It’s been awhile since I last jotted down my thoughts, what with the fall of pranzis and my alchemy I don’t seem to have a spare minute and when I do it is spent with Karana but here goes.
Where to start…..Ahh Karana what can I say about her, she is my other half when we are together I am whole apart I am a lesser elf. It has taken me awhile to get the courage to ask her to marry me and a lot of soul searching after all I have the potential to live many of her lifetimes and I wasn’t sure if I could stand watch her grow old before my eyes. But risks must be taken if we are to follow the path set for each of us and I realise that my path is with Karana I would do anything to make her happy and it saddens me that I am not more like her, I am sure she would rather I was a more martial person someone like the men in her clan I am just happy that she has accepted me for what I am a nameless elf adrift in the world, she doesn’t realise it but she is my anchor without her I would just be adrift in the land and I don’t want to think what I would become.
Concerning the wedding she hinted that I would have to become a member of her tribe not sure how that is possible but I am willing to attempt it or die trying, just hope they don’t only appreciate martial prowess and can accept me for what I am a simple ring maker who can cast a few spells.
Since the fall of pranzis I have been spending a lot of time in the temples of Rofirein my next task is to seek out a Cleric or Paladin and ask for some instruction, from what I have been able to learn so far he is someone I want to follow and serve, Lucinda is still in my mind though still not in my heart I revere her but I could never follow her.
Been spending a lot of time researching alchemy and the various potions I can make and I think I am close to mastering it, it has been hard work but rewarding especially as the potions have helped save Karana’s life numerous times. Never know I maybe able to extend her life once I truly master the craft. I was hoping to make the wedding rings for myself and Karana but due to the difficulty I have in getting the ores needed my ring making is falling behind on the other hand there isn’t a wand I cant make now and they are proving to be useful. The guild has been a great help in supplying me with the materials needed for my various interests and I hope I am repaying them sufficiently.
On a more personal note I have been spending some time in blackford castle asking questions about the night I was left there haven’t uncovered much that I didn’t already know some deeper investigation is in order, also been spending time in the great library though I don’t think I will live long enough to read everything that interests me in there I do wish people would put the books back once they have finished with them though sometimes they are just tossed on the floor.
Well that’s all for now need to go finish up some potions of invisibility.