Barion Firesteed( thoughts of a fighter)

[jan]

*New entry by Barion*

*Barion walks into the village Abigail is staying and with out going to her class he goes to the cherriebush were he burried Sa'kura,he says a small prayer and then sits in a spot that lets him see most of the peacefull village and the door that seperates him from his daughter*

*sighing he takes out his journal and starts to write*

Finaly some off the guild came together to gather materials.
Serissa,Quantum,Tegan and myself went out together to get malar skins,silver ,saphires and gold.
The getting of those things went well and we searched for something called "dark silk"
After a long search we even found it*grins* We pledged not to tell a soul were we got it,so i wont even mention the place here.
We got carried away after that and decided to go get diamonds from the Great Rift.
All went well and we safely reached the first deposit and annihilated the drow and giants guarding it.
After mining the vein we got oveconfident*sighs and looks up*

*mumbles"We should have known better..."*

We decided to go for the next vein that is deeper in the cave,i wish we had not.
The drow there must have heard the noice from the first vein...they were waiting and ready .
From the corner of my eye i saw a drow run past the front and attack Tegan...I turned and tried to kill it and i think i succeeded in that.
I went back to the front and wielded my blade with all my might,chopping drow after drow...but they seemed endless.....
First thing i heard was Tegan screaming "Help!!"
After that her voice went silent....*sighs deep*...Serissa fell with out a chance to scream...quickly followed by Quantum.
I did what i could and kept slashing at the drow ...but allas...i fell...even after taking out six or so off them they swarmed me and i knew i didnt stand a chance....my rage over the friends and the one i have feelings for falling made it impossible to retreat and i payed for it.
*sighs seeing the door open and his daugther coming out* Now i'm left to tell her how it is possible that daddy fell*looks up and sees Abigail running to him holding out her arms to be picked up*

*he quickly puts the journal away and catches her in his opened arms* "Hello honey..."
*he looks into her eyes and sees the fear in them*
"Dont be affraid Abi...daddy had a small accident ..but all is well"
*he smiles to her and cant help but think about the first time he went out with Tegan and that he failed hwer misserably*

*Abigail looks into her fathers eyes and with a small voice she tells him "Dont you go away like mommy did daddy.....i want to be with you ..."

*slowly he lifts her up and smiles as their eyes are at the same height*
"daddy wont go away ...you wish he had once you are old enough to have boyfriends thou"

*grinning he lets her slip to the ground and seduces her to a game of hide and seek*

[jan]

*New entry by Barion*

*Barion walks through the Berhagen mountains whisteling a tune and grins the whole time , killing every giant he meets with a flair that is not often seen *
*Reaching the safe and quiet place he was looking for , he cleans his blade and armor and sits down to write in his journal*

I did it*grins wide* I realy did it.
I finaly found a way to trick the soulmother...she granted me extra strands because i outwitted her*grins*

Life seems to change for the better,i bought a blade that i thought i would never own *looks to his new blade*MITHRILL....
I now am looking for the enchantments to put on it so i can wield it in battle,untill then i'll simply keep using my adamantium one.

Abigail is doing great,nearly three and half years old she is now,her teachers are as proud off her as i am*smiles*
I take along some of the best friends of Sa'kura to see her once every two weeks,Dalan and Eghaas,she realy loves it when they start telling her stories about her mother.

I have been playing with the thought of taking Tegan alng to meet Abigail too*sighs softly* but in a way i get the feeling she is avoiding me...

Strange things are happening in my live ...Serissa ...people still cant undertand that with reporting me and the others she did what she had to do.
Quantum...it looks like he is getting friendly with people i dispice and rather see dead,guess i wont be traveling with him any longer if he goes out with them .

The seeds...i went to find one ...we did found it ...imediatly it had to be given to the druid that was there ,since my tempel no longer talks about the seeds i will refrain from going on trips to obtain them .
Asfar as i am concerned , until word from the tempel comes they can use the seeds to bake bread.

Soon there will be initiaton rounds for The Knights of the Wyrm.
I offered myself and i hope i can live up to the standarts they hold high,if not *sighs*
We'll see then...if i'm not good enough to be a knight...is there still a reason to listen to the church?

*He ponders his last question long and hard staring to his journal,after a while he closes it and puts it away*
"Time to go see Abigail and tell her the good news"*with those words he walks off ,questions in his mind about his faith*

[jan]

*Barion comes to small village and seems like he has been running all the way, he takes out his journal and tears out the last pages left ...all but one ...*
*He takes his quill and pens down*

To complete this journal , one final statement :

I HAVE REMOVED MYSELF FROM THE POPULATION OFF THIS WORLD ONLY TO COME AND DO MY JOB FOR THE GUILD AND TO SHOW UP IF MY SKILLS ARE NEEDED TO HELP OTHERS

*He looks over the line and sadly smiles to himself*
"I will be here and care for you my daughter ...you will have the daddy you deserve"



//for those interested in the continuation of his life:

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