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General Discussion / Re: Happy Birthday Alatriel!
« on: February 26, 2011, 04:44:20 pm »
happy getting older day! :D

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Introduce Yourself / Re: A miracle! A ressurection! ... no, just was lost
« on: February 18, 2011, 12:20:44 pm »
I think I understand the world well enough to know what kind of character I want to go with now.  Normally Corrinne would have been fine - it was just one of those things, y'know?  But my new one .... check out my sub for Maielle. :D

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Development Journals and Discussion / Corrinne's Diary
« on: September 06, 2010, 05:50:55 pm »
Too much going on.  Too much.  I don't know how to think about it.



I think I didn't write because I didn't want to think about it.  Of course, that never works anyway, and just leaves me feeling like an idiot, so I should probably find a better way to handle stress.



I really need to find a set of pells to work out against.  Or go fishing more.  Something.



I really don't do well with humility.  And I think the constant focus on honor is - well - stupid.  For that matter, I'm not thrilled with the constant harping on blind obedience.



Why on earth would blind obedience be better than knowing what's going on and trying to get as much information as possible?  Why would it be better to shut up and just take it?  It seems like every time I go looking for more information, for more understanding, I get a lecture about shutting up and obeying.



If Toran wanted someone that just shut up and obeyed, why on earth would He have chosen me?  It doesn't make any sense.



Then there was the Dragon priest's reaction when I admitted to compassion for the bandits we were fighting.  Really - yes, I know they've made their own decisions.  I know they could have found a way to do the right thing instead of the wrong thing, and that it's their fault, all of that.  But they were children once.  Something happened that made them go bad.  Somewhere, maybe, there was a chance at intervention.  A chance when things could have gone right.



I'm very glad the Dragon's not the one that found me.  The idea of compassion being weak .... it makes me ill.  Compassion and strength.  Those are the virtues that matter to me.



And honor?  It makes people blind.  Honor is no more a quality of good than it is a quality of evil - and it can be used to hide great evil.  Shut up and obey .. hold to your honor .. both strike me as an invitation to disaster.



If I have to choose between what is right and what Toran wants, gods help me, I will choose what is right.  Though I would have to believe what was asked of me was unquestionably evil to make that decision.  But I fear people that would chose obedience over what is right.  Maybe that makes me a lousy priestess.  But it's the only way I can live with myself.



This morning I went for a wander through that crypt in Vehl, smacking the undead around.  It is so much easier than everything else.  No questions of right or wrong, or guilt or innocence.  It's just undead.  I wish more things were that simple.



Maybe I'll go to Krandor and try myself against some of the undead there.  It's service without question, since it needs doing.  Or maybe the ones outside Vehl in the forest.  Or even both - there's never a shortage of undead.



And it's a lot easier than thinking.

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Quests Ideas and Discussion / Flowers for Ilsare
« on: September 02, 2010, 09:09:25 am »
Ideas about how to add to this - there are many gods that could want the flowers.  As they are magical, Lucinda could get involved.  Also Xeen, possibly Katia as they are of outstanding beauty and yet of the natural world - and of course Corath could always want to get involved.  After all, with this many goddesses wanting something, there's DEFINITELY room for mayhem ....



This could involve a lot of rumor, at least to start, chasing down leads and trying to find where they grow.  And no one said it has to grow aboveground ....

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Rumour Has It / Explosion in Hempstead Craft Hall
« on: September 02, 2010, 09:03:59 am »
*hears the rumors*



of all the stupid ....



*kicks at a chair* I rescue a man's life, and what do I get?  Accused of blowing things up.  While the man responsible acts like a cad.



Sometimes I really hate people.



*goes to the Temple to explain the truth in case they start getting twitchy about explosion-inducing Toranites*

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General Discussion / Stupid away from game issues
« on: August 28, 2010, 09:31:35 am »
Oh, this puppy doesn't run much of ANYTHING - if I try to have a chat program and Pandora going at the same time it'll sometimes stall out on me.



It's wonderful for what it is *pats the netbook, good netbook, love you little netbook!* but it's not a laptop - it's an oversized Palm Pilot.  

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Poetic License / Communication Is Life
« on: August 28, 2010, 08:52:30 am »
*purrs happily at all the complements*

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overheard by people near the gypsy tents

I don't know, Alathas.  I think we should get a tent of our own.

Well, I'm sick of sleeping out in the cold like this!  I'm sick of LOOKING like someone that sleeps on the ground!

Yes, it's petty.  What's your point?


Those watching see pacing and the girl clearly yelling into a specific piece of air.  Air is all they see, though.

YES!  Fine!  I want to settle down!  I want to stop running.  I want to have a little bit of comfort.  Is that so wrong?

No, I'm not abandoning you.  You know better than that.  Why would you say that?  I'm not abandoning our cause.  I just want to take a break.

All right.  All right.  When that's done, I can take a break?  You promise?

*heavy sigh* yes, Alathas.  No, I would never do anything you didn't like.  I will do as you say.  But I still don't think I'm asking too much.  I'm not saying I want to go home.  Just that I want to have a tiny little new one.  What if I call the tent your temple?


There's a long pause with the girl nodding often, as though listening to a lecture.

All right.  We'll try it your way.  But I can't stay like this forever.

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Introduce Yourself / A miracle! A ressurection! ... no, just was lost
« on: February 18, 2011, 11:31:43 am »
It's me again!  Hi everyone!

Sorry I disappeared so suddenly - I thought about it for a bit, and I realized I'd managed to create a character that fed into my depression issues fairly severely.  Stupid move. :P

This time, I think I understand the world better so I can avoid doing that, and I've stopped associating Layo with the depression  that Corrinne kept stirring up.  Sooooo ... I'm back!  Anticipate new and crazy character soon. :)

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Rumour Has It / Crazy woman seeking Toranites
« on: September 04, 2010, 05:33:46 pm »
*Corrinne leaves this note in the Temple*



There's a woman, calls herself Jolene, says she's looking for a champion of goodness that can take her in battle to pass some kind of message to.  Says there's evil coming, good has gotten weak, that sort of thing.



Personally, I think she's crazy, but she's strong-crazy.  Says compassion is useless, so I don't know what it is she's looking for, but I doubt she'll find it here.  Here's where she's looking, though.



Anyone learns more, let me know?

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Fixed Bugs / Bank chest "in use"
« on: September 04, 2010, 11:42:09 am »
Every time I try to click on a bank chest, it tells me "you are already using a bank chest".



I've already tried logging out and back in - no change.  Also tried in both Port Hempsted and Fort Vehl.  Still no change.

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Quests Ideas and Discussion / Inappropriate Bride
« on: September 02, 2010, 11:43:14 am »
One of the guildmaster's sons has run off with a farmgirl.  His father wants the boy brought back and married to the woman he's arranged for his son - someone that would give the father a much-needed political alliance.  The son wants nothing to do with his father and wants to stay with his love.  He'd be perfectly happy to be a farmer, and the girl's father would be perfectly happy to keep him as a son-in-law.



Legally, though, the son is a minor and under his father's control.  The law says the boy must return until his 18th birthday - which is in a week.  He has to stay out of sight until then, because the police are looking for him.



This could be played from either the POV of the father or the son - or both!  If this is the sort of thing Ilsare does, they could try to take shelter at Her temple.  OTOH, since it's breaking the law and the law is not unreasonable, the Rofie's might want to get involved .....

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Quests Ideas and Discussion / Flowers for Ilsare
« on: September 01, 2010, 09:21:38 pm »
Rumors of a new type of flower have begun appearing - a crystal rose.  Perfectly clear, it looks like crystal but grows like any other flower.  The high priestess of Ilsare has determined that this flower is a sign from her goddess, and the bush that it grows on must be transplanted to Her temple.



Succeeding will grant Ilsare's favor.  Failure .. well.  The less said .....

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General Discussion / Stupid away from game issues
« on: August 27, 2010, 08:25:00 pm »
I know I'm a new player and all, so I thought I'd better mention - I've no idea if I'm going to be in game the next few days.  I haven't abandoned y'all, and I hope to be back soon, but my son threw my back out and NWN doesn't run on my netbook.  For that matter, not much DOES run on my netbook.  I'm not even getting email right now.



So I hope to be back in game soon, but it'll have to wait until I can sit at my computer for more than ten minutes without wanting to rip my own spine out.  y'know.  Little things like that.

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Poetic License / Communication Is Life
« on: August 27, 2010, 02:37:03 pm »
(This is one of my favorite short stories.  Comments welcome - more fiction at Warriors of the Sun God - A Fantasy Novel - and yes, they're ALL mine.  I write a lot)



As the world fades, do you hear them? With life slipping from your grasp, do you hear the giant mushrooms as they flirt and philosophize? Do you see the golden spores of their conversation and mating dance? Did it ever even occur to you to try and listen? You saw them, certainly, towering above you on slender stalks, stretching towards the sun with giant rounded cap. You saw the colors dotting their skin, with blues and purples and greens. You saw the golden spores falling out from their underside to be caught by the wind and fly about. But even with all the power you had, all the instruments to detect the tiniest particles and what they might mean, it never occurred to any of you to monitor the differences from one spore to another. Never occurred to see if they were just giant plants. Listen, then. I will tell you the story from their point of view. As we stand between the worlds, I give you one last choice. One last chance to avert what you created.



When you humans landed on the planet, the People (for so they called themselves) watched and marveled at these new creatures that ran around their stems. And I looked on from afar, and feared what humanity might do to the People I watched.



"They are animal, but unlike anything I have ever seen before. I watched them come out of a giant silver rock that fell from the sky. Could they be space-creatures?" mused one purple-topped Person, leaning over from the top of a hill to see the space-rock below.



There was a long silence after this comment, as the People pondered the question. Where could these new creatures have come from? It was bad manners to ask a question, soliciting an answer and a spore, but sometimes there was no other way to frame a thought. It made the likelihood of seeds from the comment lower, though, as the People would rarely seed with a question. Seeds are engendered when the comment is intelligent, encouraging growth in the minds of the People. Given the effort it took to make spores, the People never wanted to waste them.



"They seem intelligent. Look how they move their faces at each other. One will do that, and another will move in response. They are not like the other animals. Wherever they come from, they are not like the other creatures of this place," answered its blue-lidded neighbor.



More of the People examined that idea and found it good. Thoughts about humanity danced about on wind-tossed spores. A greater number of seeds were tossed out in one day than had ever happened before, in all the history of the People. Humanity gave them quite a lot to talk about. I have watched them since before time began, and I have never seen them speak so fervently.



"If they came here, they must have come for a reason. Perhaps they come for us."



That proclamation from the Red Philosopher Circle was met only with silence, spores falling unheeded to the ground. The Red Circle had always been a bit strange and self-centered, generation after generation breeding only with each other's weighty pronouncements. See them. They're a separate species now, not by genetics but by universal disgust: because no one else will talk to them.



Why are they called red when there's no red on them? That's the name they call themselves. Are all the groups from your world named logically? Besides, they're not important in themselves. They matter because you landed near them. You need to see the full scope of what the People are, good and bad. Are you beginning to understand them? Have they become real to you yet?



There's you among the other humans, in the second stage of colonization. You've decided that the planet is suitable and you're coming, with your houses and your farms and your terraformers. Watch the People shrink away from you. They do move, you know, though slowly. You never noticed that. But there you are, with your lovely wife and your little boy. Remember?



You want me to stop? You didn't. Neither can I.



Listen. Another of the People speaks. This one watches you and yours. "They bring their little ones with them, and make those strange caves to put them in. And every time they make a cluster of their caves, they push us farther away. How are they changing the soil? It makes us ill to live among them. This is strange and uncomfortable."



"I am here," floated a soft, wispy spore. "I survive, though they changed the ground. I watch. And I do not understand what they are doing or why. But I will watch, and I will report as I can."



Ah, you see where this one speaks from. You recognize it, don't you? Good. Watch it and remember. It too is a child. It too knows no better. It can barely even speak, and it is the only one of its kind close enough to learn about you. It is the only one that can live in your terraformed world.



And there is your child, sitting underneath it, talking to it in your language. He sits there and tells it of your people, your histories, his daydreams, whatever comes into his head. As children do, he sees the child of the People as a friend, and creates stories about it. And the spores of the child seeped into your son's mind. To a point, they could communicate. It created no children, but it was still life.



Why are you crying? Do you remember what you've done, then? It's not enough. Never enough. Not for what you've done.



The child of the People told the others of this one child, the one that could communicate with them. Many seeds were propagated from what the child of the People related. The People discussed what their child said of you until the air was golden with spores. Words were created to try to understand what you were and what it meant to them that you were there.



And you came upon those children talking to each other. Your son whispered words and motes of golden dust swirled around him. It was then that you started to suspect, then that you feared it was true. And instead of asking, instead of trying to find out if your son was communicating and with who, you hated it. Here there was life, here there was what you had given your life to understanding until you'd given up and agreed to be a colonist, and it spoke only to your son. How dare he? How dare that creature? Everything you'd worked for, everything you'd trained for, and your son stole it right out from under you. You feared that you'd broken your laws with the colony by settling on an inhabited planet. But far more than that, you were angry that they'd chosen your son to talk to and not you.



Your son told you gleefully about how he'd met a new friend in the mushroom in your yard. Your response was to confine him to his room and order that he never talk about it. You slapped your wife when she asked you what was wrong. You, who'd sworn to never hit anyone. Who had come to this planet to escape the violence you'd grown up with. You slapped your wife and told her to be silent. From the way you're shaking, you can see her face in your memory, can't you? That horrible look of shock and pain, and then the dullness as she nodded and turned away. You broke her in that one instant. Out of jealousy and fear, you destroyed everything that mattered to you.



You went out into your yard and chopped at that poor mushroom, that child of the People, with a kitchen knife because it was the sharpest thing you had. Golden spores swirled around you, but you batted them away. Your son screamed from his room. You yelled at him, over and over, "Shut up! Just shut up!" And you hacked that poor mushroom child down with a kitchen knife, because you thought if you could just get rid of this one mushroom, you could get rid of any proof that non-human life had chosen your son over you.



The People rose up against you for that. They had no word for murder or even violence before you came. An entire planet of philosopher-plants, and you taught them violence. Does this please you?



All they had were their spores, but they had entire generations of practice in learning how to control them. They sent them at you, as many as they could, with only one message. "Die."



Their aim was good. But now the People turn to the rest of the humans, and the colonists are oblivious. There is one who knows, one who could stop the incoming madness. And he sits in his room, tears streaming down his face in complete silence, obeying the last command his father ever gave him.



Now it's up to you. Your son won't talk. The last command from his father before he died, before you died, was to shut up. You're begging for mercy, but that's not something you can have. But I don't want the People to die. I have watched over them for a long time, and I wish to watch over them still. But I cannot do it. You can. So I give you have one chance. One, to end the war you started.



I give you one last thing you can say to your son. Choose wisely.



That is your choice, then? Whisper it to him. And hope it is enough.

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Rumour Has It / Strangeness in Vehl's Crypt
« on: August 26, 2010, 01:59:30 pm »
*a note is slipped under the door of the Dragon's temple in Vehl*



There's been something strange going on in the crypt next door.  The skeletons are using tactics they shouldn't have.  I've seen traps and caltrops and other signs of intelligence or control.  I couldn't find a necromancer, but that doesn't mean there isn't one.  We didn't find any signs of strange magic, either, but that doesn't mean they're not there.



Will keep you informed if I learn more.



Corrinne Smithsdotter

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Development Journals and Discussion / Corrinne's Diary
« on: August 20, 2010, 03:52:33 pm »
/it's a ratty book, the cover merely cardboard with pages stitched in.  This one is new, pristine.  She handles it gently, smiling, before she settles down to write in it./



I remember my first miracle.  It seems so simple, now.  I need light, I call for light.  I did it today as I went through that disgusting crypt again, putting the people back to sleep.  (I need to do something about that crypt.  How can the Dragon have something like that next to His temple and do nothing?)



There was nothing to it.  But that first time - ah, that was a miracle.



I'd been locked in my room, yet again, for some transgression or other against the laws of the temple.  Something minor.  Probably not doing a chore, or something else that struck me as silly.  There were a lot of things that were done not because they did anything useful, at least that I could see, but because they kept people busy.



Busy people don't have time to think.  They just follow rules to get it done.  I wonder if that's why so many Toranites are so rigid.  No time to think.



But I was in my room, to think about what I had done.  And it was dark, and I was scared.  And I prayed.  And light just filled me and bubbled forth with gleeful laughter.  The matron that checked up on me was appalled.  A gift of Toran shouldn't be greeted with laughter!  But with humility!  Respect!  Dignity!  A proper way to be, and to do, and everything else!



But the light still makes me laugh.  I cannot believe Toran is as rigid as he is made out to be.  Why would a god that rigid accept me?  No - there is much to be done, and people to aid.  The world can be dark and gloomy.  But - there is also laughter, and love.  And light.



The light of Toran laughs.

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Introduce Yourself / Also new
« on: August 18, 2010, 08:38:06 am »
Hi, I'm HeartShadow/Shadow/Vieva - I answer to any of them.  I'm a long time RPer, but with a small child and no games local, it's been a while since I've been in a game.  When Alatriel told me about this place, it sounded perfect!



I've already submitted a character request and am busily downloading the hak files.  Can't wait to play!

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