Whenever something is to unpleasant, to shameful for us to entertain, we reject it. We erase it from our memory. But the answer is always there... nothing is ever really forgotten... The nature boy made me have questions, questions that I want answered... I only know of one way to search for answers that are locked away inside of the mind... The burning of incence, and of course, mushrooms hehehe...
And so I begin...
First I remember a voice, soft, speaking words I don't know and still can't remember what is said. I felt a wet drying off my body. The cold air touched my skin and there was a warmth coming from underneath like a warm wind. Two hands grabbed me up soon as I was wrapped in a smooth, silky material. Nothing... Fading...
Another memory... drifting further in. I remember laughing... wow... yeah I can remember being chased with laughter... thats a first... hehe hmmm... nothing...
I remember a door now. Defenitly, clad in iron, whipping open with a loud noise that shook me from my feet. Remember the same hands grabbing me. Remember being grabbed up by hands, calmly. I remember the eyes, blue. Crystal blue. I remember the hair red... but not dark like mine... duller... warmer... much much longer... and white robes... a smile turned to an angry frown... then nothing...
Cold... It was frozen. no ground. The wind was hard and felt like it was sharp blades and not wind at all. The light was too bright against the white. The black rock passed by and like a ton of bricks crashing to the ground from the sky it hit me. and then there was blue and bitter cold. The blue slowly turned to black and the black turned back to white. a brilliant light. Then black again but now there was warmth. The crackling sound, perhaps fire... Softness of fur and cotton... blue fur... blue eyes... I remember a feeling that I don't know that much... happy giddy feeling... nothing still...
ugh headache... I don't feel so good... I think I ate the wrong mushrooms...