HE, as a CN, is more subject to whim and fancy....
Does he feel bad when he remembers one of his actions that another (or the standards of society) might judge as thoughtless.....
Some folks play CN as outrageous and maybe a little loopy or just sheer crazy, but that's giving the alignment less credit than it's due. That's squishing it into a two-dimensional box, while I tend to think that CN is the most complicated alignment available, that most real humans fit the closest to True Neutral or Chaotic Neutral.
And this is where the CN as a whole comes in. I see that as a person who puts themselves at number 1.