I have felt doubt in myself once before, in a time when I was still young. It was doubt that led me to believe that in myself there was solace. Something inside, something to savor.
Let me assure you the only thing inside us spills out with a cut of a dagger.
Doubt was a leech upon my heart. It stole my blood, and in taking that, it took all of me. Within doubt I was weak. I canceled my own actions before they took place. I spoke quietly, and sought not to offend. I suggested to myself that this is who I was to be.
Fate is a lie.
I found early in my life that doubt was formed upon the promise of something better.
It will come when you make it come.
Yet with all of the living things in this world who is to get the best? The mediocre? The bland and nothing? It is not in the choices you make. In the grand random scheme of this place we are blind to the grinding cogs set in motion by the strong.
It is the blood of the weak which lubricates the cogs.
The machine we call life, and all of it's promises, are what have caused us doubt.