journal - Star Elen

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all this is new for me . i hardly know where to go if it had not been for all the nice people here . i hope to find what i am looking for here ..somewhere in the middle of all these people i see, there must be a follower of Lucinda that can tell me more . yes i need to know more ..it only the right thing to do as i got her gift after all . i rather take my chances alone and here then home
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i had found two who follow Lucinda ...Tristan and Storold .after talking with them i had learned more though i am still not sure what all of it meant ..or how to follow each of the ..rules or guidelines . i was showed  a forest called ..gloom if i remember right . i went there with to check it out a little later where i meet a few others . i wanted to remove the undead with should annoy Lucinda and i died...yes i died ..i still not sure how come i am alive to write this but one thing is sure ..it something i hope i never will try again .  but in the end we did rid alot of the undead from that place . i belive Lucinda should be happy for that ..even i might never know

oh i should not forget to try and seek out the one with the name Omer . though i admit i am  not that happy about seeking out a man i dont know ..but he was very interested in the gift i had gotten from Lucinda or so it seems , yes i should seek him out to find out more one day

 and i still get lost from times to times as well forgetting the placeses names ..oh well my memory had never been the best . and i still try to get a little better at casting spells ,so that i might be a better help if it needed ..sure the guards might be a help but ..i would not put my trues on that , better safe then sorrow

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this place is impressive . i had been to a place that is called dragon isle . i was nervours as i was told there was dragons but also they was very young . this is the first time i had seen one so close . the others i was with killed one and i took my time to look over it .  i find the dragons to be a impressive sight . the wings and the fact i saw it breath fire on us make me think alot on it . but one thing keept coming through my mind ...if there are that young dragons here ...where is the ,well ...the parents . i dont know the ways of the dragons but it seems odd to leave your ..childrens behind and if they are killed then how come the young still is around ..too much to think on. but i have to admit that i kind of wish i could see a full grown one ..from a distance ofcourse , i dont fancy dieing to one . and i also admit i feel a little sad to see a such young one die , though it might very well had been older then me for all i know .
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i still try to figure out more of the gift granted to me . i had learn to form a new spell and it had been a great assist in keeping me alive in this place. i had  also found the means to cast from the weave itself without any trouble . atlest most of the spells i can is now possble without using components to assist me . this itself i value alot and i belive i can thanks Lucinda for such ability , this will also save me alot of trues here ..something that is not easy to come by most of the time. i still ruin the food when trying to make something . it what i get for leaving home in such a haste . never leave your home without knowing such skills . oh i also had been seeing more of the land now , but dont ask me what the places is called ..me and my memory ,oh well
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today i meet a large group , i was invited along and i did follow ..i dont know what i really was thinking , following so many people is not something i like . we ended a place i did not know of ..a swamp , i swear i still belive i stink from it . the entire trip was creepy in itself , the people there was odd in their own ,  one who did not talk at all but he sure make up for that in sheer power when fighting i belive his name was Steel if i heard right , a other one ..a halfling woman with name evade me here  who keept talking about dieing in battle was the greatest thing ever ..i dont know what in wrong with people ..how can dieing ever be the greatest thing ?. a other one lady who keept vanishing from my eyes often and who talked in ..it sounded like elven and yet i could not understand the words . this made me uneasy . infact the only one i would trust was Dave there . anyway we ended in some cave fill with trolls . i wont even say how the smell was but it seems we was there so Steel could get the ore there . and ..forgive me Lucinda i nearly had killed poor Dave with a spell that day by misaiming it . in the end we all went each way after this , i did follow Dave but ..i am too tried to write the event there , enough to say i am very glad to be alive