I have no sympathy for you. You and your leather jackets and your movie star good looks.
To put it in better perspective, how many times has Gel'larian died?
Thats worse them my failed crafintg rolls of 1,1,2,1,4,1.
Did you ever consider that 112141 might be a zip code of something, and Layonara's algorithim was telling you the future or something?