Sy'Ravenne: Taming of a Wild Heart

[Evil Dad]

*the parchment is old and worn, covered in blood stains. the writing is awkward and untidy, obviously that of a young child*

It has been a while since I have written in any journal.

What is in a name? Is it simply used to call someone?  For me it is more than that.  I am Sy'Ravenne of the Black Lion tribe.  It is not my birth name.  It was given to me by my tribe as a symbol of who I am, or at least who I was.  Sy'Ravenne means Wild Lioness.

My friends would know me as Ravenne.  It is strong and proud.  A name to wear with pride.  I was a proud warrior and hunter.  I would stand side-by-side with more skilled warriors, hunt with them, and earn their respect.

But what injustices have I done my name?  I became known as Sy and I became wild.  I would seek pleasure as I wanted it, without a care for who got hurt.  I have been hurt also, but I have hurt so many more.  It was fun and I did not care.  I forgot who I was and what I was.  I dishonoured my name and my tribe.  Was there a way out of this nightmare?  

I had to become Ravenne again.  It is who I should be.  Who I am!

[Evil Dad]

*she smiles contented to herself as she begins to write*

There have been many experiences in my short life.  Most have been of no importance.  Some have shaped my life along certain paths.  But, one experience in particular has been life changing.  Annun!

Annun Firith!  Her name means "Twilight Fading".  A beautiful name, for a beautiful woman.  This woman has changed my life!

I never expected to find her and I dont think she was looking for love from another female.  We met and somehow clicked.  We hunted, we laughed and we played.  Each moment of each day we grew closer.  I love her like I have loved no other!  I am devoted to her.  Each and every moment of every day I want to spend with her.  I am devoted to this woman!

I have told her that I will love her for the rest of my life.  At first she seemed surprised at my feelings, but slowly she has grown to love me like I love her.  I have had to think about my love for her.  I do not think I can love her for the rest of my life, it seems to short a time.  I will love her for the rest of her life!

I have spoken to her about our feelings and our commitment of love for each other.  I wish us to have our bond of love blessed and I will take her name.  She was unsure at first, but has agreed.  She wants to wait a little while. I cannot believe it she agreed!  I am so overwhelmed!  

I will become Sy'Ravenne Firith ("Wild Lioness Fading" or "Wild Lioness Tamed").  *she giggles to herself* A wild lioness tamed is just a lioness, so I have become Ravenne in name and person.  Annun has always called me Ravenne, since we first met.  To her I am Ravenne and always will be.

I am so very happy and life is good!

[Evil Dad]

*she looks concerned and weeps as she writes*

I have fallen again, the soulmother is so close now.  Annun has been very brave about it and we have discussed what should happen when I fall for the last time.

- I would prefer to be burnt than buried, but the final choice should be made by Annun as I want her to be comfortable with things
- I wish to be laid to rest near the farm, so I can be near Annun always
- I have asked Annun to plant a flower for me, but I can't think what type, I hope she can
- Everything I have is Annun's .. money, weapons, armours, everything
- Finally, I would like Annun to hold a party in my name, to be held at the farm and maybe she can get my favorite poet and singer to perform

I do not want Annun to follow me after the soulmother, even though she has promised she will.  It is too dangerous a journey and I will not have her risk herself for me.

I have decided to write to my mother.  I would like to see her and father at least once more before the soulmother takes me.  I just hope the letter gets there in time ...

[Evil Dad]

*she cries as she writes, tear stains smudge the words, her hand trembles*

I am missing Annun so much!  She has been off, praying and meditating to Az'atta.  I feel so lost without her and she cannot return too soon.

I have seen my mother, she received my letter.  This has made me very happy.

But, in all this happiness, she has brought be tragic news.  My father died, but a year ago.  Slain by giants, who attacked our tribe.  He was brave as always and gave his life so that others may live.

My poor mother, I became angry.  I shouted, screamed and ran off crying.  I left her there in shock.  I have come back to dregar and I will have my revenge on these giants.  I will clear this place of them!  Damn!  I have fallen again, those mages hurt and hurt bad.  Luckily, I have not visited the soulmother again.

I think I will go back to Hlint and make peace with my mother.  I will then return to dregar and wait for my Annun to return.  I so miss her and can't wait to just see her for a while.

[Evil Dad]

R.I.P.

// by the way the cutscene is pretty cool i recommend everyong should try it