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Development Journals and Discussion / Lacee's Conscience

« on: November 10, 2011, 02:08:19 pm »

**a book, ink and quill lays on a bedroom table**

I hate these new feelings............She and he brought them upon me.  I was so much better before them.  Now I feel weak.  **sighs* But if I am to keep myself from going crazy I need to start being a woman. I dont know how. I'm a survivor, a fighter, a loner.  And now I feel like a woman.  He's right. I have felt what she has told me that I am and not to deny it...and he has confirmed it.  I need to open up and explore if I can let this be a part of me. It took a huge fight with this man and some horrible things he said that well hit home.  I'm going to test it.  See if it's right.  I've never worn a dress.   I feel all weird right now. ........................................................................**goes to check if the dress shop is still open grumbling**