Corsan Ament

[SteveJW]

Ranewin's birthday....

And what a time it was...we went to the Leilon Arms where the place was jumping. Drinks were flowing...tests of strength abound. Rane was wearing this amazing dress. Couldn't keep my eyes...or hands (heh) off of her. But there was one who wasn't having that good a time...

Jet. He was alone. No Vivian...no Ravenne. He was very uncomfortable sitting with Rane and I. We need to fix him up. Help him like he has helped me. But who?

Rane was getting a little frisky...so we went to a room...where I gave her her 'birthday present'. She deserves something else...better talk to Vivian...

[SteveJW]

It just never stops...

I put my heart out just to get it stomped on again...and again...and again.

Ranewin just ended it with me. I don't know why. She says she cares for me...but not enough to stay with me. Why can't love stay with me? Why must I be hurt so many times?

I must get away...far away from here. It hurts too much to stay. I may not come back....and it will probably be for the better...

It just isn't fair...

[SteveJW]

So...Ravenne is getting married...

To Kaiser Thell...hope he treats her right. She knows what kind of man he is.

The break up with Ranewin is still hurting. I keep wondering what I did or didn't do to mess this one up. I thought things were going well but she says different. Something was missing...she said. For the life of me...I cannot bgin to think what. It is time to move on again. It just doesn't get any easier. I think I will leave for a while...get all this junk out of my head.

I just hope that it will get better soon...