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General Discussion / Re: something i ran across...« on: July 08, 2007, 04:57:39 AM »
Justice is usually... squashed... and the... victim usually... left out in the cold for speaking his/her side.
In other words... reading that post... none of the victims questions were properly answered (politics) nor was he/she given his/her closer to this situation. 2
General Discussion / Re: Beautiful game engine« on: July 08, 2007, 04:32:53 AM »Quote from: Leanthar Hi Zergon, I wish you the best of luck on your world. It is a mighty nice thing for you (or anybody) to start a game world for players to come and enjoy (be it an NwN world or some other game engine). In the same vein everybody that has their own world/community has their own rules and that is up to each person (or team) running a world. Along the same line every player (every single one) has their own reasons to play on any given world out there (NwN or not), and they have their own idea and thought process of what makes a world or community good or at least satisfactory enough to play. It is fine that you do not like Layonara and clearly do not like me personally, that is fine, to each their own. Agreed. Quote from: Leanthar
Since I started Playing NWN and coding and building with the tool set (from release day of the game) I have seen the same... I've hosted many different types of servers from RP to hack and slash, and even social. I have seen servers come and go. I've seen good and bad... and hosted some of each. Noticing that your game was going to support linux was a good reason to play your new game. But being that I hate politics of any sort (mind you there needs to be rules, and rules are not what i'm talking about here) I do have issues with the politics here. Also supporting people in their endeavor to make quality software is my primary passion being a programmer since age 12. But. I'm an open source guy... paying for playing is not something i'm into... having paid for everquest, Ultima Online (which does have rp if you know the right people and run a guild) and Anarchy Online, and a few other MMO's, it's not something i'm going to do anymore. NOTE: I am not trying to replace layo.. I am not trying to re-create layo... I am simply making something for people to enjoy who aren't going to follow into what ever it is that is going to happen here, while offering them the ability to leave their mark in the ever changing module (by building and RP). It has been stated that layo will go. Someone has to do it. I also attempted to join the layo team... but was turned down with red tape. Now I know why. Quote from: Leanthar
Advertising on your site is not what my intention was as stated above. I played your game world for about a year and 6 months... I caught up to many of your mid level characters in this time and had no perma deaths... I played many many endless days of enjoyment in version 2. I knew everyone on the server both day and night... seriously... every player name and character name.... I've even rp'd with most of them. I even brought my friends to your server. My girlfriend and one of my best friends. Now that I have left (many weeks before you knew about my game world) many of the people I knew here wonder where I've gone. Being that I know people... and that lots of them are going to read this post (just looking at the screen shots) this was the best place to post my "good bye everyone this is where I went" post. I do feel that Most of the posts that I have done here have been met with much disrespect and lack of real understanding of a) my intentions in my posts; and b) what my post was actually saying. And I have been flamed many times because of how I come off. This is understandable as you all can NOT hear me speak but only read words which you will interpret as you see fit... not usually how they were spoken. Which makes me look harsh or even rash... which I am neither... my words bite, like the snake you never saw coming. I don't feel I've been disrespectful to any player or dm or even you. As it stands I have never received any complaint on your server. (other than being misunderstood which happens to me lots. Though I have many reasons to be angry at a couple of members of your team. Quote from: Leanthar
I stated above that I dislike L and his dm's... now to be clear on this... I don't know L nor any of his DM's... I just don't like the way they handle things.... they wear their leashes (politics) well and keep you all waiting... that's their choice. Me not liking that sort of thing... My choice. Not that they aren't good people. Not that I wouldn't get along with them IRL. I just don't get along with politics. My site may look like trash compared to layo's site or even Crystal's site. My choice of Mega Uploads for my file transfers is because of three places (xdrive, filefront, and filefactory) all denying me free service. I can not afford high bandwidth servers like L and his team. My download choice may not be like-able nor easy at times to download from, but it has done the job for the people that it serves and they get my haks virus free and quickly. L and Crystal both have a TEAM of people who know how to program, and get donations from people... I'm sure they started out similar to me. I am the ONLY one on my team actively programming (though i do have some others lined up they haven't started yet) Yes I have area builders... and yes they swamp me with areas. I also admin / set up / and configure all of my Linux servers... web sites... modules... and mysql databases. So, before you judge my work... realize that I have done that and programmed what I have in my world in just 3 short months (2 days on the website) and functionality comes before beauty. I encourage anyone to try and make your own world and you will realize what L and his team have gone through, and what I am going through (being one man) creating something this big (3 servers) on absolutely no budget. Now try to make your own world from scratch with no one else to help you with anything besides areas and testing. Now do it in 3 months. Not easy. Good luck on your project but for reasons stated above (and reasons you might not wish me to talk of here) I will not be joining your team. Leanthar I do salute you for your work here with this team... and the happy times they gave me playing. If anyone knows what you've gone through it's me. 3
General Discussion / Re: Beautiful game engine« on: July 08, 2007, 12:12:08 AM »
My intention was not to advertise my server here.. in case anyone is wondering.
My intention here was to simply tell people about me and what I am doing... my projects and the team I have helping me... I cannot just say hi i'm Zerg i have a server bla bla... I merely wanted to say my piece... say my good byes and tell people where I went... for those who want to know, but here it seems a bit hard to say my piece without turning the world against me... like free thought doesn't exist here. not sure if it's always been this way here... but Tori has posted a nice post about how scary this actually is... And it is... Scary I am just stating my views like anyone else... and actually less than anyone else... and I seem to attract many angry eyes... Accepted. Sorry for posting My feelings as I guess here i shouldn't have any. Good luck everyone I enjoyed V2 and RP-ing with all of you that i RP'd with. 4
General Discussion / Re: Beautiful game engine« on: July 07, 2007, 06:29:51 PM »
Indeed... the game play is good as well
It's graphics are designed with a free public tool called Blender... It's available for windows and linux. 5
General Discussion / Re: Beautiful game engine« on: July 07, 2007, 06:18:15 PM »
Ok just for everyones information...
I deal with problems logically I listen to all points of view with an open mind. I take all points of view into account before deciding. I try to include at least part of everyones idea into my final decision. To see how I operate... just have a look at my forums... or join me in game and discuss things with me in real time guarantee you will like my personality. most of the contributors to my world (34 layo players) have no problem with how i do things. Most are impressed. but thanks for the advice... i will not become a leashed diplomat... I am me.. I am kind and generous ... but my words bite You want diplomacy... go talk to the president... you want good clean conversation that's intelligent and gets work done (and mostly comes from hard physical labor in factories (( the people that make what you use everyday )) ) then come to me... i am a real person... no leash .. no politics... professional is another word for sugar coated... which i will not do 6
General Discussion / Re: Beautiful game engine« on: July 07, 2007, 06:10:01 PM »
I'm not telling anyone what to think about anything
I'm simply telling people (since L is reading this and hasn't deleted it yet) That there is something more out there for free.. that they can be a part of. "The Truth" is the truth and cannot be changed by perception.. if you perceive the truth incorrectly then the truth you perceive is a lie. I have not built my own world as it says in my sig.... Players ARE building my world. Lets be adults here and look at my factual posts... I have not told anyone what to think. I have not told anyone to do anything. I merely stated MY opinion (which doesn't need flaming or even a comment posted about it) again MY opinion. Any member can post here... this is a place to post off topic... Well this is off topic. Please read my posts with a blank mind (hard for some to accomplish) MY POSTS ARE NOT ATTACKS yours however seem to be 7
General Discussion / Re: Beautiful game engine« on: July 07, 2007, 05:43:30 PM »
Thats right i do...
I am open, honest and straight to the point... Harsh as it may be... but the truth sometimes hurts... We grow from this. People Like The Truth... wheather they like how it's said or not. 8
General Discussion / Re: Beautiful game engine« on: July 07, 2007, 05:34:09 PM »
Personally the rp on WoW and similar games... blows
Now the RP and story action on Ultima Online... and the way the players change their world... is un matched for over 10 years now... I've played many worlds based on Planeshift... most have better RP than layo could dream of... Personally I left layo. Never liked the dm's nor L Nor their sneaky uninformative ways. Nor their public way of handling things. All in all I was only on layo for the players that I RP'd with... most have left now along with me. I have created an nwn world for players to RP in... It's community built... and run... Everyone is welcome to come and RP or build or help in any way. We have many things layo does not have... and we'll continue to add to this list. I wish L luck on his current projects but i'm sorry I will not be joining him. The World of Mystrix << world of mystrix homepage.. I see tori is free to post here but fear is causing editing of my posts Zergon 9
Ask A Gamemaster / Re: Frustrated« on: March 26, 2007, 03:38:02 PM »
exactly what i expected to hear... no less...
another example of why some don't post. Alright...I'm confused now. What does the desire to protect 1000's of hours of work, manpower and intellectual property have to do with why some people don't post? What am I missing here? your read too far into it... exactly why some people don't post... because they know the answer 10
Ask A Gamemaster / Re: Frustrated« on: March 26, 2007, 01:45:31 PM »
I've had it with this thread so i'm done with it....
My attempts to accomplish something are ending in debates totally off topic, turning into a pointing fingers match and attempts to change my chaotic, free willed personality... *sigh* they never learn 11
Ask A Gamemaster / Re: Frustrated« on: March 26, 2007, 01:41:52 PM »Quote from: AeonBlues I encourage you to give some thought, as to whether this is an effective means to communicate what you are thinking and feeling. In my experience, making people feel angry and defensive is not a good way to be heard, or get a point across. one word comes to mind NO I will be me... i can not control others, their feelings or how they respond to stimuli... Nor will I try... you either like me... understand what I am saying and take it as feeling-less words... or you don't... i don't care Anarchy! 12
Ask A Gamemaster / Re: Frustrated« on: March 26, 2007, 01:07:07 PM »Quote from: AeonBlues Zergon, you failed your diplomacy check. It is not that you point are not valid, it is how they are being presented. You started off with what sounded to me like an ultimatum, and that is why I was asking you to apologize. Try # 3 I am abrasive.. I will come off harsh obstinant.. angry... and down right mean... don't like it tough luck 13
Ask A Gamemaster / Re: Frustrated« on: March 26, 2007, 01:05:27 PM »
another note... had you actually read my post the but was there for 3 days... I believe 2 +1 = 3
but = bug 14
Ask A Gamemaster / Re: Frustrated« on: March 26, 2007, 01:02:54 PM »
Grrrr.
Ok now I am getting frustrated. Quote from: Talan Va'lash Re: DMs Spawning stuff on parties to discourage inappropriate groupings I am not talking about any particular ocurance. I'm not trying to say anyone is doing a horrible job, point fingers, or anything else negative. I am merely offering advice, suggestions, and venting for people who aren't doing it themselves. If I have to be the voice then so be it. If anyone has a suggestion, comment, or something useful to say, and doesn't want to post it themselves feel free to PM it to me and i'll do it. Quote
This is a good example of how to discourage people from taking the time to post anything... if I was someone else and had gotten that as a reply i would not ever suggest anything again... another note... had you actually read my post the but was there for 3 days... I believe 2 +1 = 3 Quote Quote: by Zergon Quote Quote: by Dorganath I understand only so many resources, and time.... But I also understand that players have the same thing and if i'm not mistaken... the players are why you do this. So you have X amount of resources, and X amount of time (each day) to work on this project. You have 3 servers at least... though your webpage used to boast you were spread across more than that. There are very few people ever on some of these servers (planes for example) and any of them would be well suited as a test server to see how things will be. Quote
I'm MetaPhaze on IRC and you probably don't remember it as it wasn't directed at you... It was more of a question of "how do i join this team" and the response was about as great as some of these i'm getting now. Quote This kind of offer is appreciated, but for very valid reasons it is something we will most likely not do. The most significant and hard-line reason for this is that the Layonara modules have been "stolen" at least once in the past when access to the module source was more freely available to those who could contribute (i.e. GM and Project teams). As a result, direct access to the modules is restricted to a select few. This probably will not change. 15
Ask A Gamemaster / Re: Frustrated« on: March 26, 2007, 11:55:27 AM »Quote from: orth No, the people who foot the bill every month for server fees are the ones who control the world. When they leave, the players uh, yeah... move to a different server... start their own... servers can be free. 17
Ask A Gamemaster / Re: Frustrated« on: March 26, 2007, 05:46:32 AM »Quote from: Talan Va'lash
Just a note from a few players. Do you have any characters? I see on your profile N/A far too many times I don't think a small glitch being in for 1 day is.... maybe if you were Erk you wouldn't agree with that 18
Ask A Gamemaster / Re: Frustrated« on: March 26, 2007, 05:43:16 AM »Quote from: Talan Va'lash This was due to a glitch caused by something that shouldn't have affected it at all. The playtesting of the areas was done immediately prior to the glitch being inserted. Again, Test Server another handy tool, CVS 19
Ask A Gamemaster / Re: Frustrated« on: March 26, 2007, 05:41:15 AM »
Just a last thought before bedtime.
The example in the post above is a good example of why players fear DM's The DM's may or may not have been around for the RP that got us to that cave but all of the lower level characters were warned by the higher level characters to "keep up" and "I can not save or protect all of you it could be your death" I don't know one character that didn't help in some way, and I don't know one of them that did nothing... making clerics invisible is a good strategy... they take less hits and have a chance to get close enough to heal... after all that's their role. The young cleric that I saved thanked me and returned the favor as that was my last heal and i took hits healing her... nothing was lost in that trip and every character (even the low levels) did an excellent job keeping each other alive. Adding very little to the group is still doing something and makes a character feel important... even if only a little bit. Having an experience with a higher level character at his or her higher level (places they shouldn't be) is a good learning experience and creates goals. Not to mention, shows the younger characters how much work has gone into success. Another of my friends has started playing recently and is very discouraged by the acts he's witnessed by the DM's, "blood thirsty" is what he uses to describe them... another one I get in tells a lot is namehere:Tell: DM Sniper! Truly there is a better way of dealing with xp issues in the spirit of Layonara than having the nickname Sniperville If players can't resolve the issues then maybe a new xp distribution system is in order... that takes it out of the DM's hands and puts it into L's hands as he is the one in charge... PM me for ideas on the scripting issue involved. Zergon zzzzzZZZZZZZzzzzzz 20
Ask A Gamemaster / Re: Frustrated« on: March 26, 2007, 03:29:38 AM »Quote from: AeonBlues Zergon: One of the painful lessens that I have learned in life is that ultimatums only enrage people and make them feel disrespected. Time and time again the DM staff has asked for our patients with the V3 release. They have made enormous efforts to not only build V3, but also resolve the bugs just as quickly as they can. Need I remind you that no one is getting paid to do this work? Leanthar has stated over and over again that if areas are not balanced, that we should report them as bug reports and they will be reviewed and changed. I am not bashing the team i'm trying to join it. I don't want to be paid i want to be a part of a successful team. I of all people know what they have done here and how much time is involved from setting up the T1 lines to installing what ever operating system (hopefully not windows, but hopefully unix/linux/bsd) to running the servers to admining the databases to building the areas and scripting and rant rant rant I'm merely at wits ends watching my friends get tired of playing and looking for other servers... then comming to find me to say hey, come check this one out and we'll go here... I DO NOT WANT THAT FOR LAYO! Quote from: AeonBlues
Here is where i feel that you think I am talking about an incident that happened durring a topaz gathering adventure... yes that is one case in point. BUT hardly the big picture and not what I was referring to. Me and my girl friend play in the same room and were both on that adventure and the whole time we knew exaclty what was going to happen... we'd seen it many many times before. Read my reply to D for explanations of my feelings on that matter. Quote from: AeonBlues
You obviously missed the CRAZY monster they spawned on the character in question... he had just recovered from an encounter with one of them and had died from it... was it not for our cleric (name left out) he would have died again and us too. If you doubt there was such a crazy monster ask the character we both know was there what he fought at the cave entrance and how many tells i sent to him saying that was not normal. Also ask them how many times someone cast Heal on them to keep them alive. You were stuck on the stairs so I understand how you missed it... And, the DM's (two of them, names left out) did spawn more things than were normally there killing one of our party that i saved while bleeding inside the cave. Then when we all took care of what they spawned on us... that's when they pulled out the character in question and talked to him. I don't feel I have insulted anyone nor should I apologize for any of my "opinions". Please read handling xp soaking in my post. Quote from: AeonBlues
I re-read and re-thought what I wrote. I still stand firmly on it. Zergon |
