.

I also saw brian again. it wasn;t a pleasent convertation thought. it started good but it ended up in .... well he made me angry and sad at the same time. I knew about berak and Abi and when I said that abi tolled me he said I betrayed him for not telling it to him. :o he ed me off real good with that remark.:mad:
what does he expect of people? that they will tell him everything they know as soon as they know it? they woorld doesn;t work that way. and besides I haven't seen him in ages I was over joyed to see him again and then he starts to act all defensive like this. The basterd broke my heart with it. :(  not just because of what he said to me. but also because I had to see him so alone. He is and acts all alone and right now he doesn't seme to want to do anything else but be alone and willing to push everyone away from him to do that.
I know he had a tough life and all but still, no need to push people away just to avoided getting hurt.

If he keeps doing this he will end up becomming the same monster he thinks his father is. and that would break my heart even more. :(  *some tears stain the page here*

*the following has strong writing marks as if the quill was press on the page to hard.*
Darn you Brian. ......

Life has more to it then all the pain Brian see in it. May the gods curse him for being so blind to the good sides of life. for trying to avoid it like he does now. :mad:

I love brian like a brother and I hate seeing him like this. It tears my heart into pieces.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on December 15, 2007, 02:32:30 PM
*she gets into a rented room with a bath. She filles the bath with hot water and some herbs to make is smell nice.  She also uses some hot water a tubb to but her clothing in that smell like it's been in a sewer. She get her diary and then gets into the bath and relaxes for a while before beginning to write*

What a time it has been. First of I remember Going on a trip with Omer. it was a great trip and we got to talk a bit about love and such. I still don't realy know why but I almost flirted with him.
I talked to Uncle Lex'or about it and he says it's not wrong since Omer is not realy family, like Uncle lex and I am. I also tolled my best friend abigail. She seems to like it too. Besides the him being way older then me part. But I don't care. I have seen Omer one other time since then and I didn;t realy do any thing but stare at him. I know Omer is cute and all but..... I don't think it's ment to be him and I.

I have also traveled a few times with My sister Sil'via. I don;t know if I wrote about it or not but she has started to adventure herself. she has become quite strong i must say, and her songs I have missed so much. I'm glad she is here so I can see here more often. Mom and dad are not but they need to learn we are not children any more. We are adults and can handle our selves.
Mom and I got into a fight about that. It still gets me angry thinking about it.

I also have a sort of a dept with a guy named erik. He raised me in the red light caves and I ...  i am gratefull to him.  I hope I will  one day be able to return the favore, and save his life.

I have also got some new clothing from my dads guild. it has increased my dept with them but at least now I will be able to protect myself a bit more.
I have also gotten my jewelry renewed so to speak. on of the rings now helps me remember more spells of the first circle.

I have also seen brian again. He sort of flirted with me in a way I did not like but also enjoyed a bit. he still pushes people away from him thought. I just hope I have been clear enought to him that i will be there for him when he needs me.


*She puts her dairy aside and rest some time in the bath. enjoying the warmth of the water and the flowery sent of the herbs she put in.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on December 24, 2007, 05:33:26 AM
*she takes out her dairy from her bag pack and opens it to writer in it*

Many things happend and if it wasn;t for my small notes I keep making I would have forgotten most of them already.

some time ago Me and sil'via and some others helped out a bard how got his hapr stolen. we tracked down the group that did it towards the sewers of hempstead. We had to go make a swim in the sewer waters to get to the harp something that most of us couldn't handle. but in the end we got the hapr back and where rewarded 200 true. It's more then byuing e new harp but I guess you can't excpect people to give up something they hold most dear.
//a Little quest by Ouroboros.

I also had some terible time myself trying to handle stuff that happend to my sister Sil'via. She seemed to have gotten the memories of a shade somehow. If I remember corectly she got a shade inside her. and when ever someoen tuches her they see images. First they where terible images of flames, deaths and destruction. and to make matters worse some people tried to help her but made it even worse. I still can;t help thinking the worse when i see how my sisters clothing had been torn on her left shoulder.
Sil'via's memories and the ways she acted turned into that of an child after that, well big baby is more like it I think. it was terible to see for me and the longer it lasted the harder it got for me to handle. she is alright now but events in my families life don;t make it easier for me to do what I think a big sister should do. I always said to myself that i would do what ever it took to keep my own siblings from going trought a simular hell as I did, and I failed.
althought Sil'via seems to be back to her normal, happy, flirting with all guys self again, I can;t help but think she might be keeping it all inside her. To hide how she realy feels about this all.
//result of an inpromtu quest sil'via got involved in.

I also have some good news cencerning abigail my best friend. She seems to have found a person willing to help her train to become a spellsword. this sounds great and I'm happy for her. I hope she keeps me up to date.


I also met this interesting woman. She call's herself Izzy. She has a past liek i do and is now trying to forget it and move on. how ever her past seems to be well known by most people. Even Uncle Lex'or warned me of her. she seemed to have been resposible for some events that almost drove my parents apart. But izzy said that those days are far behind her, and that like me that person died long ago. Call me crazy or what ever but I'm willing to believe her. people like her should deserve a second change. and since I only know of her past by hersay it's easier for me to eccept it all. I know I have gained her trust now. it's because of soemthings she showed me the other day. One day I will do the same. When the time is right. Izzy and I can get along pretty well and I like it. She is more unieke then any one I know off.

I also made a tip to the dragon islands but that didn't turn out as good as I had hoped on. I got to remember next time I'm at a dock and hear knocking on the doors to the dock. that I shouldn't open them. something might get in that can kill ya. and with em it was a treant. I could dodge most of it's attackes but it got me in the end. It got even worse when i saw the soul mother takes a second piece of my soul. I hate it when she does that. it always makes it easier for people to get to me. I'm just gald I know people like Izzy and Sil'via. They cheared me up pretty good.

*she smiles and puts her dairy back after the ink has dried.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on January 03, 2008, 01:02:04 PM
*she opens her book on a table in the room she rented for the night and begins to write*

I have done so many things again. if it wasnt foor my notes I would have forgoten about many of them.
First I'll start with some good news. I am now taking magic lessons with miss hanna. My first assignment was to learn about the different school that magic has. what they are about and what flaws they might have. I also had to deside wheater I would like to focus on one school or focus on all schools like hana does herself. I will have to find her again to talk about those things. I will also show er what I can do with magic already. and the items I posess that help me with my magic.

I also got some jobs done together with izzy and jaigen. they wherent that hard though.

Alright now for some bad new. get ready it's quite a lot.
first off my depts to the angels guild have gone up to over 8000 true. not that it's a bad thing I already got almost half of it already. I just wish i didn;t by so many things.

I also had a hard talk with my dad several month back. it was about izzy. My dad doesn't want me to be around her. I can tell he hates her for what she did in the past but I know that izzie's past is just that, the past. she is searching for a second change. Just like me. To be honest I know quite alot about her already. perhaps even more then most know about her.
most people who know Izzy's past are warning me about her. But I don't think Izzy would willingly hurt me. She and I are becomming close friends. just like Me and abi are.

Talking about abi I haven't seen her in a long long time. last i heared she found a elf to help train her to become a spell sword. I hope she is doing alright. I can't wait untill the day comes that she is back again.

alright now back to izzy again. She has been trough quite alot lately. first she got bitten by a vampire and nearly turned into one. and not long ago. I saw her on the docks of Vehl. A lich appearently did something to her and she was in big trouble. I joined up the big group she got with her and I staid with her during the whole trip. I tried my best to comfert her and keep her save.
in the end she got rid of the device that she had gotten from the lich. but she was in terible shock after words. so i took her hand and guided her out. I even made apromise to show her my favorite type of bath one day. it will be a nice hot bath with plenty of herbs in it to make is smell like she is she is bathing by flowers. I might even give her a neck massage while I'm at it. i think she liked the sound of it. the bath thing anyway. I don't think I mentioned the neck massage thing.

well thats all for now. all that I can thnk of anyway.

Oh one more thing. Izzy might have pulled some strings with some guy she knows. He seems to have a spare room for me. he is somewhere in leringard if I remember corectly. *she lookes a t some notes*
yes leringard 127 thats the one. I will try and find it soon. I can use a room to store my stuff in. I got way to much on me all the time. and I might even try and save to one day be able to buy the whole house myself. That is if I like the house.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on January 10, 2008, 04:46:19 PM
*she gets into an inn's room and takes a bath. while in the bath she takes time to write in her diary.*

I got a choice to make between two posible rooms for myself. :\\  I saw the one uncle lex'or had in mind for me and it's not bad. I still need to meet with this other guy Izzy said might have a room for me. I hope that guy know's how to behave.

Sil'via was attacked by some people. :mad: I don't know what happend but I found her died body in the craft hall's in hempstead. I know I shouldn't feel bad about not being able to be there for her. But I can't help it, she is my sister and I should have been there for her. :(

I also finaly saw abi again. We had a great long talk and she talked alot about how she trained with an elf to become a spellsword. from what I heared she had a nightmare of a trainer, but it did make her that much better. I think that she would be a match for her trainer in the end.  ;)

talking about abi. a few days later I saw her talking with some poeple in hempstead. not long I got involved in finding a cure for her. she was biten by a vampire. problme with this bite was it was infecting her faster and she was nearing the point of no return. we saved her in the end. well..... bear did. he made a deal with a vampire to cure abi. it worked. I just can't help think what he might have gotten himself into. I don't want to end up seeing abi's heart broken. :(

I have also been able to pay off alot of my dept to the angels guild. I just need to deliver on more thing to miss elohanna and I just might have payed it in full. finaly no more depts. I can't wait. when I have no more depts. I will start saving for stuff I want inside my room. :)

I can't help but hate the fact I got an other secret to keep again. :mad: I can't believe what was asked of me this time. I'm not sure if I can handle it. :(

An other note. I also can't believe that outfit she made. She looked great in it. now that I think back of it. Did I realy said that? is she...... no nevermind. I'm seeing things.

*She dries the ink and puts her book away. Then she takes a long relaxing bath*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on January 12, 2008, 03:54:55 AM
I saw him agian. he was in the card emperium in leringard.we talked a bit and He showed me the card game he played and I played a few times to with the children there a boy and a girl.
After one of the games where I won for the first time I notced that Izzy was there to. I went to her and we talked. we got to know each other that much better again and I like it. She even liked the outfits I made. one of them even got her walking around me and it kinda made her...... how do you say. speechless I think. anyway at some point she left as she felt like she might be about to say things she might regret later. :\\ what ever that means. I wished her a good day and .... no wait a minut. I did not. She was gone to fast. :(

Anyway when izzy was gone that guy showed up out of nowhere and asked me if I could realy trust her. I said I know I can trust her but he didn;t agree with me. But then again he is always that untrusting towards people. :rolleyes:
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on January 17, 2008, 02:54:37 PM
I finaly have a place of my own. :)  Well almost.:(

Some old stuff still needs to be cleaned out. and I need to dust and clean the place realy good. The owner of the house hasn't been here in a long long time.

I was lucky to meet him too.
I got word of someone having a room trought a good friend of mine. My uncle also has a room so I had to make a choices. This guy had a deal I could not revuse. I am no the caretaker of his house. I have the whole top floor to myself. on the lower floor there are 5 rooms of equal size. one day I will rent those 5 rooms to others. and I will share the profits with the guy who made me the deal.

on an other note. Dad has send me several notes asking me to return to halflake for protection. apreantly some vampire might be after the whole family and I am in danger. well sorry father. I stop running and hidding a long time ago. the only time I hide now Is when I try to sneak past my enemies.

If I read dad's last note correclty some of my siblings might be angry at me.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on January 20, 2008, 04:07:08 PM
*she steps inside her hosue in leringard and sits on the ground still panting heavely form all the running, she takes some water from her canteen and when she is rested a bit she takes out her book to write in it.*

I have so much to tell again. but I will have to make it short.
first thing I want to write down is that I had a lesson with hana again but it got interupted by a guy who clearly wanted some scrolles so she had to go make those and showed me part of the process. I couldn't see her making the scroll because for some reasons I coudn't follow her up to the scribing place.

While I waited father showed up. he went up first but when he got down again father showed me the ritual needed to enchant the bow as his father did before him and all other fathers before them.
It was great to see and I hope to be able to do it myself one day. when hanna got back again she had to go. so my second lesson never got off realy.

and now with Hanna's live in danger I might never get an other losson from her again. *some spots made by tears can be seen from this spon on down*
it happend while abi gave me such wonderfull news. she and bear are going to get married. only one problem she wants me to be a brides maid. I have no clue what it means taht i will have to do. but I will be honoured to do anything. abigail is my best friend and I would never ever want to miss anything so important in her life.

when i asked to abi what  brides maid needed to do a bat droped something next to bear.  it was a piece of clothing of miss hanna. and ever since we have been trying to find hanna. I have lost the others but I will keep searching. I will go to.... somewhere. anywhere. I'm not going to lose hanna. even if it will kill me I will find her. an make sure she is alright.

I will travel the way the elves tought me. Enought food and water to survive the trip.

I have to go. I have had enought rest.

*she packs her book and some supplies and the goes out the house and runs off to find hanna, not stopping untill she does.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on January 28, 2008, 02:59:14 PM
*tears stain this page and only a few sentances can be read from it.*

The dreams are becomming terible. I keep weaking up covered in sweat all over. it's terible it's.......

*The writing becomes more and more shaking nearing the edn andthe rest of the page is covered in to much tearstains to be read at all.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on February 04, 2008, 03:06:34 PM
most people are experiancing happy times right now. But i am not one of them.

I have gained back some memorie of when I was on that slave ship. A trerible memory. and if that memory is correct I have no longer got the abilty to get children. I say this because I fear those parts have been removed from my body in a terible way. I had a few months to get over it after I found out about. I found out after a fight in the vehl arena. My dear elohanna was there the whole time to help me. it is she that susbected it after I gave as many clues as I could.

several months latr I thought I was strong enought to tell it to everyone I cared about. So i decided to make a invitation to all I knew. Many came. among them where, my father rain, My brother Elgon, My best friends Abigail and Izzy, My ants and uncles, Ferrit, Lance en several more. after I tolled my story and my suspitions. Dad went walking around trying to controle his anger. Izzy went into her: I-wil-kill-them mood. and Abigail, she started to blame herself and I fear she will never stop blaming herself either, no matter what I say or do.

it is starting to become difficult to handle now. I could handle it when it was just me being hurt. but now, many of my friends are in some way hurt by all of this. and that is hard on me, probably as much as it is hard on them.

some days later I traveled around to gather some supplies from a list hanna had send me. when I ran into a group with Lance, Chaynce, Elgon, ayana and some more. I traveld with them to the black ice ilands and I must say it was nice to be with ayana and elgon again. We spent way to little time together these days.

I will go now to continue gathering the supplies hanna will need. better to have them done as soon as I can.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on March 15, 2008, 03:26:18 AM
*Hunty comes into her house and goes up to her rooms on the floor above. She looks trough some chests to find her book. Once found she dust’s it off and cleans it a bit to make it pretty again. Then she opens her book and reads the last few pages before writing in it again. She takes out a pile of notes and starts to write.*

Well I have been unable to write in my journal for some time now.  I have been rather busy. All will be explained within time.

Threas, Junar 5, 1428,
This is the date where I got more supplies from a list Hanna had given me to collect for her. I also remember my sister Sil’via telling us about the fact that she was engaged to her first boy friend Christian. At that time she was worried about it since she loved a man who’s name I forgot.


Satari, Jular 21, 1428,
This day while still trying to collect things from Hanna’s list I met My uncle Lex’or. I tolled him for the first time about the fact I can’t have children and why that god isn’t the only reason for it. Lex actually responded quite relaxed about it. He said that where most people see a problem he sees a reason to find a solution. Those words lifted my spirit that day. I love my uncle that way. He always seems to be able to lift my spirit when ever I am down.


Wedlar, Augra 25, 1428,
An other day in which again I was collecting supplies for Hanna, and even this day I met someone to keep me of my duty. But this day it was Hanna herself. I don’t recall what we did but I do remember that she tolled me about the fact that her twins where killed before they where born. It was a sad day for the both of us. But at least we had each other at that time for support.


I will write down more next time. I got a lot of catching up to do.

*she dries the ink with her breath and then puts her book away.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on March 17, 2008, 03:33:44 PM
*hunty gets her book again and starts to write in it*

I still have much catching up to do about things that happened. I will write about some more events today.

From Sunra, Novlar 15 untill about Mulnari, Decilar 2, 1428, I spent time with training my skills in tailoring and cooking and collecting the stuff I needed. Cooking and tailoring are my favourite crafts. Cooking because I like to eat and drink good stuff and tailoring because I’d prefer to wear something different each day.


Tunar, Mar 24, 1429,
When I look at the note of this day I wrote something about Sil’via getting angry. I just can’t recall about what. According to my note It was about some stuff that was not her self or something like that.

I also wrote about meeting the soul mother again. Must have been some event after it, my mood usually changed big time after such a thing happens, either in a good way or in a bad way.

I also talked to Izzy about stuff and again I can’t recall what.


Threas, Mai 12, 1429,
On this day I changed my clothing a bit and Izzy watched and gave her approval. She’s got great taste if you ask me. I can’t remember what I made thought.  Doesn’t matter must have been good.

*she puts down her book and lets it dry. When the ink has dried she puts it away.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on March 24, 2008, 03:26:26 PM
*Huntemara comes in her house again and gets her journal, then she grabs her notes and starts to work though them looking to which are important and which are not. Those that are not she throws away. The rest she uses to write down in her journal. She grabs the first note and starts to write according to the notes she placed on them so long ago.*

Mulnari, Jular 16, 1429
This day I got to see abi again after not seeing her in a long time and we got to catch up again on events that happened. I remember that abi tolled me that she has been having trouble with the fact that she can’t have children of her own because of that god’s idea of us being impure and not belonging here.  It es me off to but I have been able to deal with it for a lot longer then abi has. Abi also had a change of teaching me how to make polishing oils. We also talked a bit about events that happened to me during that time.

Satari, Jular 28, 1429
On this day I had a change to rearrange some of the houses furniture. Did I write already that I got a house of my own now? Well, sort of, I am the caretaker of a house in Leringard and 4 rooms there are being rented out. I got the whole top floor for myself. It’s great.


Threas, Seplar 5, 1429,
I had a trip with my sister Sil’via, Come girl named Chiara, Mel and Izzy. It was great fun. But I got killed in the end. I was raised by a druid of Katia and I only saw Izzy when I woke up. I had expected to see Sil too but she wasn’t there. She said she did came at one point but I was a sleep at that time. That’s what I remember anyway.

Threas, Seplar 19, 1429
Apparently I was in a bad mood this day and got myself and my sister sil’via killed. And sil and I talked about it after. Or so I think. I really need to right down things sooner.

Sunra, Oclar 22, 1429
This day I got to decorate my house some more. I also had a visit from abi and izzy. Both loved my house even when it still wasn’t done yet. Abi and izzy both gave me gifts. Abi gave me a few plants and izzy some true to help me finish my decoration idea’s. Both of them helped me with finishing my decoration of the house the way I wanted it to. Those two are great. With them in my life I don’t have to complain about anything.  Oh and izzy and I seemed to have been teasing a lot that day too.


Oh well enough righting done for one day. Next entry will be a big one since there is something important I really need to write down.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on March 27, 2008, 04:34:27 AM
Alright dear journal, today I will write in you something that I will write down about with much happiness.

Threas, Seplar 19, 1430,
I think it started way before this date but this day is like a turning point in people’s lives.
It stated the day before this day. I was walking around and went too haven I believe to do some things. Along the way I came to Hlint and I saw some people near the benches there. I even saw Izzy sitting there on a bench but I wanted to do some other things first so I went around and I think I passed her about 2 times before on the 3rd time I finally stopped for a talk with her. I apologised for being busy and went to sit next to her giving her the usual hug and greeting. That was actually one of those, sort of flirting hugs and greetings I usually do when near her.

After a long talk and some fun with people passing us, I started to feel the effects of a long day of working and travelling and I started to use Izzy’s shoulders as a place to put my head to rest for a moment. Next thing I know I wake up in a strange bed in room I don’t remember having seen before that day. When I looked next to me I saw Izzy lying in the same bed sleeping beautifully, looking as pretty as an angel. I took my time waking up a bit enjoying the few and when I was about to get up she opened her eyes her self and greeted me and I greeted her back.

I wanted to ask what had happened but before I could there was a knock on the door and Izzy asked me to stay quite and hidden. Not a problem for me of course. While Izzy was in the hallway opening the door and talking to someone, I took my time to take a bath. When I was done and dressed up again I noticed there were no voices in the hallway anymore. I went to check it by putting my ear to listen at the door to the hall way but no sounds to be heard. I carefully opened the door and saw no one. Then I put my ear to listen at the front door but even there I could not hear anyone outside. So I opened the front door and went out side hiding as best I could. I noticed I was in Krandor and I went to look around to see if I could find Izzy.
When I did I saw her near a bank and finishing talking to my uncle Lex’or. My uncle went to his home and I stayed hidden as best I could. When Lex’or was gone I came forth from my hiding place and went to Izzy to ask what was going one. It turned out Izzy got a new blade from my uncle. I think It was an adamantium one but I’m not sure anymore.

Anyway we went back to her home and talked a bit more. I listened carefully to everything she said. It turned out she brought me to her house after letting me sleep for a while.
Back at her house she gave me some food and something to drink. She even gave me some boots she found when one a trip on Dregar.  I don’t remember what we talked about after that but I do know that at some time it came to a point where Izzy said something I never thought to hear from her. First she said she didn’t want to say it because she didn’t want to risk losing our friendship and she was talking in riddles. I understood them and I had a good idea of what she was trying to say but I wanted to hear her say the words.
To ease her a bit I shared a similar riddle with her. I think I said something like having a battle going on inside of me and not sure what the result of that battle will be.
That’s when she said she felt like waiting until my battle inside of me was over. And we started to talk about past loves. Well I did about mine, the one that sold me to that slave ship and how that changed me into a cold killer.
We talked a bit more and at some point we came to a part where to me it sounded like Izzy was still unsure about telling something. But in fact she wasn’t she was sure just afraid of saying it. Izzy looked into my eyes and must have seen something in it but the words she said after that I remember even now. She had a stern look over her face and said this:

“no... I need to say it. I...gave my heart...to you...you have it since the moment we first met.”

and she closed her eyes right after as if waiting for my answer. Something in side of me faded away with those words and happiness unlike anything took me over. That’s when I noticed Izzy got a tear in her eyes and got afraid. I got closer to Izzy and whipped the tear from her face and hugged her lovingly. Then I tolled her that I have grown found of her as well and while she still looked afraid I tolled Izzy I would never hurt her in anyway. I aksed her how it felt to have gotten it all out, that’s when she said:

“well..not all...let say it all then and get it over with...Hunty...i-i love y..you.”


She closed her eyes again and waiting for my reply. This time however I didn’t reply in words but in deeds. I kissed her once. And waited to see what she would do. Izzy was surprised and asked me if I really wanted this too. I said the only thing I feared was what other would say about us. But with her I would be able to handle it. So from that day forward Izzy and I have been what the word... a relation ship of love. You know the kind in which you could end up marrying each other.

Who knows on day Izzy and I will do just that. But for now there are still some people that do not know about this. One of them I’m most afraid of because of what he would say about this.  He needs to know and one of these days I will tell him, somehow.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on April 06, 2008, 09:35:31 AM
*Hunty enters her room again and takes her journal and notes. She looks thought them and starts to throw away some notes. When she is dopne she starts to write in her journal using the remaining notes.*

Wedlar, Mai 11, 1431
On this day I got to decorate my house the way it is now. I must say it has turned out very pretty.

Wedlar, Jular 4, 1431
Now this was an exciting day I went along with Abi to some lecture of a mage about some new spell. When we got to a tower we met my dad, Elohanna and some others.
Inside the tower I couldn’t help think about my love Izzy. My dad noticed and asked what was making me so happy that’s when I said I was in love and he asked who the guy was that was making his daughter such a happy woman. I didn’t answer well Elohanna said it wasn’t wise as she knew my dad and the rest of the guild would make it hard on my love. She talked about some kind of test they already put my sister’s love through, Sil’via that is. She still had one at that time I believe.  

Anyway when we where able to go up and listen to the lecture of this dwarf Brac’ar He talked about how he had obtained a book which in the end helped him  make a spell that all of us wizard’s and sorcerer’s  can use. He named it Brac’ar’s fascinating missile storm or something like that. It was a fascinating spell to see indeed. He had combined multiple elemental magic into one missile based spell, an incredible sight to behold.


Tunar, Augra 3, 1431
On this day I went on a quest to get the head of a bugbear warlord. I went with Izzy, Elgon, Brian, Muhk and a monk. It went pretty good since we got out alright. But Izzy said she didn’t like the way Brian did things. I also remember Brian treating Elgon because of something. Brian better not go too far with his treats. Or he might find himself on the wrong side of my personality. Although I know Elgon is capable of handling himself he is still my little brother.


Mulnari, Seplar 23, 1431
On this day I got to babysit my nephew Scotty. He is the son of my uncle Lex’or. Lex and Amilia have gotten such a cute baby. I went to do some cooking after that and I was glad that izzy was there to look after the baby while I got to cook some stuff. At first Izzy expressed a dislike of the child but when I got to sneak up on her I noticed she liked the child and was actually playing with it. It was so sweet to see her play with Scotty like that. It made me realize again how much I love Izzy. I even felt a bit bad that I had to walk in and let Izzy know I was on to her.  She still kept giving excuses for why she didn’t like a baby but to me she ran out quickly.

Wedlar, Novlar 25, 1431
On this day I was finally able to pay of my dept with the Angel’s guild and I even got some new gear. I now have a credit open of 1800 trues which I will use to one day get a fire enchantment for one of my blades.


Mulnari, Decilar 2, 1431
Right this day was one with some troubles in it.
I went on a trip to the dragon islands with Izzy, Abi and some others. Along the way we went into a cave and in that cave Izzy left for some reason. I got scared and I was forces to make a choice. Join Izzy and get out or stay with my friend Abi and continue in the cave. I choice for the last one but it didn’t feel right. I wanted to stay with Izzy and talk to her. She seemed troubled. When we where finaly able to get out of the cave I saw one of the men of the group and when I asked if he had seen Izzy and if she was alright he said she wasn’t. He said that if he had come but a moment later she’d be dead. That did it for me. Without any other thought I ran out of the cave to find Izzy. I found her fighting one of those living trees. She was badly wounded and I helped her as best I could.

When the tree was taken care off, Izzy said she didn’t need my help and went to the boat. Stubborn as I was I followed her and we talked about things when we got to the boat. It turned out she left because Abi was too reckless and could have gotten us all killed. She said some more things but it has been to long since that day so I don’t remember it all. I just know I was glad Izzy and I shared that talk together.  I remember there was a moment that day on the dragon islands where I thought Izzy didn’t love me anymore because of my choice in friends. I was so glad to know I was totally wrong about that.

I also remember going after Abi and talking to her at the inn in Hempstead.
It turns out Abi is feeling as if she is starting to change some how. So many things are happening to her at once, it’s a miracle she hasn’t gone nuts already.
We shared a lot of things that night, things about our lives.  It was great, just like old times …. Well…. Almost.  

*Hunty puts her diary aside and takes a bath after done with her bath she puts the book away in a safe place.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on May 17, 2008, 08:32:05 AM

*Huntemara wakes up after a good nights rest seeing her love sleeping besides her. She smiles looking at her love then gets up and takes her journal out to write some in it. along she gets out a box wich is filled with a lot of notes.she gathers the notes and looks them trough before writing in her journal*


Dear journal,

I fear I have been too busy again to write in you. Because of that I now have so many things to write about.

First of I’d like to write about my father. He and I had several talks together concerning my love. I think he still doesn’t like the idea of me being with someone he has hated for so long. But he said he would give it his best try to accept her.


I also want to write down that there are now 3 people renting rooms in my house: A friend of mine Brian, My brother Elgon, and my sister Ayana. This leaves one more room left to rent out to someone.

Thinking of which perhaps I can convince my twin brother Tristan to rent a room. Yes journal you read it right. My twin brother Tristan has finally finished his training and I have seen him several times now. His strength and skills are an interesting match for my own. Although I can still beat him in a friendly fight, I wouldn’t be surprised if this would change with time.

I have also been working my skills in tailoring. I am trying to make panther leather armour. But I have failed in doing so for at least 5 times, very frustrating. So instead I am going to make panther capes for now. In the hope I can make an exceptional one. I have heard rumours of those capes and they sound great. Perhaps I get lucky some day.

I have also started a new craft. Besides tailoring and an occasional cooking I am now also doing poison crafting. These 3 crafts sound keep me busy for now.

That’s it for now. I will read back in my journal to find information on my earlier trainings with Brian when he trained me to become a shadow dancer. I feel that the ability to disappear even when watched can prove useful one day.

*she dries the ink and the reads back in the journal. At some point she remembers how to focus on the shadows and starts to practise on getting the shadows to move for several hours with no success. She stops for the day and gets to work on her crafts.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on September 18, 2009, 07:11:45 PM
I'm sorry journal. I'm sorry I have left you to collect dust for so long.
I'll try not to let that happen again. But as always.... I can't... and won't make any promises.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on September 20, 2009, 05:54:25 AM
I've been working on my alchemy again.

I've seen Brian again. He's fine as always. in his way of course.
haven't talked to many other people. Not that I feel like it, anyway. There is nothing to tell anyway. Nothing to bother them with.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on September 20, 2009, 03:06:24 PM
My alchemy is progressing but not as fast as I was hoping. then again finding those fire beetle's bellies is pretty hard.
It's also pretty quite during my trips. I haven't seen anyone yet. but then again I'm not surprised. I tend to be lucky enough to miss people. or unlucky. I don't care which one fits best.

On one of my trips back to Port Hempstead I met a halfling woman selling pie's.
I bought an apple pie from her and I must say It didn't only smell good, It tasted good too.
There was also a dwarf that wanted a pie. at first it seemed that he wasn't interested as he left but he returned soon. He traded a pie for a boot of sorts, and he sang us a song too. I was polite enough to give him an applause but I wasn't in the mood to hear anyone sing.

I wonder if my mood will ever be any better then it is now.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on September 21, 2009, 06:32:45 PM
Since I have started with alchemy my collection of acid flask's and alchemist's fire's have grown, as have my skills in making them.
I still haven't seen a soul during my trips. That is besides the usual town folk. Do people really hate me that much, that they will do whatever it takes to avoid me? Or is it just me being "Lucky" enough?
It's frustrating, but I can't do anything about it. I've grown used to it actually. The peace and quite are nice, no one to bother you with there troubles.
I'm not completely alone, Safira keeps me company. She and I have become close friends since the first time she came out of her egg. She seems to be the only one that keeps finding me, and the only friend I seem to have left in this world.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on September 24, 2009, 02:49:21 AM
During one of my trips to get fire beetle bellies I met Brian and a woman. I'm afraid I forgot her name. She looked elven to me and she was kind to me as well. I wonder if she was flirting with me or just being kind? I wonder this because when I just met the two she noticed I had my belly showing on my armor. They both talked in elven at that time and I even think they thought that I could not understand it. ....now that I think of it, I should have said something about it. I can understand elven you know. Oh well perhaps next time, If I think about it.  ...Then again it is kinda funny being able to understand something that the think I can't understand.

Anyway... She had more times when she was kind in a way that I wondered if she was flirting with me or just being friendly. perhaps she is a xeenite, that would explain it. I'll have to find out.
We went hunting for some giants together. It was great to be able to hunt something bigger then those beetle's for a chance. It was a small trip but I liked it none the less.

I have also taken time to try to remember how to work leather. I intent to make a new armor for myself. I came on this idea because I found my ox and noticed it had a lot of leather on in it's bags. some of those skins are alreay made into 2 bag's. Now I wonder what kind of armor I should make. from lion skin, or Wolf skin? Or both? I'll have to think about it.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on September 24, 2009, 07:27:12 PM
Today I did some more interesting.
Fist I went to Fort Vhell and once there I noticed a sign saying something about a Night of duels. It was great and I had both fun and some great combats. I lost every time  but the last duel was against a dwarf and it was much closer then the others.  I also saw that woman again there.... the one I met the other day with Brian. It seems that her name is duchess. Her act hasn't chanced. Not sure if it's an act or for real.

after a while I got tired and went on a ship to port hempstead. on the ship I had a bit of sleep so once I was in hempstead I felt like trying to see how my old friends from teh angels guild where doing.
I saw Uncle ben there. He said they went on a trip. He and essa, but later on others joined too. An elf who seems to flirt with everything thats female. Hedessa which I've met before, Jako. and some others. One woman looked verry familiar and when I asked her name I found out she was the daughter of Uncle Kyle and aunt ferrit.  Her name is Aylana and she's a sweet girl. She reminds me a bit of my sister Sil'via when she was young.

The trip was great and I loved it a lot. I finally got to kill something else then beetles. For once I had an exciting day again.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on September 27, 2009, 04:05:41 AM
Again I've done some alchemy to kill time and to become better at it. I am improving although it's not going as fast as before. I've also made two armors, a wolf leather skin and a lion leather skin. the next stop would have been a studded lion armor but I don't have all the items to make that. And since I can't mine I can't make the studs myself. so I asked someone else. I just hope he gets my note.

I've also been on two angels trips together with uncle Ben and Aunt Elly Others where there too but I don;t feel like putting everyone's name in since it was a large group. The first trip was for some ... titanium I believe. and the second one was for diamonds.

Between the two trips I was alone with Uncle Ben in a house in halflake.
He gave me something to think about. It seems that My mom is close to retire from adventuring. and they think that it's a good idea to let me take her place at the angels guild.
I didn't know what to think of it. I mean it sounds so much like mom is already gone. and I'm not ready to see an other one of my best friends die or disappear. I already lost one to the soul mother and an other one just disappeared. One way or an other they where both a part of my heart and so is mom. I'm not ready to lose an other one. What's the point in loving..... if it only dies in the end.... and leaves behind such a large hole in my heart.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on September 29, 2009, 11:39:05 AM
I'm meeting old friends and making new ones.

I met some new people when Essa, a member of the angels guidl and a sweet girl, invited me to join her and some others on a trip. We went to a frozen island and fought the undead that where roaming there. I actually used my blades the whole time and I must say I liked it a lot.
Among the people was a man named Razzie, or something like that. He has a huge ego and flirted with every woman in the group, thinking he's the best. Poor guy even flirted with me.

I'm also searching for Kyle Pandorn. I feel that he is the prefect man to help me with something. I hope he is willing to do it. We'll see.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on September 30, 2009, 05:41:06 PM
I've been training with my blades. Trying to remember everything that I learned when I was young. Besides that I also went to get some more Stuff to do train with alchemy.

During that I met the lady in red again. and she joined me in a beetle hunt.
After the hunt we went to that tower near hlint to do some alchemy. it's there that she showed me her .... how to put it...... Her true colours, so to speak.
I don't know what to think of it. Only time will tell I guess.


Still no word from Kyle. Hope he got my note and when he does I hope he contacts me.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 03, 2009, 06:28:21 PM
The letter that I had send to kyle seems to have finally arrived.  he is willing to train me. I'm glad to hear that. It's been a while since I've heard good news. Perhaps this training can not only improve my skills with my blades but also keep my mind away from the memories it's being troubled with.
and yet.... by training, I believe I will also honour the two people that are gone from this world and both where great with their sword. I loved them both, One is dead and the other one seems to have disappeared, leaving me heart broken.

I only have one goal left now. and that's to focus on my training with my sword.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 04, 2009, 05:22:51 PM
*as always the entry is written in elven*

So much has happened. I've been running around getting some new ingredients for some other alchemy potion to make. Essence of wisdom and others like it is what I'm going to try for next.

During one of the trips to find the ingredients I saw some people talk to each other on the Stormcrest Crossroad. One of those people seemd to be Dalan's wife. Almost forgot the old dwarf had a wife. She and a lady went out to fight some undead and I joined them. I can't remember ever fighting along side a dwarven woman.

After the fights against the undead. Dalan's wife..(I'm so ashamed having forgoten her name).. asked me if I remember abi. Do I remember abi? Do I REMEMBER ABI? jeeszz... abi was like a sister to me. so i said: "Yes I remember abi. She died long ago. Don't you remember?" I tried my best to hide my frustration which was easy since I was still a bit exited from the battle against the undead.  

"Ah you haven't heard it yet" is what Dalan's wife said next with a dwarven accent of course. and thats when she said that abi wasn't dead. it was some kind of magic trick as Dalan's wife called it.
I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I mean it. I was there. I heard it and I still don't believe it. Abi... My pink haired friend. alive? Can it be? or is someone playing some kind of sick joke. if it is someone playing a joke on me and I find out who he is. I'll hunt him down and I'll make him eat the 50 Alchemist fires I got with me. No one makes a joke like that to me.

Dalan's wife said that Abi wasn't the same girl she used to be. she said Abi was Daft in the head. What ever that means. Dalan's wife also said I should go talk with one of the pandorn's for more information as they might now more. I still couldn't believe what I was hearing. but if more people knew about it then it might not be a joke. Could it realy be that abi is alive?

I ran back to hempstead to the angels guild hall and knocked on the door as hard as I could. No one opened so I went to the craft hall's to look for them.
I found Benjamin and elohanna. Being out fo breath from the running. and mind you I was running faster then I ever did before in my life, and it was without any magic mind you.
anyway I asked them what they knew and they confirmed what Dalan's wife said. However they said that abi couldn't remember a thing. still in disbelieve I took a short rest. but after that I went to look for abi at the orc basher shop, knocked on the orc bashers hall's door and looked at other places on Minstone. But so far no sign of her anywhere.

so I send her a bird note. but since she apparently can't remember a thing. I send the note unsigned, without a name. at the time It sounded like a good idea. but right now I'm not so sure anymore.
I also wonder what I'll do when I see her. My heart tells me to jump her and hug her and kiss her and hug her and and.... all of that.
But my mind tells me to calm down and that it might be better to wait and let her remember by herself. I have to think about it.

On a side note I went to a demo of Brac'ar's facinating missile storm. and the story along with the demonstration where ... wel ... facinating. I even got to be a target for Brac'ar's first demonstration of the spell. This was an honour I will remember for the rest of my life.

I also saw Uncle Kyle again. I had some fun sneaking up to him from behind him and blind his eyes with my hands. I then chanced my voice and asked him who I was. it took him a few guesses but he found out. we talked a bit and he explained my up coming training a bit. he said that by the end of the training I won't see my blades as objects any more. Sounds like I would have to call them Huntemara's left- and Huntemara's right hand. or perhaps I will call them after the two people that inspired me to start training to become a weapon master, and Abigail is one of them.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 05, 2009, 06:32:07 PM
*just like before. This entry has also been written in elven.*

I have been looking around a lot. for Abi. but no luck finding her. It's tiresome, mostly in my mind. I wonder when I will finally find her. I'm still not sure what I would do when I do find her.

To kill time I do a lot of Gathering and alchemy. after I was done with my latest alchemy attempts I met Storold. We talked a bit and eventual went on a trip together. it was fun and I actually got to kill some giants and trolls all by myself. But of course Storold had me protected with powerful magic, but still, it felt good. He even called me a giant killer and a troll killer. What will he call me next.
 During the trip I found out that mithrill is a metal that is better then the adamantium of which my blades are now made off. I went to the Angels guild to find out if they had any. But no such luck. Talking to Ferrit has give me an idea. I'll just have to gather some more info and see if I can pull some strings and who knows.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 06, 2009, 03:04:32 PM
*The whole page is written in elven*

I still don't believe how this day has gone by. first of I went to do some gathering of beetle bellies like I always do. and it seemed like the lady in red wanted to do the same thing. so we went and got our beetle bellies together. and after that we went to morakens tower to work them into potions.
When this was done we went to Vehl to do some the same with the venom sacks I got. however as I went to enter vehl I bumped into Razy. Crazy guy. but sweet in his own way. the three of us talked a bit. The red lady and I had some fun and it seems that raz know's aof a clothing shop in Leringard. and wanted to be the third party who would judge the outfits.  Crazy guy, but he's fun to be around.

Although the thing with razy wasn't the funniest thing that happened.
As I went to mariners hold I saw Mister trouble. I talked to him a bit and I think he was about to say something when he got suprised by something behind me. and as I turned around I saw 3 guys. not just three guys, but Triplets. Verry creepy in a way, they had the same armor and such. one of them however was a real gentlemen and a flirt. he saw me and introduced himself by kissing my hand. Can you believe it? he actualy treated me as a lady. ME, a lady? this I wanted to see. So I let him have his fun. and since this guy... portie I think his name was... and his brothers I believe they where had to go hunt some creatures with trouble and to do trouble a favour not to be alone with those triplets, I joined in. I just wanted to be kind towards trouble. It was a fun trip and this portie guy kept being a gentlemen flirt all the time. the other two where a bit more quite. one blushed all the time and the other one ... well. He was just ...not speaking at all.
all in all. it was an interesting day. I'm now off to Dregar to get some chestnuts which I need for alchemy.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 07, 2009, 07:04:00 PM
*the below is written in elven*

I don't have much news to tell. I'm still looking for abi.
But I can't find her.
I wonder where she is and what she's doing right now.
Where ever she is,
I hope she is well protected.

Because I miss her.

... And I don't want to lose her again.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 08, 2009, 06:32:03 AM
//this was started in Kyle Pandorn's CDT - http://forums.layonara.com/1437322-post250.html (http://forums.layonara.com/1437322-post250.html)

*the whole page is written in elven*

I had my first lesson from Kyle. I'm calling him Master Kyle now.
I wasn't alone though. A guy called Amgine or something like that was there too. We had our training in the Vehl arena.
First Kyle took us both for a sparing match in the area itself. he blocked or avoided all of my attack's. It was really frustrating I must say.
Luckily Amgine had just as much trouble as I did. Despite the failure to hit Master Kyle. He said we weren't bad. He could have fooled me.
According to Master Kyle I was still relying to much on my strength and that that it wasn't in how hard I hit. But in where I place my strikes and how I focus my strikes. It seems that this focus is how I can become one with my blade.
The next hour I had to spend fighting a combat dummy to learn how to place my strikes. I should get one of those back home to practice on.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 08, 2009, 07:47:19 PM
*the pages below are stained with blood and tears. The writing is not only in elven but more sadly written then Normal*

I can't believe it. I saw her,.... she's really alive. Abi is still alive.
I saw her when I walked trough the woods outside Leringard. Whitehorn I think it's called. I was in the forest for a while when I  saw her. She was playing with a squirrel. I didn't want to disturb them so I waited until they where done.
She Squirrel saw me and went up to the tree.
It's at this point that I noticed some strands of pink hair floating in the air. and my heart started to beat faster and I was so hoping it was her. We started to talk a bit and during which she looked up the tree a few more times to look at the squirrel I'm sure.
Then her hood fell off and I could see her face. It was her..... It was truly her. I was so shocked to finally see her again. that I was to stunned to say anything. Then she sniffed in the air and i was hoping she would recognize me. I think she did. but the reaction I got was not what I expected.

She grabbed her sword and it light up and her expression changed into fear.
She snarled at me and yelled at me that i wouldn't get her. That she has seen me and that I am... The Hunter.... and that she knew I came to take her back and that I wouldn't take her... and before I could respond she lashed out at me and gave me and wounded me badly. She ran way after that. I tried to follow. But I was to wounded to keep up.

What happened? why does she fear me? what's happening.....*the rest of the writing trails off the page. the rest of the page is also covered in tears.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 09, 2009, 09:35:26 PM
*She takes out a lose oak page from her bag. She puts it on the table and starts to write on it in elven.*

For now I will have to be writing on lose pages. It's because I went to see Elohanna to talk to her about what happened when I finally saw Abi again.
I tolled her everything. The place where we met, the things abi said, even the wound she gave me. I think the wound will remain a scar. but only time will tell.
Elohanna said that she will try to talk to Abi.
To see if there is anything she can do to help her know that I'm not a threat.
That there is no need to fear me.
In order to help Abi, I have given Hanna my diary. If she thinks it helps Abi remember, She can give it to her. I trust Hanna with this. I know she has the wisdom to do what's right.  All I need to do now. Is wait..... and hope.

Don't worry Abi, I will never lose hope in you, my friend.

*She wait till the ink dries after that she gently put the page in an envelope and in a bag.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 10, 2009, 09:24:26 PM
*She takes out a lose oak page from her bag and starts to write on it in elven.*

Today I went to Dregar to gather some chestnuts again when I saw a big group out on a hunt. A giant hunt as I found out quickly enough.
I joined them and we all went to the forest west of Corax Lake, to take on the giants.
It all went very well. and we even got to go all the way down to the cave. as wen went back up we found ourself trapped. some giants had barricaded the way out. We went to gather together to talk about what to do and as I heard it we where going to try and talk our way out.
However when we all go to the barricade some mage in the group trough a fireball at the barricade and with it hit some of the giants too. I think that mage was that old man in red and a white beard. I hate him. Because of him we had to fight our way out. which went well we got past several other barricades. and as I made the last turn on our way out of the cave... I saw a flash of light.

Next thing I knew I woke up with a healer above me. I felt weak and confused. It took me while to get my strength to sit upright. When I did I saw I was in Vale and the rest of the group was there too. I saw three others who where on the ground and look in a really bad shape. perhaps even dead.When I ask what happened a woman the others called Hanta came to me and explained what happened.

She said that she was right behind me when we where on the last turn to get out of the cave when she saw a flash of light hitting me and I dropped down not breathing any more. In other words I was dead.
The others tried to kill that giant but could not get a single scratch on him and he killed 3 others of the group. The rest could only escape with the help of the invisibility spell. The 4 of us that where dead where later thrown out of the cave by a giant. The others brought us to Vale to be healed.

I'm here now as I'm writing this. Just to get some more rest. It can't hurt sleeping outside in the open sky for once.

*She waits for the ink to dry and when it does puts it in an envelope with the pages from last time.*

//OOC this was a Impromptu done by the DM Sea Dog.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 12, 2009, 07:21:01 PM
*She takes out a lose oak page from her bag and starts to write on it in elven.*

I've been keeping myself busy lately, I've done a lot of alchemy and running around to get the stuff for it. Some nuts here, some there, some on an other continent. Keeps me busy and if I get lucky I will get some true from it. Because some of the stuff I am making for someone I met. I'll make a batch for her and after that I'll see what I'll do. If I still like doing it I might go on, if not...

I keep myself busy to try and forget what happened between Abi and me. But for some reason the cut she made isn't healing properly. It has been a while and I don't know why it isn't healing up. If it's something she did with the blade, or perhaps it's my mind that's preventing it from healing properly. Perhaps I'm just to impatient. I don't know.  I should see a healer about it, but ...*The ink looks as if more was about to be written but there was a change of mind*

Some better news is that I've seen my sister Sil'via again. She looks good. We weren't able to talk for long but we promised to catch up soon. I can't wait to hear her stories. I wonder what she has been doing all this time. perhaps she has a new love in her life or something. We'll see.

*As before she waits for the ink to dry and when it does puts it in an envelope with the pages from last times.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 13, 2009, 08:27:39 AM
*She takes out a lose oak page from her bag and starts to write on it in elven.*

Well guess I did something smart today. I had been invited on a trip by people and I tried to get to them by taking several boat rides to different places. However I got stuck on a port town called "Strot". Since there was no bank to be found I could not get any new tickets for a boat ride home.
I fought I'd be stuck for a long time until I found an entrance to a swamp. Despite the warning sign I went trough and found myself in a swamp.

I walked trough the swamp using my invisibility spell. I saw several creatures that thankfully could not spot me when under the invisibility spell. I even saw this big skull in the swamp. I went inside hoping I could get some gold or find a way out to an other town. However I saw some creatures inside which I had never seen before. So I decided to get out before I got into trouble I could not handle.

I went further into the swamp. When all of sudden a malar panther came out from his hiding place and attacked me. Before I could respond it got his first attack and hit me. Next thing I knew I woke up in Port Hempstead. Some way to get back home.

*She waits until the ink dries. Then she places the note in a envelope with the other Notes she wrote on before.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 17, 2009, 05:40:57 PM
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*She takes out a lose oak page from her bag and starts to write on it in elven.*

I had an other training in the Vehl arena with master Kyle. And again I trained together with Amgine. We had to parry with him again and like last time we didn't hit him a single time. It's not a problem if it's only a few times but he manages to dodge all my attack's, and it's gets frustrating.

When we where done we went for a break. As we walked across the Arena floor we where supprised by an attacked from dummies that master kyle placed there. We dodged them and struck them hit those dummies without any thought. A clear sign that our practice is paying off.

Next we went to sit in the restin area and Master Kyle said it was time to teach us how to feel our inner energy that he calls Ki. We spend a while on meditation. I don't know how long we sat there because there because this meditation almost felt like I was dreaming. either that or I was tired from all the crafting and actualy fell a sleep.  I hope it wasn't the last one.
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 19, 2009, 07:10:53 PM
*She takes out a lose oak page from her bag and starts to write on it in elven.*

I don't know how to write this down. I don't even know what to think.
He's a great guy and fun to be with, or fun to make jokes with. But I'm getting the feeling that he is falling in love with me.
I don't know if I'm ready for it. I mean.... I.... I'm to confused right now. I still feel love for someone else. but I haven't seen my old love for a while now.
And now..... he comes into my life. Some say that he is only doing it for the flirt and that he can never actually mean it.

I don't know. All I know is that he was so kind today. I even actually felt like he meant what he said and that he likes me.

*she waits for the ink to dry and then puts it with the others.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 21, 2009, 04:54:16 AM
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*She takes out a lose oak page from her bag and starts to write on it in elven.*

I saw Master Kyle again the other day and he invited me for a sparing match against him. At first I wasn't to happy about it since he always seems to be able to avoid my attacks. But I accepted anyway.
So we went o the Vehl Arena to do some sparing.
When we got there, I prepared myself as best as I could and we had several sparing sessions. I thought I did a lousy job but Kyle said that I got him a few times and gave him some scratches with my blade. It sound's Like I'm improving which is good to hear. Now I need to go train some more.

A few days later Red invited me on a trip in the Krandor crypts with some others. When I got there they where already inside so I followed them in. It took me while of sneaking around to find them but when I did we where able to start to fight undead.
The fights in there where great and I got to practice the techniques that Master Kyle has been teaching me, on The undead. They are slower then Master Kyle but faster then the dummies I train on. So it's a good way to train my skill's with my blades.

Despite my skilles there where a two times where I got killed. Both times where because I forgot to pay attention to all the archers in the area. After the last time I got killed I woke up in Port Hempstead and I walked back to Krandor only to find a few of the group waiting outside the crypt's. Red was one of them and she felt to bad about getting me killed twice that she didn't want to go back in.

Thats when I wrote a note to some of my friends at the Angels Guild. Some time later Ben, Hedessa and two other came to Krandor to help me. We prepared ourselves and we went back in to get ride of the remaining Undead in the crypt. Thankfully we succeeded and no one got killed that time.

All in all a good training. I think I got some good blows down with my blade as Master Kyle has been teaching me.

*she puts the pages down to let the ink dry and starts to practice the blade techniques Kyle has been teaching her. After that she puts the page away with the other pages and starts to meditate on contacting her inner Ki.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 22, 2009, 06:06:02 PM
*She takes out a lose oak page from her bag and starts to write on it in elven.*

Today I have given the 14 essences that I have been making, to amanda. She gave me a good amount of true in return. But for the next batch I will go to my aunt and check what she offers.

I also showed Red the places I go to to get the almonds, Pecan's and Chestnuts that I always try to collect. It was nice to travel around with her.
on our way back she offered to show me her house. She lives in Leringard and the funny thing is, she lives only a few houses away from the house where I stay.

She has a pretty house. and she even let me look in her stock of armors and clothing. I still can't believe the amount she has. She even let my try on two of them, one hide armor and one leather armor. She liked how they looked on me. expecialy the hide armor since it was completely white. she said it complimented my face. she also said a few other nice things. it started to overwhelm me but then she said that both of the armors where a gift from her and when she said it she even gave me a kiss on my cheek.
She also gave me some more compliments, and together with those it made me blush and I was a bit out of it.... I mean... I had no idea what to say.

We our goodbeys for now and I went to my house.
Once there I went to my crates and put away some things. One of them was a golden scimitar that I had planned on giving to Izzy when I wanted to ask her to marry me. But that was years ago, and I haven't seen her since. so now it's time for me to move on.

*she puts her book aside and goes to bed and falls a sleep*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on October 28, 2009, 07:29:49 PM
*She takes out a lose oak page from her bag and starts to write on it in elven.*

What by the gods is going on? I'm starting to get lost here. Why? well, let me tell you.

Today I went to get some nuts again to work on my alchemy. When i met Red in Mariners hold. She accompanied me and she was happy all the way. more happy then she normally is. on our way back Red went to make a bag for me that would help me with al the heavy stuff I got. when she was done I went to sit down to put some of the heavy stuff I had in there.
Before I knew it Red had walked up behind me and covered my eyes and said "boo". I wasn't paying much attention to her so I should have seen it coming.
But what she did after that still got me confused. She was still standing behind me and she kissed me on my lips. while she was upside down.... with her head I think. It caught me of guard in such a big way that by the time I wanted to respond she had already left.

It kept me busy so much that when I tried to work on 3 bear skins. I ruined them all.

I'm not sure what to think of this. Perhaps some good night rest will help.

*she puts her book aside and gets in her bed to get some sleep.*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on November 09, 2009, 05:15:40 PM
*She takes out a lose oak page from her bag and starts to write on it in elven.*

I saw Sil'via again. she was a great sight to see. I haven't seen her in a long time so It was nice to catch up with her again.
While we catch up we found out that we had something in common. Namely "Red",.... The one that has been showing interest in me lately seems to have been doing something similar with sil. According to Sil'via she and her...Well... got intimate together. I didn't know what to think but I did know I had to try and calm Sil down. Tell her it was going be al right, or something like that. But I could tell she was hurt.

To help Sil get her mind off things we went giant hunting. But as we got there Red joined us. It was a nice trip to be sure. but I couldn't help notice Red looking at Sil allot. it made me wonder what Red is doing....or what is going on in her head.

Several days later I met Red again. And then I asked her about it. at first She didn't want to answer my questions but I kept asking them. At as I was about to walk out on her she finally started to answer them. She tolled me the story but only after making me promise not to tell Sil'via.  As red tolled it it all happened after some heavy drinking. as Red got drunk....things happened that she had no control over.  

I'm not sure what to believe now but I do now it's between Sil'via and Red now. Next I made Red promise me She would talk to Sil about it. I just hope I did the right thing. I'd hate to end up on the wrong side of either of them. Especially On Sil'via's wrong side. If she gets angry with me....well...I might be better of hiding.

*she dries the paper and then puts it in an envelope along with the others*
Title: Re: Writings of Huntemara In'darsus
Post by: silverdraco on November 14, 2009, 05:31:57 AM
*she grabs a note and starts writing on it in elven*

I cant believe the devastation here. Hempstead was hit by a tsunami and the whole city is now in ruins. Homes destroyed, the docks in ruines, even the guild halls where hit. I went with my mom to help out at the angels guild hall. but I soon noticed there is nothing much left to do there. so I went here to the tower academy to see if I can help there.
I've been helping here ever since, and I will stay until no longer needed.
as soon as there is news on what is needed to rebuild hempstead I will do my best to help out.

For now it's back to helping here.


*she dries the ink using her breath and then puts it way with the other note's she has written in the past months. and starts helping again*
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