A new day begins...

[Pibemanden]

*Storold sighs to himself having checked into the protectors quarters in Blackford for a while. He sits at one of the tables and takes out his journal and a quill and starts to write.*

I guess I have been fooling myself all the time. While I clearly stand for something as a person with my devotion to Lucinda something in me have always been pulling the other way. I feel that my love for order and rules keeps conflicting with my beliefs in constant change. The laws are constant yet the Weave have little respect for constant things. I know my morals [strike]are[/strike] were high, at least I did follow my heart and the teachings at all time now. But well my heart and my head are walking in two directions I feel. I guess I will try praying for guidance and send a letter to Trier to try to get some peace in my mind.

*Storold closes his book takes some parcament from his pack and writes a letter to Trier before going to the temple for a prayer before he heads home to Clover using his tome.*

Storold Doesscha: Lucinda, please hear your humble servant.. I find myself in great doubt but yet I remain strong in my faith in you... However my faith in myself is failing
Storold Doesscha: I believe your ways are the right ones to follow in general, yet I feel that I am going against what I once believed in myself... I would like to rid myself of that doubt
Storold Doesscha: Yet I feel that the world needs the firm hand that prevents change but without change we wont see any good and the rule of the world is change...
Storold Doesscha: We need to further your goals and stop being so selfish yet I feel that part of me is pulling me towards somewhere that doesn't suit a protector like me

[Pibemanden]

*Storold sits in his library at home humming a soft childrens tune as his youngest son lies in a crib in the room sleeping. He takes up a quill and a journal as he stops the humming and starts writing...*

So much joy and so much sadness. I guess my time in the forest where I was born is comming to an end. As things are I cannot continue to live here and it might even involve endangering the twins since the laws that we sought to escape have caught up with us again. I surely hope that change will come to these parts swift and that Rael will no longer be limiting the use of the wonders of the weave till his own mages and the weave will once again be seen as a good thing in this kingdom.
I hope that my children will see less trouble than I have but my faith in that grows thiner as I see the world of today. The dragon cult and Pytheceon seems willing to set the world on fire for their side and the adventures seems more interested in the amount of true they can gather than trying to do something to actually save things.

*He sighs quietly to himself and looks into the crib with a small smile*

At least the future has still hope with the children that are born today, sadly the betrayer has stopped some from having children but well I am blessed with the ability and I hope that in time the curse that he has put opun them will be lifted so that they will have the blessing of being parents too.
Speaking of being a parent, it seems that Clover has decided to push her own family plans out into the unknown now. She has for some reason choosen to let Trith go, I really hope it isn't due to the conversation I had with her about things. While I know that how she choose was wrong it might have been the only oppotunity she had for a wise choise but it seemed I was right about what her heart was set for. Sadly she cannot have what someone else have already claimed as their own...

*Storold looks at the last line and then to the crib nodding a little before closing the book walking to make some breakfast for the family.*