I've never kept a journal before so I'm nervous. I'm always wondering who might find it. Today was the sadest day. I feel so alone. My lover, friend, and husband Falkin has been called away by Toran. What mission he has taken he will not tell me and I fear that he will be lost. Falkin told me I could not follow and that he didn't know how long he would be gone. I am angry at Falkin for leaving me so soon after our marrige and at Toran for taking him. Falkin said his calling was sure and he must follow. What must I do until he returns,with this anger? I am in a new land and the people I have met have been friendly. But is it enough? Will I be able to make some kind of life here in Hlint? My heart hurts and burns for my love, for the future. *checks the Roses for a sign any sign* I will keep them close to me always. They will be my hope my future.
*looks at the roses one last time and snuffs out the candle*
May Sleep Come Soon
