I was up in Grey Peaks with a rather large group. All was going well and had just begun our return. Then everything crumpled, people started dying left and right, and I fell too. That was not the bad part though, for I learned from it. When all had gotten out of the mountains Azak, Garnet - who by the way is a monk for Vorax - and one more (Amareth something) decided to help me get to my grave so I could put my soul at ease. And now comes the bad part, because of that Azak fell - so who can I blame but myself for not insisting that should spend the time my soul was upset to contemplate and truely take time to understand then and there why it had happened.
This is why I'm not a monk yet
Luckily Azak met a friend that helped him get back to his grave by turning him invisible for a while. After we returned I took the time to train and think on my own, which I should have done earlier and thereby not causing Azak to be slain.