Author Topic: The Life Of Quantum (Read 7337 times)

Grid Blader · « **Reply #100 on:** October 25, 2007, 07:39:55 PM »

Toran has answered my prayers. He has given me new hope. As I prayed to Toran over Soyna's coffin, many shade attacked me. As I rushed to meet them head long, I called them out. Many fell and a portal closed. They ran from me.

As I returned to her coffin a dog approched me. I called to it, and kneeled down to pet it when thoughts from the dog entered my brain. It told me it watched over soyna in life, and would watch over her in death. She was a child of the abondened. And he would take her soul to Toran if I wished it. I did wish it. The the dog dissapeared. I could swear, she got up out of the coffin, smiled and waved to me as she faided away.

Then a advenger apeared to me. Telling of Torans honor, and my honor. He sayed when others run we stay and fight, we shead the blood other are not able to shead for themselfs. He sayed pull the stake of the innconet.

I went to the coffin and pulled the the stake. I could feel an enchement on it. A powerfull one. I knew at once it was the Stake of the Innocent. The stake of Brenuth.

Toran thank you for you for guiding me.

//very cooooooooooooooool mix....

Grid Blader · « **Reply #101 on:** October 30, 2007, 07:47:23 PM »

I was in the crypts when I found dwarven guards guarding something or someone. I asked if I could help. Max was dieing. I tryed everything I could to stop Max from dieing. I was able to get some of the posion from the wound he had. I placed it in to a vile. I did healing spells. I was even able to refouce Cleanse, using my engery to help max fight back the posion. I have sinced this posion before. When I was at the blood pools. I belive someone found a blood pool and is able to make this posion from something there. I just can not put my fingure on it. Lex walked up behind me, and both of us desided the best way to help max was to travle to North Point to see the healer there.

He looks a bit worse then I remeber him. We talked for a great amount of time as we walked from the crypts in search for a cure for this posion I found Max had in his system. He told me how he needed closure to move on. I belive he loved a women named Dalila, not sure what happened. But she was the one I made the special neckless for, at Lex request. How could I turn down my old apprentice. He told me he wanted to see if this women Amilia could become a women he could love. He sayed he needs closure, I told him he needs to move on, but to seek closure if that is what he needs. But there is some thing else wrong with him. He shows no emotions. Some thing happened to him. He says a lich gave him the scare on his face. Something else must of happened.

We need to find a cure soon.

Grid Blader · « **Reply #102 on:** November 16, 2007, 12:46:52 AM »

It has been many weeks of travle, and many worries. Lex my old apprentice has denounced his deity. He has been asking so many question about Toran, I can hardly keep up with him. I answer, and he ask why is that, or why not. I dont mind answering them. I belive have always belived Toran best suits him. He is a warrior at heart. He belive in protecting people even if he has to give up his own life to do. He will find his way, and I belive his way leads him to Toran. He must make up his own mind in this. It has to be his free will to do it. I have sent him to the temple to talk to other clerics and palidans, after all I am an Shinning Hand so he has to get other points of views.

I have travled with a new friend. Peanut, she is just like me. Allways ready for the next challange. She told me she is saving for a new house, so I invited her to move in to the house in Halflake. I dont use it much anymore. Maybe I will just give it to her in my Will. She has earned it. She has such exciment to see the world, that it has recharged me. I felt old and usless, she has made me see maybe I am not. We went in to battle the giants at thunder mountians, I got a bit over excited and rushed. Poor Peanut payed for my error. I carryed her body out and raised her. I feel so bad about it. I will take beter care next time. I have to find her a few more creats for her stuff.

Grid Blader · « **Reply #103 on:** November 17, 2007, 01:59:23 AM »

Today I meet Peanut and lex out side of the door to Orcbasher. We went to the crafting hall in town. I had a lot of fireopals on me so I made them round. me a peanut played marbbles with fireopals for an hour or so. She asked me question I answered them as truthly. I kind of knew she was an orphan, but today she told me. She also told me Beasty has taken off and she can not find him anywere. I have noticed I can talk to her. It comes a bit more easyier too. She has opened up a lot since I first meet her also. We have loads in common. It is fun being around her. She makes my feel young, like a teenager again. I think it is all her engery.

Me and Lex talked for a long While about Toran. He still has his fear that Toran will not except him. I told him that Toran would to easy his mind. But I do fear that if he can not get that out of his mind, it may go bad for him. He needs to relax and what come natural for him. He can not fake it, and there is no reason to fake it. He is a protector at hear, a good man at heart, he just need to relax and let it happen.

Grid Blader · « **Reply #104 on:** November 17, 2007, 03:05:27 PM »

I was asked today to give another class on the Art of Undead. I think I will. I was also asked a person question. I though long and hard about it. I could not answer it. I am stumped. How do you know it is love. I though about saying it is just something that happens, but it is not. It is as if your heart can not live with out the other person. All you can do is think about that person. As I sat there, he asked another question which shocked me even more. Does it matter if the two people are different. I asked back in which means. He did not answer me, but I answered him any way. Love has no bound, it does not matter. If two hearts are ment to be together it will find its ways. It will be. Me and him sit on the bench for a long time in slince thinking and pondering. Untill the young man stood up and thanked me.

Now I can not get the questions out of my own mind. I am lost with the question. I belive there may be an reason why. I question myself. Have I fallen for an angle myself. Have I might of fallen and not even know it myself?

*the ink trails off the side of the paper as Q thinks*

Grid Blader · « **Reply #105 on:** November 17, 2007, 04:07:58 PM »

I think I might of done it this time. On my trip I remembered Tegan told me she had a bottle, it is what she belive was posion. It attacks magic. I am dumb. I remembered were she got it from, and I just added two and two together. I need that bottle. I will take Tegan and Sall with me. The clerics may have question for me and them. I must find Lex, he will want to go. I will need some protection. I will find Peanut, she would like to go. I think she will get a kick out of Max. I think Max will like her also. I had the clue in frount of my face and I blew it. I pray Max is still ok.

Grid Blader · « **Reply #106 on:** November 18, 2007, 07:56:31 PM »

Went to the Black Ice Island today with Peanut. Peanut walked up and knocked the rider off his wolf with one hit. She has been a heaven sent. I can not belive how sweet she is. I am a hard person to get along with, and she does not seam to mind my little off the wall Ideas.

I belive she is still waiting for word from Beasty. She told me Beasty has been gone for a long time, like Serissa. We have so much in common. I have not heard word from Serissa in 3 years now. Her last words to me were throw a letter. That was not so kind words I read. She left me to be with the Rofiren church. I can feel for Peanut.

Peanut is an angle, Toran has sent her. She is my one of best friend, or is she more to me...

Grid Blader · « **Reply #107 on:** November 19, 2007, 10:48:10 PM »

I have deside tonight the house in HalfLake looks like a wearhouse. So I ask Peanut to make it look more like a home. She sayed sure. So I am looking foward ot it. I can not stop looking at Peanut. She has captured my heart. My heart beats a million beats per mintue.

I fear my feelings, what if Beasty returns soon. What if she decides to go running back to him? I can not hold her back, if her heart is to be with him I can not stop it? I will not stop her heart, it would destory my heart to break her's...

Grid Blader · « **Reply #108 on:** November 21, 2007, 02:28:30 PM »

I woke up out of the dead of sleep yesterday covered in sweet. Weird dreams, I dont remeber much but they were weird. I could not fall back asleep so I got up and got dressed and jumped thro the portal from Kardor to Halflake. I dont like to sleep anymore, well never been able to sleep much anyway. All those years I would chase undead creatures have gotten my sleeping patterens all messed up.

I sleep when most people are a wake. I am awake when most sleep. Lex konws how it is. We get everything done while most are asleep. Lex is hurting, but I can not help him. He fears the lose of his god, he is in deep remorse I belive. It will pass i keep telling him. Toran will except him for who he is. He just needs a bot more reinsurence I belive.

As I walked throw Halflake and got to my door I opened it, started a fire in the fire place. I sat at the desk and looked around at how bear it was. A lot like my own life. Then I happened to look over and seen Peanut had left flowers in a vace, on the conor of my desk. Then I started to think, It is a new chapter in my life. With each new chapter come a chance to rewrite ones life.

This si the happyest I have been in years, maybe my whole life. I opened the top dwar to my desk and picked up the note. The last letter Serissa every sent me. I read it once, I read it twice, I have read it a million times. She left me for the temple, I always told her she was free to do as her heart felt. I did not know what her leaving would do to me. I went throw depression, I wanted to die, I hated all, and all hated me. I throw my life in to a deep pit. For what, she left me. I felt it was my fault, it was me. But it was not, it was her. I throw the note in to the fire. I will cleanse my past to start my future again.

I will move on, I will improve my life, I will make a new start. Peanut has pulled my life in to a direction of were I feel love again, a love of life. She has shown me the splinder of life, a zest I can feel in my chest again. A spring in my step.

Grid Blader · « **Reply #109 on:** November 21, 2007, 02:50:52 PM »

As I entered the crypts a few days back to visit Soyna I could feel something was different. As if I was being watching. I saw shimmer of light, and I could feel I was being watched. The 4 sets of beedy red eyes apeard. Smiling I knew what was about to happen. I kneeled to the undead that aproched me. I let them think they had the upper hand. The landed a few good blows.

As I looked up I tryed to look past then and see in to the portal. I could not make out what was infrount of the portal. I called out for Slayer, my staff came to my hand. It was a quick battle the undead stood no chance. As the figure reentered the portal I ran for the portal. I made a lunge bit the portal closed right before I reached it.

I landed head first in to a casket made of stone. As I shook my head I could hear a cold chuckle comming from somewere. I know that I am being watched, I am being tested by my emenys. As I once thought they would combine as one force to come after me. They hit and run in fear. I stood up ans yelled...

I AM QUANTUM WINDWORD, THE MOST FEARED SHINNING HAND EVERY, FACE ME NOW AND BE DESTORYED!!!

I could feel the watching stop, I calmed myself and went to visit my daughter for the afternoon. I told her of what had happened in my life. I could feel in her in my heart. She knew and she would approve of my life.

Grid Blader · « **Reply #110 on:** November 22, 2007, 07:29:57 PM »

I can not belive all that is going on right now. My dreams seam to be going from bad to worse. I hardly sleep anymore. The dreams seam to be fulled with undead. I must be going nuts. When I am alone I feel like I am being watched, but i can not figure if it is me or if I am being watched.

When I am with Peanut I forget about everything. I feel asleep next to her, she watched over me. It was some of the best sleep i have had in weeks. I had no nightmares. She is very good to me. I wish I could return her kindness to me. I hope I show her.

Grid Blader · « **Reply #111 on:** November 24, 2007, 02:18:14 AM »

I have told Peanut everything, I poured out my soul to her. She has told me she loves me. She asked me to tell her about my life, my loves. I could not hold anything back. We sit on the couch for hours, I told her of my past loves, my heart breaks. She understood, she loves me for who I am.

I understand she must hear from Beasty. She is strong, but I fear it would tear her up inside if she could not get closure. So I wait. If he returns, i am unsure what will happen. If her choice is him, then my heart will break but hers will be whole. I can life with that as long as she is happy. As long as she is loved, that is all I can pray for.

Grid Blader · « **Reply #112 on:** November 25, 2007, 01:18:55 AM »

I must answer the call of of the Shinning Hand. Cal, what can I say. I told her my dreams, of the undead. She talked and we prayed. I belive I know what I must do. I will leave in a few days. I must find my emeny. I must destory it.

I worte it all down, everything that was to go to every one if I should not return. I belive they will be happy. I know this may be a one way trip, but I am perpaired.

Grid Blader · « **Reply #113 on:** November 27, 2007, 07:13:42 PM »

Cal come to me today. She asked if I am ready to be active yet. When I sayed yes she smiled. She handed my some papers. I am to ready and train a group of 100 to be cut down to the best 10. As soon as there trained, we will get are orders. I dont think this is going to be a simple crypt cleansing.

I looked over the women and men. There all so young. Was I that young once. I am just a old man now comparied to them. There are all strong men and women. If they only seen what I have seen, what I have been throw. Maybe just maybe they would change there minds.

Maybe I am getting to old for this. Maybe this will be my last mission.....

Grid Blader · « **Reply #114 on:** November 28, 2007, 07:19:59 PM »

I have made the easyest cut to 10 out of 100 I will make. I asked all of young ones to write down what the difference is between a shade and a shadow. 14 could not tell me the difference. Those 14 are cut. But the rest of them know what there doing. This is going to be a bit harder. Well it could be worse.

I am planing on talking to Peanut tonight. I have been in a bit of a bad mood. She needs to know.

Grid Blader · « **Reply #115 on:** December 01, 2007, 03:03:14 PM »

*walk in to his house throwing his helm in to the wall sits down and starts writing*

He has done it to me again. Mechidal escaped my grasp. I will find him. Very close. So close i could feel it.

Grid Blader · « **Reply #116 on:** December 01, 2007, 03:15:42 PM »

I have cut the troops down a gain to 25. One more cut and the real traning will start. I must go see Cal and tell her I need to know the mission. I need to know what I am training them for. I know it will be bad, if I dont train them proper.

Grid Blader · « **Reply #117 on:** January 13, 2008, 01:35:25 AM »

Had a good day today. No I did not.

*sits the book on the floor, picks up his chair he is sitting on and make splinters out of the chair and the table he was sitting at writting*

Grid Blader · « **Reply #118 on:** January 13, 2008, 09:30:57 PM »

Soul mother seams to get closer and closer. Someday she will get me, but it wont be today.

Grid Blader · « **Reply #119 on:** March 09, 2008, 12:22:26 AM »

Well, the dwarf was right. Use the green bowl, and we used the gold bowl. Ported right in to Mechidals prison. Now we sit here in this prison. My hand is hurting but I wont let any one know. I can feel the purple posion pulsing throw my vains. I move my hand and the painfull blister pops open and the puss ozes out of it. It is just a matter of time before it over comes me. Makes me wonder what it is going to do to me, how painfull it is going to be, maybe not painfull at all. I guess i will find out.

If we could use magic here I might be able to remove it, but I fear it is to late for me. I dont want anyone to worry, I want them to focuse on getting out. Clarissa, and Rose I dont think was made to stay in tight places to long. Barion will go stir crazy. It is not good for Peanut to be in here with us in her condution. I just sit here resting saving engery.

They each walk bye asking me if I am ok. I just nod and smile, they belive me. I keep my hand covered with my gloves but the purple has spread to discolor my skin to the purple and is working its way up my arm. Soon the gloves will not be able to hid it.

Well one good thing has come of this. Me and Peanut has talked for the first time in a long time. Which is good. Her and Beasty are doing good. He is a good man and should take really good care of her. I am so very tired.. I think I will just close my eyes for just a bit. Maybe my body will fight off the posion. Wishfull thinking....

As I passed out in the Jail cell to wake up in my house in Halflake. How did I get here. They must of found a way out. Serissa has healed me of the posion.

Was it worth it? I mean I am old, and become useless. Maybe they should of left me there.