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« on: June 06, 2008, 01:59:49 am »
Where do I begin? I have a journal that I write my day to day matters, things of importance that has happened in town, and yet I cannot write all that I feel. It is not that I cannot write it, but I do not want to read what I write, because seeing it down in print makes it real. But I cannot hide from what I feel anymore, but I cannot speak what I feel either. It will do more harm then good. Or will it? What is it that I do feel? How much do I feel? I did not realize how protective I can be when the one person in my life I hold dear is being threatened even minimaly threatened I just want to take it away and protect them with all my being. Yet if it was someone else I can stand back and let the pieces fall where they may. Yes I may intervene if it is necessary, but it is prudent to be logical and think about what ones actions are, and if something of importance is about to be destroyed step in immediately. But with this person, there is no logic to it, no reasoning. I am at a loss. My daily prayers do not bring me as much comfort as it used to. My fasting and submission to Lord Aragen hasn't brought me joy in the past few months.... Aragen.. my soul.. the one thing I have believed in since I could remember. Yet, I have come to find myself questioning myself.. Aragen.. Aragen.. My family has followed Aragen, and it was expected, I expected to follow Aragen. He answered my prayers all those years ago.. then why do I feel this way? What are the answers.. why are they not coming to me as clearly as they used to.. why.. why.
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« on: April 25, 2008, 09:16:52 am »
Two beautiful items up for auction!
1 Mithril Bastard Sword, starting bid 70k (lvl 15)
1 emerald ring of Strength, starting bid 70k (lvl 17)
No private bids please.
*signed Tegan*
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« on: April 23, 2008, 09:30:00 am »
[SIZE=16]Zippity dooh dah, zippity ay,
my oh my what a wonderful day,
plenty of sunshine comin your way
zippity dooh dah,HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! [/SIZE]
Yes.. yes... yes.. who knew things waaaay older then me still celebrated birthdays.
Happy Birthday Frances!
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« on: April 15, 2008, 04:25:45 am »
A group of us ventured into Greypeaks to bring back Juanita's oil. Which we did fine, but in the midst of fighting the mages deep within our comrade Lance Stargazer crashed. As of this post he's been logged off about 10 minutes. He was at almost full hit points when he crashed. So Lance if you read this before you log back on and if possible for a DM to help him to safety. We will give you 10 more minutes from this post.
It is now 1:27a.m. PDT
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« on: April 12, 2008, 11:39:26 am »
[SIZE=24]Happy Birthdy to you
Happy Birthday to you
Happy Birthday Dear Trith!
Happy Birthday to you!
[SIZE=18]Yeah yeah yeah.. that is the most cheerful I get.
Have a good one![/SIZE][/SIZE]
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« on: March 28, 2008, 11:25:45 am »
I have in my possession 25 greater scribing scrolls that are taking up space and ready for immediate sale. The discount price for all of them is 40k, or can buy them individually for 2k a scroll.
Seek out Tegan
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« on: March 19, 2008, 01:14:30 pm »
Cleaning Sale!
Name your price and if good enough it is yours! Starting price for the Exceptional Eagles Splendor ring is 22k.
SCROLLS
Horrid Wilting (lvl 8 )
Greater Magic Weapon (lvl 3)
Flesh to Stone (lvl 6)
GEAR
Greater Gloves of Animal Handling (lvl 2)
Greater Gloves of Discipline +6 (lvl 2)
Jaldrix's Boots of Vivacity (lvl 9)
+1 AC dodge modifier
Fire resistance 10
Perform +4
Taunt +4
JEWLERY & Miscellanous
Exceptional Diamond Ring of Eagle Splendor (lvl 16)
Mahogany Guitar (lvl 9)
Bonus spell slot:Bard lvl 2
Skill bonus: Perform +5
Adamantium Spear (lvl 10)
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« on: February 23, 2008, 03:22:58 am »
I have in my possession 17 bodak teeth that I wish to sell. I will take best offer, but no less then 5 thousand.
*signed*
Ell
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« on: January 28, 2008, 11:23:10 pm »
Central seemed to have gone down, but it seems to be taking a bit longer to get back up. Not sure how long it takes in general.. soo just checking and posing.
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« on: January 23, 2008, 06:15:01 pm »
Benjamin Poetr could use some help, he's stuck behind the curtain in 106 Hlint, the house with the free portal.
He has no luck in getting a DM in the DM channel
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« on: January 11, 2008, 12:39:49 pm »
I noticed this morning that Tegan ox seemed to have duplicated itself. Tegan has two oxes, they both have the same inventory in them. When I log on and off one ox is there, the other shows up a moment later. I also tried and restarted my computer and relogged back on, and same thing happens, one is there but the other shows up a moment later. After I logged back on after restarting my comp this time when I unloaded one ox pack it would not reload back on the ox. I emptied my ox pack and so they are empty. The Troll King was logged on and I sent word of Tegan's plight and he mentioned to make a post so Dorg could look into it.
bioware name: ystrday
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« on: January 08, 2008, 01:01:14 am »
To our son, Trouble, may this book be with you and hold all your dreams, wishes, your good times and your bad times, and to always remember you are loved. Love your mom and dad.
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« on: November 19, 2007, 09:16:30 am »
This is for you Lynn, and I hope his patrol moves quickly for you. I know during that time for me, the sweetest saddest smell was the boat smell. It was sad because I knew he would be going away, and sweet when I smelled it again because he was home.
When God Created the Military Wife
When the Lord was creating a military wife He ran into His sixth day of overtime. An angel appeared and said, "You're having a lot of trouble with this one. What's wrong with the standard model?"
The Lord replied, "Have you seen the specs on this order? It has to be completely independent but must always be sponsored to get on a military installation. It must have the qualities of both mother and father during deployments, be a perfect host to 4 or 40, handle emergencies without an instruction manual, cope with flu and moves all around the world, have a kiss that cures anything from a child's bruised knee to a husband's weary days, have the patience of a saint when waiting for its mate to come home and, have six pairs of hands."
The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pairs of hands? No way." The Lord answered, "Don't worry; we will make other military wives to help. Besides, it's not the hands that are causing the problem, it's the heart. It must swell with pride, sustain the ache of numerous separations while remaining true, beat soundly even when it feels too tired to do so, be large enough to say 'I understand' when it doesn't, and say 'I love you', regardless.
"Lord," said the angel, gently touching His sleeve. "Go to bed. You can finish it tomorrow." "I can't," said the Lord. "I'm so close to creating something quite unique. Already it can heal itself when sick, on a moment's notice it will willingly embrace and feed total strangers who have been stranded during a PCS move and it can wave goodbye to its husband understanding why he had to leave."
The angel circled the model of the military wife very slowly. "It's too soft," she sighed."But tough," the Lord said excitedly. "You cannot imagine what this being can do or endure.""Can it think?" asked the angel. "Can it think?! It can convert 1400 to 2 p.m.," replied the Lord.
Finally the angel bent over and ran her finger across the cheek. "There's a leak," she said. "I told you that you were trying to put too much into this model." It's not a leak," said the Lord. "It's a tear." "What's it for?" asked the angel. "It's for joy, sadness, pain, loneliness and pride." "You're a genius," said the angel.
Looking at her somberly, the Lord replied, "I didn't put it there."
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« on: November 10, 2007, 10:22:37 am »
Will trade lions bag or bags and/or true, depending on the amount of boxes are brought to me of:
Corn oil or picked corn
Blackberries
Wheat flour or picked wheat
Sage
Cherries
Sage
Look for Tegan
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« on: October 27, 2007, 10:25:50 am »
*Tegan sits near the fireplace, quietly reflecting as she holds a small book in her hands. The house is quiet in the early morning hours of the coming day. Slowly she opens the book with one hand, and holding the quill in the other she begins to write*
Dear Journal,
This is the first time I've written in a journal in well over ten years. Alot has happened in my life since then, since being Dragon called and landing in Hlint all those years years ago. I have a nice home on Dregar, filled with love and peace that only having a child can bring.
*she sighs as she writes this* As well as a monkey named Screech, and a man in my life named Sallaron. Right now journal Sall is acting childish.. just because he "caught" me having a drink! He's so blind to things sometimes, he doesn't understand there is a difference from me having a drink to him having one... I DO NOT *she stresses the two words* have a problem with alcohol like he does!
And well some ways I'm glad he's finally seen me have a drink. I hated hiding it from him on those rare occasions when the stress has gotten to much and I just needed to forget a little while the responsibilities I have. Living him with isn't easy.. neither is being a mom.. and being in a guild and keeping the resources available for when my comrades decided to come in and actually do something. I've had to start other crafts I thought I would never do!.. Good thing I know how to dodge so when the tinker device blows up I do not get as hurt. So what if I wanted a bloody drink! The man did not have a right to get all self rightious on me.. he deserved me using a bit of magic and tipping his chair back that night at the Arms. *her writing flows quickly filled with emotion* Next time I'm going to turn him into a toad! and let him try and drink ale that way! *she takes a deep breath and calms herself down*
Right now I have other things I need to worry about, Sall and myself, getting ourselves organzed to help a "friend" in need. I just hope he can work that persuasive tongue he has on Muir and Shamur, because I don't think our friend has much time left. Those people have to be stopped.
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« on: October 13, 2007, 08:14:48 pm »
Can I get a ride out of the deep please?
There is no one on quest server
Tegan was part of Boon's group
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« on: October 13, 2007, 07:00:57 pm »
Central down? we just had a reset
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« on: October 12, 2007, 08:02:54 pm »
I ventured to the dire bear caves today on Belinara, when I tried to enter the cave it would not let me in. It shows a transition, but it would not let me in. Wondered if there was anything going on with it..
Thanks
ystrday
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« on: October 12, 2007, 12:16:05 pm »
Sometimes, people have to much time on there hands. M and M's Combat
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« on: August 14, 2007, 03:14:50 pm »
Is west server up or down? Going 12:15 west coast time, and been trying to log onto west for the past 15 minutes.. it appears to me offline, but when looking at the server status it's showing there are people playing. Trying to figure out if the server IS down? or have I missed something I should've done after the server repairs.
Thanks
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