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Development Journals and Discussion / RE: Aniela Perdu "The Lost Angel"

« on: December 18, 2006, 06:46:54 AM »

Am I not worthy? Am I too stubborn for my own good? So far two seperate groups have abandoned me in field to die and while I was successful on making it back once the other time... well I died. Rofirein seems to have been watching over me as I have yet to recieve a visit from the soul mother.

Daniel finalyl talked to Tegan... and they decided to explore their relationship further leaving me out in the cold. While I still have Daniel as a brother things between us seem... different. I suppose I might just be imagining things. I did fianlyl pay off my debt to him leaving me in the clear for now. I pray Daniel finds happiness with Tegan.. a happiness that I can not truely give nor will I probably ever recieve. No matter... I will outlive Daniel by several hundred years if I don't die in combat before then. It is better this way.

We have fallen together... to orcs in the high forest... are two of the golden dragon not enough? What does it take?

Lex'or seems to be unable to let go of Hanna... he seems to follow her around like they are attached at the waist. While I understand his emotions somewhat he needs to learn a bit of control. It seems to be driving Hanna nuts but I cannot be sure as she hasn't said a word to me.

I helped another fool hardy Paladin of Toran who managed to get himself slain in the swamps so I hgave him aid in becoming whole once more. Despite his follishness of managing to get slain by one lizardman He seemed like a decent fellow.

Rofirein may you watch over us all with thy great wisdom All seeing one and my lord protector.

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General Discussion / Re: Lyle's CDQ -- Next session

« on: November 20, 2006, 11:56:49 PM »

Actually due to some schedule changes that *should* work. If we were going to go earlier we would have to go way earlier like 10 est... however the set time *should* work. I might be maybe 15 mins late though.

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General Discussion / Re: Lyle's CDQ -- Next session

« on: November 18, 2006, 11:40:43 AM »

-- Wenesday good until 11AM CST which is 12 EST
-- Friday good all morning and most of the evening.

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Development Journals and Discussion / Aniela Perdu "The Lost Angel"

« on: December 10, 2006, 02:15:03 PM »

So much has happened since leaving the safety of Saida. In what would seem to be my usual luck the ship I was on ran aground near the Gulf of Bagira forcing me to abandon my armor... or sink. I walked back to the Town of Hlint. I am not sure what the Lord Protector has destined for me here. The town seems nice enough but there are threats all over. Just yesterday I was forced to battle trolls and ogres in the same day. Actual combat experence has made my fighting skills improve dramatically but... its worrisome in a way... I refuse to become just another sensiless fighter I must keep my wits about me.

Shortly after arriving in Hlint I met Elohanna a fellow elf. Though she folllows Aeridin who has always been rather neutral with the Great Dragon she seems like a good person. She is also from Saida which is something I thought I would never run into. Its comforting to speak my native language with someone. She is a wizard and seems to be a very powerful one at that. Already she is closer than perhaps I might like...

I was shocked to find a fellow follower of Rofirein here... her stopped me because of my shield showing the sigil of the Great Dragon. His name is Daniel... he seems to carry himself like a fellow Paladin but he isn't one. He continues to amaze and astound me pushing me to even greater heights. He helpled me get a better made longsword and replaced my armor. He offered to reduce the price a bit if I gave him a kiss on the cheek for luck... I guess because I knew it was silly and din't mean anything I did it. Even now I am not sure why... I talked with Hanna about it and she gave me some reassurance on his character.

Daniel... he is kind and sweet.. he makes me feel special... he is a bright spot in my world. I pray for Rofirein to guide and protect him as he is someone worth protecting in this world. I don't know what I would do without him. He seems to have taken a grip on my heart but I am under oath not to induldge in such things unless he is the one the Lord Protector has choosen for me. I secretly pray that he is but he seems to love another. Tegan... a sorceress she is far more powerful than I am... she seems to have more experence. She can make him pies which he seems to love. She doesn't know how he feels about her... but.. it is his decision and no matter what I will always consider him a friend and brother in the worship of Refirein the Lord Protector and Great Dragon.

Thy Lord Protector please guide and protect Daniel in this. May your scales shield him from harm and your claws strike true through him. Guide him to what he needs to be happy. I as always have ever-lasting faith in thy wisdom and knowledge oh great dragon. May you guide us to where we may best server thee.

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Development Journals and Discussion / Tarquin Aurora Servant of Aeridin

« on: October 28, 2006, 02:05:39 AM »

Hlint is where I have been sent to do the most good as guided be Aeridin. Early on I met another follower of Aeridin Elohanna though she is not a total servant like myself she does good like myself though she seems more devoted to a tight circle.

Another warrior I met was Melanna... she is brash... quick to act on impulse and yet she seems to have her heart in the right place. She makes me question my own thoughts on how best to protect life. She seems to value it more than I would think for one of her style. Though she carries a large greatsword she uses it justly. Melanna has aided me more than I care to mention. Despite her hard attitude and dislike of most but she value's life... perhaps more than I do...

No I know she values it more than I do... there is much I can learn from her I feel it. Aeridin's teachings on cycles and death may apply in the temples but out in the field it is different. This is the real world... not some protected temple secluded from all else.

Aeridin's teachings are right.. but one must intperit them properly. I have failed in that regard. Ironically one who is nto a follower has corrected my ways. I owe her a great deal but I feel I have upset her greatly.

I never meant to upset her... I have found myself coming to like her... more than one should in my position. I wish to proetect her as abley as I can..

Oh Aeridin guide us through these troubled times... help us make the right choices.