Diary of Sonya DarkAngel

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*The 26th page*    Febra 24, 1402    I wanted to write about this the other day but because that was already getting long I felt like writing it some other time. That time has now come so I’m writing about some events that happened not to long ago.    It started as any normal day. I met up with Rain and we began talking about his plans to start a guild of his own. He wanted me to be his …equal in the guild. I think I would like it better if he would lead the guild by him self and I would support him when he needs it. But we can think it over for a while. Anyway we went to Leilon to wait for Talen, on of the friends of Rain. While we were at Leilon we started to talk some more. I remember Rain saying he wanted us to have 12 or 14 little angels. 14? Is he nuts? I even tolled him if he new who would have to give birth to those 14 little angels. I got angry at him and I turned my back on him. What was he thinking, 14? It turned out he was just making one of his jokes and never would want me to get more than I could handle. It was something like that anyway.     He was standing behind me holding me in his arms as Talen came. Rain introduced us, and we went to Talen’s house I think. He lives there with some others to. We used a portal to go to Dregar. I got trough first and seemed to find myself at a dock on Lorindar I think. I saw a lot of people gathering near the gates. I thought it must have been because of the rumours we heard about Bloodstones attack. I didn’t see Rain or Talen anywhere near me. I don’t know what happened, still don’t actually. Anyway I went to the people gathering near the gates. I turned out to be right and they were gathering there to try and stop Bloodstone. At some point I even found Rain in the group.     One of the people there started talking about why we all were there. If there source of information was correct then Bloodstone was going to invade Dregar to try and get it into his hands. He would invade with a lot of men, and there main target might be Pranzis. I got into the scout group and we started to scout the area for any sign of Blood’s forces.   At some point we heard that Pranzis was the target all along and we headed their as soon as we could. When we got into Pranzis we soon got the first wave to deal with. Well first wave for us anyway. I did something wrong and got myself killed. When I woke up I got back to Pranzis again and continued to defend the city as good as I could. To bad I soon ran out of Bolts. So I needed to use my magic more that I would normally. Not that I’m complaining it was a good training. A lot of thing happened while we defended Pranzis.     At some point I even found my self being over run by some of bloods forces and I had to turn invisible not to get killed. I saw a lot of dead around me. I’m not sure but I even might have seen Rain’s dead body. But I was to busy getting out of that fight as I was the only one left standing.   To make a long story short we lost Pranzis to Bloodstone that night. Or was it one of his generals that we were fighting. Doesn’t matter who it was we have to get Pranzis back at some day. I will train myself to be able to help out when that day comes.         *the page is full and the sorry continues on the next page*.    The next day, or was it some days later? Don’t know for sure. Anyway I was in Hlint and I noticed it was snowing. It was beautiful and I enjoyed it. I felt the snow touch my skin. It was nice and I liked it. Some how the idea of Hlint being covered in snow made me feel peaceful. The image of it I made in my head was very beautiful and peaceful. At that moment Rain said hello and the image was gone. Not that I mind of course just looking at him is nice to. Rain said that he and some others were going to the goblin cave to mine some copper. I agreed to come along. At least I would be with him again.    As we were talking I noticed one guy starting to kiss my hand and asking if I would join them to the caves. I didn’t know what to think of it but I said that I would join even without him kissing my hands. After a small run in the caves, we went to the campfire just outside of Hlint. It was here that Rain asked me if had rested all that time from the battle at Pranzis. I said that I was also catching up on some writing in my dairy. Then Rain said was going to read my dairy one day when I wasn’t looking. The nerve of that guy, you don’t peak or read in a girl’s dairy? I was about to get angry at him again when I thought it might be one of his jokes again, so I started to tickle him, I managed to make him laugh, and he said he would read in my dairy. When I let go of him he said something about still wanting to read it and ran away and I started to chase him.   At that point Ferit joined in and started to help me tickle him. Ferit was much better at it at that point and when we got him, she started to tickle him with much more success than me. She even got him on the ground laughing. At that point we just tickled him until he gave up and said he would never read my dairy unless I was sitting next to him and approved of it. I wanted to make sure he promised it so I sat on him to make him promise again and to me. When he did I got of and helped him back on his feet. I still had enough adrenaline in me to lift him up on my own without much help form Rain himself.    Not long after that we went to mine the copper again in the goblin cave. I’m not sure what happened but at some point Draconia was attacking Rain. It even happened two times I think. It turned out that Rain used his burning hands spell and Draconia got in hit by it. I didn’t know whether I should get mad at Rain or at Draconia. I do remember yelling at Draconia the first time. I thought he was getting a little jealous of Rain. I should try and find out if that is true or not. We went further and Rain mined some more copper. At some point we went on our way out. The goblins took us by surprise and Rain lost his ox. We had to carry all that copper by our selves. When we got outside we noticed that the world had changed, it had become darker than before. That was what it looked like to me anyway.   We went back to Hlint. In Hlint we met Kyle and Rain introduced him to me. Talen also joined us. We talked a little and at some point Rain went to finally get himself a new ox, and I was able to get the few nuggets of copper in the ox pack of Rain’s ox. I kissed Rain goodnight and went to the inn to get a room and rest a little. In the inn I met a woman that asked me if I was Rain’s girl. I said yes and she introduced herself to me. Here name was Addison Scarlace, I introduced myself to, after which she asked me if I was a hunter. I said I was a sorceress who was about to get some sleep. She apologized for interrupting me and went away. Not long after that Rain could up with me and gave me a lot of bolts that he wasn’t using anymore. I thanked him and kissed him goodnight a last time before getting into my room.     Signed   Sonya DarkAngel     *the end of the 27th page*      

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*the 28th page*    Mar 27, 1402    Today I went to look around in Hlint to see if I could find my love, Rain. I found him just outside of Hlint near a campfire. Once I was there He gave me a clover leaf. He also wanted to show me something special. So we went on our way. Along the way we saw Rhynn beside the road, Se was in tears about something. We found out that someone had broken her heart. That’s how it sounded to me anyway. Both Rain and I tried to cheer her up but I guess she didn’t want to be. Se also said she wanted to be trained by a dark mage. I didn’t object to that because I like the dark magic to, but I did try to tell her she should not give up to the goodness in her heart. I hope she understood that. Now that I think of it, she might turn out alright in time. I was like her once to just after I lost my parents, brother and sisters. And at this day I still embrace the goodness in my heart.     Rain and I walked a little further and soon Rain asked me to close my eyes. I did what he asked of me and I closed my eyes and held out my hand so he could guide me. It was a bit scary because I had never placed so much trust into one person. But I new I could trust Rain more that anything. After a little walk with my eyes close we stopped and I asked if I could open my eyes. Rain said yes and when I saw the place I had trouble keeping my tears from coming out. But when Rain said he wanted our wedding to take place here, I cried out in happiness, I even took rain in my arms and cried on his shoulder. I think he even thought he did something wrong but I said those tears were happy tears, and that I liked the place very much.     It wasn’t completely true of course because at that point I remembered the dream I had of our wedding and the woman turning every one into zombies. It didn’t took Rain long to notice something was wrong and he also remembered me that I had send him a letter to help me remind me of what I wanted to tell him. So there I was standing in front of rain with 2 things to tell him that, I my eyes could turn him away from me. With that thought my legs could not carry me any more and I sat on the ground. Then I tolled him about my last name. That I wasn’t born bearing the name DarkAngel but that I was born with the name Gravedigger, and that I had changed my name to DarkAngel because I was afraid that what ever got my family would soon try to do the same to me. Thank the gods it didn’t bother him.     He even tolled me he had shorted his name from In’Darsus to Darsus. He also tolled me the name he had thought op for his guild. What was it again, it was something that meant “Angels of In’Darsus”. Sorry, I have forgotten it.   Anyway he asked me to continue and so I did. I took my dairy and looked for the page where I had written my dream. He must have loved the idea that he was about to read something from my dairy. I remember that Ferrit and I almost tickled him to death about it the other day. When I had found the page I got the book closer to Rain and pointed the part where my dream began. After he had read it he asked me if I knew who that woman was. The answer was no of course, I still don’t know who she was. Then Rain tolled me I should not worry about it because we had a lot of powerful friend that were going to attend the wedding.         *The story continues on the next page.*    What was it he said after that that made me smile again? Oh yes he tolled me that Ferrit and I only had to use our tickling powers to get rid of her. But I said that my tickling powers were not for her but for Rain only. “ Oh joy, Killed by laughter while his wife sits on him laughing manically, tickling him to death.”, he said. That did the trick for me as I laughed because of that. Even now when I’m writing this it makes me laugh. I got up at when Rain got up I took him in my arms and we kissed for what seemed to be like ages to me. But I loved every second of it.     After that I said I had plenty of things to do before the wedding, like getting myself a wedding dress and I also should get a ring to punt on Rain’s finger during the ceremony. The ring will cost me the most.  So we went back to the inn In Hlint. And I raced him to it. At some point I could not see him again and Thought I had left him behind me, then I thought he might have taken a short cut somewhere and would be there before me. As I entered Hlint I went to the Inn as I got there I saw rain coming up behind me I didn’t think I won but he said I did. When I asked him where he was he tolled me I was not the only one who could go unnoticed when I wanted to. Then I knew he had used an invisibility spell during our race, and I knew that he must have won but made wanted me to think I had won. He’s such a gentlemen. Wait a minute; wasn’t he the guy that said “boo” to me when I ran past him? Yes, that must have been Rain. He did beat me to it. I must ask him if this is true when I see him again, and if I notice he lies about it, he will have to deal with my tickling powers. Then I will not stop until he says the truth.     Signed   Sonya DarkAngel     *The end of the 29th page*

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*The 30th page*     Apreal 19, 1402    Well I started the day with collecting some gold for the wedding. Down in the crypt when I was almost done, Rain was standing behind me. We did the usual greeting and we decided to go out en go to the ogres for some better loot. We went to bank our current coins and rested. After the rest Rain raced me to Llast and I won again. I immediately asked him if that was true or that he had let me win just like last time with the invisibility of his. He said that I had beaten him fair and square that day and that this day was no difference. I thought he was just trying to avoid me tickling him, So I said that and when I did he ran away from me saying I could not catch him. I ran after him trying to catch him and at a point I did and started to tickle him. I even tickled him so much he fell on the ground laughing. I just sat on him and continued to tickle him. When we were done playing we went to the ogres for some action. There Draconia was not careful and she died. I got mad at the ogres and went out to fight them. When I was done I went to the bridge again only to find Rain died. I could not handle his death to and started to cry. I found a place to hide from the ogres and cried there for a while.     When I stopped crying I went back to Hlint to get some rest. When I got in the inn Rain got in as well right behind me. He said hello to me and I turned around. I could not control myself and I started to cry right in front of him. He made a joke about him and the soul mother and it made me giggle. We did a few other things to. Like rain lifting me up and turning around. While he did that he said: “See the flying sorceress of my heart how she is beautiful.” He is so silly sometimes but that is one of the things I like about him.     When he was done he put me down. Then Ferrit came by and we started talking to each other. We started talking about the guild. Rain said that he might have found an enchanter for us. I’m not writing anything down about it yet because he wanted us to keep it a secret for now. We also talked about some other things that I will not write down here yet.     Sometime later Treana joined and Ferrit left. Then we started talking about the wedding and the house we want. I noticed that Treana had a very beautiful suite on and I tolled her it looked nice on her. She said it was her courting garb. After the talk rain and I got a room to rest in. Rain also bought some food and some drinks. Tower malt …. something. We drank it in the room and I must have gotten drunk, because when I woke up I found that I had fallen on the ground. And the worse part was that I got to the undressing part but never got to the dressing up part. I got dressed and left rain to sleep.    After that I just spent the day getting some coins for the wedding. After one of the travels down the crypts I met up with Treana on my way to the inn. She said that I didn’t have to look for a home in Llast because those we all sold already.    Well that is basically all that happened in these last days. I got to get going need to get back to work again.     Signed   Sonya DarkAngel.           *The end of the 30th page*      

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*The 31st page*   Junar 2, 1402.   Were should I start writing about. Oh yes, I went to the craft house in Hlint one day. In there I met Rain. He said he was going to the goblin caves to get mine some greenstones he needed. I offered to help him; it was also an excuse from me to spend some more time with him. We also got help from to other. I forgot there names but I know they were good help in the caves.   After mining some greenstones I found myself carrying to much stuff. It didn’t take rain to long to ask me to get my ox. I did and before I left I took his advice and made myself invisible, but not before rain was able to cast a spell on me that made me stronger.  I went to get my ox and I put the greenstones in the pack, and hurried back to the cave and the others. I found them nearly finished with the mining and already on there way up. Rain was the one caring to much this time. I took the pack of my ox and let rain put his mined gems in there. After that we got out of the cave. The other two left us not long after that and Rain and I went to the crafting house to grind the gems into dust.   After the grinding we went to the inn and got ourselves a room. In the room we ……. No I’m not going to write it down here. Let’s just say we almost did something that should be reserved for our wedding night.    Well the next day I woke up without Rain. It’s not the first time and I have become kind off used to it. I started the day by going to the craft house and craft some gems. After I was done I felt like going for a walk I didn’t know exactly were I went to but I met rain at a place that looked familiar. It didn’t take me long to recognize the ant hills, and I knew I was near Port Hampshire. Rain had died again and he said that he thought the soul mother felt lonely again. She hasn’t given me a visit yet, I guess she likes Rain better. Can’t complain there Rain is good looking and sexy in my eyes, and someone else’s eyes to but I’ll get to that later.  We spent the rest of the time looking for, and collecting supplies for our wedding dinner.   After we were done for with some stuff rain and I found ourselves near the place we had picked for our wedding ceremony. We stood there for a while and I was in Rains arms, just enjoying the moment. I was looking at the place, and Rain was…. well he had more attention for me than anything else. Not that I mind, I enjoyed the attention he gave me. After that we went back to Hlint, but not without a race. It was a tie this time. We went to the craft house so that Rain could get some of the stuff we collected in the pack of his ox. But before he went to put it all in his pack He wanted to give something first. He gave me an amazing amount of mineral gems and cut gems. I was very impressed and surprised by it.    Not long after that Jenna came into the crafting house. Rain introduced us it turns out she is the sister of Kyle. Jenna noticed how happy Rain and I are and she hopes we are as happy as Kyle and Ferrit are. She also hoped that she will get married on day. Rain used that opportunity to tell her, that she is the most beautiful woman he knows, Rain correcting himself of coarse saying that she was #2, after me because I am #1 for him. We had a lot more jokes like that between Rain, Jenna and me. I enjoyed it a lot, and I’m sure Jenna and Rain liked it to. Jenna was also teasing rain a lot, I didn’t mind it at all to be honest I joined Jenna and teased Rain sometimes to.        *The story continues on the next page*    Jenna was in the crafting house to modify her leather outfit. She showed us the dress she made before and while she was changing her outfit, I prevented rain from seeing anything by putting my hands in front of his eyes. When she was changed she showed it to us and I must say I agreed with rain. She looked good in that dress. At that moment Larissa got in the crafting house and she also said she liked the dress of Jenna.   What else did we do? …Oh right, I crafted some of the minerals to gems rain gave me. Meanwhile Rain Found out he had no more storage for the supplies of our wedding dinner, and Jenna went to modify her outfit.    Well I got the gems finished the only thing I have to do know is make some polishing oil to be able to detail the gems.  Jenna also finished modifying her leather outfit. And I must say it looks much better on her without the spiky shoulder pads. Not long after that Rain fell on the ground, saying it was because his pack was so heavy. Jenna thought it was because Rain was surrounded by beauty. Rain didn’t agree because he didn’t want to get tickled by me again.  Jenna gave me a compliment that I had found a good man in Rain. She also wished that she had that kind off luck. It was enough for Rain to start thinking of a possible match for her. He came up with Elgon first and then with Nepp. But he thought Elgon might be the best option. I don’t know any of them well enough to make any judgement on that and I really believe Jenna should be the one to judge it. She is the only one who can.     Rain was still lying on the floor when Ash and Nepp arrived; they thought there was something wrong with Rain. Not much later Elgon arrived as well and rain introduced him to Jenna and visa versa. Ash asked rain if he needed some storage and said she had a house in Kranberry. They wanted to go there but it took us a while to get Rain back on his feet. Turned out the guy was just fooling around. I think rain got up after Jenna threatened him a little saying I would tickle him. I’m not sure if that was the real reason thought.   Elgon left not long after that and when he was gone I took it upon myself to find out what Jenna thought of him. It seems that she thinks he is a nice guy, and I wished her the best of luck. I really hope she finds the same luck as I have with Rain.     After that Nepp did a few things that got me a little angry at him. He used the spell darkness a couple of times. It wasn’t just the spell that got me angry at him. But after a couple of times Jenna wanted to leave before Nepp “turned off the lights” again. She was too late and Nepp used the spell darkness again. When it was over I saw Jenna in Rain’s arms. Rain looked surpised as well so I knew he didn’t mean to. It got me occupied in my mind as I walked to the door. I didn’t quite pay attention to the fact that Jenna was teasing Rain again. Perhaps that’s why Jenna thought I was jealous or something as she said: “I’m teasing him Sonya.”   I hope that the talk we had after that just outside the craft house, made it clear that I wasn’t jealous or angry at her. I tolled her that I knew Rain only had eyes for me.  Jenna and I got going to see if we could catch up with the group. While we past the inn I could myself yawn a bit. When we met up with the group Rain brought me along because he had to do something. I also remember getting some gold for him. The last thing I remember is barely making it into the room I rented in the inn.    Signed by Sonya DarkAngel     *The end of the 32nd page*  

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*The 33rd page*   Seplar 25, 1402   A lot has happened lately but where to start….Oh yes.  I have been making a lot of invites to send to some people who rain and I want to invite on our wedding. I think I made about 18 in total some were to couples. I also made 2 wedding dresses and had Ferrit look at them and help me decide which one to wear on the wedding day. Ferrit also came up with the idea of making a negligee.   I didn’t know what that was at first but she tolled me it was a sexy nighty. I immediately had some ideas for it. And it didn’t take long for me to finish make two of them. These I also had checked by Ferrit and she gave me some advice for some changes I could make. I made those changes but never got Ferrit to look at them and approve them.    I also found someone to make the ring for Rain for me. Quilus was kind enough to make a good deal with me and he made the ring. I still have to remember get the coins to him as I already got the ring. But I’m sure I’ll get that done in time.   So now that I had everything done for the wedding I went on finding the stuff I need to make polishing oil. I need the oil to be able to detail the many gems I got from Rain the other day.   I also met Nyyana and we had a great talk together. She is a really nice lady with a good hart as far as I could tell.    At the last minute… well It seemed like that to me but in fact we still had at least a moth before the wedding. Any way I met up with rain and as usual we kissed, hugged and talked a little. It didn’t take soon that he confessed not being able to find a priest for the ceremony. Rain backed off as he said it, probably afraid I would hurt him or some thing. I did got a bit angry at him but that was nothing compared to how worried I was. Was our wedding going to be cancelled? I was so worried I even went to rent a room at the inn. It wasn’t long until Draconia woke me up and tolled me rain wanted to say something to me. When I got to the place rain was at he introduced me to the priest he had found. I don’t remember his name. But I was happy that everything was alright now.    The next day I went on with collecting the stuff I need for making the polishing oil. It took me from the sewers of Hlint, to the cave in Sielwood. On time on my trip to the Sielwood cave I forgot to use the invisibility spell. And I was surprised by a spider and his web, were I got stuck in. I was so surprised that I didn’t even have time to call for Draconia, and I got killed. The worst thing was that I even got a visit from the Soul mother. It was the very first time she got interested in me. It also was the start of a day of bad luck. Nothing seemed to work or go right anymore. If I wanted to make the polishing oil from the ingredients I collected it always went wrong. Even making the Bags of sand into empty flasks didn’t go right. Thank fully it was all over the next day.    Signed Sonya DarkAngel           *The end of the 33rd page.*

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*The 34th page*    Oclar 16, 1402    A lot has happened since my last writing in this dairy. I have been trying to make polishing oil so I can finish crafting all those gems I have. It is hard to make polishing oil. At least I’ll be getting plenty of practice. I need to detail about 250 different gems.     When I saw Rain again he wanted to surprise me, or should I say spoil me again with some stones. I don’t mind of course. I like the attention he gives me. I should give him something in return though. I got to think off something. Rain lead me to a house in Krandor. I think it was the same house he could store some crates to put the food in for the party after the wedding. He showed me what was inside the crates. It all smelled great. I did not dare to keep it open for to long as the smell might go away before the guest’s could smell it them self’s. I must say that I liked that house a lot and it made me realize that wanted one for myself, oh and rain to of course I can’t forget about him. The idea of Rain and me in our own home is…it’s…it’s hard to describe what I feel when I think of it. But love is most definitely one of the things.     Any way… Rain and I Talked about the wedding a bit. He showed me the dresses for the maids of honour. I think it was Ferrit who made them. I have been so busy I almost forgot. The dresses looked absolutely beautiful. I must let Ferrit know what I think of them. After Rain gave me the malachite gems I went on my way to the crafting halls in Hlint. It was a long journey since the many gems were making my pack a bit heavy. In the crafting halls I grinded all of the gems into dust. That way I can use them to make the polishing oil.     I don’t know when it was exactly but it must have been a few days before the wedding when I saw rain talking with Nyyana near the temple in Hlint. I joined them of course. Nyyana showed me the dress she made for the wedding of rain and me. She looked very pretty in it. At some point Rain whispered in my ears about asking Nyyana to be one of the Maids of honour at my wedding. I asked her and she seemed to accept. She got the dress she needed for the ceremony, after that I left because I still had some things I wanted to do.    At the day of the wedding I was very excited. I went to the west side of Blackfort castle. I noticed some people were already there. I think it was Nyyana who tolled me Rain was still a bit busy at the freelance tavern. I’m not sure if I tolled all the guests though. It must have been because I was nervous and uncertain of what to do at the ceremony. I wasn’t the only one because Treana also did not know what to do. After I had put my dress on I got a lot of complements from… everyone I think. During the ceremony we did make a few mistakes, but besides that everything went well. I must admit that I didn’t that nasty woman from my dreams. After the ceremony I was happy that Rain and I were husband and wife. I also saw some great… I mean beautiful magical fireworks.    *the writing goes on to the 35th page*   It did take us a while before we went to the Freelance Tavern. But when we got there I was surprised about how beautiful the place looked. Mean while we also got several gifts/presents from the people that were there, al of them were friend of course. Annalee introduced us to the crowed that was there. She introduced rain and me as Mr. and Miss Darsus. I love the sound of that. We also got Xeenite wine to toast with. After the great introduction we went to eat some of the food that was made ready. We also danced after we ate. I think I might have been a bit drunk at this point since I don’t remember everything. I do remember the party ending and Rain and I getting a room in the Freelancers Tavern. Rain and I had a wonderful, loving … what a night it was. Rain and I got… no, I’m not going to write it down. But I can say I was in heaven that night.    It has been a about 3 to 4 weeks since the wedding night and I must say I starting to feel more and more sick in the morning’s. I’m not sure what to think of it. I also got a key from Rain to the house in Krandor. I think this is about all I have to write down for now.   Signed   Sonya DarkAngel – Darsus.          *the end of  the 35th page*

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[FONT="]*The 36th page*[/FONT][FONT="]    Novlar 4, 1402    I was digging some bags of sand today because I still need a lot of it to make the polishing oil.  It went well until I was surprised by a group of … kobolds I think. They came from behind me and they seemed to have come from the sea. I, draconia, and the summoned creature fought but we could not prevent my ox from being killed. Might have also been a little bit my own vault. As I used a negative energy spell that might have hit the ox when it was already badly wounded. Oh well it didn’t mater much I got back to Hlint and bought a new one.   I went to craft some empty flasks from the bags of sand I collected and after that I noticed someone tailoring in the craft halls. I went to him and asked him about bags that could help me carry more weight. He said that he had some cougar bags on him already. When I asked him the price I knew I had to get the coin as soon as I could. His name is Shamur by the way.    I also got in touch with Quilus again. I said I had the coin to pay him for the ring he maid for me. Quilus said he had tried to make it look special and he believed I owed him 1 coin. I was surprised to hear that as I remember I owed him a lot more than that. He said that He could charge me for it, but it must be bought and not given or it would be bad luck. That was so kind of him. I haven’t done much else today, Except for being sick in the morning. I wonder what that is about. Never felt like this before. Oh well guess it will go over in time.    Signed   Sonya DarkAngel – Darsus    [/FONT][FONT="]*The end of the 36th page.*[/FONT]

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*the 37th page*    [FONT="]Novlar 10, 1402[/FONT][FONT="]    I making this small post to write down some happy news. Today Rain tolled me he was very worried about me being sick every morning and he convinced me to see a cleric. When we got there the cleric examined me a little and asked me what problems I have. She was done soon and tolled me it was very clear too her, what the problem was. The thing she would say next was something I would never have expected to hear. She said that I’m pregnant. Rain and I are going to have a baby. Just hearing the news made me so very happy. I almost couldn’t stop hugging Rain, I was that happy.     When we were back at our room in the wild surge inn, Rain did so many things for me that he made me feel very special, like… a queen. I liked it a lot. Before he went out for supplies he asked me if I knew some names for the baby. I did not at that point but Rain did. [/FONT][FONT="]Esteban for when it would be a boy and Thayana or Laila when it would be a girl. When Rain was gone I thought of a few to. Lex’or if it would be a boy to honour my borther, and Sarah when it would be a girl to honour my mother. Those two meant a lot to me and I miss them a lot right now. I just wish I could tell them the happy news.     A while later when Rain was back again, he said he wanted me to take it easy from now on. I understood why he wanted me to, but I wasn’t to happy to hear it as I still have so many polishing oils to make. I’ll just have to try to take it easy, I guess.    I also watch Rain as he wrote in his dairy. I wanted to read it and I had the change for it when he got finished. He wrote so many things down. It’s nice to read about it. I feel I know him that much better now. I’m thinking of letting him read my dairy one day to. I’ll let him know when he can do that. [/FONT][/SIZE]
    [FONT="]I just wanted to write this small but happy event down. I’ll get back to work again now. I know Rain wants me to take it easy but I don’t feel like it yet.[/FONT][FONT="]    Signed Sonya DarkAngel – Darsus.[/FONT] [/SIZE]    *the end of the 37th page.*

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*the 38th page*    Jular 4, 1403    It has been a very long time since I written in my dairy. In the past few months I have been spending my time home a lot. Rain wanted me to take it easy and take care of our child; witch is growing inside of me. Of coarse Rain wasn’t always there but at those times it was Draconia who watched over me and the child. I have been spending a lot of time reading books about the undead and the magic that comes with it. But for some reason I also found myself starting to read books about dragons. It was as if my child tolled me it liked to hear about something else. I also took my time to read about some other creatures but dragons have become my second favourite creatures next to the undead.   A few days ago I grew tired of being inside the house all the time and went outside. Draconia did not like the idea and tolled me it would be better if I staid inside being so close to the happy day. I got angry at him and tolled Draconia he could either follow me and protect me and the baby or fly away. He did the first of course. While we walked to Hlint I apologised for my behaviour. But Draconia did not found it necessary since he knew it were my hormones. He knew about them all to well since he was my mother’s companion before me. And mother had 5 children including me.     In Hlint I wanted to try a little crafting but I somehow did not feel like it. So I went out and to the bank. Before I got to the bank, Rain noticed me and so did Ash and Nepp. As before Rain could not resist touching my belly. And Nepp could not resist touching Ash’s belly. When I saw that I knew Ash was going to have a baby as well. I’m not sure if I congratulated her with it. After Ash left, Rain wanted me to see something’s he had in the house. Just as we got outside Hlint we met Jenna. We talked a bit and while we talked I must have looked very worried as Draconia started telling them about the two heartbeats him and I heard. It could mean that Rain and I will be getting twins. Thinking of it gets me worried every time. After the talked we walked home and Jenna joined us. I felt a strange pain while we walked and I had to stop because of it. It’s the first time I felt it. I’m not sure what it could mean.     When we got to our home Jenna, rain And I got inside. Jenna rushed through the house looking for Elgon. I did not find the time to ask her why. I’m starting to hate being in this house as I feel that the world around me has gone far ahead of me and I have to catch up to it. There is so much I don’t know about what has been going on. Or I just haven’t been listening to Rain when he talked about it. Anyway, Rain showed me the two new crates he has been using. When I opened them I saw a lot of uncut gems in them, and they sparkled so beautifully. I really must be getting to work some time soon to make them sparkle even more. As I went into bed to get some rest I must have fallen asleep very quickly as I woke up in the morning, and no one was there, except for Draconia. I started my day by taking a bath, and after that I went to sit in front of the fire and choose a book to read. Every book I choose seemed to make the baby kick me except the one that’s about dragons. Perhaps the baby likes them more than the others. Or it could be because of the way I read those books. Draconia said I read them different somehow, as if… my mother is reading those books, wich ever it is it makes the baby happy and that's important for me right now.    Singed Sonya Darsus   *the end of the 38th page*

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[FONT="]*the 39th page*[/FONT][FONT="]    Jular 12, 1403    A small but very happy event has taken place not to long ago. Since Jular 7th 1403, Rain and I are parents. Because on that day:”Tristan Lex’or Darsus” and his twin sister: “Sarah Tamara Darsus” were born. It was a hard day for me as I had to give Birth to them. But luckily I had Sala to help me through it all. And when the pushing had to be done just having Rain sit behind me was support enough. As soon as the twins were born I had a hard time taking my eyes of of them. Even now as [/FONT][FONT="]I’m writing this I’m looking at them sleeping peacefully. [/FONT][FONT="]They are two beautiful babies.   After they were born we showed them to our friends, Draconia came closer to Sarah and it was for all to see that she likes the little dragon. I wouldn’t be surprised if she becomes much like my mother. It must be in my family that the women love dragons. Tristan is already a boy with strong grip, according to Rain. Mercas, Kyle and Ferrit have seen the babies after they were born. Not long after we had a toast on the babies, I and the babies went to sleep. Sarah had already beaten me and her brother to it.   Tristan and I followed soon after we found a place to rest. I’m not sure about Rain. I wouldn’t be surprised if he went into town to show of our children to every one who wants to see them. And if he didn’t I soon will.   Tristan Lex’or Darsus was named after my brother Lex’or and Sarah Tamara Darsus was named after my mother Sarah and my sister Tamara. I hope that wherever they are they feel honoured of having my children named after them. I don’t know if Tristan is a name Rain just liked or that he picked it to honour someone he knew or still knows. I’ll have to ask him some day.  Oh, Sarah is waking up now and I think she is hungry. I’ll have to write more an other day.    Signed Sonya Darsus.    [/FONT][FONT="]*the end of the 39th page*[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT]

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*the 40th page*    Augra 16, 1403.   This will be a small entry but I feel I have to write this down.  A few days ago I went for a walk to Hlint with my babies Tristan and Sarah in my arms and Draconia following us. The children seemed to love the out doors, but Draconia did not. He was afraid of what might come out of the dark to attack us. When I was in Hlint I sat down on a bench to get the babies to fall a sleep. A nice bard came to play a song and to my surprise both Tristan and Sarah fell a sleep. A few people congratulated me on the birth of the babies. I remember a dwarf and one other man that looked familiar. I think I saw him at the wedding.  It didn’t take me long to get back home again. Once home I but the babies in our bed and ask Draconia to watch over them as I wanted to do some thing in Hlint that I could do with the two babies in my arms.   I went back to Hlint as fast as I could and got my ox. Then I went out to dig up a few bags of sand and make it into flasks. After I made the flasks I went to the tower to make some polishing oil. After I got the polishing oil finished I remembered I had left Draconia alone with the babies. I felt like a bad mother leaving them alone for so long and raced back to Krandor.   When I got there I saw Draconia playing with the babies. But when Tristan and Sarah saw me they started crying, I knew they were only asking for some food. So I fed them one by one and tolled them a story.   Now Draconia is playing with them again while I’m writing down this entry. It seems that Sarah likes Draconia a bit more then Tristan does.   Enough writing for now, I’m going to play a bit with the babies myself.   Signed Sonya Darsus.      *the end of the 40th page*

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*The 41st page*  [FONT="]  Seplar 25, 1403    A few things have happened that made me realize how much I miss the outdoors and adventuring. The Remedy for that came in a note that Rain got from Kyle. It said that he Ferrit and Mercas were going on a trip and they were wondering if we wanted to join them. Off course we both wanted to join but I didn’t want to take the babies with us or leave them alone with Draconia. Rain made a note that we were both coming but that we had to find a babysitter first, and as the message boy ran off he almost bumped into Jenna. She came here to see the babies and Elgon. Elgon wasn’t in the house but the babies were, And it didn’t took us long to ask her if she wanted to baby sit them. I was so happy when she finally said yes. Finally I could get out of the house for a while without having to worry about the children.     Rain and I went to Port Hampshire to meet up with Kyle, Ferrit and Mercas. We ran all the way and I was very tired from it when we got to the gates. So I walked the rest of the way to catch my breath. Rain showed me some places in Port Hampshire that I hadn’t seen before. We soon met up with the group in a crafting house. We waited for Elgon to arrive and when he did Kyle and him went to the local bank to get the money Elgon had gotten for the guild. Well that’s what I heard when I got there myself. I got worried as I thought I still had to raise my share of the coins. But it seemed to have been covered already. A lot of the Guild members already seemed to have paid a bit of my share. Kyle said we now had enough coins to get the guild registered, or whatever it’s called.     I’m glad we have gotten this far, I have to get going with my skills because I haven’t had much time to get better with ring crafting and everything that goes with it. There are so many gems that I can cut and detail that I should be able to get plenty of practice and get much better at it all. The only problem is that I need a lot of polishing oil and I’m not so good at making that yet. I hope I will find enough time for it, next to taking care of the twins.  Its times like these that I wish I never had children. They are taking up so much of my time. They keep me up at night, they prevent me form studying properly, I always need to be careful now about were I keeping my books about undead and the magic involved in that.   But… there are also moments were Tristan and Sarah give me the idea that it is all worth it. Moments like seeing them play together or with Draconia is one of them. Thankfully my love for them is much greater than my hate for the lack of time I get for myself.     Anyway, the group was now made out of Kyle Ferrit, Mercas, Elgon, Me, Rain and I believe one other man. We all went to the boats to get to [FONT="]Point[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]Harbor[/FONT][FONT="]. As I didn’t know how much more trips we would have to make and Rain didn’t have enough coins to buy his own tickets, I ran back to the bank to get some coins to buy tickets. After I got back I bought 20 tickets and shared them with Rain. As we went on the boats and talked to the captain I was surprised he could understand me because I was still out of breath from the running. I got to [/FONT][FONT="]Point[/FONT][FONT="] [/FONT][FONT="]Harbor[/FONT][FONT="] safely and it didn’t take us long to get out of the city and into a little combat. It took me a little while before I got the hang of it again. But when I did I remembered a lot of great moves one by one. My favourite one being an area of affect spell with negative energy. That one works great on large groups of hostile creatures. [/FONT][/SIZE][/FONT][FONT="]    [/FONT]*the end of the 41st page*[FONT="]   We travelled to a place near a river were we went to picnic with each other. I soon found myself staring over the river thinking of a lot of thinks, but mostly about the children at home. Rain noticed I was staring and he got behind me and hugged me. He asked me what was wrong and at first I didn’t want to tell him. But he got it out of me some how. I really missed the babies. It didn’t feel right to leave them. I missed Sarah the most because she reminds me so much of my mother Sarah and one of my sisters Tamara. Tamara was the oldest besides me. After a while we rejoined the rest of the group. And we started to picnic a little. I was still thinking of the twins. So as every one was going to Dregar I left for home. Mercas was kind enough to make me invisible and I must say it worked for a very long time. [/FONT]
    [FONT="]When I finally got home I greeted Jenna and asked her if everything went alright. It did but Tristan seemed to have made a little mess. I thanked Jenna for her help and went to clean the babies and feed them after that. When I got them to sleep I tried to stay up to wait for Rain but I must have fallen a sleep as I woke up the next morning next to the babies. Rain was still not there and I thought he might have spent the night on Dregar. He does that some times. When I woke up a few days later I noticed a few changes had been made near the bed. Some large crates were placed close together. I took a peek in one of them and I noticed a nice blue dress in it. I remembered seeing it before and I thought this crate belonged to some other woman in this house. I went to look around in the house to see if Rain already had returned. As I went to a door to open it Rain already got out of it. I greeted him as usual and asked him when he returned. He returned when I and the babies were already a sleep and he slept on the couch. He didn’t want to wake us up.[/i][/SIZE][/FONT][FONT="]  Rain said he had a surprise for me and he guided me to our room. There he showed me the crate I already looked into. Rain said it came from Jin, Jin had asked Rain to give it to me as a gift I think. I was happy to hear it as I now had the means to store some things. I have been walking around with this very heavy back pack for so long. And now I could finally place some things in a crate. I started to rearrange the crate and as I did Rain asked me to try the dress on that was in the crate. I tried but its power was too much for me. It was even more powerful than the Lesser Mage Armor Jin had made for me about a year ago. Rain also said that the other 2 crates near the first one were also for me. I tolled him he was spoiling me, he replied with this: “Why not I love you and you are my completion.” I didn’t know what to say to that so I started to rearrange all the crates so I could fit as much in it as I could. My back pack was finally a lot lighter that before. But I did place a lot of uncut gems in my pack since I wanted to go to the craft hall in Hlint to work on them. The three crates were all full at this point, so rain was thinking of getting a fourth on for me.  Before we left to Hlint to get to the crafting hall, we both heard a strange voice asking us to bring some gems. Rain felt like he needed to take them with him just in case. As he went to look for them He found the gems in question and as he was surprised by it he jelled to me about actually finding them. I jelled back at him responding about it. I had already summoned Draconia at this point as I wanted him to accompany me when I went to Hlint. He tried to warn me not to talk so loud because of the babies but he was too late as Sarah already woke up. I picked her up as it looked like she was about to start crying. As I tried to calm Sarah I noticed Tristan was unaffected by the yelling of Rain and me. When Sarah was calmed down I took Tristan in my other arm. It didn’t took Rain long to get back and he almost bumped into me and the babies.     [/FONT][FONT="]  [/FONT]*the start of the 42nd page*[FONT="]   We took the house portal to get to Hlint. When we got there Rain took Tristan from me. It wasn’t long after that, that we saw Kyle. He noticed us with the babies and said hello to all of us. I was in a good mood as I pretended that Sarah could talk and greeted Kyle, and even Elgon who joined us as well. I made a little mistake thought forgetting that Sarah wouldn’t say Elgon but uncle Elgon. A little mistake but it was still a bit of fun. Ferrit also joined us and the group started too talked a lot. I didn’t really follow them as I was a little occupied with Sarah.   When Drogo joined us they all soon started to talk in Elven. I hated that as I didn’t understand a word they were saying. They did let me know what A few words meant. ”Iracce” means “Hello” and “Wmeve” seems to be Drogo’s name. My first little lesson in Elven and Rain tolled me he would teach me more so I could one day understand and speak the eleven languages myself. Understanding it would be more than enough for me but talking it would be nice to, and perhaps even writing it. Come to think of it, my mother always wanted to learn the language of the dragons. Perhaps I could try and learn it to. I’ll just have to see about that.  The group talked along time in Elven. When Drogo left, they started talking about making a crib for Tristan. I’m not sure as I didn’t pay much attention to it, again. It wasn’t long until Rain and I left for the craft hall. When I got there I noticed I have forgotten to take the tools with me to cut the gems. So I had to go to the local merchant to buy the chisels I needed.  Then I started to cut the gems. It took me a few gems to get back into it again, but it got better quickly. I was able to cut 3 Phenalope, 3 Fire Agate, 18 Amethyst and 24 Malachite gems. Not bad after so long not being able to cut a single gem.   Kyle found us again and he gave Rain the crib for Tristan. It looked very good and it even had “Tristan Lex’or” carved into the head board. I loved it and I thanked Kyle for it as did Rain. I felt a bit tired and I thought it was close to feeding time for the babies so I took the twins from Rain and went on my way home. There I feed both Tristan and Sarah and read a story to them before putting them to sleep. I’m now sitting on the couch writing in my dairy. I’m so tired that I hope I can finish it.           [/FONT]
    [FONT="]Signed Sonya Dar.... *her last name is not finished as Sonya has fallen a sleep with her Dairy still open.*[/i][/SIZE][/FONT]    *the end of the 43rd page*

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*the 44th page*    Novlar 11, 1403    I’ve finally been able to detail some cut gems. I’ve made about 40 or 50 fine gems. Rain is supplying me with polishing oils so I can keep going. I still have about 300 gems to detail, if not more. I like the fact that I can finally get some crafting done. It makes me feel useful again. Rain has also shown me his way of transporting the twins. I like the idea but I’m not sure if it’s something for me. I like to hold them in my arms. I do like to see Rain coming up with idea’s to travel with the twins.   The twins, my babies, my children, how I love them so much and yet hate the lake of time I have for myself. I’m even watching where I keep my study books as I don’t want the twins to read them, as if they can read they are still babies. I should stop this, this is nonsense, although I find myself being split in two some times. I want to raise my children the best way I can. But I also want to go with an old dream of mine, to control the undead or even summon them. But I think that last one is still to far away right now.     I have found some time to look around Krandor. I found a boy near the graveyard and he seemed to have lost something. I tolled him I would get it for him. I didn’t go into the crypts right away but when I did I found some interesting new creatures. The first that caught my interest was a skeleton with green flames. I have even seen it in combat and I must say it is very inspiring. When I went down the crypt a bit more I saw on other creature much like the first that caught my interest but this one had normal flames on itself. It was much stronger than the first as none of my flying tombs were strong enough to handle it. The other creatures there seemed much like the ghouls in the Hlint crypts, but these were also much stronger and looked a bit different. All of these creatures and a little clumsiness of my own almost caused me to die twice. But each of those times I was lucky enough that the wounds wore not deep enough to have me die instantly. I had many wounds but still managed to escape.     Despite these experiences I still want to go back again. But not alone, I need help and I think I know who to ask for that help, my love Rain and his friends. I think they can help me with this task. I just hope they are willing to help me.   I’ve not been myself lately. I think I might have even ignored my loved ones too a degree. At least that’s what Rain let me know, not in these words but he did let me know. Even Draconia seems to think I’m ignoring him. I heard him whisper it to Rain when we went for a rest in Fort Hope. It made me feel uncomfortable some how. The next morning Rain and I went for a little ant hunt. When we got to the outskirts of Port Hampshire a big bird of sorts had followed us. It killed Draconia, darn bird, no one kills my loved ones. I’m glad it got killed. The ants were a problem as well. Or was it me that was the problem. I went in before Rain and used a magic spell I thought would work great on them. It didn’t kill them and the ants almost killed me, if Rain didn’t tell me to go invisible.   It hasn’t been a good day for me; at least I can still take care of my babies. I just fed them and put them to sleep. I need to think.   Signed Sonya Darsus.     *the end of the 44th page*
 

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*the 45th page.*    Jenra 8, 1404    Not long ago A little girl ask me to help her to find the ashes of her grandfather in the Hlint crypts. I don’t know why I wrote it was a girl in my last entry.   I found the help I needed to get the ashes from the crypts. I first asked Rain if he wanted to help me then Elgon and Ferrit. We also went to Hlint to get some more help. When we were finaly back we went down into the crypts and got the ashes very quickly. When we were back up I gave the ashes to the girl and she was very happy that I was able to find it.    After that we went on a little training run as they called it. I was with Rain, Jenna, Elgon and Mercas and I must say it was nice to be in the presence of such good adventurer’s as them. Especially Mercas, he is very strong he can even handle those big birds all by himself. I even gave him a complement for being so strong.   We went to a lot of places were we took on different kind off creatures. We even went trough some swamps and took on … what are they called, oh well it doesn’t matter. They were tough to handle but we got them. Well not at a price. The last time we fought against them some of us were wounded. And Rain, my love, He got killed, and we were too late to save him.   *Tears seem to have fallen on this part of the page.*    Even now it makes me sad and angry. I don’t want to lose him. He takes care of me and the twins. Without him I just would now what to do.   When we were out of the swamp, I fell on my knees and cried. It wasn’t long until I heard Rain call my name. And he was there again. I hugged him with more love than I ever fell for him before. He wanted me to give him the potion of bull’s strength and to make him invisible. I did that and he went away to get to his grave. I was so happy to see him again. I felt like I needed a bit of rest and when I was rested I felt so much stronger. I felt almost the same as all those other times after witch I had new magic to use. I even felt strong enough too finaly tell Rain that I’m not sure about what road I have to take in life. It was a long talk and from my part mostly but it felt good to be open to him and tell him how I felt. After I was done talking it even felt so good that I just had to hold his hand and lay my head to rest on his shoulder.     We didn’t had long to enjoy it as I suddenly remembered we left the kinds back home, alone with Draconia. I just had to go back and check on them. I’ve never been away from them for this long before. But when we were back at home I noticed that I had nothing to worry about. Draconia had everything under control. It made me feel much better. Tristan seems to grow stronger by the day and Sarah seems to be getting along so great with Draconia. And Draconia just loves being with the kids I can tell.   I remembered I had the outfit I got from Jin so long ago and felt like trying it on. As I put it on I knew I could handle its power and it even looked good on me. Rain said he mist the green colour on me and suggested I change the brown to green. I even managed to wear the Bracers of the Scout and the Belt of Cunning. Even those made me feel so much better.  I the mean time Rain had taken both kids in his arms and as I wanted to take one of them from him, I heard someone knock on the door. So I went to the door and opened it. It was Mercas and Elgon I almost forgot about those two as I ran back home. I was happy to see they were safe.     *the story seems to continue on page 46.*    Mercas wanted to talk to me about something and asked if I went outside with him. I did and we talked near a fire he made. Mercas wants me to make fine gems out of the minerals he finds and he would want most of the dust back to. I can do that, it’s no problem. It also gives me some good practice. He asked me what it was I would want in return. I didn’t know any thing then but now that I think of it. I could use the ingredients for polishing oil. I could ask him to give those ingredients to Rain so he can make the polishing oils for me. I’ll have to talk to Mercas about that when I see him again. Oh and ask Rain if it’s alright with him.  I have to remember to buy some containers where I can put the gems and dust for Mercas in. I think a white box would be a good idea. I think that’s the same colour as Mercas' hair.    After the talk with Mercas I walked back inside and went to sleep. This morning I woke up and noticed Rain had fallen asleep on the couch. I’m not sure how long I have slept. I noticed he had fallen asleep writing his journal. And so I went on writing this one. I must say I’m interested in what he wrote. Should I read it? I will read it, my interest in what he wrote is larger that my will to resist not reading it.     *Starts reading the journal entry of Rain, while she reads it tears come in her eyes and fall on this page. The next writing is not as easy to read as before*.    What have I done what have I said? What did I do to make him think like that? There is no need for him to be jealous of anything. Every thing that happened today was. It wasn’t a flirt with Mercas just a friendly complement. I don’t hate my live with him, do I? I don’t have much time for myself anymore but that’s no reason to think I hate my life as it is.     *she shakes Rain to wake him up, but he doesn’t seem to respond*.    He won’t wake up … I …
  *she starts to cry and runs off and out of the house dropping her dairy on the ground near the couch, almost hitting Draconia who is sleeping next to the cribs with the twins. She almost forgets to lock the front door on her way out and she even bumps into some people on her way out of Krandor, crying all the way.*      

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*The 47th page*  [FONT="]  [FONT="]Mar 4,  1404[/FONT][FONT="]    I have been alone for a long time. I have been wondering around Minstone without Draconia, without Rain, without being seen by anyone, as I walked around being invisible most of the time. I did not want to be found by anyone.   I have used this time alone to catch up on crafting and I have become better at making gems. I have also been able to deliver packages to several people. When there were no more packaged to be delivered I looked for other things to do. But every one I asked didn’t have something for me; some of them said I wasn’t good enough. It made me angry, why didn’t any one trust me? First it was Rain and now it seemed to be everyone else. It made me so angry that I went back to Krandor to enter the crypts there.   I knew I couldn’t possibly survive the crypts, but I didn’t care. When Draconia tried to talk to me I even tried to ignore him. It worked for my mind, but my heart had heard everything he said, because tears came in my eyes. Draconia tried to talk me out of going in the crypt, and asked me to look for Rain. He even gave me the note that Rain left in the house for me to find. I tore into little pieces and when I tried to enter and Draconia tried to stop me, I got really angry at him.   I had to prove I was stronger then everyone thought I was. As I entered the Krandor Crypt, I was overwhelmed by the power of the creatures in there. I managed to kill a few of them and Draconia fought until he was killed. I didn’t even made it past the first hallway.  When I got out I finally realized what Draconia tried to say. I knew how Rain must be feeling knowing I might never return again. I remembered from the note that Rain was looking for me on Dregar. I hurried to the house and made a note for Rain, Telling him I was sorry for any pain I’ve caused him and that I went looking for him on Dregar. I left the note in the house, near the portal that I used to get to Dregar.  When I got to Dregar I found myself in Pransiz. Because of all the destroyed and burned down buildings it took me a while to be sure. The last time I was here I helped to defend it. I didn’t realize that so much had been destroyed. When I had searched in Pransiz I went too looked for Rain across the rest of the land. I found myself wondering between Pransiz and Twins Watch. I was lost as it started to look like a maze to me. After a while I gave up the search and went back home.     It was in Twins Watch that I saw a fairydragon flying around. It seemed to be looking for someone. When it ran into me, I thought I recognized it as Ehlen, one of Rains companions. I was right about that and it was looking for people for a reason. Rain was in trouble and it asked me if I wanted to come along to help him. It didn’t took me long to make up my mind and I followed Ehlen. While we were on our way Ehlen asked me why I had left and I explained it all. Ehlen also tolled me that Rain seemed to scream my name at night when he's asleep, but in the morning he doesn’t seem to remember it.     When we finally got to Rain I was terrified that I might be too late. He was terribly wounded. I called Rains name and when he made a noise I gave him one of the potions to drink that I got from someone during our wedding party. I thanked the gods, when Rain got better. [/FONT]    [/SIZE][/FONT]*the story goes continues on page 48*.    [FONT="]When Rain felt better, we talked a lot about what had happened between us and what we did in the past few month’s. Rain tolled me why he got jealous and I explained to him that the complement to Mercas was only a friendly one. I also tolled Rain that I was sure of one thing in my life, and that was that I wanted to share as much of it with him and our children. Oh and don’t forget our friends. I’m not sure if I said that to Rain but there friendship also means much to me. When we were done talking to each other, we went back home. At a point Rain seemed to feel much stronger as he lifted me up and carried me in his arms. He even kissed me, something we hadn’t done in a while. A bit later on our journey for home, I was snatched from Rains arms by a large creature, and before I knew what had happened I was brutally killed. The worse thing was that Soul Mother paid attention and took a part of my soul. When I found my self back among the living I ran back to the point where I died. While I ran back I remembered that while we talked, Rain tolled me about this dream he had about me being killed and the soul mother taking me away from him. it was the same dream Ehlen talked to me about earlier. I feared that Rain might have been taken over by his rage and was doing something foolish. So I went back as soon as I could. [FONT="]  When I got back I noticed no one was there anymore. But Rain was behind me. He had followed me for a while and apparently I hadn’t noticed him. The rest of the journey home went much better, although Rain did got us lost a few times.     Back in Hlint we saw Ferrit and we went to her to talk a bit. She was clearly happy to see us back together again as a happy couple. We talked a bit about what had happened. Rain and Ferrit also showed me there idea’s for some formal clothing for the females of our guild. Ferrit showed me the outfit she had made and I must say it looked very good. I wonder if it would look just as good on me as it did on her. We did change the colours a bit, but I forgot to witch ones. I think it was shiny navy and some gold colour. The rest of the events of the past few days are not much to talk about. It’s just me, Rain and the twins being a happy, loving family.     Al this has made me think about my own goals in life. Do I want to continue on the path of my passion for the undead, or change my ways and start on a new path with different magic? I’m still not sure but I know that Rain will support me, whatever I will choose. I’m just afraid of what it might do with me or my family. Perhaps I have to find someone who can help me decide. Perhaps someone that knows magic himself. I think I know where I will start looking. Just as I read in the seventh page of my dairy: Rhynn has tolled me some names I might be able to ask for help. One of them is Connor he will be the first point where I start, and after that perhaps Ozymandias. If I can not find any of them, I will have to talk to Rhynn about it. I'll have to make up my mind someday.    Signed Sonya Darsus.[/FONT][/SIZE][/FONT]     *the end of the 48Th page*

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*the 49th page*.    Mar 20, 1404   I have doing a few things in the past few days. Some of it I wrote down in the past entry of my dairy.   A few days ago I got back from a little study trip in the Krandor Crypts. I must say that the skeletons down there are really amazing. Some of them have flames one them, but there bones don’t seem to get burned or anything. I have seen the same things with some weapons.   Anyway I got back home from the crypts and found Rain sleeping. I must have lost track of time while I was in the crypts, so just in case I didn’t disturb him. I quickly looked in my large crates and took out all of the uncut gems. Then I made a note saying I went to the crafting halls in Hlint and that I took Tristan with me. I paced the note on the bed next to Rain. Then I took the sleeping Tristan gently out of his crib and went to the portal. I summoned Draconia before the portal and going to Hlint.    I went to the crafting halls and once I was there I first started to polish some cut amethyst gems. After that I started to cut all the uncut gems I had take from home. Except the malachite gems, those I grinded to dust for use in the creation of polishing oils. After I was done I went outside. I remembered I had a lot of cut gems but I didn’t know how many, so I started to count the all. I counted 434 of them. That would mean I would need 434 polishing oils, but where? Draconia had noticed that Rain was inside so I went back in the crafting halls and started to look around for him.   I found Rain with Sa’kura and a man, Barion I think. Rain had Sarah with him and when I arrived with Tristan, Sa’kura came closer to take a good look at the little guy. She even made some funny face that Tristan seemed to like. Somehow Sa’kura and Barion seemed to have agreed to baby-sit the twins once in a while. I’m not sure as I was kind off sleepy, yawning a lot.   I tolled Rain I needed a lot of polishing oils and I gave him some of the malachite dust I already made for him to use. I then took Sarah from Rain and I went back home to get some sleep. The twins were more than awake and didn’t need there sleep yet So I asked Draconia to look after them and wake me if anything needed to be done that he could not do. Then I got some sleep.   That’s about the most important things for now. I need to remember to go after that mage I wrote about in the previous entry. Oh and I need to ask Rain when he wants to start with my teachings of the language of the elves. I see I have a lot to do.    Signed Sonya Darsus.         *the end of the 49th page*.

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*the 50th page*    Apreal 19, 1404.   I’m finally getting better with crafting jewels. It’s because of the guild. I’m getting many gems to work with that I feel I can become of use to them sooner that I thought.   I’ve also been able to make some rings. It’s been awhile but I have been able to make 2 out of 3 rings. Rain has also given me another gem setting tool to work with. It looks much better than the first one. I’ve also been able to polish some gems again. I even got lucky making some fine Fire Opal gems.   I’ve also been to the haven mines with Rain, Jenna and Elgon. It was nice to see Jenna again. And finally I could see with my own eyes how in love Jenna and Elgon truly are. It reminded me of Rain and me when we were just in love with each other. Come to think of it wasn’t it Rain and I who introduced them to each other? Well mostly Rain if I remember correctly.    I haven’t had much time to look around for a teacher, who could teach me about the undead. But I did hear about one person. I think his name was Mith. I should see if I can get some more information about him.   Signed Sonya Darsus.       *the end of the 50th page*

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*the 51st page*    mai 4, 1404.  We had a guild meeting not many things have been discussed there. Barion seems to be working for us as a freelancer. After the guild meeting Dora, Rain and I went to a town to collect some hops that Rain needed. It was a great looking town and on the mountains near it there was a great view.    After the trip I went home to be with the kids. It didn’t take me long to play with them. When Rain got home he played with the children to but not until after he had written in his journal.     I have also made some gems again and I have been able to make some rings and amulets that I’m going to try and sell. Or I’m just going to give them to Rain and let him sell them.  I’ll have to work on a price for them. Perhaps I’ll ask Rain about that.    I have also made my very own formal guild uniform and I have changed some other clothing as well. I hope Rain will like them.  Signed Sonya Darsus.         *the end of the 51st page*

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*the 52nd page*    mai 25, 1404.    I have been able make my first real amount of jewelry for the guild. I made about 3 necklaces and I think 5 or 6 rings. As soon as I saw Rain again I gave them to him as I didn’t know what to do with them and I don’t see my self as a sales woman. I also showed Rain the clothing I had changed. It was the lesser mage armor, Robes of Sparks, and robes of acid that I changed to look creepier. Rain liked it but He said that the old look of the lesser mage armor looked better. I think it was the green color that he liked about it. I also showed him the Guild uniform I had made, he it liked to.     Rain had been busy as he gave me a large amount of polishing oils. He also gave me my first lesson in the language of the elves. The first word was “oceamamla” it means “flowers” and “oceamam” that means “flower”. Now I know what the “La” does behind the words. He also let me guess what “Lailmilir” means. He said it was a name of someone we both knew. I guessed some names but I didn’t get it right. I guessed Tristan but that is “Anmelaanill” and “Anmelaanill Ca''em El'Wilmlayla”is Tristan Lex’or Darsus. Then I guessed Jenna but that is “Quallil”. Rain then said it was Sarah and that “Lailmilir Anilsilmil El'Wilmlayla” means “Sarah Tamara Darsus”. I'm starting to like this elven language .    A few minutes later Rain had gotten some malachite gems from Elgon and asked me if I wanted to grind them into dust. I did that of course and gave the dust to Rain as soon as I was done. After that I went home and got some sleep, while Rain must have started on the polishing oils for me.    In the days after that I have been busy making some fine gems with the polishing oils Rain had given me. I’m now waiting for Rain’s next supply of polishing oils. While I have been waiting I have bought myself a crate to put gem dust in so the others can take what they need for alchemy or whatever. When I had placed it in the right place I found out it was locked so I could not do a thing with it. I’ll have to ask someone to unlock it for me.   I’m also thinking of making a large crate for putting ingredients in for polishing oil so I can put in the ingredients and than Rain can make the polishing oils for me. I wonder what he will think of that idea. I have also changed the color of my lesser mage armor from that bone white color to the green Rain likes so much. I also really need to try and find that Mith guy and see if he can teach me about the undead.     The undead, That word always reminds me of my family and what happened to them. It’s a sad story and I don’t feel like writing about it right now, perhaps next time.    Signed Sonya Darsus.   *the end of the 52nd page*

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*the 53rd page*.    Jular 11, 1404.    Rain is so sweet, He has been able to bring me so much polishing oils that I am able to polish a lot of gems again. I have also spent some time modifying my clothing so it would look a bit better. I’m not sure how much I have changed as I have done so much crafting lately. Even so much that I felt like getting some fresh air again. So I walked out side for a bit. I found myself in Haven Castle. I looked around a bit when Rain called me from a house. He entered and as the door close on me I noticed number 180, somewhere. As the door opened again I went in and saw Barion and Nyyana. The house was of Barion and Sa´kura I believe he said.     When Rain went upstairs with Barion to put the twins somewhere safe, Nyyana and I started talking. Nyyana said she had found her brother but was still looking for her father. I’m afraid I didn’t listen to every thing she said about that as it reminded me of my own brother, sisters, and father. It made me a bit jealous at her, but I also feel happy for her. I hope that on day I will know what has happened to them.     Anyway Nyyana also mentioned this Staff of Corath. It seemed to be capable of great destruction and it can corrupt any that the wielder choices. She has gotten my attention with that on. It sounds great to have such a staff. I would be able to protect any of my friends and family from harm. The weapons I have right now seem to be too weak for my taste.  Also Ehlen, one of Rain’s companions has changed some how. Rain called it a weird mutation. Ehlen has changed from a fairy dragon to a pseudo dragon. Ehlen is now just like my flying dragon friend “Draconia”.   Before we left, Barion showed me where the twins were so I could kiss the goodnight. I also asked Arwin to look after them. Then we all left for the Haven Mines. But not before Rain gave me a robe of fire. It looked nice but I feel like changing a little to fit my view of creepy.     When we went into the Haven Mines and got a nice practise and a change to hit some thing. That is Barion got enough fun. I don’t now if it’s me, or the way Barion does things in battle. But I got a bit annoyed when Barion tolled me to NOT do some things. First he tolled me not to summon any creatures anymore, as if I can not control them. The hell with that, Barion just charges into those big groups we try to help him. Then when some of those creatures go after us, I summon some creatures to keep them away from me, Rain and Nyyana who were using ranged weapons. I know I’m not perfect with my strategies and I know Barion has a lot more practise but it doesn’t give him the reason to tell me what to do. I almost felt like I was dealing with Mercas who did the same thing. It makes me feel like I'm better off just being invisible and just watch how they do things. And maybe next time I will do just that. Especially if they start that up again. I understand that they wanna keep people from getting killed but they have to leave room for us to make our own mistakes and learn from it them selves.  Don’t get me wrong Barion is a great guy, but in battle he and I just don’t think the same. I liked Kyle and Elgon’s idea of taking the creatures out one at a time much better.                                                                                                                        
    *more on the 54th page*.    When we got out, Rain had already left to do some thing. Barion gave me 6 Platinum nuggets to give to Rain as he would need it for something that Ferrit would make. Nyyana also gave me 2760 gold coins, 1380 for me and 1380 for Rain. After that I went to get my children from the house of Barion. I changed my clothing in the room and went down stairs with the kids in the pack that Rain has made. When I was down stairs again talking to Barion was like before we left into the mine. I used the house portal there to get back to Hlint in a safe and fast way. Once there I went home to calm down a bit and spent some time with my children.    A few days later I was back in Hlint again and still having the twins with me. I started to change the robe of Fire that Rain had given me. After that I met up with my love Rain who gave me a lot of polishing oil. I gave him the things Barion and Nyyana had given me.  After that I went on with polishing some cut gems. When I was done I turned around and saw that a group of people had formed. Most of them were from the guild. I even saw Mercas and I gave him 1 third of the fine gems I had made. I even gave that same amount to Rain.    It didn’t take long for rain to start with another lesson in elven. Below I have a list of the words I learned in that lesson and what they mean. First the elven word and then the meaning in common.    - iracce -> hello  - ilma -> are  - lae -> so  - Failyaneoyc -> beautiful  - aey ilma lae failyaneoyc -> you are so beautiful  - veew faa -> good bye  - ilw -> and  - aey ilma lae failyaneoyc lailmilir -> you are so beautiful Sarah  - Milel -> Rain  - veew faa milel el'wimlayla -> Good bye Rain In'Darsus  - aelama ela -> everyone  - veew faa aelama elaa -> good bye everyone  - Veew wila ane aey -> Good day to you    That was all I learned that day. After that lesson I went on to find my ox and when I did I noticed I still had some polishing oil in it's pack. So I got to polish some more gems. I also made some alexandrite set in bronze rings. I made 2 of those.   After that I went on home, to get some time with the kids again. Oh and I think Rain has asked on of the guild members to make me a stronger crossbow. I don’t now who, but I hope it gets done soon.     Oh hold on something is wrong with Sarah.     *she stops writing and helps Sarah with her little accident, after that she forgets about her dairy. She plays with Sarah and Tristan. Later she falls asleep on the bed together with the babies*.      *the end of the 54th page*.